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Ke Momian... I haven't told you I'm sorry, I haven't told you how much I like you, how could you disappear into this world without leaving a word,

For the first time, I felt that the elevator was going down too slowly. Xin Xinran stared at the numbers on the LCD board in bewilderment. It seemed like a century had passed, and finally saw the number on it changed to "1".

"Hey, Assistant Xin, leaving get off work so late," said a few people from the planning department standing at the elevator door. They had to work overtime at night and had just bought some potato flour for dinner.

Xin Xinran nodded hastily, and ran towards the company gate without stopping. A male colleague behind her shouted at her, "I'm in a hurry to go on a date with my boyfriend!"

Someone echoed and laughed, Xin Xinran couldn't hear what words were mixed in the laughter, all the sounds reached her ears and became three words.

Ke Momian... Ke Momian...

As night fell, street lights were lit on the streets of the city, and the front was bright. Xin Xinran stood at the gate of the company, looking at the scene that appeared every day in front of him, feeling at a loss like never before.

I called Ke Momian again and again, and got the reminder to turn off the phone again and again, as if a sharp knife was stuck in Xin Xinran's throat, and every time her expectations fell through, the blade would be harder until it cut her. artery.

The noise of cars on the road made Xin Xinran more and more flustered. She took a deep breath to force herself to calm down, but the bright red blood stains on the black sports car flashed through her mind like lightning, causing her spirit, which had finally pulled herself together, to collapse again.

Go to Ke's house!She has been to Ke's house and knows the route to get there, and she will definitely get news from Ke Momian when she gets there.

After hailing a taxi, the journey went smoothly, but halfway through, she received a few calls from her mother urging her to go on a blind date, so Xin Xinran simply turned off her phone.Occasionally, he would tell the driver how to go next, and most of the time he just stared ahead and bit his lower lip in a daze.

Ke Momian is someone who died almost once, so he will definitely survive this time, right?

If she arrives at Ke's house, all she gets is the news that she is no longer there... Xin Xinran clenches her left hand tightly. At this moment, only the pain can wake her up. She can't imagine falling in love with someone for the first time, but waiting... Before he can open his mouth to confess, that person will leave him forever.

"Miss." The driver beside her suddenly called her.

"Ah?" Xin Xin shuddered, as if waking up from a nightmare.

"Here we are." The driver nudged the Ke family's mansion in front of him, which was comparable to a palace. The mansion behind the iron fence was brightly lit.

"Thank you." Xin Xinran opened the car door trembling.

"Miss, you haven't paid me yet." The driver stopped her immediately. Why does this woman look like she's out of her body?

"You don't need to look for it." Xin Xinran found out a banknote and handed it to him, before even looking at the face value, she hurriedly got out of the car.

I gave 20 yuan, but the meter showed 24, and I should charge 25 yuan for fuel. The driver poked his head out to find Xin Xinran's figure and asked for the remaining five yuan, but he couldn't find her, so he had no choice but to admit that he was unlucky. .

"Hello, who are you looking for?" After running to the gate of Ke's house, a security guard rushed out and stopped her politely.

"Ke Momian, is Ke Momian okay?" Xin Xinran didn't know whether it would be helpful to ask him, she was already in a hurry to go to the doctor, as long as she saw anyone related to Ke Momian, she would rush to ask about Ke Momian's news.

"Are you looking for Miss?" The security guard looked at her suspiciously, "What's your name?"

"Xin Xinran." Xin Xinran panted heavily. She was not tired from running a few steps, but from the panic in her heart, which almost choked her breathing.

"Wait a moment." The security guard made a call, and Xin Xinran stood outside the iron gate and looked at the big house from a distance.If the security doesn't let her in, she'll wait here until someone can tell her about Ke Momian, or see a good Ke Momian come back.

"You are Miss's assistant." The person on the phone said a few words to the security guard, he opened the door to let Xin Xinran in, but he didn't say anything more to her.

It was only seven or eight o'clock, but the Ke family's mansion was dead silent. Xin Xin ran trotted on the cobblestone path in the garden, not caring at all whether he would sprain his ankle because of wearing high heels like last time.

She understood what Bai Luwan meant. Ke Momian was not the omnipotent myth in the eyes of ordinary people at all. She was afraid of being lonely, just like Xin Xinran was afraid of losing her. The feeling of anxiety could almost kill people.

"Miss Xin suddenly came to see what's the matter?" A completely unfamiliar maid stood at the entrance to receive her.

Xin Xinran asked, "How is Ke Momian?"

"You mean miss?" The maid looked back in confusion and exchanged glances with the other, still confused.

"Is she okay? Please tell me!" Xin Xinran excitedly held the maid's hand.

The little maid has just been here for a few days, and she has never been frightened like this before. She repeatedly exclaimed: "Miss Xin, don't worry! Please sit on the sofa first?"

The other maids followed each other one by one, and the living room inevitably became noisy.

boom!

