misinterpretation of betrayal

"Really...? How many words in your mouth are true?" Feitan couldn't bear it any longer, and took out his weapon to kill Osha just like that.

That's right, originally the group leader's order this time was to kill all the people present.

"Since you don't believe me when I tell the truth, why don't you just assume that it's the truth!" Osha dodged the attack because she didn't want to fight Feitan.

This is not the past time, so this kind of fight is really a gamble with life, but with her own life, it is meaningless for Osha to do so.

The fight continued, but members of other spiders also came here one after another.

The two entangled people still couldn't tell the winner, and psychological warfare became another way.Feitan's knife was no longer aimed at Osha, but at Wuyan who turned aside.

"Damn it!" Osha complained.She has long forgotten that Fei Tan, who likes the art of torture, can read other people's hearts just like herself.

Osha wants to save Wuyan.Although Wu Yan is very powerful, but his innate condition is not as good as Fei Tan, Wu Yan resisted a few times and was injured by Fei Tan's cheek, and then his movements were controlled.

After all, Wu Yan is not a combat-type ability user.

"Let go of Wuyan!" Osha wanted to reverse the situation, but she didn't dare to act rashly.

"Hmph." Fei Tan didn't let go of his holding hand, and took out a sharp knife with the other hand.

He didn't directly attack Osha's vitals, but this made Osha's defense leak due to wrong predictions.

Because Osha thought that Feitan's every action was to kill her.

But the other party deliberately cut open the red silk, trying to expose Osha's identity.

As the silk satin fell, Osha immediately covered her face with her left hand, turned and fled.She knew that she could only come to save Wu Yan next time.

But her intuition told her that Wu Yan should be safe for the time being.Because Fei Tan will definitely leave Wu Yan with his life to force himself to appear.

After all, they have been together for so long, and Osha knows each other's thoughts very well.

In the panic, Zuo lost his breath again, and ran out secretly following Osha.

……

Osha escaped some distance, but the person she cared about did not chase out.She felt a little relieved.

Although she understood that Feitan knew her identity a long time ago, Osha still didn't want to use the appearance of a betrayer to meet Feitan.

Osha hates this, hates Osha who is not a treasure hunter, hates Osha who leaves Meteor Street and never returns.

"You are really strange. Since you have such an expression, why don't you be honest with the other party?"

Osha was startled by a male voice, she hadn't noticed anyone near her just now.

"who is it?"

"It's me." Zuo who appeared from the side smiled, "I see you guys are discussing so intensely about the person with the same name as my sister, what is the relationship between you and my sister?"

Osha looked at Zuo, "So you escaped." She didn't pretend to be smiling like usual, but just narrated lightly.

"So, does my sister have something to do with the Phantom Troupe?"

"That's right." Osha took away her left hand, sighed, and stared at Zuo with indifferent eyes. Even though Zuo was her real relative, Osha's eyes didn't have any warmth. "But did you show up there to avenge the phantom brigade, the massacre enemy, or to kill me, the fake Lotick?"

"What are you talking about?" Zuo pretended to be stupid, reminding Osha of her usual self.

"Stop pretending. Both of them want to kill."

"..." If you continue to lie after being exposed, Zuo knows, it's not stubbornness, but arrogance. "For you, it's not because of the fake Rotick, it's just that someone paid a lot of money to hire me to kill him. When did you know what I was thinking?"

"Probably...from the moment you smiled." Osha didn't let her guard down because the other party was her younger brother.Osha has no relatives in this world, only partners are the last things that can be trusted.

Like Wuyan...like everyone...like...Fetan?Can you trust him?Osha couldn't help but start to hesitate.

"Smile?" Zuo was confused by Osha's words.

"You and I have a similar smile, you know? That may be the similarity in blood, right...brother?" It may be a relationship between relatives, the whole family, including the vague mother in the memory, will have that hypocritical but very A smile that can only be faked when it is difficult.

"Could it be that you are...could it be that what you are arguing about is...impossible?!" The moment Zuo heard the word "brother", his smile froze on his face.

Destiny was in front of him, but Zuo didn't have the courage to pick it up.I always thought I was alone, but now Osha, whom I have never met, appeared in front of me inexplicably.

Don't want to believe the facts, that's why the facts become so pitiful.

"Impossible? But, I have always been Osha. Oza Lotek. The real Rotek. The ruthless blood of that family flows." Osha retreated the socks to her ankles, and on them was Lotek. The family was born with a bright red birthmark in the shape of a firebird.The red pattern occupied the entire ankle like a devil's claw, devouring all the hideousness.

Zuo's ankle had some faint pains, and the sign was not false: it was the family crest of Lotick.This is not a tattoo, but everyone will have it, a curse given to the Lotick family by God.A long time ago, Lotick violated an untouchable secret realm because of greed, and then he was cursed. Everyone with tattoos will not have happiness. One day, this family will disintegrate.Who made the insatiable desire for so much wealth in the first place?

"Now, believe it. What you call impossible."

Zuo really didn't know what to do.That was his sister, he couldn't just kill her like that.The biggest difference between him and Osha is that Osha doesn't understand family affection, but Zuo has no way to let go of this burden.

