Sea King, he's just a passerby

Yu Xi lay on the bed all afternoon, unable to fall asleep with his eyes closed.

Gradually, his eyes became dry and his mind became clear and messed up, playing every sentence of Gu Jun on a loop.

Yu Xi's temper comes and goes quickly.It's almost gone by now.His mind gradually calmed down, and he began to review what had happened in the past few days.

He was found by Shang Lie and Gu Jun.After the three argued, they met Qi Fei at the door→Shang Lie took him away→he lived with Shang Lie for a while, met Zhong Ling and Chu Wei→he made up his mind to break off the engagement with Chu Wei→lived happily again After a while, during the exam week of T University, Shang Lie went out for the exam, and Gu Jun and Chu Wei came to his door → In order to stay away from Gu Jun, he and Chu Wei left.

There are three problems with this.

1. Did Shang Lie have the idea of ​​playing with his feelings when he took him away? (I don't know, but Qi Fei also mentioned the word "savior" at that time.)

2. Did Chu Wei's actions at noon really intend to use the abandoned cat effect to take him away? (have no idea.)

3. Is what Gu Jun said true? (Possibly, but more likely to be divisive.)

In parentheses are Yu Xi's real thoughts on these matters.

80.00% of Gu Jun lied to him, but there is still a 20.00% chance of being true.

He didn't dare to gamble, but regretted his anger at Chu Wei and Shang Lie because of Gu Jun's words.

He was really angry at that time, he really doubted Shang Lie and Chu Wei, and now he is really annoyed and regretful.

He didn't regret that slap on Gu Jun at all, but Shang Lie and Chu Wei, shouldn't he give them a chance to defend themselves?

Yu Xi looked at the empty friend list, and unconsciously switched and slid his fingers on the screen.

He still likes the list full of messages before, and he likes the previous mobile phone even more.

But the previous mobile phone has been lost by him.

An inexplicable sadness surged up, Yu Xi hugged the pillow, and the corners of his eyes were a little wet.He turned over and buried his face in the quilt, trying to escape and fall asleep.

But the next second, he heard a regular knock on the door.

Three very polite knocks, exactly the same as Gu Jun's usual way of knocking on the door.

"Master, can you get up and have something to eat?"

Chu Wei's cautious voice came from outside the door, and Yu Xi could hear the suppressed and hoarse voice hidden in his voice.

It should be because he is afraid that he will be too hungry and upset his stomach, but also afraid that he will still hate him approaching, so he is so cautious.

Yu Xi buried his head deeper in the quilt until Chu Wei's weak voice disappeared from his ears.

The deeper you sink, the less the air in the quilt is squeezed, and the suffocating feeling of suffocation urges the brain to think about the next step.

Is he still angry?

Not so angry.

But does he want to just forgive?

Think and don't want to.To forgive so easily is so stupid, so cheap, so easy to lick the dog.

But he did something wrong, he wants to apologize, doesn't he?It's his fault that he didn't find out the truth and made such a big fuss for no reason.

It was his fault that he lied before.

He didn't apologize for these things, so what right did he have to make such a big fuss?

What's more, regarding what Gu Jun said, he should also have a good chat with Chu Wei and Shang Lie.

Yu Xi figured it out a little bit, on the one hand he felt guilty and blamed himself, on the other hand he felt disgusted.

He seems to have been doing wrong things since he passed through the book.

Does wearing a book lower your IQ?How did he become so stupid.

Yu Xi sniffed, wiped away tears, and dragged the cotton to open the door.

The door opened, but Chu Wei still kept knocking on the door.

He was wearing an apron, and the cuffs of his white shirt, which was usually clean and meticulous, were slightly stained with oil, and he was gentle and smoky.

Yu Xi grabbed his fingers and whispered, "Brother."

Chu Wei, who thought he would not get a response, froze in place, he lowered his head a little helplessly, "Master, are you hungry?"

Yu Xi raised his head and looked at Chu Wei, startled.

Was Chu Wei's expression always so gentle?

Whether he lost his temper and scolded him, or he lost his temper and skipped dinner, did Chu Wei always look at him with this expression?

Gentle and doting, as if he can tolerate all his bad temper.

