[Comprehensive] The God of Desire unfolds

It rained unexpectedly after dinner.The rushing rainwater fell in a particularly rapid and noisy manner, whizzing up with the sound of the wind, smashing the blinds vigorously, converging into a turbulent, indistinguishable trickle of water flowing down.The thunder that occasionally flashed was near and far away, and the dazzling lightning was as arrogant and domineering as ever.

Having an umbrella is equally daunting weather.

Seto leaned over to watch for a while, and then closed the curtain with his mouth curled up, looking depressed. "Tatara, it's raining heavily."

Duo Liang didn't seem to be in a hurry. He looked at the bad weather outside and frowned. The weather was fine in the afternoon, but now it was stormy again in a blink of an eye.He raised his eyes and saw Seto drooping his head like a bullied kitten, and the corner of his mouth hooked up.He stretched out his hand to rub Seto's head, his voice was still calm and reassuring.

"Let's stay then." He said, watching Seto suddenly raised his head amusedly, his eyes were shining more like some kind of small animal. "Anyway, you will be alone when you go back, and I will be alone when you leave. It happens to be together, isn't it? I just want to wrong you, because I have always lived alone here, so there is only one bed, but it is still spacious for two people .”

"Of course it doesn't matter!" Seto looked very happy. It is best to stay indoors in this bad weather, not to mention being with Tatara, naturally it cannot be regarded as a grievance.

It was still early, Tatara went to find a quilt for Seto, and let him watch TV for a while to relax.Seto, who didn't like TV shows very much at first, was bored changing channels, shopping for variety shows, soap TV commercials... nothing compares to watching Tatara with his chin resting.

So when Tatara made the bed and walked out, I saw Seto who was hugging the pillow staring at him with bright eyes without blinking, unconsciously... I wanted to laugh.And he did laugh out with a "poof", Seto was not annoyed, just looked at him with a smile, but smiled silently.

There was nothing to do. After taking a quick battle shower, the two of them lay side by side on the dry and fragrant bed and looked at the dark ceiling in the night. Occasionally, flashes of lightning flashed across the dark night sky. Go and go.

Quickly adapting to the darkness, Seto stared at the ceiling without squinting. The originally blurred ceiling patterns in the darkness gradually became clear in his eyes, which were gradually capable of night vision. While unconsciously drawing the meaningless patterns, he listened to The steady breathing of the people around is not obvious in the sound of raindrops through the window, but it is extra reassuring.

"Hey." Seto said suddenly, he just uttered a syllable and then fell silent, because he actually didn't want to say anything, but he didn't want to do nothing in this rare and warm solitude between the two of them.

But Duo Liang never brings awkward silence when getting along with each other. He can always provoke the topic easily, with an indescribable briskness.It's the same this time, after waiting for a long time without Seto's words, Tatara teased him with a smile. "Why, this is the first time I know that Kazama can talk in sleep at night~"

You don't need to look to know that Tatara lying beside him must have a signature smiling expression, and the indescribable affinity makes people irresistible.And the silence at the beginning is like boiling water poured on the snow that is not thick, the stiff and cold will be melted away by the heat in an instant and will not recondense.

Open up the chatterbox and chatter, the more you talk, the more relaxed you become, and the more you talk, the more expansive you become.Seto, who had minored in psychology in her previous life, remembered reading that people would subconsciously chase each other's eyes when they were talking. It is indeed a window to the soul.They can see the emotions expressed by the other party to their own words through their eyes that cannot be faked, whether they are happy or impatient, perfunctory or serious. Human peripheral nerves have a keenness that ordinary people have never realized.And this is actually a manifestation of human beings' insecurity. They will focus on the listener's response because of subconscious negative psychology such as worrying that their words will not be taken seriously, so as to seek a sense of psychological peace and steadfastness.

But in the dark, both of them were looking straight at the ceiling above their heads, but Seto felt calmer than usual, and he didn't need to deliberately capture it. He believed what he heard and felt happy.He didn't conform to the usual personality that he had shown in recent days. He spoke slowly, but subconsciously expressed the secret that was suppressed in his heart very frankly for the first time in another way.

"If someone can continue to live through transactions after death, such as fulfilling a wish, but restarting in a completely strange world... In your opinion, is such a thing good or bad?" Seto At the beginning, Hu thought that every life was a new life, so he regarded every world as his own new life—but now he gradually felt that such a life was not really a new life.

Every life of his is to fulfill the wishes of others, even though he has no clear goal for what he wants now, but he also knows that this kind of self is not living for himself.

——It seems to be a simple logical problem, but it always makes many smart people fall into it and lose their way.

Duo Duoliang's liking is very mixed, and the time to maintain interest is short, but he is obviously not lost.

— This is the crux of the matter.

"Everyone is different, so the answer is never the only one." Duo Liang's voice was still as brisk as ever, and he continued after a pause, "But if it were me, I probably wouldn't choose to continue my life like this. Everyone The trajectory of one's fate should not be predestined. I don't understand the truth and I don't need to say it, but I am glad that I understand that choice is the most important thing in life. From the moment a person is born, he has to face choices, choose whether to cry, what When you open your eyes, who is the first to call out your name. The older you get, the more you understand the importance of choices. Every choice is an implicit turning point in life, and seemingly small choices will affect the future. The way." His voice can imagine the way he smiles, still gentle but using ordinary language to interpret the faintly flashing wisdom in dealing with things. "Every choice should be cherished and cherished, let alone a personal wish related to the future direction."

"A wish decided by someone else is someone else's after all. It's not a wish that comes from the heart and is just a meaningless continuation. What's the difference? For example, even if you fulfill someone else's wish, you don't pay even if you pay it. There will be a heartfelt overflowing joy and a sense of accomplishment, and some are just a sigh of relief, but a lifetime has passed; so what if it is not completed? Spending all your energy and getting nothing, but fighting for the wishes of others all your life, this kind of life What's the point of it?"

Dodora chuckled softly. "Even if you hit a wall everywhere, even if it's not perfect, as long as you keep trying to find out what you really need and want, no matter how difficult it is, it's just a process. If you go through the process, you will be satisfied, but the result is not important. Before you find the real goal It is actually very interesting to explore and move forward, just like I have tried so much, although I may not be perfect, but trying itself is a kind of freedom and joy, at least, that is what I am full of enthusiasm and want to do~” From beginning to end with The laughing voice was flat from beginning to end, but it sounded serious, as if he had understood something very important.

Tatara didn't say much, but the meaning was very clear. Seto suddenly understood the reason why he was still a little tired even though he was determined to leave the past behind. really want to do.Although he didn't want to disobey Aunt Em's words, living a few extra lives is a kind of cheating. Everyone can live only one life... But now he is a little tired of this kind of back and forth, this life is no longer Complete, then the next time he starts over, he wants to live for himself.

After solving the heavy object that had been pressing on my heart, sleepiness soon struck, and I fell asleep without knowing it.On the other side, Tatara listened to Seto calm down and gradually breathe evenly, showed a slight smile, and closed his eyes.

The author has something to say: The scumbag author knows that she has disappeared for a long time/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

So she returned, although the little friends probably have gone away a lot of QAQ→#论论更的不收起性#

I hope there are still friends who have not abandoned Xqian. I am sorry that it has been discontinued for so long. Anyway, love you guys╭(╯3╰)╮