The family is like a life-saving straw for Zuo. Only when he thinks of his last name, Zuo can have the courage to continue living.

You can't kill Osha, you can only escape.

Zuo was silent for a long time, swallowing all the words he wanted to say, and he just left without saying anything.

Osha didn't go after her either, after all, she has more important things to do now.

Go back and save Wu Yan, this is the most urgent thing to do.

Osha found a mask on the side of the street to cover her face, and then prepared to sneak into the base of the Phantom Brigade.When she rescued Wu Yan, there was her thoughts on Wu Yan's body, and it was a breeze to know Wu Yan.

Although she can actually be irresponsible, but since she is the one who keeps Wu Yan alive, then she will protect him well.It can be interpreted twistedly as the mother's responsibility.Although Ossa knows better than anyone that her mother has never fulfilled her mother's responsibilities.

Sneaking into the brigade's base quietly, Osha tried to keep herself breathless.She knew that if someone from the brigade found out, there would be many kinds of results, and half of them would be bad.

But she hid herself too much and was too confident, so confident that Fei Tan would not find her.

It wasn't until the knife was on her neck that Osha realized the fatal mistake she had made.

That person should not be underestimated.

"Damn it," Osha cursed habitually, smacked her lips, turned around and attacked the person who was threatening her.Osha couldn't be distracted by the fierce fighting, resisting the opponent's deadly attacks again and again.

However, in the next step, Osha found that her blindfold was cut off by Feitan.

That familiar yet unfamiliar face was finally exposed in front of Fei Tan this time without any concealment.

The air was a bit humid, and it was sticky when slapped on the face.

Osha smiled, revealing her unique "innocent" smile.

The cross sword that was held tightly also fell to the ground because of Osha's guilty conscience.

What should I say at this time?Osha's brain seemed to be short-circuited.Once or twice, the third lie was so embarrassing that even Osha couldn't tell it.

"Hey, don't you want to ask me something? Uncle?" Like a naive girl, Osha decided to give the other party the initiative to ask questions.

As a hostage, Wu Yan woke up from the pain of interrogation and saw the two people in an awkward atmosphere. He ignored him, knowing that Osha came back to save him.Compared with the person in front of him, Wu Yan focused his attention on the light-transmitting slit on the wall, thinking about something.

"I do have a lot to ask you." After speaking, she stepped forward and pressed Osha heavily on the ground, and the knife in her hand gently cut a shallow wound on Osha's neck.The red blood kissed the ground like Osha's favorite thick satin.

When was the last time I looked at him so closely?

Osha recalled.

The wound on the neck is nothing compared to the pain in the heart.Osha wished she could stay like this all the time, staring at the other person's eyes that wanted to kill her from this distance.

This look made her feel that she was needed.Because someone hates oneself means that someone remembers oneself.

There was no fear in Osha's eyes, and the premonition of losing her life was something she was used to.

Killing, seeing others being killed, this kind of thing happened almost every day in her memory.The smell of blood fascinates her like those daughters' favorite perfumes.

Her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe. Death does not make people feel pain, but it can make people leave the pain.

Faced with this tense atmosphere, Osha, who was at a disadvantage, began to threaten boldly, "I warn you, you'd better release my servant quickly. Otherwise, I'll make you look good, uncle."

"Want me to look good? What do you want?" Fei Tan's knife fell again, this time it was his left shoulder, which was pierced straight through.

"Ah, what do you want? Uncle, I am a cute little girl. Don't let her skin leave wounds, okay?" While pretending to be innocent, she let out thoughts from her body, wanting to sneak attack the one above. Feitan.Unexpectedly, Feitan dodges suddenly, and easily dodges the attack of Nianxian.

But Osha, who didn't suppress her, immediately stood up, the blood on her shoulder was gushing from the wound, but Osha ignored it.She took advantage of the opportunity to go towards Wu Yan, intending to rescue Wu Yan, but Fei Tan used his speed to stop Osha first. "Want to save him? I didn't ask who this guy and you are. Do you think you can hide?"

"Get out of the way, you don't have anything to ask, I said everything I need to say at the auction just now. I am Lotick, a treasure hunter, and he is my servant, speechless. We are just two insignificant Just bodyguards."

Osha's answer did not surprise Feitan, he quickly took out a book from the pile of torture instruments next to him, and threw it to Osha.

What is this for?Osha froze for a moment, took the book in a daze, and after reading it, she didn't know what to do.

"Didn't you say that Roden's paintings have no aesthetic feeling..." With trembling hands, he realized for the first time that he was so fragile.

"Are you still unwilling to say that you are Osha?"

"I..." No matter what lies suddenly became so powerless, "Why, why do you keep this kind of thing!" roared hysterically, unable to control his emotions anymore, "Didn't I betray you ruthlessly?" What! You should hate me! This kind of book... should be torn to shreds, denying my aesthetics is like denying my existence!"

One drop, two drops, wet the cover of the album, wet the last coldness in Osha's heart.

Tears, something that never belonged to me, actually slanted down in an instant.

Osha found out for the first time that she could still cry? !