Yu Xi tried hard to think back, and found that it seemed to be the case.

Would such a person lie to him?Would you really use that disgusting method to treat him?

Yu Xi moved his lips, a little confused: "A little bit."

Chu Wei's heart trembled, and she subconsciously wiped her apron with her hands. The person who was usually at ease became stupid, "Then, young master, you, do you want to eat?"

Yu Xi tightened his grip on the hem of his clothes, and Chu Wei's careful words seemed to weigh heavily on his heart.

The memories that were left in the corner in the past flooded in like a tide, hitting his brain over and over again.

——"Master, don't leave me behind."

"The young master is still young, and I can't bear my love for you. I am willing to wait for the young master to grow up."

"..."

"As long as the young master doesn't want me."

How many times did Chu Wei tell him "don't leave me"?How many times did he promise "no"?

Yu Xi didn't dare to count.

Because he remembered it three times, so how many promises did he throw in the corner to collect ashes?

Calling him an asshole is an understatement.

Yu Xi's nose was sore, he shook his heavy head, and all his emotions seemed to burst at that moment.With a choked voice: "Chu Wei, why don't you scold me?"

"I've done so many things wrong, why don't you scold me?"

"You scold me."

"sorry."

The boy in front of him was still wearing his noon clothes, his usual bad farts of having to change into pajamas while sleeping were gone, his hair was messed up, the corners of his eyes and nose were red, he was embarrassed and wronged.

Chu Wei was stunned by Yu Xi's series of words, and his hands were quicker than his brain to comfort Yu Xi in his arms, but when he thought of Yu Xi's words at noon, his hands froze in mid-air and then retracted again.

He stood aside in a hurry, feeling at a loss for the first time in his life, "What are you sorry for? You don't need to say sorry, young master."

"I should say I'm sorry. I didn't consider the young master's feelings..."

His words were interrupted, and he staggered back a step.

"Don't tell me, you're not wrong."

Yu Xi's tears clung to him like money, wrapping his hands and feet around him.

"Listen to me first, I want to be honest. I have lied to you so many times before, some of them were not voluntary, but some of them were voluntary. You should have seen those strange diseases, I can't do anything, I I don't want to lie to so many people..."

Yu Xi was crying so hard, he spoke intermittently, and his voice became hoarse, "I was a scumbag before, and I am a scumbag now. I really can't change this, and I don't know how to change it..."

Yu Xi is said to be bad, and Yu Xi is indeed bad. He is so scumbag that he is clear and magnanimous, and his brain is also stupid.

But he can always have strange guilt in other places, and is often defeated by this guilt.

He scolded himself intermittently, talking about advantages and disadvantages at the same time, wishing to cut his whole body open for Chu Wei to see.Chu Wei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and her eyes turned red.The moment Yu Xi threw himself into his arms, the missing piece in his heart was also filled.

Chu Wei cherished and kissed the top of Yu Xi's head, and the movement of hugging back was cautious, as if hugging a long-lost treasure.

Holding Yu Xi's butt, he returned to the room and slowly coaxed the person in his arms.

"I don't blame the young master. The young master is still young, and he doesn't know how to distinguish right from wrong in many things. Besides, this matter is not all the young master's fault."

Yu Xi cried even harder.

"It's not my fault, it's not your fault, it's Gu Jun's fault."

Mr. Gu, who was still approving documents with a gloomy face in the office, shook his fingers.

Chu Wei kissed away his tears patiently, without any lust, only heartache and pity.

"If the young master still feels sad, just blame me. Then hit me, scold me, whatever you want to vent."

Yu Xi hiccupped in shock.

How can Chu Wei come up with such a dog licking?

His expression was dull, Chu Wei smiled lowly, "I'm kidding you."

"If the young master wants to do this, I will accept it. But I want the young master to love me more."

"It's not impossible at all." Crying and crying was interrupted, and Yu Xi lost the mood to continue crying. He muttered: "It depends on your performance."

This is what his young master should look like.Chu Wei chuckled, bowed her head to kiss away the last tear on the baby's fat cheek, and tightened her embrace.

"The feeling of being ignored, the life without a sense of existence must be very sad. Young master, I'm sorry, I always forget you."

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