Double AS

After finishing today's training class, Miyuki Nakatani, who shattered the dream of a lot of young children as a model, pushed open the glass door of her office, and saw Ryota Kise who was lying on the sofa and pressing her mobile phone.

"You ran into the office for nothing? Are you full? Ryota." He said while throwing the bag on the table.

"...Because there is nowhere to go." Pressing the phone, Kise still kept his eyes from the screen.

The disadvantage of becoming popular is that no matter where you go, there will always be thousands of people staring at you.

You have to laugh, shake hands, sign autographs, and take pictures—even if you want to cry a lot right now.

The emotions of public figures are not their own, but everyone's.

I can only laugh forever, and then try my best to swallow my tears.

Tighten every nerve and tighten every screw, because everyone will be examining you with a magnifying glass.

"Xiao Meixue actually invited Xiao Qingfeng to work. I was really shocked." Kise said while playing a racing game.

"Although I am your manager, before that I was an employee of Wanshi Office. I can't disobey the president's words──But it's okay to pay for work-students from my own pocket."

Miyuki Nakatani smiled coldly, then took out a cigarette from her bag, held it in her mouth, lit it, and exhaled it—all in one go.

Yesterday, when she received an emergency fire call from the office, she immediately knew that it was time to repeat the old tune.Exactly the same trick as two years ago.

So she agreed without saying a word, and then called Aomine Daihui at the same time.

"Well, anyway, this matter was resolved perfectly. You have fulfilled the agreement with the president, you can attend the weekend competition; and the office is also happy to count the money obediently, thinking that it has perfectly controlled you."

"...They all think?" Kise got up in surprise.

"Yes, that's why I kindly let you take a day off." Nakatani Miyuki said.

No wonder the whispers around him were so surprised when he walked into the office.

Kise sighed.

But he can no longer complain to Sister Zhonggu, this is indeed the most perfect way to deal with it.

He can go to the game, and the office also thinks that he is obedient and no longer presses the man.

Sandwiched between me and the office, in fact, the most difficult person is her, not me.

In addition to taking off to become popular, there may be another rumor in the office that "Kise Ryota got the opportunity by sleeping with a photographer".

No one would believe it even if it was explained.

After all, this is the norm in this circle.

Everyone was waiting to see him make a fuss and then pull him down together—

Kise snapped and threw herself back on the sofa.

so tired.

so tired.

very tired.

"Is it okay not to go to practice? The president finally agreed to let you go to the game." Looking at Kise's appearance and the ball bag thrown on the ground.He was wearing Tonghuang's sportswear, and he looked like he came directly from school.

"...I went, but I wasn't happy, so I left again."

Then it was silent like that.

"I'm going into the conference room in 5 minutes. If you have anything to say, hurry up, I don't have that much time in the United States." Looking at her big red card with a preoccupied look, Miyuki Nakatani only glanced at the baby's breath diamond in her hand surface.

"Xiao Miyuki, you are really inconsiderate! Can't you just let me brew some emotions?" Kise yelled.

"No, I'm busy."

Pursing his lips, Kise twisted his body awkwardly like a child, and finally realized that his cruel Miyuki father and Ben didn't like his hesitation and refrainment, and then he sighed and told everything .

"Xiao Qingfeng will be Tonghuang's captain next year. During my absence, he has changed a lot... Everyone likes him very much..."

With his head down, he confessed in every detail.

"I should be happy, I should be happy, because this is the best for Xiao Qingfeng──He has a partner who can laugh and play together again, and Xiao Qingfeng has returned to the previous Xiao Qingfeng should be me The thing I should be most happy about, but, but──」

"...I'm jealous of those who can surround him."

The voice dropped instantly.

Nakatani Miyuki didn't speak, just smoked silently, waiting for him to continue.

"They have unlimited time to play with Aomine, but I only have one year left──"

"How long can I stay with him? My weight has been dropping, and my knees are getting more and more prone to injury──I haven't grown taller for almost two years!" Kise said sadly, from the bottom of his heart That being said, all of this is true. "I have already paid the price to become a first-line male model! Even if I don't leave Japan, it will be a matter of time before I can't play with Aomine!"

Tears welled up in my eyes.

"...What is your BMI?" Nakatani Miyuki frowned.She knew that Kise had become thinner than when she was in junior high school, but she always thought that in order to be able to continue playing with Aomine Daiki, Kise would not be able to exaggerate himself too much.

"Last year I lied, so the coach continued to let me play." Kise avoided her question, "Every time I went to the international arena, I was always considered fat. My weight used to be up to 80, but now T Taiwan’s requirements for male models are becoming more and more stringent, and this year they even have to report their thigh circumference—I think I have pushed myself to the limit, but I still can’t meet the standards they want.”

"If you keep losing weight, you won't be able to play anymore."

"But this is the only job I can wear clothes on!" He doesn't want to be naked in front of the camera for the rest of his life!

"You only have one year left, so you don't have to push yourself to death."

"But after a year, I went abroad. I still have to meet their standards before I can get a job, right?"

In the past, he was the most standard body type, but the trend in recent years has required male models to lose weight again and again—even as thin as female models.He is about to be eliminated!

Kise yelled excitedly.

He was really terrified.

A year later, he went abroad alone. Without his agent Zhonggu, his mother, and Xiao Qingfeng, he was alone. How could he live alone?

He had to go, he had no choice.But outside, everything is blurry.

Who understands the fear in his heart?

She pursed her lips, tears falling down in big drops.

He was scared.

But he had no choice.

"Calm down, Ryota," the manager Nakatani snapped, "You know very well that you don't like modeling. You don't have to be a model to make a living."

She walked over to the frightened child.Rarely, holding his trembling shoulders.

"But I don't know anything else..." he cried tremblingly.

"It's because you dare not let go of your past achievements──You are not reconciled, and you are not reconciled to letting everything you have paid go to waste."

The scary thing about this circle is that you understand its darkness and depth, but you are tightly entangled by the colorful splendor.

Once you've tasted what it's like to stand under the spotlight, it's impossible to be an ordinary person again.

"...Although you might scoff at me saying this, after all, as a model, I have never been popular before." Nakatani Miyuki said earnestly, "But Ryota, if you get lost in this circle because of your greed for the spotlight, You're going to be fucked one day—just like those walking dead mannequins who look like zombies."

"To get rid of all this completely, you have to quit the lights and applause, and let yourself start all over again. Otherwise, it will be the same wherever you go."

You have to get used to being nobody.

You must admit that you are nobody.

All must be accepted as a thing of the past.

That's the only way to start all over again.

The world is a dark and gorgeous maelstrom, and she admits that it has its beauty, but at the same time she is afraid of its horror.

She has never tasted the taste of red, and she struggled to get ashore after a lot of hardships.

What's more, Ryota is already very popular──and he is only 17 years old.

Huang Lai didn't speak, but shed tears in a daze.

"It's fine if you can't get the job on the runway, I will help you get other jobs. Give me normal meals." He put his arm around the stupid boy's shoulders, "Don't force me to waste money and ask Qingfeng Dahui to stare at you every day The progress of the three meals."

That guy is the most expensive work-study student she has ever hired in her life.

"Thank you Nakatani-san..."

"And don't have sex in someone else's car, it's rude."