who's who's who's who
Chapter 87
Half an hour after receiving the call, Xin Xinran rushed to the door of Fang Qingyu's house. She didn't know how Ke Momian went to Fang Qingyu's house, but thinking about it, apart from her house, there was no place Ke Momian could miss.
"She was fussy just now, she might be tired now, and she was lying in the room." Fang Qingyu took Xin Xinran into the room, explaining, "She seems to have eaten cumin, when I saw her she was already Something is wrong."
"Why would you eat that kind of thing?" Xin Xinran was taken aback.
"It's up to her to wake up and explain herself." Fang Qingyu shrugged and stopped at the door of the room, "You go in, take her back and have a good rest, she should be fine tomorrow."
Xin Xinran just looked at Fang Qingyu, and did not move for a long time.
"I won't go in." Fang Qingyu smiled and took a step back.
She clearly felt that what she said was against her will, as if she wanted to keep Ke Momian by her side but still called Xin Xinran and told her to take Ke Momian away.
Ke Momian said before that he still wanted to be together, so why didn't he want to promise her?But she already has a responsibility to another person, so how can she do such an irresponsible thing?
"Can I talk to you?" Xin Xinran said suddenly, but it was a decision she made after careful consideration along the way.
Although Fang Qingyu was a little surprised, she immediately agreed.Turning around, she went to the kitchen and poured two cups of warm water. When she came back, Xin Xinran had already sat down on the sofa, with a serious expression on her face.
She held the water glass Fang Qingyu handed over with both hands, and the suitable temperature from above calmed down her chaotic thoughts a little.
"Qingyu... Where's Qingyu?" Ke Momian waited in the bedroom for a long time but didn't see Fang Qingyu, and ran out to look for her in a panic.
Fang Qingyu was worried that her yelling would wake Ke Fangrui, so she hurried forward to comfort her: "I'm right here, why don't you go back to sleep first?"
"No," Ke Momian snorted, "I want you to sleep with me."
Fang Qingyu subconsciously glanced at Xin Xinran, and Ke Momian followed her gaze, and saw the person sitting on the sofa, feeling indescribably familiar.
Xin Xinran looked at Ke Momian without saying a word, and Ke Momian also frowned at her.
"Qingyu..." Ke Momian thought for a long time but couldn't remember who the other party was, so she went over and pulled Fang Qingyu's clothes, "I have a headache."
"If you have a headache, go to bed quickly. I have something to say to Xin Xinran." Fang Qingyu gently pushed her into the room. It seemed that the effect of the medicine had worn off. It might not be long before Ke Momian returned to normal.
"That Xin Xinran..." Ke Momian put his arms around Fang Qingyu's neck when she was covering her with the quilt, and asked her to lower her body to listen to her speech, "Why did you come to find you so late?"
"You have no impression of her?"
Ke Momian was a little confused, nodded, then shook his head again.
Fang Qingyu sighed, and tucked in the quilt for her: "Go to sleep."
"Qingyu," Ke Momian hugged her and refused to let her go, "I have a very strange feeling... It seems that when I wake up, you are going to leave me."
"No." Fang Qingyu smiled nonchalantly, and suddenly felt a little cold in her heart. The fact is what Ke Momian said.Tonight seemed to be back eight years ago, but it was actually just a dream. When she woke up, there was no reason for him to stay by her side.
"Qingyu..." Ke Momian pulled Fang Qingyu closer, "You give me a kiss."
Thinking that there was still someone sitting in the living room, Fang Qingyu just wanted to go out to receive them quickly, and hurriedly touched Ke Momian's forehead with her lips, only then did Ke Momian pull up the quilt contentedly and prepare to sleep.
When I went out, I saw Xin Xinran was still sitting in the original position, flipping through a photo album, and heard Fang Qingyu's footsteps and quickly closed it, with apology in his eyes: "Sorry, I'm bored sitting here... look at it on the coffee table It's open."
"It's okay." Most of the photos in the photo album were taken by herself for Ke Fangrui. Fang Qingyu took the photo album and flipped through a few pages, then paused, "That... A Mian, she took drugs today and behaved abnormally, don't you blame her."
Xin Xinran was stunned: "No."
Fang Qingyu smiled awkwardly, waiting for Xin Xinran to get to the point.
"I had a fight with her today."
"Because of what?" Fang Qingyu didn't expect Xin Xinran to ask her to solve her problems.
"You." Xin Xinran only said one word, and looked straight at Fang Qingyu.
