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Back home.

Zheng Ming opened the room, and as soon as he entered, he saw Zhan Lan staring at the two people who came in with a petrified expression, a piece of potato chip was still falling on the cat's paw, and a cliché foam drama was still playing on the TV.Zheng Ming stood at the door for a while, then silently covered his eyes, and dragged his luggage into the room helplessly.

But Jian Zhan saw nothing strange about Zhanlan, he even put down his bag and hugged Zhanlan for a while: "Oh fat cat, long time no see, why are you getting fat again?"

Zhanlan said that there was no ups and downs in the evolutionary history of her transformation from Zhanlan to Fat Cat.

Zheng Ming was already packing his luggage, Jian Zhan looked at the big bed, then at Zheng Ming who had put on a thin sweater, thought for a while and said, "I'm going out later."

"Well, are you coming back for dinner?" After all, it was almost six o'clock when I got back here.

"Yes, you can eat first, I'll heat it up when you come back." With emotions hidden in Jian Zhan's eyes, he moved closer to Zheng Ming and kissed Zheng Ming's lips.There was a little more sadness in those once calm eyes, "I like you."

Zheng Ming saw those eyes, and when he heard that sentence, he neither delighted nor smiled, he just looked at those eyes, feeling inexplicably uneasy.

However, Jian Zhan didn't give him more time to think about it.After changing into a dark blue sweater, he went out in a coat.Zheng Ming paused his hands to pack his things. After a long time, he looked at the clothes on the bed and sighed softly.

After Jian Zhan went out, he called Yu He and said that he would go to his place in a while.Yu He was very happy after hearing this, but his tone was still a little cautious.

Jian Zhan didn't say anything more.He didn't go directly to Yu He, but went to another place, a place he hadn't been to for a long time.

The dust was making the road dirty. A middle-aged man and an old man sat and chatted on the side of the road, and occasionally got up to sweep away the rubbish.

Jian Zhan sat in the car and looked outside—the neatly arranged tombstones, the black stones were telling what happened in these years.He sat in the car and finished a cigarette.On the passenger seat, a bouquet of fiery red roses is blooming brightly.Jian Zhan stubbed out the cigarette and threw it in the ashtray, then got out of the car with the bouquet in his arms.

The cemetery is very desolate, and no one came at this time. At a glance, there are only one tombstone, some of which cannot be read clearly, and some have just been built.Holding flowers, Jian Zhan found Gu Wei's tombstone against the wind.

Gu Wei's tomb is really simple. After sweeping the ashes, Jian Zhan put the bouquet in front of Gu Wei's tomb.He sat cross-legged in front of the monument and lit another cigarette.

"How are you doing recently? The winter in City X is very cold, and I don't know if you are dressed enough now." Jian Zhan took a puff of cigarette with a smile, then stretched out his hand to touch his tombstone, "I thought a lot later , and did a lot. I have always felt that the person who killed you is a truly unforgivable crime, but when I knew that person was him, I started to find countless excuses for him to escape the crime. "

"Thinking about it now, meeting is good, but falling in love is bad. If you were still alive, you would definitely not like me like this. Feel it, I've lost a lot of weight, isn't it the same as before? No wonder, I'm still so handsome." Jian Zhan touched the photo on the tombstone, that young man smiled like the purest lily, clear and innocent.If he is still alive now, I am afraid that he will be very tired as Xu Shishi said, right?Maybe there will be more people trying to get his idea, tormenting, suffering, begging...

Everything appeared in Jian Zhan's mind. Thinking about it this way, maybe shooting him to death is really the best way.He always thought that it was Xu Shishi who was at fault for depriving Gu Wei of his life and leaving Gu Qing with no relatives.But thinking about it now, it should be me who was wrong.If I hadn't met Gu Wei on purpose because of his temperament, if I hadn't hugged him to take care of him, if I hadn't settled in his world just to be with him, if I hadn't been in love with him so that he could fall in love with me ...

Jian Zhan didn't speak any more, he smoked silently, until the cigarette was almost finished, he said in a hoarse voice: "I don't know how long you can bear it, Gu Wei, do you hate? Do you hate them... I am now Only then did I realize that all my hatred, and even all my anger, is from myself. Gu Wei, I hate myself, I hate that I exist in this world..."

"Are you coming to see him?" A pair of white boots appeared in front of Jian Zhan, and he looked up along the shoes, just in time to see Gu Qing's face buried in the scarf.Her expression was calm, but her voice was trembling.

It's cold.

"Well, come and see him." Jian Zhan responded, took off his coat and threw it on the ground, then glanced at Gu Qing.Gu Qing was stunned by his actions for a moment, and then slowly sat on his clothes.

"How did you come?"

"Aren't you going to talk to Yu He? I think you might come here." Gu Qing pursed her lips, looked at Jian Zhan who was only wearing a sweater, and turned her face away, "It's been a long time since you came to see him ..."