But... In fact, long, long ago, my eyes were so dry.It was only at that time that the last coldness in my heart restrained me so that I could not cry.

in fact……

Crying, since I was abandoned by my mother, I chose to give up the right to cry.

Crying is so far away to her but now it is in front of her eyes.

Crying, I never thought that I could break my long-standing stubbornness so easily because of being moved or uneasy.

Crying... what is crying - shedding tears and then a sharp pain in the heart.With every breath, choked words are stuffed into the belly.

Is this the crying that is often said in the book?

"Yeah, you don't need to say, I wanted to kill you a long time ago...but..." It was also the first time for Fei Tan to face this kind of Osha, and he had faced almost all Osha who looked like this: She is naive, she is real, she is arguing with herself, and... all kinds of things.

But it was the first time she saw such a fragile and uneasy person.

"but?"

"But I promised you that I would never be abandoned again. So, even if you betrayed and left, I would like to confirm for myself whether it is true."

At that time, He never thought that maybe Osha was caught in an accident and taken outside instead of leaving by herself.

Where is the meaning of abandonment, no one knows and no one cares.Osha knows that people's promises are so fragile, and sometimes they are not as good as a paper window.She never really believed from the bottom of her heart that Feitan would keep what she said at that time.What I should do is only a temporary comfort at that time.

But because of that sentence, she began to try to trust a person, and she was uneasy and willing to use that sentence as her own motivation.

I thought of the lonely black lily again, but Osha had forgotten that the stamens of the black lily were bright yellow—the same color as light.

"Why do you have to remember those boring words..."

The book slipped from his hands and fell to the floor.Unable to bear the complicated emotions in her heart any longer, Osha fell to her knees on the ground. "Just hate me! Just like my future said, just hate me! I only hope that when you can kill me with your own hands, you won't even show a little bit of sad expression. All this I did it on my own, didn’t I? From the very beginning, I didn’t trust anyone. You or someone else was just a tool for me to get peace in Meteor Street at that time.”

Silently watching everything, he realized that he was wrong.

He slowly liquefied his hands, and finally broke free from the shackles of the rope.He could have escaped from the beginning, after all, he was considered a spider, he couldn't beat Feitan, and he could still sneak away when he wasn't looking.

But he didn't.Because he wanted to stay here, he seemed to be able to find the peace he once had in the spider nest, so he enjoyed it willfully.

But at this time he realized that he had ignored Osha's feelings.He thought about Osha coming back to save him, but he always knew that Osha didn't want to face Feitan, but he didn't expect Osha's resistance to be so deep.

He had never imagined such a fragile, close to broken girl in his mind.Wordless regret made him only want to protect his master, his mother now.

Wu Yan, who broke free, helped Osha up, and Feitan did not stop this from happening.

The words of comfort come from Wuyan, telling Osha countless times to ignore Feitan, what she did is not wrong.

But Osha's heart is still stuck in contradictions.She hugged Mo tightly, hugging him and crying, crying...crying heartbreakingly, venting all the pain of the past ten years.

Seeing Osha relying on Wuyan so much, Feitan felt strangely upset.Back then in that small ruin, Osha didn't really trust anyone, but she only relied on herself.Although two people will quarrel over the same hobbies and different views, and even get hurt.But it never changed her belief in him.

But why did it become like this now? Osha never believed that she would keep that promise.Is it true that she planned to betray as she said?Or did you never trust him at all?So is this all the result of self-indulgence?

Osha squinted slightly, and caught sight of Feitan's uneasy expression for a moment.She knew Fei Tan must be thinking about something.No matter what he was thinking, Osha, who regained her sanity a little, knew that now was a good opportunity to attack Feitan and escape.

That's right, anyway, the pain has been vented, so there should be no complaints afterwards.You should not regret the path you chose in the first place.

Even if the other party really trusts her, even if Osha now finds that her attachment to Fei Tan is actually so deep...

No matter what, the meaning of his own betrayal cannot be erased.Because the future self told her that she would protect them and make him hate her.

Maybe the sad face seen by the future self is really from Feitan.If so, the future self will be much happier than the present.

The thoughts in her heart made Osha, who still had tears in her eyes, chuckle lightly.

"We're leaving." She told Wu Yan softly, and then released her mind power to attack Fei Tan.

"You..." Fei Tan was caught off guard and was almost injured by the thought line.

"Ah, what an idiot. A girl's smile is unbelievable, and a girl's tears are even more false." Nianxian formed a formation around Osha, "Don't underestimate the enemy, or the legendary Phantom Troupe Are your spiders just little bugs addicted to the past?"

"you?"

I feel like a fool, actually want to ask such a person in person if he is betraying?The words "heartless" were clearly written on the woman's face, so she didn't need to ask at all.

But this time, it was like an enemy, no more mercy, no more words.But Osha and Wuyan don't want to fight. After all, Osha still has her own affairs, and the real purpose of coming here is to save Wuyan.Seeing that Wuyan turned into a water shape and left, Osha released the most thought lines to form a defensive barrier and left quickly.

"Damn it." By the time Feitan tore off the thread, Osha had long since disappeared.

The next time I see you... really... I will kill that ignorant woman.he thought.