Spring time

Perhaps love is really an indispensable thing in life. It is like the nectar of spring rain, which nourishes and warms everyone unconsciously. The effect may be subtle, but its influence can persist for a long time.Whether that person is full of longing or dry, it is a source of energy and replenishment.

I used to think that with family and career, it became dispensable to gain love.But after meeting An Xin, after such a long time, I found that my previous thoughts were actually not the same.No matter how late you come home; no matter how tired you are; no matter how preoccupied you are, when you drag your heavy feet thousands of miles away or get away from busy work, return to At that moment in the apartment building, looking up, there is always a light on the familiar window sill in the high place, and it is on for you.At that time, no matter what your state of mind is, you will always be in a bright mood and walk into the house with a smile on your face.Because you know there is a person who loves you, she is willing to turn on a light for you, quietly waiting for your return.

Because of her, you get a sense of belonging and security that you have long expected, and also, a home.

In the month after An Xin and I really got together, An Xin returned her rented house and moved into my small room.An Xin even wanted to give me a surprise. She didn't tell me about the move until I opened the door that evening and saw An Xin carrying her luggage and looking at me with a smile. Cardboard boxes, and a giant trolley case.I immediately understood what happened, so I could only blame An Xin for her recklessness while carrying my luggage into the house.An Xin pretended to be pitiful and told me that she had rented out the house and asked the moving company to transport her luggage. Now she is homeless and asked me to take her in.

I pinched An Xin's nostrils, dumbfounded, and told her, An Xin, if you don't dislike my small house, you will be the hostess of this house.

That night, we tidied up the room a bit, then ate together, took a bath, and moved two chairs to the balcony to enjoy the air.Because it is already early autumn, without the heat of summer, the evening breeze under the bright moon is very cool, An Xin put her two legs on my chair, dangling her feet and gnawed on an apple, I stood beside her with a smile Behind her, she used a rubber band to tie up her wind-blown hair, and An Xin mischievously raised her head and made a mischievous face at me. I pinched An Xin's ears and made fun of her.

How old are you, and you are still so dishonest.

But I snatched the few apples left in An Xin's hand, took a few bites, and threw them into the nearby trash basket like a hydrangea.An Xin chuckled, stood up and hugged me in her arms, leaning against the railing.

I raised my head and kissed An Xin's lowered lips, closed my eyes and savored it carefully.I didn't give up until my neck felt a little sore.An Xin turned her head and gently kissed my head, held my hand, and said softly, of course, I am really happy now, thank you, thank you for everything you gave me.

Just An Xin sighed slightly again, she said, it's a pity that it's my first time, I can't give it to you, I'm sorry.

I turned around and gently covered An Xin's mouth that was about to open, I knew what she was going to say next, but I wanted me to tell her that I don't care about these things, An Xin, I just want to be your person, your heart.

I am not a princess in a fairy tale, nor a fairy with a magic wand who casts spells. I am not capable of holding a grand wedding for her that she has been looking forward to since she was a child, but I know that every girl has a small wish in her heart. That is to one day be able to put on a flawless white wedding dress, and then tell myself in the mirror that I am married.

All I told An Xin that when the spring is bright next year, we will wear our favorite wedding dress and take a commemorative photo of us to commemorate the 5th year we met.

That year, when the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming, I met An Xin for the first time.In the next 5 years, too many things happened.To be honest, 5 years is short but not short, and long is not long, but time can really change everything. In these years, there may have been joy; there have been tears; there have been difficulties, we have experienced Conflict, suspicion, separation, reunion.It's just that those things that disappear, change, newborn, aging, and things are different around us can't change the deepest place in our hearts, we are still the original us.We who were ignorant at first kept looking for the person in our lives in our respective circles, in each other's circle, and in the circle of strangers. After going through all kinds of things, we didn't realize until we reached our destination that the destination was still the same, and nothing had changed.

Just like An Xin and I have been together for 5 years in a real sense, we are still together as we first saw each other, and it is the season of spring again.

This year is destined to be a special year. At the end of April, it is already late spring. An Xin and I got married in this season of blooming flowers.For the wedding blessing dinner, I only invited the young couple, elder brother, Xiao Xin, and their one-year-old baby.

I know that this wedding that cannot be exposed to the sun is a dark wound that will never be healed for my parents. I don't have the courage to tell them, so is peace of mind. All we can do is conceal and whitewash the peace.

I know that such a thing cannot be hidden forever under the dark stone, unknown, the stone will be removed one day, and they will know about it one day.But parents are getting older, can they bear such a blow? Whose parents don’t want their children to have an easier journey in the future, but we have chosen this path with an uncertain future.We can't confess to our parents without scruples, no matter how sincere, no matter how begged, begging them to accept such love.

