I like you as my student

This night, Cheng Xiaoming ate a delicious dinner, then lay on the balcony watching the sunset, the evening breeze was blowing gently, Jun Yinmo made him a cup of tea and left it, before going back to the study to read.

"Xiao Mo, sit down, I have something to tell you." Cheng Xiaoming said with his eyes half closed.

"Teacher..." Jun Yinmo sat aside, looking at the beautiful Cheng Xiaoming, as if time had taken good care of him and did not leave the mark of time on his face.

"Xiaomo, you have never felt safe, so when you are with me, the pain is greater than the happiness, right?" Cheng Xiaoming said flatly.

"Teacher..." Jun Yinmo called out, but he couldn't say anything. Indeed, when he and Cheng Xiaoming were together, he always had random thoughts and no sense of security. Sometimes, Cheng Xiaoming would be snatched away by someone in the middle of the night. Woke up from the dream.

"Teacher, you are too good, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep you." Jun Yinmo said painfully, it does seem that he is not manly enough, but this is the truth, he is just a student with an uncertain future, and he has to rely on his family for food.And Cheng Xiaoming is an accomplished teacher, the gap between them is too big, he feels that he can't catch Cheng Xiaoming.

"Fool, I love you for who you are, not what you have. Didn't you once say that you love me for who you are, and don't care about our identities? You could have So brave, why are you backing down now?" Cheng Xiaoming finally got up, and said gently.

Jun Yinmo lowered his head, when he was young, he didn't understand these things, he didn't know the hardships of life.

He doesn't understand now, but he instinctively feels the crisis.

Cheng Xiaoming wanted to touch his head, but the distance was too far, so he had no choice but to give up. He took a sip of tea and looked at the bowed head, feeling very distressed.

If the love between the two makes the once domineering teenager become like this and become unhappy, then the existence of this love is worth pondering.

"Little Mo, although we are in love, you are still a child. I think you should recognize your current identity. Only by figuring out what you should do and where you are, can you not be confused."

"Your current children are already confused about their own future, not to mention that you are involved in feelings with me, which is even more difficult than others."

"However, no matter how difficult it is, I believe you can handle it well, because you are my man! The happiness of the rest of my life is entrusted to you."

After Cheng Xiaoming finished speaking, Jun Yinmo finally raised his head. He looked at Cheng Xiaoming with burning eyes, his pupils were full of light, and Cheng Xiaoming wanted to throw him down immediately.

But Jun Yinmo was so bombarded by the phrase "You are my man" that he couldn't find his way. No matter how many love words there are, there is no such beautiful sentence.

Jun Yinmo's family is special, his parents are more avant-garde in thinking, if they are not suitable, they will get divorced directly.After the two divorced, they were still good friends, but they couldn't give Jun Yinmo the feeling of family.

So Jun Yinmo has always had a kind of obsession with family, and even a perverted paranoia about the two of them living together.

Because of this, he cherishes every minute and every second with Cheng Xiaoming, cherishing it, as if he is living the last moment of his life.

But at this moment, Cheng Xiaoming admitted that he was his man, and the two of them really seemed to be living at home, becoming simple and practical.

"You should study and study, participate in activities when you should, and enjoy your college life, instead of disrupting your carefree college life because of me. And I, do my job well and wait for you to graduate .”

"Only when we are all on the track we should be, can our relationship go on smoothly."

"Xiaomo, I don't want you to change anything for me, and I won't change anything for you. As long as you love me and I love you, that's enough."

"We don't have to think about other people's eyes, nor do we need to care about the secular identity gap and age gap. When we walk together, we should have awareness, abandon all this, and be ourselves."

"Xiaomo, do you understand?" Jun Yinmo had already got up, and Cheng Xiaoming also got up, and the two hugged each other like family members.

Jun Yinmo held Cheng Xiaoming tightly in his arms. At this moment, all his inferiority complex disappeared, he just loved this person in front of him, just love.

His eye sockets seem to be wet, but they don't seem to be there, but Jun Yinmo knows that from now on, he just needs to be himself.

He doesn't have to force himself to grow up, he must force himself to be excellent, to be a man worthy of him.These are unnecessary, love itself has nothing to do with external things.

"What virtue can I, Jun Yinmo, have? To have a lover like you." Jun Yinmo said in a hoarse voice.

"Why do you still say such things? Speaking of which, it is my honor to have you love me? I have been single and waited for you for 30 years, so you must love me well and don't change your mind." Cheng Xiaoming said coquettishly.

"I love you, never change my heart."

After unraveling the knot in his heart, Jun Yinmo also had the final exam. Without the psychological burden, he reviewed well and did well in the exam.

After the exams every day, Cheng Xiaoming would cook for him. He was so virtuous, but he couldn't love him enough.

