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When Zheng Ming opened the curtains, Jian Zhan was still fast asleep.He seems to be very busy recently, so busy that there is a touch of blue under his eyes.Zheng Mingli stood on the bed and looked at Jian Zhan for a while, then bent over and kissed Jian Zhan's dry lips with a cold face, he just looked at Jian Zhan like this, the tenderness in his eyes slowly revealed.

He stretched out his hand to caress Jian Zhan's face, and murmured expectantly, "It's fine if it stays like this."

"How is it?" Jian Zhan opened his eyes and looked at Zheng Ming in a daze. He rubbed Zheng Ming's palm, "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing." Zheng Ming looked at Jian Zhan, "What do you want to eat?"

"You can do whatever you want." Jian Zhan stretched his waist, looked at the man who had already put on home clothes, and rolled his eyes, "It seems that I didn't satisfy you last night?"

Zheng Ming glanced at Jian Zhan, and a few seconds later he said with a low smile, "As long as I can satisfy you."

These words obviously pleased Jian Zhan, he hooked Zheng Ming's neck with a smile, and stretched his slender fingers into the hem of his clothes, his voice became ambiguous and sexy, "I will make it up next time."

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, then both smiled.Like the second owner of the house, Jian Zhan took out a piece of clothing from the closet and put it on, then dragged his slippers and sat on a chair in the dining room, watching Zheng Ming make breakfast there.

Zhanlan has also woken up. It first licked its fur, then walked to Jian Zhan's feet lazily, lay down and leaned against Jian Zhan to continue sleeping.

Jian Zhan looked at Zhanlan and then at Zheng Ming, and suddenly felt that it would be good if this kind of life could continue forever.He likes this kind of atmosphere very much. He doesn't need to say a word, and he doesn't need to worry about other things. He just needs to quietly watch the other party make breakfast for him, and watch the cats raised by the two of them being intimate with him...

Thinking about it, the light in Jian Zhan's eyes dimmed. He expelled all these beautiful thoughts from his mind, and looked at Zheng Ming's back silently.He had lived such a life before, and now thinking of it, he missed it extremely, but he only allowed this nostalgia to be engraved in his heart and bone marrow.No one else can share this emotion with him, except him, except him who has left.

Zheng Ming naturally didn't know what Jian Zhan was thinking, he quickly prepared breakfast and brought it in front of Jian Zhan, and the two finished the breakfast after washing.Jian Zhan looked at Zheng Ming's home, and thought for a moment that he might as well move to Zheng Ming's place, which would be convenient in the future, but after thinking about it, he still felt that the time had not come, and if he continued to move forward like this, the gain would not be worth the loss. .

"Are you still going to work?"

"Yes, how about you?"

"I'll go back to my side." Jian Zhan paused, stroked Zhanlan's fur, and asked absent-mindedly, "Aren't you bored living alone?"

Zheng Ming's hand paused, he tightened the clean rag between his fingers, turned his face to look at Jian Zhan calmly and said, "It's okay if you get used to it, but occasionally I think it's better to have someone to accompany me."

When he said this, Jian Zhan didn't look at him, so the cold and indifferent expression on his face was not seen by Jian Zhan.Jian Zhan was slightly taken aback when he heard Zheng Ming's answer, and then thought that this was probably an invitation from Zheng Ming, so he turned around, supported the sofa with both hands, and said in a cold voice, "ah, then I How about moving here?"

"You don't like me." The powerlessness in Zheng Ming's heart suddenly burned, he looked at Jian Zhan's clean but deep eyes, and said lightly, "What I want is someone who can accompany me."

Jian Zhan was dumb.Zheng Ming looked at him deflated, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.In his deep eyes, some emotions flashed past.He hasn't tried feelings for a long time. Since that person left, he has been very indifferent to feelings. Coupled with some things that happened later, he has no time to take care of such things. When he met Jian Zhan It was an accident, but he would never let this relationship become an accident.

"But don't worry, you have plenty of time." Zheng Ming answered another sentence lightly. His peripheral vision caught Jian Zhan's surprised expression, and his smile became wider. Since you want to play, I will play with you. I have already If you fall into it, then you don't even think about escaping, "Why don't we make a bet."

"What are you betting on?"

"I bet you'll fall in love with me." Zheng Ming laughed lowly, the voice was deep and pleasant, shaking Jian Zhan's heart, he heard Zheng Ming say, "Remember, it's love, not liking."

"I'm so sorry, I don't know what feelings are."

"You will know. If you remember one Gu Wei, I will make you forget him. If you remember ten, I will make you forget ten. Do you believe it or not?" Zheng Ming walked in front of Jian Zhan and kissed fiercely. Touching Jian Zhan's lips, he swept Jian Zhan's mouth wantonly, and finally showed him a charming smile, "Some people cannot be provoked. Once you provoke them, you should be fully prepared."