Fang Qingyu was stunned immediately, then smiled lightly and said, "It's really not worth arguing because of me."
"Fang Qingyu..." Xin Xinran's brows loosened and then tightened, "To be honest, I hate you very much."
Disliked by the other party's blunt words, Fang Qingyu didn't know what to say, and continued to listen to Xin Xinran with an indescribable mood.
"I hate that you always look like you are indifferent to the world, but in fact, you don't need to fight. You have everything, and even the thing I want most, which is Ke Momian's heart." Xin Xinran said She felt it was funny again, and bent her lips, "I once thought that as long as Ke Momian accepted me, one day she would always have me in her heart. Or if you didn't go back to China, if you didn't resolve the misunderstanding between you and her, she wouldn't still have feelings for you."
She has done a good job, she is working hard to become what Ke Momian likes, she even helps Ke Momian take care of Ke Fangrui, but as long as Ke Momian and Fang Qingyu are together, she will always be the one who is excluded.
"But... I found that no matter what I do, even if I lose my original appearance and become the kind of person she likes, all she has for me is gratitude, not love." Xin Xinran said, trembling , "She treats me very well, I can feel that she wants to treat me so hard, but every time I hear your name and everything about Ke Fangrui, I feel very powerless..."
"I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble," Fang Qingyu thought that saying this would bring some comfort to Xin Xinran, "I will return to the United States in a while, and there should be no such conflicts between you and her by then." Alright."
How could Fang Qingyu speak so lightly, did she really not understand or pretended not to understand?
"Whether you are in the United States or anywhere in the world, Ke Momian's heart will be there." Xin Xinran looked sideways towards the bedroom with a look of confusion in her eyes, "She will act like a baby in front of you." , unscrupulously showing her childish side, and when she was with me, she still had her posture, so elegant and dignified... always reminding me of her identity as Mr. Ke."
"I think, is there a misunderstanding between you?" Fang Qingyu was afraid that her casual words would cause Xin Xinran to fall into greater confusion, so she hesitated for three or four seconds before speaking.
"Jiang Shijie said the same thing. She asked me to talk to Ke Momian. I tried it. In her opinion, she is responsible enough for me, but in my opinion, her thoughts are not with me."
Responsibility, Ke Momian to herself... must be only responsible.
Fang Qingyu thought of Xin Xinran just saying that Ke Momian's heart was only on her, and Xin Xinran was looking at her intently at this moment, and simply refused to answer, listening to what Xin Xinran wanted to express.
"Actually, people are selfish." Xin Xinran said, raised her face thoughtfully, and smiled at Fang Qingyu, "Do you dare to say that you went to study in the United States just to be more compatible with Ke Momian?"
Fang Qingyu lowered her eyes slowly, as if she was deep in thought.
"I... I have always been very curious about you. I first saw you from Ke Momian's photo, and heard about you from other people's descriptions... and then I saw you for real." Xin Xinran took a deep breath, as if In this way, you can have more courage to say what you want to say, "I asked someone to check your information, and to be honest, I admire you very much."
"Admiration?" Fang Qingyu was quite puzzled by these two words.
"Yes."
Fang Qingyu closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was a hint of mockery in her eyes: "Since you know my past, what else is there to admire?"
"You are very strong..." Xin Xinran had no intention of provoking Fang Qingyu's sadness, her face was covered with a layer of apology.
Fang Qingyu just shook her head: "You're right. I'm selfish. I'm eager to get rid of my dirty past. It's because my past is too bad that I feel inferior. It has taken root in my heart, no matter me and Ke Momian. This terrible inferiority complex tortured me all the time when we were not together."
She had the heart to leave Ke Momian for four years, just to become an upright person, instead of hiding in the empty Ke's house all her life and chewing on those dark memories day and night.
It was indeed for her own sake, she was unwilling to waste her life in pain like this...
"She called me Qingyu. The word Qing refers to innocence. Yu...is used to describe a beautiful woman, but...I really don't want my name to become a joke." Fang Qingyu sighed faintly. , clearly said the most painful thing, but still bent his lips.
"Compared to you, I'm more selfish." Xin Xinran relaxed, speaking in a heart-to-heart tone with a friend, "You know? Ke Momian didn't feel for me at first, and there are so many women around her, how could she be?" Keep your eyes on me."
"But I like her." Xin Xinran lowered her head and smiled wryly, "The more I get in touch with her, the more I love her, and the more I want to treat her well."
Fang Qingyu understood that mood and nodded slightly unconsciously.
"The more I like her, the more I want to take her as my own."
