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After that incident, Jian Zhan never went to see Zheng Ming again.It seems that the two people have lost contact, and it seems that the two have never known each other.

But even if it was separation, even if the deep voice of that person did not appear in his ears, he would still think of him from time to time.When I get up in the morning, I habitually touch my side, when I eat, I think of every dish he cooked for me, and when I sleep, I think of the pleasure he brought me.

How ridiculous, obviously he is the one who betrayed that man, but now he is still thinking about everything about him!

This feeling is not pleasant, but Jian Zhan has a feeling of being happy, as if it is the most painful and sweetest punishment.

It seemed that everyone gave him enough space. Yuan Xiaoshu didn't look for him, Xu Shi didn't, Zheng Ming...Jian Zhan nestled on the bed in the hotel. He looked at the tightly closed window and suddenly felt very sad.When I was sad, when I wanted to say everything, I found that there was no place to accommodate him and listen to him quietly.

Jian Zhan smiled, and he suddenly thought that there might be a place where he could indulge, let him forget everything now, and bury these secrets in his heart again.

Today's color blue is extraordinarily lively.

I heard that there was a hot dance to watch, so people who heard the news rushed in, eager to grab a good seat.

Jian Zhan was sitting in a booth, which was far away from the stage. He listened to the noisy voices around him, and drank his wine expressionlessly.Cup after cup, bottle after bottle.

Can drinking really relieve your worries?Jian Zhan pressed the cold glass wall to his hot lips, and asked himself in some confusion.The liquor slid down the lips into the mouth, and the Adam's apple moved up and down. The liquor was like a fire, burning away all the troubles.

hollow, hollow...

His eyes were looking around at scantily clad women, slapping men, prim office workers, young teenagers, and...

Jian Zhan's gaze froze suddenly, he looked at the figure, and narrowed his eyes uncertainly.That person was like him, sitting alone on the seat, drinking alone with a wine glass in his hand, his heroic movements were not at all like the person he knew.His eyes fell on the stage. Although he was watching the show like the people next to him, his face was icy cold.

That's Yu He.

Jian Zhan drank the glass of wine in his hand. He picked up the bottle, but found that there was not much wine in it. He poured out all the wine in the bottle, and after drinking it all, he slowly got up and planned to leave.

When he left, he glanced at where Yu He was sitting from the corner of his eye. He didn't have any expression on his face, he just drank like this, as if he would never get drunk.

He didn't go to say hello, but just withdrew the gaze that fell on him, put his hands in his pockets, and walked out steadily.And at the moment of leaving, a woman with long hair ran in...

"You said, can a person really be so cruel?"

"Yu He...don't think about it, he's not worth it."

"No, he deserves it."

"It's so worth it...it's worth it for me to get drunk here so stupidly, it's worth it...I can't sleep at night, cough cough, I keep thinking about him..."

"Yu He? Yu He!!"

Jian Zhan was sitting in the taxi, he was not drunk.After drinking so much alcohol, he became more sober without getting drunk.For the first time, he felt that his actions could be called meaningless.What's the point of doing this?Find Zheng Ming's information, get close to him on purpose, seduce him, seduce him, have sex with him... take him for a racing car, let him know about Gu Wei's existence...

In his eyes, I'm afraid he is a scheming man.

It's time to give up. It's time to give up the warmth and affection that was so hard to cheat.

Jian Zhan's eyes drooped, and at this moment, his trouser pocket vibrated.He looked at his pants suspiciously, then reached out and took out his phone.

Caller ID, Xiaoqing.

"Where are you?! Something happened to Yu He!" Gu Qing's voice was full of anxiety and worry, as if she was about to cry in the next moment.Jian Zhan's heart was slightly touched, and he asked, "Where are you now?"

"It's at Rensheng Hospital!" When Gu Qing said this, Jian Zhan happened to see the hospital building passing in front of him, and he yelled at the driver: "Stop!"

Jian Zhan paid the money hastily, then rushed back into the hospital.He searched for a while, and finally found Gu Qing who was sitting in front of the emergency room. He took a breath and walked over lightly: "What's going on?"

"Stomach bleeding, he drank a lot when I went to find him." Gu Qing was crying, she raised her head, her apricot eyes overflowed with countless tears, she just looked at Jian Zhan with tears in her eyes, "Would you like that?" If it wasn't you, he wouldn't be like this either! What do you have that deserves him to do this! Jian Zhan is all about you, if it weren't for you, my life wouldn't be so bad, and I wouldn't be in such a mess!"

"If I didn't let my brother get close to you, it would be great if I pushed you out when he brought you here. My brother loves me so much, and he will definitely listen to me!"

Jian Zhan looked at the hysterical woman who was grabbing his clothes. He didn't resist, and he didn't fight back with words. He let Gu Qing hit him, but his eyelashes trembled violently at that moment.