There was a sound of something being smashed above her head, Xin Xinran stared wide-eyed, and saw that the woman who worried her so much was wearing a nightgown, leaning on the railing on the third floor and looking down at the downstairs, seeing as usual His cold and cheerless appearance.

Only this time, Xin Xinran looked at Ke Momian and wanted to cry, all her worries were blank, Ke Momian was still the real her, so she was not welcome to see her.

"You guys are so noisy." The mood had already fallen to the bottom, and she couldn't sleep well even if she wanted to sleep. Ke Momian slammed the door and came out, only to find that there was Xin Xinran downstairs. He stared blankly at her when he came to her, and then ran upstairs desperately.

"You're fine..." Xin Xinran just stood on the third floor, and stood a few steps away from Ke Momian looking at her, tears streaming down her face like running water.

Ke Momian tightened her nightgown, she didn't want to see anyone, but before Xin Xinran wanted to go back, she was speechless by her miserable appearance.

I was sad, but when I saw someone sadder than myself, Ke Momian suddenly found it funny instead.

"What can I do?"

Xin Xinran shook her head vigorously, her tears stuck to her long hair that was tossing back and forth, sticking to her face in an inconspicuous manner.

"If there's nothing else, I'll go back to my room." Seeing Xin Xinran appearing in front of her with sunshine all the time, Ke Momian felt powerless watching Xin Xinran cry.

"Ke Momian," Xin Xinran suddenly stepped forward and hugged her, trying desperately to feel her warmth through the thin layer of nightgown, "I thought I would never see you again, Ke Momian...I'm so scared, I don't know what to do..."

Ke Momian held her breath, she didn't want to smell Xin Xinran's smell again, another person who had this smell said he didn't love her anymore, and she didn't want to like this smell anymore.

Slowly covering Xin Xinran's slender waist with her hands, Ke Momian's first thought was to push her away.Xin Xinran's temperature spread to her palm, and when she heard the other party's mournful cry, Ke Momian hesitated, with her hands hanging on her sides, and exhaled heavily.

Inhaling again, the fragrance made Ke Momian dizzy for a while.

Today, the expectation that accompanied her for four years has finally disappeared. In fact, she should have realized this result long ago.I really shouldn't have too many thoughts that I shouldn't have. Love is not something that you can force the other party to return the same amount to yourself.

The servant downstairs looked at Xin Xinran upstairs and whispered, Ke Momian took her hand and sighed lowly: "Come in with me."

Entering the room, it was pitch black, Ke Momian turned on the light, Xin Xinran immediately fixed his eyes on her, tears continued to flow unstoppably.

Ke Momian pulled the whole package of papers from the bedside table into Xin Xinran's hands, let her sit on the sofa by the window sill, went to the water dispenser and poured her a glass of warm water, and put it in front of her.

"Hey, don't cry." She just wanted to cry, but she felt that it was not worth crying for that person.

Thinking about it this way, all the tears belonging to that person were shed three years ago.

After Xin Xinran heard this, she cried even more fiercely. She wiped her face with a few tissues, and the eyeliner that was stained with water smudged away, her eyes looked like panda eyes.

"I thought you were in a car accident. It was said on the Internet...a black Ferrari and a truck...rear-ended on the highway..." When she thought it was Ke Momian, she was scared out of her wits. Xin Xinran still wanted to cry, but she was afraid Ke Momian felt that her behavior was funny, and covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying, but she couldn't help but choked up.

"You really..." You're so naive, even if you think it's her, wouldn't you call her and ask her?It was only then that Ke Momian remembered that her mobile phone was out of battery, and Xin Xinran could not contact her at that time, her anxiety should be beyond her comprehension.

It's quite ridiculous, the person you love is indifferent when your life is at stake, and the assistant who doesn't have much relationship is so anxious when you mistakenly think that something happened to you.

Xin Xinran calmed down for a long time, took a few sips of the glass of water that Ke Momian poured for her, and finally stared at her with determination: "Ke Momian, I like you."

Fluctuations appeared on the calm face, and Xin Xinran could see that Ke Momian was not happy about it, and she didn't want to burden her by herself.

"You still don't have to like me, I'm not forcing you to like me..." Xin Xinran didn't know how to organize the words, and said in a mess, "I'm just afraid that I won't have the chance to tell you again, and the last time I was in Victoria I'm sorry about the hotel..."

I'm sorry for not stopping Ke Momian from drinking that glass of wine, and sorry for letting her indulge, Xin Xinran didn't have the courage to tell about that glass of wine after all.

Ke Momian's silence made Xin Xinran feel a little despair, but it's good to watch her from a distance.

"I don't dislike you." Ke Momian said while holding her forehead. It turned out that Xin Xinran always thought that she hated her, "I have no feelings for anyone, and what happened that night, if I blame you, you won't continue Remaining in the position of assistant."

"Thank you." Xin Xinran didn't know how to answer, and choked out these two words.

"Xin Xinran," Ke Momian suddenly asked a question, she really wanted to know, "If I really had a car accident today, what would you do when you knew I was gone?"

The author has something to say: I want to ask, is there no one who can give me positive energy

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