"Xiaoqing, should I come and see him?"

Gu Qing didn't answer, Jian Zhan looked at the tombstone and continued to ask: "You once said that what Gu Wei needs may not be your white lily, but my red rose. But you forgot, if there is only white lily, he will only like it." White Lily."

"sister in law……"

"Are you cold?" Jian Zhan suddenly looked at Gu Qing. He looked at the trembling Gu Qing, and put her icy hands into his clothes. The hot skin and warm sweater made Gu Qing's fingers Shaking slightly.Jian Zhan didn't feel it, instead he smiled at Gu Qing, "You must have disliked me when I first came here, and you always liked it like this during the winter."

That's right, when her brother brought him here, she hated this man very much, and always felt that he took her brother's attention away from her.But when she saw the happy smile on her brother's face, she slowly accepted him.She looked at her hands buried in Jian Zhan's clothes, her eyes seeped water, she suddenly raised her head to look at Jian Zhan, her lips kept moving, as if she wanted to say something.But in the end she still closed her eyes and didn't say anything.

"Just don't forget me." Jian Zhan murmured suddenly, he got up slowly, and put Gu Qing's hand into her own pocket.His eyes were full of nostalgia and loneliness, he quietly looked at the red rose, "Xiaoqing, maybe in the future, there will only be Bai Baihe."

He smiled brightly as he spoke, that smile was just like the one she saw three years ago!She stood up abruptly, and even staggered a few steps backward because of the excessive force.She looked at Jian Zhan's leaving back and hesitated to speak. At her feet, the black coat lay there quietly.

"Sister-in-law, your clothes..."

"You will send it, right." Jian Zhan glanced at Gu Qing calmly, "Goodbye, Xiaoqing."

The figure disappeared into the carriage, Gu Qing tugged on the coat in her hand, warm tears slid down her cold face.

It started to rain when Jian Zhan drove to the door of Yu He's house.

Yu He was wearing casual clothes. He opened the door and watched Jian Zhan come in. The smile on his face suddenly became warm: "You are here."

"Well, what do you want to say to me, finish it early." Jian Zhan sat on the sofa, crossed his hands and looked at Yu He.Yu He looked at Jian Zhan nervously: "Do you want some water?"

Jian Zhan was stunned: "Oh, fine."

Yu He smiled reluctantly, then walked into the kitchen.He looked at the white teacup, gritted his teeth and poured the powder into the teacup, then poured some warm water into it.

Jian Zhan watched Yu He come in with a water glass, drank the water without doubting him, then looked at Yu He without any impatience: "Speak."

"I... Jian Zhan, we really are."

"No chance, I made it very clear." Jian Zhan paused, "Maybe you should think about Gu Qing, her feelings for you are not fake."

"but I……"

"If you do this, it will hurt both sides. I don't want Gu Qing to have any other feelings because of you and me." Jian Zhan stood up and looked at Yu He, "She is very important to me, as long as she is Whatever she wants, I will do for her."

Yu He stood there without speaking for a long time, he squinted his eyes at Jian Zhan: "Are you sleepy?"

Jian Zhan's eyes suddenly became fierce, but he still looked at Yu He calmly: "Very good, Yu He."

Even at the moment before he passed out, the man was still calm, without losing any demeanor.Yu He looked at Jian Zhan who was lying on the ground with a wry smile, and stretched out his hand to caress his face: "If you don't do this, you will still go..."

The rain outside was still falling, and it was getting bigger and bigger, and it was getting bigger and bigger.Countless raindrops washed over the window, Yu He carried Jian Zhan into the room, and a door completely isolated the inside from the outside.

Early the next morning, Jian Zhan woke up with a headache.He looked at the familiar room, and at Yu He who was lying beside him, his expression remained unchanged.He moved his body, and a soreness and pain stretched along the nerve.Jian Zhan put on his clothes expressionlessly. He clearly felt that the people beside him had woken up, but they didn't speak.

"Jian Zhan..."

"So, are you satisfied?" Jian Zhan put on his clothes, mottled red marks printed on his fair neck.His icy eyes stared at Yu He who was also naked all over his body, and looking at his guilty eyes, Jian Zhan said word by word, "That's it, Yu He. There will be no future."

After speaking, he turned and left very neatly.It was more cruel than the previous two times, but it was also extraordinarily merciful.

Yu He collapsed on the soft bed, as long as he breathed hard, Jian Zhan's breath would penetrate into his nose and invade his body and mind.He looked at the mess on the bed with a low smile, turned on the mobile phone on the bedside table, and made a call.

"I did……"

"Do……"

"I, and he, went to bed..." A few short words shocked the person on the other end of the phone.

Is it happy or sad?Is it regret or no regret?

The moment I got the news, all the feelings came to my heart.She held the phone tightly, trembling and closing her eyes.

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