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Everyone is born in this world to pay off debts, you must have committed a crime, that's why you have to be born, and you have to suffer like this.Maybe!If it is inferred from this, then Lu Youning must have come to return Ruan Jie.

Ruan Jie put her arms around Lu Youning's waist, thinking of Ruan's mother's words: "Ningning is very suitable for you. Ningning is very suitable for you." This sentence is like a curse, and it can't fade away after repeated wandering.

She breathed in the condensed fragrance that surrounded her infinitely greedily, like a boat on the lake resting behind a lotus in the afternoon, the fragrance is far away and clear, which relieves people's sleepiness most.

They were supposed to be close sisters, best friends.At least Ruan Jie thinks that Lu Youning thinks so, but thinking of that person's tolerance and indulgence of his various actions, Ruan Jie is confused, what will happen between good sisters and best friends?

For Yan Yan, she has inexplicable admiration, and the admiration is mixed with inexplicable complexity. Why can this person have Lu Youning, who she grew up with since she was a child.With shame, Yan Yandui not only treats Lu Youning well, but also treats herself very well.From the incompatibility of fire and water at the beginning to the sympathy and sympathy of each other, even now, there will always be occasional quarrels between the two.

Lu Youning, Lu Youning!Ruan Jie couldn't guess what Lu Youning was thinking, and Ruan Jie didn't hesitate to accept everything Lu Youning gave her.

If she doesn't have Lin Lan, if she doesn't have Yan Yan, then they...

I'm afraid it's impossible.

"Lost in the fog, and crossed in the maze of the moon."

Ruan Jie suddenly intuited that the diamond stud earring on her right ear was so tight that it was very sad, the second time.For the first time, meeting Yan Yan.

I went to meet Lin Lan in the afternoon and went upstairs to get ready.Letting go of his arms, he smiled and said, "Let me use the car today." Originally, there was a red Ferrari in the garage below, but Lu Youning and Ruan Jie agreed that it was tacky and coquettish, Yan Yan was very depressed, and there will be very few in the future. opened.

After leaving Lu Youning, Ruan Jie's back looks a little lonely.

Pushkin - I once loved you:

"Perhaps this love is not quite dead in my soul; but may it not disturb your peace; I do not want anything to add to your sorrow. I loved you, silently and unquestionably, tormented alternately by shame and jealousy my heart."

Lying on the bed, with hands folded behind the head and pillow, I just feel torrential and unbearable.

Too many things have happened recently, she needs to be alone for a while to sort out some things.Lu Youning made her flustered; Liu Yi made her upset; Lin Lan made her feel depressed.

Life is often unsatisfactory, and it can be said to be the same as others.Ruan Jie had to cut through the mess quickly and make a decision.

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Drowsy and fell asleep again, Lu Youning asked her to eat at noon and did not wake up, so she slept for more than half an hour before opening her eyes.After tidying up briefly, he greeted Lu Youning, saying that he would eat lunch outside, and then went out.

The car drove from the wide and calm neighborhood to the bustling downtown.

A coffee shop called "Ru Shi".The proprietress, Amin, was originally surnamed Liu. Ruan Jie thought of Liu Rushi, a woman who dared to love and hate, but unfortunately she only knew the surface, and the content of the book was too difficult for her to read.

Ruan Jie's house is separated from the street of the coffee shop by two roads.In the past, she and Lin Lan would occasionally come here to sit and chat after dinner, and talk about something. The corner by the window is very quiet, and it is very comfortable to nest in the cloth sofa.

The hall occupies a relatively small area, divided into smoking area and non-smoking area.Ruan Jie will never enter a cafe where smoking is not allowed.

After entering the door, I said hello to Amin, said "black coffee", and then walked to the old place without any guests, which was exactly what she wanted.

Throwing the bag aside, the man lazily leaned on the sofa.

While waiting, Ruan Jie boredly looked out of the glass window, saw the crowd of people, and the busy traffic.Looking at it, Ruan Jie felt in a trance, dizzy, and her heart was ups and downs.

The third anniversary of her and Lin Lan will be here soon.

When she was still thinking about what gift to give all day that night, her lover of three years proposed to break up without any warning.spouse?Ruan Jie thought that she and Lin Lan were really lovers?If it is, then there should be nothing to hide from each other, suspicion, temptation, let alone chasing each other, letting go and tightening.

This is love, not kite flying.

Or is it really that difficult?In windy weather, you have to look at the direction of the wind and grasp the strength?Otherwise it will neither float nor fly?

As for no wind.

…By the way, the wind stopped at this time, and there was no lifting force for flying a kite, so it just fell, and it just kept falling.

Thinking of unhappy things again, she was so tired that she simply closed her eyes.

