If the princess is affectionate GL

Luo Zishan was very dissatisfied with Ji Yunyao's avoidance. After he left for the expedition, he thought about her all the time. Who would have thought that he came back after a long journey, but not only did he not get the happiness he deserved, but he also accepted a woman he didn't understand at all as his wife.What annoyed him the most was that the person who was supposed to be his wife started to avoid him!

After finally waiting until late at night, Luo Zishan changed into night clothes and went to Ji Mansion himself.Ever since the prime minister was convicted, the mansion has become more and more depressed, and now even the guards are no longer what they used to be. I don't know if there is no need to guard them anymore, or they are powerless to guard them anymore.Luo Zishan's skills are vigorous, and he is quite familiar with the Ji Mansion, so it is not difficult to turn over and enter the wall.

It's just that when he was about to reach the courtyard where Ji Yunyao lived, he hesitated again.Although he and Yunyao have known each other for many years and have studied martial arts together for several years, it does not mean that he can enter and leave her residence at will.While he was still hesitating, he heard footsteps coming from behind, and he dodged and disappeared into the night.

"An'er, are you asleep?" Mrs. Ji's voice came from outside the room, calling Ji Yunyao who was still looking at the moonlight back to her senses.

"Grandma." Greeting her in, Ji Yunyao tried to make herself look calmer.

"An'er, don't stand still, come, talk to me." Mrs. Ji took her granddaughter's hand distressedly, and led her to her side.

"An'er, would you like this marriage?" Looking at her granddaughter who hadn't seen her for several days, her expression remained the same, except that her eyes were less lively than before.

"For the sake of the Ji Mansion, I am willing." Ji Yunyao felt that something in her body had changed. In the past, she was willing to sacrifice everything for the Ji Mansion, but now, when it was time to sacrifice, she was still more hesitant than she imagined.

"I know, you don't want to. It's just..." Mrs. Ji didn't finish her words, so it doesn't need to be said later.Having said that, it just adds to the sadness.

There are too many involuntary things, and when you are targeted, there is no way to escape, let alone in such a sensitive period.Mrs. Ji was also afraid that her granddaughter would be overwhelmed, so she came here specially at night to have a look. If Yunyao still had troubles in her heart, she could also talk to her with her.But, how can these words be spoken?

At the beginning, the two governments had already reached a tacit agreement, and when Luozishan returned triumphantly, they would make an engagement and hold a wedding ceremony for them.Now, the Luo family is back, but there is no one in the Ji Mansion to marry.Internally, she was reluctant to let her granddaughter marry into Prince Chun's mansion, and externally, Ji's mansion was sorry for Luo's family.

"An'er, before leaving today, the lord left a message, saying that the lord will return to the mansion soon, let us prepare well." When it came to the only thing that made people happy, the old lady had a smile on her face. A little happy.

"Really?" Ji Yunyao seemed to be more excited than her grandmother. In her opinion, this was the best reward.

"Well, the prince deliberately dismissed others today and told me personally. He also said that your grandfather is afraid that his health will be weaker, so he brought the best ginseng from the palace." Mrs. Ji said so, But there was no pure gratitude on the face, on the contrary, there was no shade of melancholy.

"She, so nice?" Ji Yunyao said hesitantly, the Shangguan Ruochun she knew didn't seem to be an enthusiastic person.

"We're all one family now, maybe the lord wants to bring the two families closer." Mrs. Ji patted the back of her granddaughter's hand lightly, trying to explain it in a positive way.After all, in the future, Yun Yao will live with the prince.It's better to think of your future husband as kind than to always be on guard as a bad guy.

The corners of Ji Yunyao's mouth could not help but twitch down, thinking of this marriage, and thinking of the marriage not long after, she felt guilty.She could accept this marriage for the sake of the Ji family, but how to get along with the queen as husband and wife has become a panic in her heart.Many years ago, that blurred figure reappeared, which disturbed her heart.

She has never liked anyone, she doesn't understand what joy is, and she doesn't understand vows.When Luo Zishan expressed her affection to herself, she was in a trance for a moment, thinking that it was an ignorant affection.At that time, he was going to go to war, she thought it would be a long time before getting married, so she didn't know how to refuse, everyone thought it was her acquiescence.But now, her bridal chamber is close in front of her eyes, and the other party makes her resist more than Luozishan. There is a volcano deep in her heart, ready to move.

"An'er?" Seeing that Yun Yao's brows were getting tighter and tighter, Mrs. Ji couldn't help becoming worried.

"Grandma, I'm fine. I'm just thinking about getting married, and I'm a little, a little nervous." I can't think of a better reason to comfort me, and I don't know what other reasons I can give to make my unhappiness seem less real.

"It's really embarrassing for you." Mrs. Ji wiped her tears, held her granddaughter's daughter tightly with both hands, and choked up.

Mrs. Ji sighed again before leaving.As soon as she left, Ji Yunyao's strength and calmness that she had insisted on for a long time showed a flaw, wave after wave of shocks in her chest made her want to cry but couldn't cry, she could only endure the bitterness like a stick in her throat.Her hands tightly gripped the front of her front. What her grandmother said just now made her feel both happy and sad.

