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Zheng Ming knew that Jian Zhan had a lover, he thought that he just left him, but he didn't expect it to be so.

No wonder he was considered a replacement.Zheng Ming chuckled, he didn't know if he was mocking himself, or he was lamenting that Jian Zhan, a seemingly fickle person, could still be so affectionate.

But he found that no matter how annoyed he was about his identity, when he felt the tears in his hand, his first reaction was still distressed.

Feel sorry for this seemingly unrestrained man.

Feel sorry for this seemingly indifferent man.

I feel sorry for this man who doesn't seem to care about feelings.

"Take it away." Jian Zhan sniffed, and the corners of his lips curled slightly, "I'll leave for a while."

As he said that, he took Zheng Ming's hand away, and walked towards the bathroom in a hurry.Zheng Ming's hand was still out in the air, he looked at Jian Zhan's back, silently dropped his hand and stuck it to the edge of his suit pants, but he didn't wipe away the tears from his hand.

He is crying.

How deep is the emotion that can make him lose control like this?What does it mean that he killed him?

Gu Wei, Gu Wei...

Zheng Ming breathed out a little irritatedly. He leaned his back against the cold wall, took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket with his fingers, took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth and lit it with fire. The smoke was lingering, and he finally calmed down his emotions. down.All the lights in the hall have been turned on, as if the darkness just now did not exist, and it was as bright as day.

Those few wedding photos are still in the loop, and people start to eat some hot dishes to fill their stomachs, waiting for the main course to be served next.Laughing and laughing, Zheng Ming, who was a little emotional at first, was as calm as a cold stone at the moment.Originally, he wanted to use this wedding to make Jian Zhan happy, and express his feelings by the way, but now it seems that there is no need for this.

There is no need for this at all.

Zheng Ming smoked the cigarette quickly, threw it in the ashtray, and went to find Qiao's father, Qiao's mother and others who were toasting in the audience.When he found them, Jian Zhan just came out of the bathroom. He was tall and tall, and his face looked more handsome and attractive in formal clothes.His strides were long, and he came to Zheng Ming in a few steps, and smiled decently at everyone in front of him, "I just went to the bathroom."

Everyone nodded. Before they could say anything, Jian Zhan said again, "Let me block it here."

As he spoke, he filled the glass with beer, walked to the table with a smile and said, "Thank you for coming to this wedding."

Those people also got up quickly and clinked glasses with Jian Zhan.Zheng Ming looked at Jian Zhan drinking wine non-stop, red, white, yellow, he never refused, a slight blush appeared on his handsome face, but he still spoke sharply.Finally, Zheng Ming couldn't stand it anymore, and poured a glass of wine in front of Jian Zhan, and blocked the next drink for him with a smile.

Jian Zhan didn't speak, and he didn't resist saying don't stop the drink for me, he just stood silently behind Zheng Ming, looked at his clean black hair, and closed his eyes.

The excitement of the wedding continued until the end.Qiao Ran wore different dresses and circled around each table, maybe it was a classmate, maybe a relative, maybe a colleague... It wasn't until the master of ceremonies finished the last session that the guests left piecemeal.

"Happy newlyweds, happy newlyweds."

Qiao Ran accepted every blessing, and she smiled happily. Even though it was such a tiring job, she was still doing it happily.Jian Zhan walked in front of her and said with a smile, "Happy newlyweds, can I get rid of my red envelope?"

"Haha, I don't mind if you want to give it to me." Qiao Ran's eyes completed a line, "But Zheng Ming has already given me your share."

There was no surprise in Jian Zhan's eyes, he just nodded calmly, as if he had forgotten what he said before, and repeated the happy wedding again.

Qiao Ran felt that there was something wrong with Jian Zhan today, but she didn't say anything, and still accepted it with a smile.

After Jian Zhan left, Zheng Ming also followed.Qiu Mu originally wanted someone to send them back, but Zheng Ming refused.Qiu Mu saw that he was in a hurry, so he had no choice but to let him go.

"Do you feel uncomfortable after drinking so much?" Zheng Ming walked behind Jian Zhan, and asked worriedly, "Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

Jian Zhan put one hand on his suit jacket and the other in his pocket. He looked back at Zheng Ming and shook his head, "I'm fine."

Zheng Ming was still a little worried about Jian Zhan, he took Jian Zhan's hand, his voice was a little cold, like the collision of metal, "Where does your family live?"

"I don't have a home." Jian Zhan, who was originally calm, shook off Zheng Ming's hand, staggered two steps back, and stretched out his hand to stop Zheng Ming's advance.Black shattered hair blocked his eyes, covering his originally calm eyes, he stood up slowly, because of the alcohol, his brain could not turn well, "Go back, I can do it myself go back."

Zheng Ming looked at the stubborn Jian Zhan, suddenly grabbed Jian Zhan's wrist, pulled him to the side of the street, hailed a taxi, pushed him in, and told the driver his home address.

Jian Zhan leaned against the car door and leaned his head against the window.The cold air entered from the outside, which made Jian Zhan's mind clearer.Zheng Ming looked at Jian Zhan, and finally let go of his hand.

