Double AS

When the hair stylist shaved off the last piece of hair on Sakura's head, all the staff present cried.

Sakura calmly looked at her reflection in the mirror.

The waist-length black long hair was piled up at his feet, and then, he picked up the eyebrow knife and gently shaved off the two eyebrows on his face.

She stroked her shaved head.Except for the eyelashes, there is no hair or eyebrows left on the face.

She now looks like a patient who has been emaciated from cancer chemotherapy.

"...I can finally understand why Xiangzi broke up with Ryoto." She said softly, "It's like this, no one would want important people to see him like this, right?"

I just want to keep the best moments in each other's memories.She hoped that Liang Ren would always be so beautiful in her heart.

"The more important people you face, the more afraid you are to show your truest side.

Because the real self is so weak, fragile, and unbearable..." Kamiya Sakura said softly.

In the last scene, Shoko Mayumi, who gritted his teeth and endured chemotherapy over and over again, lost all his hair, but learned that the cancer cells had spread to his right foot and had to amputate, broke down emotionally on the spot and destroyed everything in the ward.Asuka Ryoto hugs the collapsed Shouko tightly, and the last important scene of the two crying together.

──Gritting your teeth and struggling through the extreme pain one after another, but death is still oncoming.

Even the last bit of hope left has been wiped out.

All the hard work turned into desperation and intense anger in an instant.

And there is also the pain of the hero's inability to do anything about himself.

This is a scene of emotional explosion. All the anger, pain, and anger explode in an instant. The emotions of the hero and heroine are pushed to the extreme peak. The accumulation will all rush to the climax in this scene.

Success or failure depends on this scene.

"I'm so nervous... My stomach hurts..." This kind of emotionally explosive climax scene can't stand the NG again and again.Kise pressed his stomach, he was really not confident in his acting skills. "What if I can't cry at a critical moment?"

"Don't worry." Sakura, who shaved all her hair, said leisurely, "Ryota-kun, just follow me later."

"Let me show you what a real genius is." The genius girl, Kamiya Sakura had a faint smile on her face.

"I won't do it! Anyway, I will die anyway! Why do I have to suffer so much! ── I don't want to be treated!"

The dramatist Sakura completely transformed into that sad and unwilling girl, Mayumi Shoko.

While crying and yelling, she pulled out the IV in her hand, swept down all the bottles and cans on the table, and knocked down rows of IV racks.Weeping hysterically.

She raised her head and roared, lowered her head and cried, crying hoarsely, crying so hard.

"I can't just give up like this! If I give up, I will admit defeat! If I give up now──then there is no hope forever?!" Asuka Ryoto, played by Kise, tightly grasped Shoko's self-harming hand.He yelled tremblingly, his eyes turned red instantly, and he also improved a lot.

"Hope?" With tears in his eyes, Shoko Mayumi snorted and laughed, "Hope is something that people with a future like you can say! Ryoko, you can't understand my feelings at all!" Shoko was half mad and half indifferent, smiling.She looked coldly at the person she loved the most.

Three or four cameras simultaneously followed their expressions.

The director motioned to slowly move the track to bring the camera closer to the heroine—here it is.

"You can't understand how hard you struggle, struggle, struggle, and struggle, but the future is still dark!" Kamiya Sakura said tremblingly, word by word.The camera approached her teary pupils, her black eyes were trembling, and tears were pooling in the eye sockets.

The voice slowly rose from the depressive hoarse──tears fell instantly──

"──I tried! I tried my best! The result is still the same──Nothing will change! Nothing will change!"

She broke down and cried.The emotions that had been pent up for a long time burst out in an instant──

"...I'm tired... just let me walk like this? Do you know how much strength it takes to work hard? And I'm exhausted..." She cried hoarsely, and then hugged Slowly slid to sit on the ground.

The instant explosive power completely shocked the audience.

All of them could only stare blankly at Kamiya Sakura ecstatically playing in front of the camera.

Then, tears fell unconsciously.

Not crazy, not live.

It's completely described.