Now Qingyu couldn't agree more, and stood there motionless.
"After I finally got her, I found that it was completely different from what I thought. After you got her body, you would want to get her heart. If her heart doesn't belong to you for a day, you will find that you don't know how to be with this person. How do you get along with each other, and then...more and more blaming others, getting angry." Xin Xinran didn't like herself at all, she turned her face away, and smelled Fang Qingyu's vaguely scented perfume, and took a deep breath.
"She even called you by your name when she was in bed with me. Even so, I still pestered her and said nonsense that I just like you. Isn't that selfish enough?"
Fang Qingyu remained silent all this time, she had no right to comment on the relationship between Ke Momian and Xin Xinran, and until now she still didn't understand what Xin Xinran meant by saying this.
Xin Xinran put the water glass firmly on the coffee table, and looked into Fang Qingyu's eyes seriously: "If...I mean if...without me, you and Ke Momian would still be together, right?"
Fang Qingyu never expected Xin Xinran to ask such a question, she was so surprised that she lost the water glass in her hand, and the water spilled all over the floor.
"I'll get the mop."
"Fang Qingyu." Xin Xinran called her full name, serious and serious, "You like to avoid problems just like her."
Fang Qingyu stabilized her emotions, turned around, her face was as calm as before.
After Xin Xinran said so much, could it be that he just wanted to elicit this sentence.
She asked her own opinion, did she want to quit this relationship?
She really shouldn't let her own opinion influence her decision...
"No." Fang Qingyu said decisively, "The past is already in the past, and so many things happened during the time we were separated, it would be too difficult unless we start over."
Seeing her decisive attitude, Xin Xinran was a little disappointed: "I thought you still loved her."
"Love, but we don't have to be together. It's enough to see her living a stable life." Fang Qingyu smiled nonchalantly, "Maybe you will understand when you are my age."
"I think I understand a little bit now." Xin Xinran thought over and over again, confirmed that she had finished what she wanted to say, and got up to leave.
"Ke Momian, she..." Fang Qingyu pointed to the bedroom.
Xin Xinran smiled slightly: "Let her sleep here, she wakes up tomorrow, don't tell her I've been here."
Fang Qingyu sent her to the door: "Why do you want to do this?"
Xin Xinran showed a weird smile, which made Fang Qingyu confused: "I think it's pretty good."
I already have a plan in my heart, maybe this is the best ending for me and Ke Momian.
"She was fussy just now, she might be tired now, and she was lying in the room." Fang Qingyu took Xin Xinran into the room, explaining, "She seems to have eaten cumin, when I saw her she was already Something is wrong."
"Why would you eat that kind of thing?" Xin Xinran was taken aback.
"It's up to her to wake up and explain herself." Fang Qingyu shrugged and stopped at the door of the room, "You go in, take her back and have a good rest, she should be fine tomorrow."
Xin Xinran just looked at Fang Qingyu, and did not move for a long time.
"I won't go in." Fang Qingyu smiled and took a step back.
She clearly felt that what she said was against her will, as if she wanted to keep Ke Momian by her side but still called Xin Xinran and told her to take Ke Momian away.
Ke Momian said before that he still wanted to be together, so why didn't he want to promise her?But she already has a responsibility to another person, so how can she do such an irresponsible thing?
"Can I talk to you?" Xin Xinran said suddenly, but it was a decision she made after careful consideration along the way.
Although Fang Qingyu was a little surprised, she immediately agreed.Turning around, she went to the kitchen and poured two cups of warm water. When she came back, Xin Xinran had already sat down on the sofa, with a serious expression on her face.
She held the water glass Fang Qingyu handed over with both hands, and the suitable temperature from above calmed down her chaotic thoughts a little.
"Qingyu... Where's Qingyu?" Ke Momian waited in the bedroom for a long time but didn't see Fang Qingyu, and ran out to look for her in a panic.
Fang Qingyu was worried that her yelling would wake Ke Fangrui, so she hurried forward to comfort her: "I'm right here, why don't you go back to sleep first?"
"No," Ke Momian snorted, "I want you to sleep with me."
Fang Qingyu subconsciously glanced at Xin Xinran, and Ke Momian followed her gaze, and saw the person sitting on the sofa, feeling indescribably familiar.
Xin Xinran looked at Ke Momian without saying a word, and Ke Momian also frowned at her.
"Qingyu..." Ke Momian thought for a long time but couldn't remember who the other party was, so she went over and pulled Fang Qingyu's clothes, "I have a headache."
