who's who's who's who

"You want to find someone to accompany you, why don't you find me?" Jiang Shijie imitated Xie Zhenzhen's action just now, sat on Ke Momian's lap, hooked her neck, and looked at her with winking eyes.It's better to catch up with an old friend than with a dubious woman. Jiang Shijie can't stand Ke Momian's behavior of accepting anything.

"Looking for you?" Ke Momian chuckled softly, and her expression added a bit of helplessness to this sentence, "You are already full of gold, so it's not good to always come out to accompany me."

"You think too much." Jin Ying is not a caring person. Although she doesn't like that she always goes to and from nightclubs, if she comes to accompany Ke Momian, she will not object.

Jiang Shijie told her about Ke Momian's past, Jin Ying understood the emptiness in Ke Momian's heart, and Jiang Shijie, as her best friend, was understandable for appearing beside Ke Momian when she was lonely.It was Ke Momian who didn't want to disturb her life. She didn't want to contaminate her loneliness to those she cared about. She couldn't see them looking at her with pity.

The recklessness at the beginning seemed to be just a dream, but now that she woke up from the dream, she was still alone.

"How are you and Jin Ying doing?" Ke Momian changed the subject. She had nothing to say about her life, so it would be easier to talk about Jiang Shijie.

"Okay, what's wrong." Jiang Shijie turned over and sat back on the sofa, poured herself a glass of red wine, pinched the slender foot of the goblet and casually played with the red liquid in the glass, it was good... but something was missing .

There was something in the words, Ke Momian watched her struggle with herself, and heard Jiang Shijie complaining, "I want a child, but Jin Ying disagrees."

"Child?" Ke Momian was taken aback. That child should be six years old this year. She was less than three years old when she left. The little person pestered her all day long and called her mother. If she was still by his side now... Ke Momian Not daring to think about it anymore, he put his palm on his forehead, leaned on the sofa cushion and exhaled lightly.

Looking at her expression, she knew that she had thought of something she shouldn't have thought about again, and Jiang Shijie was thinking about whether to continue, but at this moment Ke Momian turned to look at her, and asked her as if pretending to be relaxed: "Why do you want a child all of a sudden? Are you and Jin Ying doing well?"

"Didn't you see the little ghost's meatball..." Jiang Shijie completely lost the attitude she used to deal with Xie Zhenzhen before, and snorted childishly when she talked about it, as if Ke Momian couldn't understand what she said, Jiang Shijie explained, "It's Yu Ke Yuna kid, do you remember her? The one who likes the chemistry teacher in high school? The one Liu Xi has always had a crush on?"

Under Jiang Shijie's multiple reminders, Ke Momian remembered: "A few years ago, I met her once at the party that sent Liu Xi abroad." It was a very cute little sister with a ponytail and clean clothes. T-shirts and jeans, without any trace of being contaminated by the world.

"Didn't you quite like her back then? You even left her your cell phone number." It's a miracle that an iceberg like Ke Momian would take the initiative to leave his number to someone he only met once.So Jiang Shijie always thought that Ke Momian had a crush on Yu Keyou, and in order to help her get rid of her emotional pain as soon as possible, she unkindly encouraged Yu Keyou and Ke Momian to be together for a while.

Just liking her innocence and simplicity, Ke Momian never thought about what kind of relationship she would have with this little girl.After hearing Jiang Shijie's words, she shook her head: "I just want to make this friend. If she wants anything, I will definitely help her."

"Among the friends you made, which woman didn't have a messy relationship with you?" There were all kinds of women, and there were all kinds of rumors, so I almost brought them home to have sex.

"She's different." How could I go back and get dirty with such a clean girl, "and she didn't contact me later, so I forgot about it. I just remembered it when I heard you mention it today. Why, you still have contact with her ?”

"We meet often. Her wife is my wife's best friend, and she is my wife's younger sister's best friend and my wife's best friend's daughter-in-law. Tell me, can we have no contact?" Jiang Shijie smoothed out their relationship.

What kind of muddled relationship... Ke Momian smiled lightly: "You haven't said why you want a child."

"Because Yu Keyou and her chemistry teacher... Su Yiting were together, and Su Yiting was married, Yu Keyou nicknamed her son Routuan, and that child lived with them Every time I go to their house, I see that meat ball..." Jiang Shijie looked at the ceiling with a sad expression on her face, "I really want a child, so the family of three can enjoy themselves happily, and I can still hear her call me mom."

A family of three, isn't this the life I also lived a long time ago?Ke Momian didn't hear the other words Jiang Shijie said, but only heard these four words clearly. The simple four words touched her heart inadvertently.

"Mianmian, but Jin Ying said that I was just a whim and didn't want to have a child. You can persuade her for me." Jiang Shijie took Ke Momian's arm and leaned her head on her shoulder stickily.

"You," Ke Momian smiled uncomfortably, "It's just that the mother's love is flooding for a while. Having a child is a lifetime thing. It's not as easy as you think." She has only been a mother for half a year, and she can care about the child for so many years , Maybe I can't let go of it in this life.

"No, I want a child, and I have to have a child myself." Only then can I deeply feel the greatness of being a mother. Jiang Shijie has a great obsession with this matter.

"Okay, when you have a child, let the child recognize me as a godmother." It seems that there is a long way to go to do the work of Tong Jinying.

Jiang Shijie squinted at her, her expression became solemn, Ke Momian had a bad feeling, and forced a smile and said, "I'll wrap a big red envelope for your child."

"Mianmian." Jiang Shijie leaned over in a low tone.

"Huh?" Ke Momian turned a little away and squinted at her.

"Are you 25 years old?"

"Yeah." Days passed without realizing it.

"If you hadn't met Fang Qingyu back then, were you and my brother already married? Did you already have children?" Jiang Shijie knew that this name was a taboo for Ke Momian, and she always used that person to replace Fang Qingyu. Name, but tonight, when she saw Ke Momian and Xie Zhenzhen talking irresponsibly, she suddenly said that person's name.She knew that she had poked Ke Momian's sore spot, and her face was a little pale, but if she didn't mention the past, would Ke Momian really be numb?Can the past be completely let go?

Can't.

Always recognize the past in order to face the present.

"Why did you mention her?" Ke Momian concealed the panic in her heart, and took a sip of the juice. The cold feeling made her shiver, which was particularly uncomfortable.

"No if," Ke Momian put down his glass and looked at Jiang Shijie, "I don't regret the decision I made back then."

"This is the Ke Momian I know." Jiang Shijie looked at her appreciatively. Her private life was a bit messed up, but Ke Momian was indeed an admirable woman.

Jiang Shijie's praise didn't impress Ke Momian, she looked at her for a while, Ke Momian's face was as delicate as ever, but it was a pity that there was no one dedicated to appreciate it.

"Damn ghost, can't you seriously find someone to fall in love with?"

Ke Momian's expression froze: "If you're dead, how can you be serious?"

The legendary sorrow is greater than heart death?It's because I haven't met anyone who brings my heart back to life.

"Don't talk so badly, there will be that person." Maybe she has already appeared, or maybe she is beside Ke Momian, but she hasn't noticed it yet.

Impossible... That person has delayed her heart countless times. Ke Momian thought of her, and unconsciously thought of a woman who had a taste similar to that person.

It was just a matter of a moment, she would never take that arrogant Xin Xinran to heart.