"──Just let me escape from this world...I'm too tired to fight...Let me go..." Finally she fell to her knees and begged.

"It was you who supported me in the past... now I'm your wing!"

Huang Lai hugged her tightly, and the two of them hugged their heads like this and wept wildly for more than a minute.

All the people at the scene burst into applause, thunderous applause, which lasted for several minutes.

"Mr. Liang is crying so well! It's so natural! You can't tell that you are a drama amateur!" Completely one shot to the end.And completely fluid and natural.

"Sakura is even more! The title of drama queen is well-deserved! The scene was completely shocked by her!" "Really! I can't take my eyes off her at all! It's completely evolved into my bones!"

Sakura stood up and bowed deeply to all the colleagues working at the scene──her most sincere thanks.

"Thank you for your company all the way, everyone has worked hard," she said.Then bow deeply again.

Some colleagues with weak lacrimal glands shed tears on the spot.

For more than a month, I have been chasing the show day and night, and I have to do it again and again. All the hard work is worth it because of this scene.

Kise finally understood that the so-called devotion was what it meant.

Instantly burst out the pent-up emotions in your heart.

In those few minutes, he completely forgot who he was—forgot Kise Ryota, in those few minutes he was Asuka Ryoto.A sad boyfriend who watched his girlfriend weaken day by day and become completely helpless.

After crying bitterly, a sense of complete relaxation came from deep within her body.

Everything has been hollowed out, a sense of emptiness.

The pain and entanglements of many days were also released in an instant.

It turns out that acting is such a beautiful thing...

No wonder Sakura is so obsessed with it.

Through other people's faces, other people's hearts, and other people's bodies, I completely released the most difficult, most vulnerable, and most unbearable side of myself through that role.

He thought blankly.Tears still kept rolling down her cheeks.

"Ryota, I take back what I said to be rude to you earlier──You are really talented. You have the qualities to be a good actor!" Director Ikegami rushed over and hugged him tightly; the filming started his first time treated like this.The director hugged him ecstatically, with tears and smiles on his face.

"Thank you..." Kise nodded.His tears haven't stopped yet.Eyes and nose are all red.The crew is helping him wipe the tears off his face.

"Although your acting skills are still raw, your feelings are so real... so touching..." He really affirmed Kise's acting skills.At least he is no longer a vase who can only pose.

"What about me? Director." Sakura stopped crying as soon as she called Ka.Completely retractable.

She looked at the director with an unhappy face, even Liang Taijun was praised, why didn't she act the best?

"Oh, Sakura, don't mention it! You are a show monster at all! Completely crazy! Let alone Ryota-kun, even I burst into tears behind the camera; if it weren't for you, I would miss Ryo Taijun can’t express emotion naturally! You are really, really, really, really good actor! It is my greatest honor to have you perform my work!”

"Thank you very much, Sakura, I-uu..." Kise also thanked while crying.She was there along the way, and it was she who brought out his talents.

"Why are you still crying, Mr. Liang?" Even the director couldn't bear to be astonished that the tears still couldn't stop.

Kise nodded.It seems that there is no way to separate the emotion from the character for a while, and the tears still keep falling.He rubbed his eyes desperately, hoping that the tears would stop quickly.Otherwise it would be really embarrassing.

"It's like this for the first time you put yourself into a character, you won't come out so soon, ignore him, or give him a slap in the face." Although Sakura's mouth is still vicious, but there is indeed an affirmation in those words .

"Acting...really... very happy..." Kise couldn't help sighing.

"It's really charming, isn't it?" Sakura sighed softly, her gaze wandering far away.

"Once you stand on it once, you won't be able to leave---this is the charm of the stage..." She sighed softly.

For this, she can endure anything.

XXX

At the finale reception.

The champagne towers were piled up so high that they almost touched the crystal chandelier on the ceiling.The male and female protagonists──Sakura Kamiya and Ryota Kise respectively held champagne high and fell all the way from the crystal cup tower──

There was thunderous cheers at the scene.

Kise was so moved that he was about to cry, and even Sakura showed a rare bright smile.

