Double AS

"If it was you, he would definitely listen, right? I beg you, please let him go──"

"...I can't answer you...I really can't answer you."

He left the money on the table and left, along with Qingfeng's mother's share.Cold-blooded and sophisticated like an adult.

He is really a very selfish person.

He is really a very selfish person.

"Hello... Mom?" That night, he called Mazi.

"Hmm...? Is it Xiaoliang?" Kise Asako's voice came from the other party, who was sleepy.

"I'm sorry Mom, are you sleeping?" Even the voice was soft on purpose.

"Hmm... yes... two shifts in a row~haha~ I'm so sleepy...what's wrong?" There was such a gentle and clear voice.

"It's nothing... I just miss you all of a sudden..."

"Haha~ Xiaoliang loves to be coquettish~~ Be good, mom will give you a pat on the head." Through the phone, Mazi laughed.

"Mother……"

"Um?"

"If, I mean if, if I am..." The hand holding the phone trembled.

"Well, I'm listening." On the other side of the phone is his gentle mother.He is the only person in this world who is related to him by blood, and also his most important person.

Clenched fists, clenched and let go, let go and clenched.Trembling involuntarily.

"...No, nothing. I'm tired of working two consecutive shifts. Sleep well, mom. Good night."

Hanging up the phone, my whole body collapsed.As if hollowed out.

He flinched.

XXX

"Dae is on leave this morning, so the tactical discussion with Seirin will start in the afternoon."

"Huh? Xiaoqingfeng asked for leave in the morning? Where did he go?"

"Sister Xia Zi gave birth to a baby, so Ah Da went to see her──It was really unexpected, no matter how fierce the usual quarrel is, the sisters and brothers are indeed sisters and brothers; but in this way, Ah Da has three nephews , now their house should become even more noisy."

"Ah, by the way, about that matter—about going to study in Paris, Xiao Huang, when are you going to tell Ah Da? It's better to talk about this kind of thing as soon as possible." Based on what she knew about Ah Da, that guy It is absolutely unacceptable to be the last to know.She looked at Kise seriously.

"Oh, you said that, let me tell you──" Kise leaned over and bit Momoi's ear softly for a while, only to see Momoi's eyes widen in surprise.

"Huh!? Is it true? No way?"

"Do I seem like someone who would joke about this kind of thing?" Seeing her surprised reaction, Kise smiled wryly.

"But this is what I expected." After observing Xiaotao's expression carefully, Kise shrugged his shoulders, pretending to be indifferent.

"Since this is the case...then...well, then you should go on a date with Ayo tonight, and have a good time!" Good sister Momoi Wuyue clenched her fists hard.

"Yeah." Kise nodded vigorously, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

XXX

"Where do I put this thing?" Qingfeng raised the fruit basket in his hand, and said to his elder sister who was sitting on the bed flipping through a baby-care magazine.

"Why are you here?"

"Can I come and see my newborn nephew?" He deliberately avoided the time when his parents would be around, especially his father.

Completely ignoring the elder sister's staring eyes at him, Qingfeng walked to the bedside, leaned down, "This red and wrinkled little thing is my nephew?" He poked it a few times with his fingers.

"You hurt the whole family for yourself." Xia Zi said coldly, completely ignoring Qingfeng's Gu Youyou.

"..."

"Father and mother have raised you for more than ten years, can't you compare to that boy who has only known you for two or three years?"

"It's four years. I've been with Ryo for four years." As he spoke, he turned his head away to avoid her gaze, "I'll let them accept it, maybe it will take some time..."

"──Why do they have to accept it?" Xia Zi asked sharply, "You chose this path yourself, but they didn't! Let me ask you, why do they have to be forced to accept what you decided on yourself?"

"But mom, she also stood by my side later, although she did react very strongly at first, but later..."

"Do you think mom really supports you being with that boy? No, she was just forced to accept it because she was afraid that if even she and dad wanted to push you out of the house, her son would It’s really gone—just like in TV and novels, after being kicked out of the house, and then never coming back in this life.”

"You don't know how many times Mom cried behind your back for you." She shook her head, "You never know."

"You may be under a lot of pressure, but have you ever thought that our pressure is less than yours? You are not the only one to bear all the eyes and all the pressure." Xia Zi said.

"So do you want me to endure like this for the rest of my life? Knowing that I really like him...or would you rather have me endure like this for the rest of my life? Be a dummy, a liar, and just live like that?" Qingfeng said angrily and unfairly.

Seeing his angry and hesitant expression, Xia Zi looked at him calmly, and then spoke silently for a while.

"Did you know that after you left like that, Mom and Dad never spoke again? It's a good thing...my son's name. It's a good thing that the atmosphere in the family is much better after the birth of the light. Otherwise, Mom would never talk to Dad. Noisy, only this time, for you." The cold tone was very serious.

""You are free to not want this son, but I will! "I heard her yelling at Dad like that." No one can push her son out of the house, and she will do everything to keep him.She is also the mother of three sons, so she can fully understand the mother's heart, and even her pain. That feeling is like being cut seven or eight times in the heart, like glass shattered in her own hands , but you still have to hold it tightly.

"..."

He was speechless.

"If you only think that the reason we stop you and oppose you is just for superficial reasons such as wanting to have a grandson and not wanting to lose face, then I am really disappointed." Unlike the usual explosive reaction, Xia Zi said this The time was very calm and calm, but every sentence was severely whipped up.

"...Don't you understand why we stop you and oppose you?...Don't talk about Japan, do you think the United States is very friendly to gays? Do you think the sports world is very open to gays? You will devote your life to Lost.” The sporting world is notoriously closed off in this regard.

"You won't have a wife, you won't have children. You will never be able to experience the joy of a child being born and watching them grow up day by day—just like my parents looking at you, I looking at Xiang and Yang, and the newborn baby Xiaoguang, you will never experience such joy in your life.

When my parents and I leave this world, when you are old, who can accompany you?Can that person really accompany you for the rest of your life?Are you sure, sure, that he will walk with you for the rest of his life?Can you bear the pressure of being so lonely and insecure forever?

──You will be lonely and hard. "

"As parents, we always think a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times more than our children... Don't let us worry about you until we die...Have you thought about this?"

"..."

Looking at his serious and silent expression, Xia Zi couldn't help but get a sore nose.

"You really are an idiot...Dahui..." In the last tone, only distress and reluctance remained.