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Xin Xinran saw that the current time was three o'clock in the morning, and there was still a long time before the sky turned white.After getting in the car, Ke Momian fell asleep for a while, but she must have something on her mind. Xin Xinran took a nap and woke up. Seeing Ke Momian hugging her and looking forward, Xin Xinran called out several times before she realized it.

"Too hot to sleep?" After a long night, since he couldn't sleep, he had to find something to talk about. Xin Xinran couldn't directly point out that Ke Momian had something on his mind, so he found a reason at random, at least it was the reason why he couldn't fall asleep.

"A little bit." Ke Momian's answer was also very casual.

As soon as she closed her eyes, it was full of the scene of the day of parting, the empty room, the big bed without temperature, and when she faced the man with a forced smile to maintain her pitiful little pride: "You go, I won't Wait for you."

She doesn't want to fall asleep again, doesn't want to fall into a deeper dream again, she won't tell Xin Xinran how tortured those scenes are.

"Mr. Ke, last time in the private room, you still owe me a song." On Manager Qian's birthday, Xin Xinran clearly felt that Ke Momian's emotions were not right. Ke Momian couldn't vent in front of so many employees, so now they are the only ones. Two people, there should be nothing to worry about.

"What song?" Ke Momian tilted her head. She was used to frowning, so she always gave the other party the illusion of displeasure. In fact, she was just a little puzzled by Xin Xinran's words. She heard that Xin Xinran wanted her to sing for her. listen?

"Whatever you want." Xin Xinran brushed away the hair that was sticking to her neck due to sweat, and held her chin, looking at Ke Momian with a look of adoration from a small fan. If the light was brighter, Ke Momian could still see Xin Xinran in the Wink at her.

Xin Xinran's attitude towards Ke Momian was a little awkward. Putting aside the previous misunderstanding, she actually has a lot of admiration for Ke Momian, a woman who is looked up to.But she didn't want to follow the crowd and act as a passerby, not to mention her nature didn't allow her to lower her profile too much.

But Ke Momian has shown her vulnerable side in front of her, so she doesn't have to hold on, and chatted with Ke Momian without fear.

"I don't like singing..." Ke Momian pushed her when she went out to a party and asked her to play a song.Only when the child asked her to teach him nursery rhymes, Ke Momian would patiently teach her word by word.

"Deficient in five notes?" Xin Xinran rubbed her chin and thought, it's impossible, she read the relevant information, Ke Momian's mother who was a celebrity taught her to sing, she was an actor, and you sang, her daughter must have musical talents.

"No." Ke Momian shook her head in denial, received Xin Xinran's expectant eyes, and finally sighed as if admitting defeat, "Does it mean you won't let me go if I don't sing?"

"How dare I?" Xin Xin was very good at entanglement in this kind of thing.

Ke Momian glanced at her, smiling like a flower on her seductive face, she snorted softly: "There are things you dare not do?"

Whoops, how did you hear the thick threat in the words?Xin Xinran was seen through by Ke Momian, but her smile grew stronger. That iceberg was in a mood, which is so rare.

"Mr. Ke doesn't want your employees to be disappointed with you, does he? As a little fan who really wants to hear Mr. Ke's voice, if you can fulfill this wish in this life, you will die without regret..."

"Just tell me what you want me to sing." Ke Momian interrupted her bluntly, Xin Xinran's set of words was so hypocritical that it was hard to listen to another sentence.

"Ah, this Mr. Ke can do as he pleases." Xin Xinran knew that Ke Momian was moved by her, and when she saw that she was about to speak, a thought occurred to her, "Mr. Ke, can you sing "How Can You Let Me Be Sad"?"

Xin Xinran felt that she was a little cruel, and Ke Momian's mood showed signs of improvement. She just wanted her to sing such a sad song... But, in this way, Ke Momian's other side can be seen more clearly, can't it?

Ke Momian only loves to listen to songs, but she can't remember the title of the song. She was still wondering which song Xin Xinran was talking about, so she heard her sing softly beside her: "I miss you day after day, lonely I still haven't changed, beautiful dream, when will it appear, my dear, I really want to see you again..."

It turned out to be this song, and Ke Momian still had this CD in her car. Over the years, she sometimes came home late after attending parties, and in the dead of night, she would play this song on a loop.

After listening to it too much, it seems to be numb. When I listen to it again, I just feel a little cold and lonely. Ke Momian listened to Xin Xinran sing the beginning, and echoed in a cold voice: "The person who loves you the most is me, how can you be willing?" I am sad, when I needed you the most, I left without saying a word, the person who loves you the most is me, how can you let me be sad, I have paid so much for you, but you have not been moved..."

The first time I heard this song was when Xin Xinran was in high school.Several girls in the dormitory are all rotten girls. Xin Xinran has watched a few BL movies, and the one that impressed me the most is the one called "Lan Yu".

A pair of lovers finally got together, but one of them died in an accident, leaving the other living alone in this world.

The movie is fictional, but when the song played at the end of the movie, Xin Xinran cried, just like now she looks at Ke Momian, her empty eyes, her thin lips, and every part of her singing The pause even made Xin Xinran have the urge to cry.

"It sounds good..." Ke Momian's voice fell for a long time, and Xin Xinran was still reminiscing about her cold singing, but Ke Momian's expression was unexpectedly calm. Xin Xinran only caught it when she lowered her head. A mocking smile.

She was thinking of that woman, that Xin Xinran had only seen a blurred shadow in the photo, so every word of that song could be interpreted so perfectly by Ke Momian.Xin Xinran didn't believe that besides her, among Ke Momian's countless boyfriends and girlfriends, there was no one else who could make her feel so disappointed.