The spotlights on the scene came and went.

"Congratulations Ryota-kun, you are now an official actor!" The senior acquaintance in the entertainment industry patted Kise on the shoulder vigorously.

"Eh, really?" Kise felt his face was going to burn.

"The kind that just came out of Novice Village." Kamiya Sakura passed by silently holding a wine glass.She has a wig on her head.After hearing about that scene, she bought twenty wigs in one go for replacement.

"Sakura is too much!"

"But I'm still very grateful to Sakura... Really... If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't be able to perform those things at all." Kise let out a long sigh of relief.The hard work in the middle is so hard that he doesn't even want to think about it.

"I hope there will be opportunities to cooperate in the future──" he said.

Facing Kise's words, Sakura just shrugged lightly.

"My next movie will be filmed in Shikoku. So I might not be there for every show." She took on the role of a Taiga drama. "Just finished filming and the next one is coming soon? You, Sakura, are really full!" "I still have plans to go overseas, and my English is good." "Want to go to Hollywood?"

"I want to know how far I am." Kamiya Sakura said.

Tomorrow is the same age.But she is so clear about her future.clear.clear.

Sakura knew exactly what she wanted.

Kise only knows that he must leave Japan in a year, but where will he go after leaving?What to do?To be honest, it's still ambiguous.

So he admired her a lot.

"The last scene...was very enjoyable...the two of you hugged and cried together..." Kise couldn't help but sigh.He ended up crying until his head ached.

"However, if I had to choose, Ryota-kun cries more like a girl than me. Well, but nowadays little girls like this kind of pink herbivore boy."

"Sakura, aren't you a little girl yourself?" "I hate boys with whiter skin and longer eyelashes than me." "You are simply jealous──ah! You actually stepped on me!"

"──Although there are no traces left in the sky, I have already flown over." Sakura Kamiya spoke out Ryoto's last line.

After Xiangzi passed away, he looked up at the sky.The sky was clear and bright, and he was finally able to smile calmly.

In the last scene, Kise was alone.But he was brilliant.

"The monologue of Ryota-kun looking at the sky in the last scene, that expression is wonderful. It seems that Asuka and Shouko have really gained true freedom... Even if the final result is a permanent separation, but all that is not important anymore── ─Because the most important has been left. And it will never be erased.”

Just one look, a look looking up at the sky, interprets that mood.

"Take care, no matter what unpleasant people or unpleasant things you encounter, you must work hard──

cheers. "Sakura Kamiya and Kise lightly clinked glasses.

XXX

"Momotao said she would send me the video of the match between you and Yangquan. Momotao is really nice, I like her very much." Sakura flipped through the message bar on her phone and showed it to Kise.

They have only known each other for a short time, but they have sent at least a dozen E-mails.

Xiao Tao talked about basketball, and Xiao Sakura talked about snacks and bags.Of course, many of them she asked about Xiaotao's school.

"Sure enough, girls are more likely to chat with girls..." Kise was dumbfounded.He and Xiao Ying would meet on the set every day, and he would practice on the set during his spare time, but she never said that she wanted to watch their game, and when Xiao Tao mentioned it, Xiao Ying immediately agreed.

It's hard to imagine that the doll-like Sakura would want to watch a group of big boys sweat and grab a ball.

"Is filming fun? Ryota." Manager Nakatani Miyuki came over with champagne.She patted him lightly on the shoulder.

Kise was sitting watching colleagues at work playing punishment games, and then laughed from time to time.

She hadn't seen him so relaxed in a long time.

"...I made friends." Kise lowered her head.Laughed.

It was the smile of a 17-year-old kid.

For more than a month, he has completely stayed away from the agency and the modeling circle, and devoted himself wholeheartedly to acting.Although it was hard work, she could tell that Ryota was much happier than a month ago.

Repeatedly hesitated, hesitated.

In the end, Nakatani Miyuki still said—"President, please come into the office tomorrow."

The brilliance in the eyes dimmed instantly.

Kise bit her lip unconsciously, then nodded slightly.