I'm so tired, I've told myself that I can look away, but why I can't stop thinking about it.This damn, cowardly, powerless self.

Amin came over with coffee, saw that Ruan Jie was closing her eyes, gently put down the cup, didn't speak, just sat down opposite without disturbing.

A 35-year-old woman with charming eyebrows but unable to hide the vicissitudes of life and loneliness, just one glance, you can know that there are intriguing stories and traces of time buried in it.

Smelling the bitter aroma of the coffee, she opened her eyes, seeing Amin's charming face full of maturity, Ruan Jie froze.

Probably, everyone has a dark story that cannot meet the light.

Taking a deep breath of the wafting smell, he picked up the cup. "Thanks!"

Amin smiled faintly, and rested her chin on her hand to watch Ruan Jie sip, "Long time no see you."

She didn't say "you", only said "you". For this kind of woman who sees the world clearly and has a transparent and exquisite heart, she must know when and what to say.

Ruan Jie smiled slightly, a little grateful for the slenderness of the woman in front of her, she didn't point it out, and asked why the other person was not there.This is good, everyone around can prove that she can exist alone, she doesn't need to be in a pair, she doesn't need a "Little Golden Man", so she doesn't need the Best Lovers of the Year Award.

For the sake of the vast sea of ​​people, to go to Qi Qiran for a tiny drop of love, so sad that she can't help herself, this is not giving up her life on the cliff of heartbreak, she, Ruan Jie, can't do that.

Since the fairy tale established by Lin Lan was broken by Lin Lan himself, it can be regarded as a perfect ending.

In the blue-dyed sky, the line of sight follows the big fluffy cloud, and Ruan Jie imagines that the other end of the cloud is the infinite end of the finite world.I often fantasize that I am lying in the clouds and fog, floating aimlessly during the day; at night, I jump and sit on the silver moonstring, reaching out to pick up the stars.

If this is the case, how great it would be...Leaving her to let go, Amin quietly returned to the bar.

The wind chime hanging at the door rang crisply, interrupting Ruan Jie's thoughts.

It's Lin Lan.Seeing that Amin was there, she nodded her head as a greeting, and said, "Orange juice." She frowned after a pause, and then changed her voice: "Let's have black coffee." After speaking, she walked straight towards Ruan Jie.

At two o'clock, the agreed time is not too much, not too little, which is her usual style.

From the outside, you can see Ruan Jie who is in a daze in front of the glass window. This person is still the same. When he is in a daze, he always easily enters a state of ecstasy.I watched silently at the corner across the street for a while, and waited until the time was up before crossing the road to make an appointment.

Looking at Ruan Jie, she sat down leisurely, and Ruan Jie also looked at her, neither of them said anything.

Amin called the clerk to whisper a few words.The clerk brought the coffee over, put it down lightly without speaking, then backed away gently.

On both sides of a rectangular double-glazed coffee table with rounded corners, two people sitting opposite are staring at it.

All of a sudden, the good times in the past, the laughter and laughter in the memories, flowed vividly, like rolls of movie film, black and white silent one after another, and like dim old nostalgia, everything in the dream foggy.

Film, The End.

Ruan Jie got up slowly, walked to the bar, and pointed to a silver grand piano in another corner. Amin understood and stopped the music in the store.

The silver-white piano wipes are sparkling and shiny.Stepped up the platform, sat down on the silver piano stool, lifted the cover of the keys, raised his hands and tried a few scales.

Adjust your sitting posture, close your eyes and take a deep breath, three, two, one, slowly lower your hands.

The black and white piano keys began to move together, and Ruan Jie's fingertips danced lightly. The song "Unspeakable Secret" is a whispered whisper between lovers, trying to express it euphemistically.

The lyrical and lively notes immediately flowed through the entire cafe.

There are no lyrics to enclose the song, and there is no special meaning. At this moment, there is only Ruan Jie's heart, which is a transparent tone.The pure movement is wandering and flowing, like a winding brook, clear to the bottom, clean and untainted, rushing into people's hearts.

In an instant, the hearts of the people were heard, and the colors were colorful.

Lin Lan left.The moment the door was closed, Juanxiu's cold eyes were already blurred with tears. She raised her head vigorously and realized for the first time that the unchanging blue sky was so beautiful. The tone made Lin Lan's pupils blue, and the soft clouds like white fluff melted her heart.

The song ends.

There was only one sweaty key on the table, lying there alone and quietly.Ruan Jieli stood for a while, pulled the note paper on the table, and wrote: "Amin, take care."

Then he grabbed the key, put down the money, turned and left.

After going out the door, he raised his right hand through the glass to signal goodbye behind him, without looking back.

Thanks to Lin Lan for accompanying her through the lush college years; thanks to Lin Lan for stepping into the complicated adult world with her.