"Then..." Xin Xinran tried to relax the atmosphere, but then changed her voice, "My mother always said that one should look forward, and let her forget the past."

"A person who helped you when you were most helpless, and gave you everything I could give you time and time again. It doesn't matter if others don't understand you, but she will always understand your heart..." Ke Momian didn't look at her , more like talking to himself, "Her kindness makes you feel that the sky is bright with her, without her..." During that whole year, Ke Momian felt that the whole world was in chaos.

Xin Xinran quietly listened to Ke Momian talking about the person in the past. She knew that the person Ke Momian fell in love with must be beautiful, but listening to Ke Momian's exact description made her feel regretful and at the same time feel a feeling that she shouldn't have. sour.

I'm afraid it should be called jealousy, jealous of the woman whose name I don't even know has been haunted by Ke Momian for so many years.

"Xin Xinran, you don't understand how uncomfortable that feeling is, so looking forward is not as simple as talking about it." Ke Momian said it frankly, instead of being bored, it would be more comfortable to say it.

Xin Xinran observes Ke Momian's expression from the corner of her eye. There is no expression on her face. Obviously her previous tone revealed too much information, but her expression at the moment is calm and breezy.

"Are you sad?" Then cry happily.

"Is it useful?" Ke Momian asked back.

"If you want to cry, you can vent it out." Xin Xinran touched the tissue in the bag, and she prepared to hand it over to Ke Momian when she cried.

Ke Momian calmed down and glanced at her lazily: "Crying can solve the problem?"

"Uh..." Can't you be so forceful?Xin Xinran put one hand on the car window and smoothed the long hair next to her ear freely, "but crying can vent your emotions."

Ke Momian smiled and didn't speak, so Xin Xinran remained silent for a long time, and then couldn't help talking about other things, only to find that Ke Momian fell asleep at some point.

"Ke Momian, if you hold on too hard, you will wear yourself out." She gently reached out her hand to cover Ke Momian's smooth forehead, wiped off the fine beads of sweat with a tissue in her hand, and slid across her brow, but did not smooth it That twisted knot.

Withdrawing her hand, she looked carefully at the edges and corners of Ke Momian's face. Xin Xinran didn't know what to say. She felt that she liked Ke Momian a little. Maybe she liked her as early as when there was a misunderstanding, but she didn't want to admit it.

Ke Momian, who is so attractive, even fell in love with someone like himself who had never been tempted before. How could that woman not want her?

Xin Xinran closed her eyes, still unable to understand.

The next morning, Ke Momian was woken up by Xin Xinran. She was bewildered and asked for water, but Xin Xinran kept urging her to get out of the car.

"Girl, can that friend of yours come out?" Ke Momian actually heard someone's voice, she took a sip of water and turned to the window, the situation in front of her almost choked her.

An old man with gray hair was driving a tractor full of chicken coops, and that old man was talking to Xin Xinran through the window of the car.

"Let's go, I don't know when I'll wait for the next one." Judging from Ke Momian's reaction, you can tell that she dislikes the messy environment on the tractor. A tractor can take them back to the city, it's easy for her.

So Ke Momian got on the tractor for the first time in his life, still with a group of chickens.There were chicken manures in many places on the ground, she found a clean place, and imitated Xin Xinran's squatting in a disfigured way.

"Don't worry, Mr. Ke, I will never tell such a shameful thing." The smell around her body did not affect Xin Xinran's appetite. She gnawed on the Miaofu cake and wanted to give Xin Xinran a piece, but she declined. "My mother said that breakfast must be eaten, otherwise there will be something wrong with the stomach sooner or later."

"My mother..." Ke Momian clutched the position under her ribs, and it became difficult to speak. She hardly ate much yesterday, and was tortured by the harsh environment all night. The agitation that came to her became very obvious.

Xin Xinran followed Ke Momian's instructions and brought her her bag to her. The tractor bumped, and Xin Xinran couldn't stand still when it passed by. She threw herself on Ke Momian, and Ke Momian's face turned pale when she got up.

"Mr. Ke, I'm sorry." Xin Xinran thought that Ke Momian was angry, and quickly apologized, but saw that she took her bag and rummaged in it, and finally poured out three medicines from a white medicine bottle, threw them into her mouth and swallowed them. Down.Ke Momian didn't bring a water bottle, and she didn't seem to mind the bottle of water that Xin Xinran gave her, so she took several sips from the mouth of the bottle.

During this period of time, the frequency of stomach pains became more and more frequent, so it was only natural for those gloomy emotions to haunt her.

"Mr. Ke, are you sick?" Xin Xinran couldn't understand the professional terms on the medicine bottle, and asked her worriedly.

"It's okay." The tractor drove to a place with a signal, and Ke Momian asked Xin Xinran to get off the car, and called the people from the N city branch. After ten minutes, someone delivered a BMW 7 Series to Ke Momian.

When Ke Momian was talking with that person, Xin Xinran searched for the name of the medicine on the Internet, and somehow Ke Momian saw the above content. Xin Xinran felt that she was more obscene by concealing herself, so she asked Ke Momian frankly What is the disease.

"Stomach cancer." Ke Momian said lightly, said goodbye to the man, and got into the car.

how can that be possible?Xin Xinran finally lost her composure, and couldn't look away from Ke Momian for a second. How could she, who was so radiant, be terminally ill?

"Xin Xinran," Ke Momian didn't know how shocked Xin Xinran was by his words, and asked her calmly while driving the car, "Beginning tomorrow, be my assistant."