The happy thing is that her grandfather is about to return home, but the sad thing is that she doesn't have to think about it anymore. She wants to accept her fate, but she is not willing to accept her fate.How could there be such a fate, asking for help in the middle of the night, and unexpectedly putting myself in it for no apparent reason?

"Junior Sister Yunyao!" The sound outside the window made Ji Yunyao startled, she opened the window and saw that it was none other than Luozishan.

After a long time no see, Ji Yunyao suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. Ji Yunyao still couldn't recover, she just stared at him, a little dazed.

"Junior Sister, can you let me in? I have something to tell you." Looking left and right, Luo Zishan lowered his voice, but he was still on guard against the guards in the mansion.

"This, I'm afraid it's inappropriate." Ji Yunyao was completely awake, no matter how familiar she was with Luo Zishan, it was impossible for him to enter her boudoir, let alone a woman with a marriage contract.

"Junior Sister! I came here specially to find you!" Luo Zishan was a little anxious, moved his body forward, and held the window lattice with both hands.

"Brother, I have made it very clear what I want to say. Now, we should not see each other again. Even if you don't care about the reputation of Luo Mansion, please consider for Ji Mansion and Prince Chun's Mansion!" Ji Yunyao's voice became cold , not only was not shaken by Luo Zishan's eagerness, but the words he said became a bit firmer.

"I must tell you clearly tonight, otherwise, otherwise I won't leave!" Luo Zishan knew that this might be the last chance between them, if you miss tonight, then you may miss your whole life.

Seeing Luo Zishan clasping the window frame desperately, Ji Yunyao was also aware of his temper.At the moment when the window was opened just now, by the candlelight in the room, he could vaguely see the shadow between his brows.Now that he was getting closer, he could see more clearly that the scar had begun to fade, but she could more or less guess the severity of the war from this mark.

"Wait for me for a while." Ji Yunyao sighed lowly, for fear of being wasted with him any longer and alarming the guards. In the end, if word spread, it would be of no benefit to anyone.

Putting on a robe, Ji Yunyao led Luozishan to the foot of the rockery in the yard. There was a pavilion on the high place to cover them, and they happened to be hidden in the shadow.At this moment, apart from Shuiyue and Biyun, no one else would come rashly.

"Senior brother, I heard that you made a triumphant return from meritorious deeds and gave you a happy marriage. I would like to congratulate you here." Ji Yunyao spoke first.

"Junior Sister, you know what I mean, why are you still telling me this!" Luo Zishan's face was very angry, he didn't want to, and he didn't want to hear this!

"Senior brother, let the past go. Yunyao can't bear your deep affection. From now on, please cherish it." Ji Yunyao didn't know what kind of mood she felt when she said these words, anyway, she didn't feel Heartache, more of a guilt.

Perhaps, she may also fall in love with Luozishan, some day in the future, after she becomes his wife.Or, when the blurred figure in her heart completely disappeared, then she would truly know how to love.

Shaking his head silently, he didn't know how to express this feeling, but he couldn't let Luo Zishan fall into this feeling that was no longer justifiable.Someone approached behind him without noticing it, until a pair of powerful hands suddenly turned around.

"Yunyao, listen to me, if you want, I'll take you away, to the ends of the earth, let's go wandering!" Luozishan's eyes were full of affection, but Ji Yunyao was shocked.The instinctive voice in her heart was that she didn't want to.

It is impossible for her to abandon Jifu at this moment, not to mention that her relationship with Luozishan has never been so deep.

"Senior brother, soon I will be Princess Chun. Where do you think we can escape to? Besides, Prince Chun is kind to the Ji family. I can't let her down, let alone disobey the holy will." Moving out of the royal family, then Luozishan, you But still dare to be persistent?

Sure enough, the firmness in Luo Zishan's eyes was replaced by coldness, he stared straight at Ji Yunyao, his throat was rolling all the time, but he couldn't utter a word.

He understood what Ji Yunyao said, but it was difficult for him to accept this reality.Knowing that he came to look for it in person and only got this answer, but if he didn't ask it face to face, how could he be willing?

"Brother, there was no marriage contract between you and me. If I misunderstood you in the past, please forgive me. Between you and me, there is no destiny in this life, so please don't miss Yunyao anymore." Between each other Ji Yunyao understood that Luozishan had his own pride, and hoped that saying this would make him truly let go.

Without turning around, the people behind him had already left, so they didn't say anything more.There was a bitter smile on the corner of Ji Yunyao's mouth, which was her relief and also the ending they hadn't started yet.In fact, her inner struggle can no longer be settled by someone who will appease or question her.She even forced herself to be numb to welcome that day, returning to that palace was something she had never thought about, and now she had to accept it.

Perhaps, with a different mood and a different identity, staying in that house, she bet on her happiness for the rest of her life as a bet, and there was no chance of regretting it.In the end, will she win fate, or fate will defeat her, she saved such a little luck.