Double AS

"Hello..." Kise's voice came through the loudspeaker.

"Are you awake so soon? Boy." Before leaving in the afternoon, she stared at the boy and swallowed the three sleeping pills. She dared to return to the office to continue working after making sure he was asleep.

At the beginning, half a pill could keep him calm until the morning, but he didn't expect that the dosage would have to be increased after a while.

It's not a physical problem, it's a psychological one.

Kise has been in a bad state of mind recently.

Although he still looked energetic in front of people, he could laugh and dance, but when he returned to the collapsed hotel, he collapsed.

If you have to fight like this every time you fall in love, then there must be many people in the world who would rather live alone.

Kamiya Sakura has already negotiated with the public relations side, as soon as her trip in the United States is over, she will immediately return to Japan to issue a statement to clarify the relationship between the two.Otherwise, relying on Kise's unilateral clarification alone will have limited effect.

But the president was overjoyed, and kept yelling, "Taijun Liang is indeed a natural artist, he knows how to draw attention to him."

From the moment he became famous, to the kissing incident at the Hong Kong press conference, President Wan Yu has always believed that Ryota is an expert in making news.Dare to take off, dare to fight, dare to show off, willing to do anything in order to be popular, he is simply a born artist.

Although the president has been putting pressure on her, asking her to take advantage of this hot period to push Ryota to appear on various programs and interviews; but she dare not arrange too many jobs for him.

I'm afraid that if that guy loses control, he will collapse and lose control on the spot.

──Currently, Ryota is reaching his limit just by holding on to that nonchalant mask.

"Ah~~It's Miyuki~haha~Why did you call me~" Very inarticulate, Kise giggled and giggled.

he's drunk.

"Stinky boy, are you drinking secretly? Are you impatient? If you are found out, you will never want to be in the showbiz again in this life!"

"It's only a little bit..." Cai Gui, he was completely drunk and Kise lay on the bedside, listening to Xiao Meixue's furious reprimand on the phone and giggling non-stop, as if he had just heard a big joke.

Turning over, Kise stared blankly at the elegantly decorated ceiling.The light was not turned on, and the room was pitch-black, except for the whole floor-to-ceiling window beside the bed, where the colorful night view of Ginza below could be seen in front of the eyes.

The flashes of streamer reflected on his wooden face.When it is bright, when it is gone.

A few beer cans were littered on the ground.He secretly opened the refrigerator in the room to drink.

He has been hiding in the Peninsula Hotel in Ginza for the past few days.Dodging the crazy fans, reporters──and Aomine.

"...it's so dark here...it's just me...I'm so scared..." Looking at the colorful world under the window, Kise said.I don't know whether to tell Nakatani on the phone, or to myself.

His voice was trembling, very violently.

"I'm so scared..." In the loudspeaker, Kise cried, and the trembling voice came over clearly.

"When I close my eyes...it feels like I'm going to be swallowed by something in the darkness...I don't want to be here alone...I'm so scared..."

Trembling, fear, helplessness.

"But I... I have decided that I can't rely on any light anymore... Even if it's dark, I can only support myself... But I... I'm so scared..."

With a trembling voice, Kise cried.

Full of despair, full of helplessness, full of pain, full of struggle.

"Damn, it's worse than a woman."

"Little Miyuki doesn't understand my mood at all!" Kise, who was completely drunk, roared, screaming hysterically with a crying sound.

"Everything I see now I think of him...everywhere I go I think of him...his voice is in my ears...you have no idea how scary that is! I feel like I'm going crazy... ...I'm going crazy..." Emotions completely collapsed.

He cried, trembled, and screamed.Breaking down, crying and screaming hysterically—he was going crazy.

That kind of voice echoed in the dark and narrow car one by one.

The silence in the car made it even more desolate.

Qingfeng pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Trying hard not to let the things in your eyes fall out.

──Is this the real Kise?

"Calm down! You're just drunk! Stay there until I pass! Stop doing stupid things to me!"

Nakatani Miyuki drank loudly.Kise, who was crying hysterically, was barely shocked.

Depress the accelerator all at once.She didn't know how long she could force him to calm down with that yell—hopefully it would last until she went back.

It was her mistake that she didn't clear all the alcoholic beverages in the refrigerator when she went out. She couldn't guarantee what Kise, who was already extremely mentally unstable, would do under the catalysis of alcohol.

The supercar Ferrari is speeding all the way to Ginza at a speed that is definitely illegal, "Did you hear that? Cowardly, cowardly, pathetic──I want to get out but can't escape, I'm stuck in the mud and I can't get out. I don't want to sink, I'm desperate Struggling on the ground, but whether you have the determination to go ashore, you are tug-of-war with yourself every day, over and over again, conflicting and struggling."

She drove the car all the way, speaking loudly to Qingfeng Dahui in the back seat.

Sunflowers have golden and brilliant petals, but there is a bottomless darkness hidden in the middle.

"It's riddled with holes and scars, and almost no one is good──Ryota like this, do you want more?"

"I never knew..." Qingfeng said in a daze.

He was shocked.

I've never seen such a side of Kise.

In his heart, Kise has always been so radiant and bright.

Even if there are occasional dark clouds, it will only be for a while.

Always smile, and then walk around by your side.Chase yourself, watch yourself.

But the man who was crying and screaming hysterically on the phone just now...he didn't know him at all...

deep,.The dark, fragile, desperate and painful Kise Ryota.

Uncovering the glamorous appearance, the blood and flesh are so bloody that it is unbearable to see it.

Is this what he really looks like?

"For light, they never understand what darkness is, nor do they understand the fear of facing darkness." She said from the bottom of her heart.

"His fear you will never understand."

The car has already driven into downtown Ginza.

"...What can I do for him?" Aomine said.

Eyeballs cast a cold glance at the black boy, but Nakatani Miyuki did not answer him.

Holding the steering wheel with both hands, she said loudly to the phone that was still on the phone: "Boy! Are you still awake? Listen to what I'm saying now, I won't say it a second time──

Aomine Daiki is in my car now, and I will give you two ways—one, sit down and have a good talk.Second, I will take him to the sea of ​​trees and bury him now. "

The voice was so loud that even the drunk Kise could hear it clearly.

"Why?" Aomine couldn't help asking after Nakatani Miyuki hung up the phone.

In fact, she could just throw him out and never see Huang Lai again.

"Because I don't want Ryota to become a bad person for you, it's not worth it."