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The meal was a bit unremarkable. Ke Momian and Fang Qingyu didn't have much to do with each other in life except Ke Fangrui, so they just chatted with nothing to say when they opened their mouths occasionally.

After Fang Qingyu paid the bill, Ke Momian separated from her and went back to Ke's house. Along the way, there was a sour feeling in her heart, as if something important was lost, maybe this was the feeling of loss, It's aching.

After entering the house, he handed the things in his hand to the maid who greeted him, changed his shoes and went straight to the stairs.

"Miss, dinner..." the maid called her from behind.

"I've already eaten outside." Ke Momian responded without stopping.

"Ke Momian." A soft voice stopped her.

Ke Momian was startled, and when she turned around, her expression was a little startled, her eyes met the man's gentle smiling face, and she felt like she was in a dream.

"Didn't you say... there is a blind date this afternoon?"

"Just dismiss it." Xin Xinran looked at her and smiled, "What? You don't want to see me?"

"No," Ke Momian quickly denied, "Didn't you say you won't be back until after the Lantern Festival?"

Xin Xinran walked up to her and held her hand: "I really can't bear to let you stay at home alone, how can there be any meaning of Chinese New Year?"

Ke Momian was brought to the dining table, facing a table full of food, she looked at Xin Xinran in puzzlement.These dishes don't look like they were made by a chef at home in terms of color or presentation. Could it be...

"I learned a few dishes from my mother when I went home." Xin Xinran sat on the dining chair, her words were full of pleading, "You just said that you have already eaten, so can you have some more?"

Having said that, Ke Momian naturally couldn't refuse Xin Xinran's kindness. Although he felt that he couldn't eat other things, he still sat down and tasted a few mouthfuls of each dish.

"What are you doing at the company today?" Xin Xinran casually asked, "Isn't the company on holiday?"

Ke Momian's expression froze, and he smiled lightly: "There is a small problem with a project, so I have to go to the company to deal with it."

"Which item is it?" Xin Xinran picked up a piece of pork ribs and carefully picked the meat off with chopsticks.

Xin Xinran never asked Ke Momian about the company at home, nor did she show much interest in other projects except for the work at hand.

After telling a lie, he could only use more lies to cover it up. Ke Momian lowered his head and didn't look at her, and casually said the name of a project.

Xin Xinran put down the ribs, took out a paper towel and slowly wiped the soup on his hands, after a few seconds, he breathed a sigh of relief: "Don't eat it."

"Huh?" Ke Momian held the chopsticks and looked at her inexplicably.

"Anyway, you've already eaten it." Xin Xinran lowered her eyes, her words were full of frustration, "I know that my cooking is not good, so don't force it."

The lettuce in her mouth was unbearably salty, Ke Momian resisted the urge to spit it out, and comforted her with a smile after swallowing it: "It's good to be able to cook at this level for the first time."

In order to show that he liked Xin Xinran's dishes very much, Ke Momian picked up another piece of pork ribs, with a few wisps of blood attached to it.

"Don't eat!" Xin Xinran raised his tone without warning, his face turned pale.

Ke Momian only felt that Xin Xinran was very baffled, and her attitude was obviously very good. She put down her chopsticks and frowned displeasedly: "Why are you so angry?"

"I know that the dishes I cook are not as delicious as Fang Qingyu's, and I will never be as good as hers."

Xin Xinran's hand holding the chopsticks was secretly exerting force. Her forbearance and restraint were all to wait for an explanation, but her patience was further and further exhausted by Ke Momian's lies one after another.

She thought that Ke Momian should be more or less guilty facing herself at this moment.

"Why did you mention her?" Ke Momian only felt that Xin Xinran was unreasonable. As soon as he finished speaking, he turned and left the seat and went upstairs. Ke Momian wanted to leave some space for Xin Xinran to be quiet. Nothing bad.

Are you avoiding it again?Xin Xinran sneered at Ke Momian's back, and threw the ribs on the ground.Damo, who was squatting in a daze beside him, saw that there was something delicious, rushed over and bit the bone, gnawed it twice, spat it out again, grinned, and ran to the basin to drink water vigorously.

Xin Xinran pushed away the tableware in front of her, and walked upstairs staggeringly, she has never been a good lover, no matter how hard she tried, she could never be as good as the one in Ke Momian's heart.

Is she too perfect?Or have you failed too much?

Ke Momian went back to the room, and Xin Xinran also opened the door and went in. She was sitting on the wicker chair beside the bed, making herself a cup of black tea, and sipping while looking at the scenery outside the window.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Xin Xinran sat on the wicker chair opposite Ke Momian, making Ke Momian look at her.

"What do you want to hear?" Ke Momian turned her head and asked back, her earrings reflected the light from the street lamp outside at the same time, causing Xin Xinran to squint her eyes.