During the summer vacation, Cheng Xiaoming wanted to stay in school and projects, but Jun Yinmo had no one at home, so he simply stayed, and the two lived a sweet life.

After finishing school work, Cheng Xiaoming thought of his parents at home, so he decided to take Jun Yinmo back. Although they had met before, they were still a pure teacher-student relationship at that time.

Now, the relationship is confirmed, and the life of husband and wife is also very harmonious. Although I can't confess to my family members, but I can meet people first and get acquainted, and it will be easier to come out in the future.

When Cheng Xiaoming talked to Jun Yinmo, Jun Yinmo also thought it was feasible. When he saw Cheng's mother, she was a very kind person, and Cheng's family was very talkative. Besides, as a man, he couldn't be so cowardly. Even his parents would dare not meet him. .

It was agreed, Cheng Xiaoming booked the plane ticket, Jun Yinmo packed the luggage and bought gifts, and they handled it decently.

Cheng Xiaoming sighed, even though he was told to do what, the child was forced to grow up.

When the two arrived in City A, Cheng Xiaoming's elder brother Cheng Xiaoan drove to pick them up.Obviously, everything should be fine for the Cheng family now. Cheng Xu's car accident injury did not leave any sequelae, so he should go to work and do what he should do.

When we got home, Cheng Xiaoming officially introduced Jun Yinmo and said, "This is Jun Yinmo, the student who was doing experiments with me. Since he has no one at home, I will take him to City A to have fun."

It is not surprising that the teacher likes the students and takes them with him. Cheng Xiaoming's family is full of teachers, and there will be students he likes very much. They all understand Cheng Xiaoming's thoughts.

Cheng's mother met Jun Yinmo and warmly entertained him, and said to him: "Although Xiaoming is 31 years old, he hasn't married yet. He is still a child and doesn't know how to take care of others. You came to the house , just treat it as your own home, order casually, if you need anything, just tell grandma..."

Cheng Xiaofei also said: "Yes, don't be restrained, there are many teachers in my family, and they prefer students!"

In this way, Jun Yinmo is quite popular in Cheng's family, playing chess with Cheng Xu, or talking about military history, or going grocery shopping with Cheng's mother, or going out to play basketball with Cheng Xiao...

The small life is very nourishing, but I can't make out with Cheng Xiaoming, I can only go back to the room every night for a hug.

On this day, the two finally went out alone, but Jun Yinmo didn't dare to be presumptuous in other people's territory. The two went shopping and chatted like ordinary teachers and students.

"Teacher, are you planning to tell your family about our relationship?" Jun Yinmo asked as they sat on a bench in the park.

"Well, but now is not the time. If you say it now, you will definitely be stopped. When you grow up, when you are not my student, when they are old and more tolerant, you can say it." Cheng Xiaoming said.

The Cheng family is a scholarly heirloom family, and he doesn't know how much they accept. To be honest, people who take this path will always think about family. One person is fine, but if there are two people, the family level is like The test of life and death, many people love each other very much, but they fail at this test.

Cheng Xiaoming is obviously wise. He knows that he can't be hard on his family, and can only use their love for their relatives to ease the impact of coming out.

"Teacher, my father doesn't care about me, but at my mother's place, I'm afraid it will be difficult to talk." Jun's mother is a strong woman, and she does things vigorously. It is indeed difficult for such a person to speak, and if she is determined to stop them, their resistance will be very strong. big.

"Don't say it yet, we'll figure out a way later, it's really not possible, it's okay to separate temporarily, I love you, I can wait for you." Cheng Xiaoming shook Jun Yinmo's hand, gently but firmly said.

It is not easy for the two of them to come to the present, and it is even more difficult to meet someone who loves each other. They both cherish this relationship. Even though there are many obstacles in the way of this relationship, they are working hard to overcome it.

It was a rare time alone, sitting in the park for a long time before the two went home.

Just in time for dinner, after dinner, Jun Yinmo played chess with Dad Cheng, while Cheng Xiaofei took Cheng Xiaoming out for a walk.

Cheng Xiaoming was very depressed at the beginning. The relationship between the siblings is very good, but these years he seldom goes home, so there is basically no such thing as going for a walk together.

"Xiaoming, tell me honestly, is the relationship between you and your student impure?" Cheng Xiaofei pondered for a while before asking.

"Sister..." Cheng Xiaoming called out, it seemed that his sister knew something.

"Today I saw you sitting together holding hands in the park. No matter how good the teacher-student relationship is, they will never be like you... Besides, last time, Dad was in a car accident. You didn't come back on the first day, and he came back the next day. .To be honest, are you..." Cheng Xiaofei asked, with a very bad expression on her face.

"Yes." Cheng Xiaoming stared into Cheng Xiaofei's eyes and said.

In this family, Cheng Xiaofei cared about him the most, so she was the first to feel something was wrong.

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