"If you have a headache, go to bed quickly. I have something to say to Xin Xinran." Fang Qingyu gently pushed her into the room. It seemed that the effect of the medicine had worn off. It might not be long before Ke Momian returned to normal.
"That Xin Xinran..." Ke Momian put his arms around Fang Qingyu's neck when she was covering her with the quilt, and asked her to lower her body to listen to her speech, "Why did you come to find you so late?"
"You have no impression of her?"
Ke Momian was a little confused, nodded, then shook his head again.
Fang Qingyu sighed, and tucked in the quilt for her: "Go to sleep."
"Qingyu," Ke Momian hugged her and refused to let her go, "I have a very strange feeling... It seems that when I wake up, you are going to leave me."
"No." Fang Qingyu smiled nonchalantly, and suddenly felt a little cold in her heart. The fact is what Ke Momian said.Tonight seemed to be back eight years ago, but it was actually just a dream. When she woke up, there was no reason for him to stay by her side.
"Qingyu..." Ke Momian pulled Fang Qingyu closer, "You give me a kiss."
Thinking that there was still someone sitting in the living room, Fang Qingyu just wanted to go out to receive them quickly, and hurriedly touched Ke Momian's forehead with her lips, only then did Ke Momian pull up the quilt contentedly and prepare to sleep.
When I went out, I saw Xin Xinran was still sitting in the original position, flipping through a photo album, and heard Fang Qingyu's footsteps and quickly closed it, with apology in his eyes: "Sorry, I'm bored sitting here... look at it on the coffee table It's open."
"It's okay." Most of the photos in the photo album were taken by herself for Ke Fangrui. Fang Qingyu took the photo album and flipped through a few pages, then paused, "That... A Mian, she took drugs today and behaved abnormally, don't you blame her."
Xin Xinran was stunned: "No."
Fang Qingyu smiled awkwardly, waiting for Xin Xinran to get to the point.
"I had a fight with her today."
"Because of what?" Fang Qingyu didn't expect Xin Xinran to ask her to solve her problems.
"You." Xin Xinran only said one word, and looked straight at Fang Qingyu.
Fang Qingyu was stunned immediately, then smiled lightly and said, "It's really not worth arguing because of me."
"Fang Qingyu..." Xin Xinran's brows loosened and then tightened, "To be honest, I hate you very much."
Disliked by the other party's blunt words, Fang Qingyu didn't know what to say, and continued to listen to Xin Xinran with an indescribable mood.
"I hate that you always look like you are indifferent to the world, but in fact, you don't need to fight. You have everything, and even the thing I want most, which is Ke Momian's heart." Xin Xinran said She felt it was funny again, and bent her lips, "I once thought that as long as Ke Momian accepted me, one day she would always have me in her heart. Or if you didn't go back to China, if you didn't resolve the misunderstanding between you and her, she wouldn't still have feelings for you."
She has done a good job, she is working hard to become what Ke Momian likes, she even helps Ke Momian take care of Ke Fangrui, but as long as Ke Momian and Fang Qingyu are together, she will always be the one who is excluded.
"But... I found that no matter what I do, even if I lose my original appearance and become the kind of person she likes, all she has for me is gratitude, not love." Xin Xinran said, trembling , "She treats me very well, I can feel that she wants to treat me so hard, but every time I hear your name and everything about Ke Fangrui, I feel very powerless..."
"I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble," Fang Qingyu thought that saying this would bring some comfort to Xin Xinran, "I will return to the United States in a while, and there should be no such conflicts between you and her by then." Alright."
How could Fang Qingyu speak so lightly, did she really not understand or pretended not to understand?
"Whether you are in the United States or anywhere in the world, Ke Momian's heart will be there." Xin Xinran looked sideways towards the bedroom with a look of confusion in her eyes, "She will act like a baby in front of you." , unscrupulously showing her childish side, and when she was with me, she still had her posture, so elegant and dignified... always reminding me of her identity as Mr. Ke."
"I think, is there a misunderstanding between you?" Fang Qingyu was afraid that her casual words would cause Xin Xinran to fall into greater confusion, so she hesitated for three or four seconds before speaking.
"Jiang Shijie said the same thing. She asked me to talk to Ke Momian. I tried it. In her opinion, she is responsible enough for me, but in my opinion, her thoughts are not with me."
Responsibility, Ke Momian to herself... must be only responsible.
Fang Qingyu thought of Xin Xinran just saying that Ke Momian's heart was only on her, and Xin Xinran was looking at her intently at this moment, and simply refused to answer, listening to what Xin Xinran wanted to express.