"Heh." Xin Xinran stood up slowly, bent down a little, and looked at her with her hands on the small round table. She never knew that Ke Momian was so good at playing dumb.

The expression on her face was very calm, or perhaps it could be said to be expressionless.

"In the afternoon, I went to the company."

Ke Momian looked into her eyes, finally there was a wave.

"You are not at the company, the secretary on duty said...you have never been to the company at all." Xin Xinran watched the other party's disguise disintegrate in front of her little by little, she didn't feel happy, but felt deceived like a fool I am a little sad.

"Then who did you have dinner with? And who is worthy of your Miss Ke lying to me?" Xin Xinran curled her lips at Ke Momian, "I guess that person is Fang Qingyu, right?" .”

At this point, Ke Momian didn't think there was any need to make excuses. She did not go to the company, and she did meet Fang Qingyu. She silently admitted what Xin Xinran said.

Xin Xinran was almost driven crazy by this silent response, she sneered but said hoarsely: "Since you still like her, then you two should be together, why are you with me?"

"We will be together...it is the result of time," Ke Momian said with some difficulty, "You appeared at a time when I thought I could let go of the past, and you made me feel...you are different from others, and we We have experienced many things together, so I am willing to try new relationships."

"But Fang Qingyu came back, and your misunderstanding was resolved again, so you regret your decision." Xin Xinran finished speaking for Ke Momian first.

Xin Xinran's words made Ke Momian frowned, and her tone became stiff: "Don't you feel that I want to be with you?"

Xin Xinran was angry, her thoughts were in a mess, when she heard Ke Momian's question, she answered without thinking: "You only think about Fang Qingyu and Ke Fangrui, when have you ever cared about my feelings?"

The clear white teacup smashed on the glass tabletop, spilling a large puddle of black tea, the ear-piercing sound of the impact continued, and Ke Momian turned his back and picked up the coat on the hanger.

"Since I chose you, I will definitely be responsible for my choice. I really didn't know you would think so." Ke Momian turned around and glanced at Xin Xinran. She stood there straight, hesitated to speak.

"Maybe this decision is hasty. Even if it is wrong, I should be responsible for it, so I really take it seriously." Ke Momian looked at Xin Xinran calmly for a few seconds, lowered her head and said softly, "I am very repulsive. Going to think about what happened in the hotel that night, but since it will pull you and me at that time... I think I have different feelings for you from the beginning."

"Ke Momian!" Xin Xinran took Ke Momian's hand, her mouth was half open, and she almost wanted to tell Ke Momian the real reason for what happened that night, but she didn't have enough courage to look into Ke Momian's eyes.

"I went to the hospital in the afternoon and lied to you that I was at the company because I was afraid that you would put aside your family affairs and come over. Besides, it was just anemia." Ke Momian told Xin Xinran the whole thing without haste, "I did have sex with Fang Qingyu at night. We had dinner together and made you uncomfortable, but she is going back to the United States, and there will be no interaction between us in the future."

After hearing Ke Momian's explanation, Xin Xinran didn't get the relief she expected at all.

"Where are you going?" She called Ke Momian before she turned around.

"I want to go out and get some air," Ke Momian put on his coat and took a deep breath, "You also need time to calm down."

The door was closed, and the moment the wooden door hit the door frame, Xin Xinran collapsed on the bed.

Today, I heard something was wrong with Ke Momian on the phone, so I wanted to go to the company to see her.Knowing that she lied, she only wanted to go back to Ke's house to cook a meal to please her. She thought she was giving in and showing favor, but how could she force Ke Momian to leave in the end?

She felt that she had become completely different from the Xin Xinran she used to be. Now facing Ke Momian, she could no longer find the word "proud", and all that was left was a pathetic and extremely cautious.

She is afraid that the lover she has won so hard will leave her in the next second, and she is afraid that she will finally have the life she imagined, but it will fall apart in the next moment.

She was afraid too much, so she was no longer the relentless Xin Xinran she once was.

When did you fall in love with Ke Momian?At first, I saw her hugging Ke Fangrui in the photo and smiling like a flower... Later, she slept with her who was drugged, and saw the passionate blooming side of this iceberg...

Xin Xinran thought, her eyes were sore, and some warm liquid rolled down from the corners of her eyes. She seemed to understand in an instant that Ke Momian like that never belonged to her.

Ke Momian went to Phoenix City. Although the city is big, she couldn't think of a place where she could find a moment of peace, so when passing by Phoenix City, she stopped the car like a ghost.

Deafening music was playing in the bar on the first floor. Ke Momian sat at the bar counter, ordered a glass of tequila, and watched the scantily clad woman on the stage twist her body to the beat.