"You killed my brother, and you want to kill the person I like!" Her sharp nails carved Jian Zhan's skin, as if her fingertips would cut his bones in the next second.Jian Zhan sighed lowly, and hugged Gu Qing into his arms: "I'm sorry."

He didn't want to kill Yu He, he didn't want to kill anyone.At that moment, he looked at the pale lights and green tiles of the hospital, and smelled the smell of disinfectant from the tip of his nose. He especially wanted to ask Gu Qing what he should do.

What to do, let Yu He leave her willingly, so that she can no longer hate herself.

But in the end he didn't ask, he just hugged Gu Qing quietly, and said over and over again amidst her crying: "Sorry".

At the end of the operation, Gu Qing, who was resting in his arms, stood up abruptly. She anxiously asked the doctor how Yu He was doing, and she was relieved until the doctor said it was all right.Jian Zhan looked at Gu Qing who rushed in, his eyes were calm, neither sad nor happy.

Yu He looked very fragile at this moment, his face was pale, and even his usually energetic eyes looked dim at this moment.Gu Qing wiped away her tears, sat beside him and stroked his face, she was so scared that she didn't say a word.

Standing at the door, Jian Zhan saw Yu He turn his eyes, and at that moment, those dim eyes suddenly lit up.He heard Yu He's weak voice, which seemed to be telling Gu Qing to leave first, and Jian Zhan knew that he had something to say to himself.

"Sister-in-law, I beg you..." When Gu Qing passed by him, she was begging, but also with a trace of disgust, "I beg you, don't hurt him anymore!"

Jian Zhan will never forget that resentment.He suddenly wanted to laugh, wanted to laugh out loud, what was he doing wrong?What has he done wrong that so many people hate him!No, except him, except him... Jian Zhan held back the trembling of his body, walked forward slowly, and closed the door smoothly.

Yu He was very quiet, he just lay there quietly, his eyes full of nostalgia and helplessness, without blinking, he just watched Jian Zhan approaching him, and then opened his lips and said: "You are here. "

"What do you want to tell me?" Jian Zhan's tone was very flat, neither angry nor irritable.

"Is it really impossible for us?"

"Do you understand me?" Jian Zhan asked back.

"No, I don't think I understand you." Yu He was taken aback for a moment, and then gave a wry smile.Just after he finished laughing, Jian Zhan's voice sounded softly: "Do you think it's heartless for me to do this?"

"But Yu He, don't forget, I'm so ruthless to everyone." Jian Zhan looked at Yu He, his eyes really didn't have any emotion.That is the look that sees through everything, not bound by anything, but seems to be tightly imprisoned by chains.Accompanied by the night wind outside, his cold voice sounded slowly: "In this world, only he can get it."

he?

Yu He closed his eyes, he opened his mouth, and just about to ask who that was, he heard Jian Zhan's footsteps leaving.Very light, very light...but it happened to be in Yu He's ear, and it became heavier and heavier.

"He's gone, right?" Yu He heard the footsteps coming from next to his ears, and murmured, "Did he say anything?"

"No." Gu Qing shook her head, she looked at Yu He, the hatred in her eyes surfaced, "Yu He, do you really think it's worth it?"

"It's worth it..." was the only answer he could blurt out without thinking.

Hearing this answer, Gu Qing clenched her fists, and she smiled at Yu He: "I understand." Since you think it's worth it, then I will definitely help you get him, as long as you like it!as long as you like it!I can help you with anything.

When Jian Zhan went back, the sky had already changed.

The continuous drizzle fell slowly, very thin, as long as you stretch out your hand, you can feel the existence of raindrops.Jian Zhan raised his head, looked at the light rain all over the sky, raised his legs and fell down.He just walked in the rain, relaxed and comfortable.

The lights of the hotel soon appeared in front of him. In this gloomy night, the light in the lobby was extraordinarily bright.As soon as he walked up the first step of the stairs, he felt something was wrong.He turned his head slowly, but felt something covering his head.

It is an umbrella.Jian Zhan looked down at the pair of leather shoes behind his feet, and asked softly, "What do you want from me?"

"It's something you've always wanted to know." The man chuckled, "I'll just talk to you for a while, and I won't bother you for long, but I think you'd be happy to hear what I said to you. "

Jian Zhan turned around and looked at Xu Shishi, who was obsessed with the umbrella, and looked at him calmly. Those eyes had become calm, and Xu Shishi secretly sighed, that's the kind of eyes.This is his Zhan Zhan, this is... He wanted to stretch out his hand to touch it, and he did reach out, and the same cold temperature covered him, which was so familiar that it made people sigh.

Xu Shishi, the person he loves and hates at the same time.The person who made him want to escape, but was reluctant to leave...

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