The two of them were together quietly, and no one spoke to break the stiff atmosphere. Even the taxi driver, who has always been active, yawned at this time and cheered up to drive.

Zheng Ming's home is not far away, in a community.His monthly salary is also quite high, so it is not impossible to live here.Jian Zhan was dragged behind by him and staggered forward. It wasn't until he reached the stairs that he steadied himself a bit.The stairs are very dark, but fortunately the sound of footsteps can sense the voice-activated lights.Jian Zhan looked at the lights lit up in the darkness, looked at the extinguished lights behind, and said softly, "I love him very much. It's been three years. I thought I could forget him, but in the end I didn't. I thought I loved him , Later I realized that loving him is tantamount to killing him."

"I don't love him. If I don't love him and don't provoke him, he won't die because of me. They are so cruel, and he is so pure. How could he win against those people?" Jian Zhan sneered , the voice was full of sarcasm, "Besides, as long as those people report my name, even if they know that there is danger, they will foolishly follow...how can I rest assured."

"His sister is right, the one who killed him was not those people, but me...it's all me, if I can be stronger, I won't be led away by others, hahaha, isn't it ridiculous? Jian Zhan hugged Zheng Ming's waist and buried his face in his back, "I was being led away all the time! It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous! It's because I didn't protect him well..."

Zheng Ming looked down at the hands around his waist, and covered them calmly.His fingers had thin calluses, and when he stroked the smooth back of Jian Zhan's hand, he felt a series of electric shock-like sensations.He looked at his own house upstairs, and said in a low voice, "You have been wondering whether Gu Wei's death was your fault, Jian Zhan, let me tell you now, it was not your fault." Turning his head, he turned around, pinched Jian Zhan's shoulders with both hands, looked into his eyes and said seriously, "You are not allowed to refute what I said, you just need to believe me and that's enough."

Jian Zhan looked into Zheng Ming's eyes, and smiled slightly after a long time, but didn't say whether he believed in him or himself.

Zheng Ming also knew that Jian Zhan would not agree with him for a while, so he continued to drag him up, then took out the key and opened the door.

The room is about [-] square meters. Once you walk in, there is a big hallway with two rows of shoe cabinets inside.Zheng Ming took a pair of slippers for Jian Zhan and put them on the ground, then closed the door and turned on the light.

The living room is very large, with a long double sofa occupying a large space, and in front of the sofa is a 21-inch LCD TV.Jian Zhan looked at the layout with dazed eyes.The room is very clean, just like Zheng Ming.The walls are clean white, nothing but black.The door is brown, a combination of two extreme colours.

He went in, lay down on the sofa and closed his eyes to rest until Zheng Ming woke him up and handed him the hot water.After Jian Zhan took a few sips, he finally regained his energy. He heard Zheng Ming say to him, "Wash up and go to bed. The room is over there."

"I want to sleep with you." Jian Zhan stood up on the sofa and followed Zheng Ming into his room.Just as Zheng Ming wanted to drag him to the bathroom to wash up, Jian Zhan threw him on the bed, his soft and hot lips pressed against his lips, biting and caressing him constantly, from his lips to his neck, to his delicate collarbone.Zheng Ming's breathing became slightly heavier. He looked at the man who was doing whatever he wanted on him, but he still didn't resist in the end.

It wasn't until Jian Zhan's hand touched his back that he grabbed his wrist and stopped him. He dragged him into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and let the cold water wash over Jian Zhan's hot body.

Jian Zhan shivered from the cold, but did not move.He raised his head and looked at Zheng Ming with wet eyes, as if he was looking at someone.Zheng Ming became angry with his eyes. He threw down the towel, closed the door heavily, and left barefoot.

He didn't speak, but Jian Zhan knew he was angry.But what is he angry about?They are just a bed partner relationship, they are together for the purpose of going to bed, just to make love.Even if he inexplicably speaks out what is in his heart, it still cannot change the relationship between the two of them.

Jian Zhan turned around and leaned against the wall in silence, turned off the faucet, touched his hot object with his cold hands, bit his lips and began to fiddle with it.

Zheng Ming was sitting by the bed, listening to the panting sound coming from the bathroom, he could imagine the scene inside at this moment when he closed his eyes.The breathing became more and more heavy, and finally a short moan ended it all.Zheng Ming was breathing, and after a while, the sound of water came from the bathroom.

A few minutes later, Jian Zhan came out wiping his hair. Zheng Ming picked up his clothes and walked inside, but was caught by Jian Zhan. He raised his head to look at Jian Zhan, but saw that Jian Zhan's jewel-like eyes were calm at the moment. Looking at him quietly, "Don't be angry."

Those four simple words extinguished the flame in Zheng Ming's heart and the fire of desire in his abdomen.All his emotions were brought over by Jian Zhan so lightly, as if he had been smashed on cotton, weak and powerless.He looked deeply at Jian Zhan, turned sideways and entered the bathroom.

The water drops on the head fell on the face, Jian Zhan closed his eyes, listened to the sound of water inside, and smiled softly.

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