"Actually, people are selfish." Xin Xinran said, raised her face thoughtfully, and smiled at Fang Qingyu, "Do you dare to say that you went to study in the United States just to be more compatible with Ke Momian?"
Fang Qingyu lowered her eyes slowly, as if she was deep in thought.
"I... I have always been very curious about you. I first saw you from Ke Momian's photo, and heard about you from other people's descriptions... and then I saw you for real." Xin Xinran took a deep breath, as if In this way, you can have more courage to say what you want to say, "I asked someone to check your information, and to be honest, I admire you very much."
"Admiration?" Fang Qingyu was quite puzzled by these two words.
"Yes."
Fang Qingyu closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was a hint of mockery in her eyes: "Since you know my past, what else is there to admire?"
"You are very strong..." Xin Xinran had no intention of provoking Fang Qingyu's sadness, her face was covered with a layer of apology.
Fang Qingyu just shook her head: "You're right. I'm selfish. I'm eager to get rid of my dirty past. It's because my past is too bad that I feel inferior. It has taken root in my heart, no matter me and Ke Momian. This terrible inferiority complex tortured me all the time when we were not together."
She had the heart to leave Ke Momian for four years, just to become an upright person, instead of hiding in the empty Ke's house all her life and chewing on those dark memories day and night.
It was indeed for her own sake, she was unwilling to waste her life in pain like this...
"She called me Qingyu. The word Qing refers to innocence. Yu...is used to describe a beautiful woman, but...I really don't want my name to become a joke." Fang Qingyu sighed faintly. , clearly said the most painful thing, but still bent his lips.
"Compared to you, I'm more selfish." Xin Xinran relaxed, speaking in a heart-to-heart tone with a friend, "You know? Ke Momian didn't feel for me at first, and there are so many women around her, how could she be?" Keep your eyes on me."
"But I like her." Xin Xinran lowered her head and smiled wryly, "The more I get in touch with her, the more I love her, and the more I want to treat her well."
Fang Qingyu understood that mood and nodded slightly unconsciously.
"The more I like her, the more I want to take her as my own."
Now Qingyu couldn't agree more, and stood there motionless.
"After I finally got her, I found that it was completely different from what I thought. After you got her body, you would want to get her heart. If her heart doesn't belong to you for a day, you will find that you don't know how to be with this person. How do you get along with each other, and then...more and more blaming others, getting angry." Xin Xinran didn't like herself at all, she turned her face away, and smelled Fang Qingyu's vaguely scented perfume, and took a deep breath.
"She even called you by your name when she was in bed with me. Even so, I still pestered her and said nonsense that I just like you. Isn't that selfish enough?"
Fang Qingyu remained silent all this time, she had no right to comment on the relationship between Ke Momian and Xin Xinran, and until now she still didn't understand what Xin Xinran meant by saying this.
Xin Xinran put the water glass firmly on the coffee table, and looked into Fang Qingyu's eyes seriously: "If...I mean if...without me, you and Ke Momian would still be together, right?"
Fang Qingyu never expected Xin Xinran to ask such a question, she was so surprised that she lost the water glass in her hand, and the water spilled all over the floor.
"I'll get the mop."
"Fang Qingyu." Xin Xinran called her full name, serious and serious, "You like to avoid problems just like her."
Fang Qingyu stabilized her emotions, turned around, her face was as calm as before.
After Xin Xinran said so much, could it be that he just wanted to elicit this sentence.
She asked her own opinion, did she want to quit this relationship?
She really shouldn't let her own opinion influence her decision...
"No." Fang Qingyu said decisively, "The past is already in the past, and so many things happened during the time we were separated, it would be too difficult unless we start over."
Seeing her decisive attitude, Xin Xinran was a little disappointed: "I thought you still loved her."
"Love, but we don't have to be together. It's enough to see her living a stable life." Fang Qingyu smiled nonchalantly, "Maybe you will understand when you are my age."
"I think I understand a little bit now." Xin Xinran thought over and over again, confirmed that she had finished what she wanted to say, and got up to leave.
"Ke Momian, she..." Fang Qingyu pointed to the bedroom.
Xin Xinran smiled slightly: "Let her sleep here, she wakes up tomorrow, don't tell her I've been here."
Fang Qingyu sent her to the door: "Why do you want to do this?"
Xin Xinran showed a weird smile, which made Fang Qingyu confused: "I think it's pretty good."
I already have a plan in my heart, maybe this is the best ending for me and Ke Momian.
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