Zheng Ming said that sentence with a smile, but Jian Zhan felt an inexplicable danger.It seems that this person has already laid out all the bureaus and is just waiting for himself to jump.Jian Zhan knew that he needed to ponder this sentence more, but at the moment he couldn't let go of this opportunity, so he propped his chin and pretended to be helpless and said, "Then let's take a gamble, what if I win?"

"You won't win." Zheng Ming said firmly, "Never."

"That's not necessarily the case. I can tell you that I like you very much now, and I'm becoming more and more interested in you, but..." Jian Zhan paused, "You will never be the one I love."

"Just kill him." Zheng Ming's eyes were so dark that he couldn't see the end, he just looked at you quietly, as if those words were as simple as eating a meal.When Jian Zhan heard this, his whole body became indifferent. He looked at Zheng Ming with a hint of anger in his voice, "It's never possible!"

"I won't let you kill him again!" Jian Zhan gritted his teeth and looked at Zheng Ming, the sharp light in his eyes was like a sword, but Zheng Ming still looked at Jian Zhan calmly, "If you think I can continue to be cowardly like this, so I don't mind. Betting with a cowardly person, even if you win, it doesn't make any sense."

"I'll bet with you." Jian Zhan calmed down for a while, and that enchanting smile appeared on his face again, "I hope you won't lose too badly by then."

"No." Zheng Ming's voice softened a lot, "You'd better take care of yourself."

I have a lifetime to possess you, to engrave you in my body.But what about you, can you spend your whole life on the run without facing reality?Jian Zhan, you are doomed to lose.

After sitting for a while, Jian Zhan left Zheng Ming's apartment.He sat in the taxi, watched the scenery flying by outside the window, took out his mobile phone and called Gu Qing.

Gu Qing's attitude is still not salty, but Jian Zhan can feel that she has reduced a lot of hostility. Hearing Gu Qing's voice, he thought about it and asked, "How are you and Yu He?"

"It's nothing." Gu Qing's voice became sharper, "I hope you don't provoke Yu He again, he is not the same kind of person as you, you have already killed my brother, don't kill him again!"

Hearing Gu Qing's obviously defensive voice, Jian Zhan said helplessly, "I won't."

After pausing for a few seconds, Gu Qing said slowly, "Since you don't like him, don't keep him misunderstood."

After she finished speaking, she quickly hung up the phone, as if she was trying to avoid something.Listening to the "beep beep" sound from the mobile phone, Jian Zhan's expression became indifferent.It turned out that in Gu Qing's eyes, he was a person who harmed others.

But yes, he can bear this crime.

When Jian Zhan returned home, Yu He was already there.He is now an editor in a publishing house, and he is very busy every day, but fortunately, his ability is outstanding, and he is much better than those newcomers who just arrived.Looking at Yu He, Jian Zhan remembered the phone call just now. Looking at the warm smile on Yu He's face, he felt for the first time that this smile was so sunny and ugly.

Everyone lives on the white side, but he has been constantly ups and downs under the black moonlight, without any reason, and he is not willing to give him an excuse.He just kept walking and walking, never going to the end.

The only person he believed in was that the only person who was willing to protect him with his own arms was dead. In this world, no one else could live a lifetime with him warmly with pure and innocent thoughts like him.But in the end, everyone was pushing him, pushing him.

Jian Zhan closed the door and leaned against the door powerlessly.He is very tired, feeling very tired every day, as if waiting to die every day, knowing that the hope of the future is very slim, but he still wants to continue to live.He cannot be defeated by anyone, the person who can defeat him is dead, and no one can defeat him again.

"I will make you forget him." Zheng Ming's words were still echoing in his ears, the man with a deep voice seemed to be still standing in front of him, looking at him deeply with his deep eyes.

"Zheng Ming, you are finally willing to be fooled." Jian Zhan covered his face and smiled. He looked at the still bright sky outside the window, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became crazy and flamboyant.It was as if a clown was hidden in his eyes, wearing a ridiculous mask, hiding all his thoughts in that distorted smile, smiling until the end.

"Jian Zhan, aren't you hungry?" Yu He's worried voice came from outside.Jian Zhan put down his hands with a cold face, and pressed half of his face against the door, "I'm not hungry, you can eat by yourself."

Yu He let out an "oh" with some disappointment, and then said, "Then if you want to eat, tell me."

Jian Zhan didn't answer him again.The room fell silent again.

It will be over soon... Zheng Ming, your bet is doomed to lose.

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