It seemed to be the same scene as the night I met Fang Qingyu a long time ago, or maybe the same location, but now I am the only one left here.

"Excuse me, is this seat occupied?"

A sweet female voice rang in my ears. If I was a restless man, I would probably have been aroused by this sentence with obvious good intentions.

Ke Momian was obviously not interested in paying attention, and shook his head indifferently.

The woman sat on the seat next to Ke Momian, took out a cigarette from her bag, lit it, and handed the cigarette case to her: "Do you want it?"

Ke Momian glanced at her, the woman met her gaze, and smiled charmingly: "I recognized you as soon as you came in, you are Ke Momian."

"So?" Ke Momian stared at her heavily made-up face, finding it funny, so she also smiled.

"Oh, you are still the same as you were years ago, cold." The woman sighed pretending to be dissatisfied.

Ke Momian distinguished the woman's face, didn't feel that he knew her, smoked a cigarette in her hand, lit it up and took a puff, frowned slightly: "You are?"

"My name is Li Meng," the woman fiddled with her long hair, "I used to be good friends with Sister Yu."

Ke Momian remembered the memory of this name in the smog. Fang Qingyu mentioned this person back then, and she had the best relationship with her in Phoenix City. It was a mistake to enter Phoenix City to sit on the stage because he couldn't afford the tuition fees. Misguided college students.

"Are you still here?"

"It's too hard to make money anywhere except here," Li Meng looked at Ke Momian, "I'm not like Sister Yu, who is determined to get rid of this place. But who would not want to leave if I can be taken care of by a rich person like you?" ?”

Ke Momian smiled: "She was never someone who was willing to be taken care of by others."

"I know," Li Meng quickly changed his tone, "I haven't contacted her for several years, how are you doing now?"

The dazzling lights in the bar kept flickering, and Ke Momian froze with his face covered: "We broke up."

"Oh, actually, at that time, Sister Yu knew that this kind of relationship was unreliable, after all, people like us..." Li Meng laughed at himself, and changed his voice, "I saw you ordered wine, why didn't I see you drink it?"

Ke Momian dipped some salt grains on the rim of the cup, took a sip, felt no discomfort after a few seconds, and took another sip.

"I'm unreliable, I failed her." Ke Momian lowered her face, her expression hidden in the darkness.

The stubborn Li Meng heard what Ke Momian said, and said angrily: "Then what you did was not kind, our sister Yu saved you back then, brought you home and offered you delicious food, then Sometimes I say bad things about you behind your back and she doesn't like it, you clearly know how much she likes you."

Li Meng took a big sip of wine and continued to say: "At that time you swore that you would treat her well, but how did you fail her in the end? Sure enough, you rich people don't have any good things."

"My fault, my fault..." Ke Momian pressed her stomach, never expecting to meet an old friend even if she came to Phoenix City to be unclean.

Li Meng saw that Ke Momian was unwell, and stopped talking: "What's wrong with you?"

"Stomach pain." Ke Momian thought that drinking a few sips of wine would not be enough, but it was not the case, just a few sips made her so painful that she had difficulty breathing.

"I also have stomach problems. I'll be fine after taking a few stomach medicines." Li Meng kindly handed a medicine bottle to Ke Momian.

Ke Momian poured two pills and swallowed them, and Li Meng talked to her later, but she couldn't remember what she said to her more and more, and how she left Phoenix City afterwards.

Many pink clouds appeared in my mind, and even the street lights on the street became bright and dazzling. Ke Momian walked on the sidewalk, humming a song involuntarily, and even jumped while walking.

"Where is Qingyu, Qingyu is gone..." Leaning against the telephone pole, she took out her phone from her bag with a smile, opened the address book, and carefully looked for Fang Qingyu's number while holding the phone.

Ke Momian couldn't understand why the numbers on the screen were running around all over the screen, thinking that the phone was broken, and decided to buy another one tomorrow.

When the phone was connected, Ke Momian exclaimed excitedly: "Qingyu, where are you?"

"A Mian?" Fang Qingyu on the other end of the phone asked hesitantly.

"It's me, it's me, I'm... I'm... um... What's the matter?" Ke Momian gently bumped her head against the electric pole, unable to organize what she wanted to say.

Fang Qingyu was a little angry: "Have you been drinking?"

"Just one bite!" Ke Momian retorted eloquently, "No, two bites!"

"Where are you? I'll look for you." Fang Qingyu sighed helplessly, but became anxious for her in her heart.

"I'm here...Where is it?" Ke Momian giggled, stood in place and looked around, "Guess?"

Fang Qingyu was choked up by Ke Momian's unscrupulous tone, and hurried to find her again, emphasizing her tone: "Ke Momian! How old are you! Can you be more serious?"

"I..." The other party said in an aggrieved tone that was completely about to cry, "I just turned eighteen."