Maybe parents will eventually accept it with helplessness and forbearance, but this is also a kind of unfilial piety. We just don't want them to carry the worldly vision and spend the rest of their lives sighing and hurting their children.So we can only carefully spend the next days in lies and deceit. Since we have chosen such a shocking love, we should understand and be willing to bear all the hardships and difficulties on this road.

Even in the end, our parents learned the secret that we were reluctant to tell them.All we can do is try our best to tell them that we are happy.It's just that I told An Xin that you are the one I've identified in my life, so no matter what happens in the future, no matter what is in front of us, I will definitely stay by her side and stay with her, even if I can't receive any messages from my parents. blessing of.

An Xin held my hand tightly, she said, I will too, unless you don't want me anymore.

This is destined to be a simple and special wedding banquet. There are no complicated etiquette, no master of ceremonies, no wedding invitations, no parents of both parties, and it cannot be made public. Had a wedding feast.The flowers, balloons, champagne and red carpet in the banquet hall added a lot of joy.

And those of us can finally get together in a real sense. In this beautiful spring afternoon, we gathered, hugged, congratulated, and then chatted and had a long-lost dinner. It was harmonious and warm.I know that even if the parents of both parties cannot be present, An Xin and I are grateful that these close friends can understand us and offer us the most sincere blessings.

In the banquet hall, my brother's son, who just turned one year old, was jumping around in the spacious hall. He was still walking unsteadily, but he wobbled after An Xin like a duckling. When he was tired, he lay on An Xin's lap. When he was tired, he would lazily enjoy and smooth his messed up furry head with peace of mind.It seems that this little guy is very clingy to An Xin, and An Xin likes him very much.

My brother and I leaned near the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching their jokes and interactions with a smile.Brother picked up the wine glass and turned to me knowingly, Xiao Ran, it seems that An Xin likes children very much.

I couldn't help but raised a smiling face, my face was full of intoxicated happiness, I said, not only at ease, but also like it.

That night, I hugged An Xin in my arms, and in the dark, I bent down and blew gently into An Xin's small ears.

I told her, peace of mind, we can have a baby of both of us if you want.

At night, I couldn't see An Xin's expression at that time, but I knew that the hand I was stroking An Xin's cheek was wet with the tears that fell down.

Feel free to say, yes.

Time allows people to see through all the past events and all the details, but it only hides the future.We don't know what we will experience in the future, maybe it will be a long stream; maybe it will be a storm; or plain; or rough, but no matter what, we will stay with each other and never separate.Because we are each other's warmest haven, no matter what kind of world outside we need to face, we are each other's final resting place.

Today, those youthful days that may have been youthful or melancholy are gone.But we can never forget these people who have left their marks in our lives.Qing, Chai, Ge, Xiao Xin, these are people who are worth cherishing in my life. I am very fortunate to have these rare friends.Their consideration, understanding, comfort, encouragement, support, care, and sincerity light up my life, whether they are far away or close to each other; Thank you for giving me all the courage and love I needed.

Looking back on the past, we all try to keep those most beautiful moments deep in our hearts, remember joy and forget sorrow.We can't go back in time and go back to the past, then can we get together again in a certain year and a certain month, when we are no longer bad and young.In a corner of the open-air coffee shop on the corner of the street in the afternoon, in the laughter, the embarrassing, heartbreaking, obscure, and joyful unknown mistakes; secrets that the other party does not want to know; frivolous past; once Unscrupulous little thoughts are revealed without any scruples.

Perhaps, at that time, we would laugh it off, close our eyes and reminisce about those past events carefully under the warm afternoon sun, lamenting the ruthlessness of the years.The inadvertent passage of time has taken away youth, fantasies, and passion, leaving only endless aging and sentimentality.But only in this way can we find some insights in those setbacks, experiences, achievements, and gains, cherish everything, enjoy the hard-won life, and learn to be satisfied.

Indeed, time is like water, cold and endless, scratching the skin, disrupting breathing, and carving memory.Perhaps, many people also hope to turn back the time and start from scratch.But how can we start over again, how much love can be restarted, how many people are worth waiting for, it should be very few.There is always a moment of beauty on a good day, and after the burst of desire is released, there will be light all over the sky. Even if some things will eventually come to nothing, at least we have put our wishes into action, and we have no regrets.

In the world, how many people still haven't been able to find the person they are looking forward to in each other's hearts? There should be many, many.Always chasing and searching.Imagination is only for the heartbeat and sinking at the first sight.

It's just that I hope that lovers in the world can meet, know each other, fall in love, stay together, and grow old with each other's beauty and longing in a spring season.

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