King's favor is hard to do
Chapter 5-48
Upon hearing his answer, she stretched out her hand to caress his face.
Li Guangning pressed the back of his hand and did not let him move.But Du Yuzhang still felt a little damp on his fingertips.
"I'm fine. I didn't...dream about you often."
The voice was hoarse and trembling.So Li Guangning only said one sentence and kept silent.Du Yuzhang suddenly realized that his majesty is still the same majesty after all, and he still wants to put on airs, not wanting to appear too weak.
So he said no, probably there is.And those dreams may have hurt him deeply.
Otherwise, how could he suddenly shed tears without him noticing?
Du Yuzhang recalled Huai He's words again - "Your Majesty has also had a hard time these past few years."
——"Can you be nice to him?"
He suddenly made up his mind.
Du Yuzhang raised his arm and hooked it around Li Guangning's neck.The two of them rubbed their cheeks together.Du Yuzhang's whispers were directly sent to Li Guangning's ears.
"Your Majesty, I actually said that I had something to say, and I wanted to come and apologize to you."
"I just wanted to tell you that it doesn't feel good to be fooled around by someone you like. You lied to me, and you tricked me with a fake priest. I'm very angry. I want you to Have a taste of this—Master Han is right, I am tormenting you on purpose, and I am being willful. So I want to make amends to you."
"...No, in the final analysis, I was at fault in the first place..."
"Of course it's His Majesty's fault first. But this is not the reason for me to lie to you. Especially when I say that I like someone else, I shouldn't."
Du Yuzhang interrupted Li Guangning neatly,
"Your Majesty always lied to me. I'll settle the score later. If I don't mention it now, it doesn't mean it's over. It's just that I don't want to talk about it because I have more important things to say—Your Majesty, is it okay?"
"..."
Li Guangning felt a chill down his back for no reason.I always feel that Du Yuzhang's aura suddenly rose after the two were intimate just now.There is a faint tendency to climb on top of him and do his best.
Husband is depressed!Is it because I was too soft just now, and didn't squeeze out the strength of this monstrous thing?He who can even climb on his own head to show off his might, really thinks that his majestic Yan Jiuwu is a silver-like pewter gun head, how can he not accept him if he is serious?
"His Majesty?"
Du Yuzhang was not forgiving.The tone of voice couldn't tell whether it was being coquettish or wild, and rushed directly into Li Guangning's ear,
"After the fall, I won't mention this today. Let's talk about something else, okay?"
"……Can."
His lips were right next to Li Guangning's ear, and the airflow of his words directly shook Emperor Dayan's itching.Li Guangning's voice was completely hoarse.The blood all over his body kept going down, and he began to seriously consider the possibility of scoring twice.
"Then I want to say something else...about the three years before His Majesty and me."
Li Guangning was shocked suddenly, and all his charming thoughts disappeared.
"The previous...three years?"
"Yes. Not only these three years. And the three years before that."
After Du Yuzhang uttered those words, the surrounding air seemed to freeze instantly.
——Not just these three years.And three years before that.
Li Guangning's hands and feet were suddenly cold.He seemed to see his own bedroom.It's so big, so empty, and the dark dome is pressed down. No matter how many candles are lit at night, it can't dispel the bone-chilling chill and darkness.In light and shadow, he wandered alone from dark to dawn, always alone.
Du Yuzhang is his light.Du Yuzhang left, no amount of candles could dispel the darkness of his night.
...But, Du Yuzhang's beam of light was extinguished bit by bit over three years by himself...
"Your Majesty. To be honest, I used to hate you. In the past three years, I hated you."
Li Guangning shuddered and covered his face in pain.
"I know... I, I hate myself too... I'm too vicious to you, and I don't know how I can be so obsessed with ghosts, and I can hit such a heavy hand! I..."
"With such a heavy hand..."
Du Yuzhang smiled softly, and put a finger on Li Guangning's lips, not letting him continue.
"Your Majesty, it's not because of this. You don't know that in the three years before that—the three years when you thought you were too cruel, I never hated you. Not when I carved the tattoos, not when I was in Xuanhu Lane, even if I When I die... even if I die because of this, I will not hate you until I die. No matter how hard you strike, no matter how sad I am, I will not hate you."
"Jade chapter...?"
"Your Majesty, you don't know. The reason why I didn't want to be with you in the end and made me hate you was because you failed me, Your Majesty—it was because you deliberately ruined my efforts and heart.
You think you're being cruel to me.But in my heart, what is that?
I can bear those methods.Your Majesty, if you really think that I did not do well and you want to punish me, although I am sad, I will not hate you that much.But you are just deliberately revenge, to torture me!I have a fistful heart, I just want to do well and ask for your approval.But it turned out that you never recognized me, not because I did not do well, but because you looked down on me and felt that I had betrayed you. From the beginning to the end, you deliberately humiliated me—Your Majesty, you know that when I heard this, How cold am I? "
Du Yuzhang's voice was not high, but he got up gradually.He was also a little excited, panting heavily, and had to stop to calm down.
No one spoke, and the room was dead silent.
"Your Majesty, do you feel that it's over again, that Du Yuzhang is leaving me, that what you did in the past can no longer be redeemed?"
"..."
Li Guangning looked up in shock after being told what was on his mind.Du Yuzhang gave a wry smile,
"Your Majesty, when will you learn to trust Du Yuzhang? I clearly said... Forget it, don't talk about it. Your Majesty, listen to me."
"it is good."
"Your Majesty, I am just stubborn, and I will go all the way to the dark. If I like someone, I will give him my life, and I am willing. So I don't hate you during the three years by your side. I only blame my bad luck, But the thing I want to do most in this life can’t coexist with the person I want most in this life—at that time, everyone thought that the Western barbarians were barbarians who didn’t understand faith, and they had a bloody feud with us. Cooperating with them is a traitor .
I think, Your Majesty, if you don't want me to be a traitor, you really think my ideas are wrong.But you still gave me this opportunity to give it a try, Your Majesty, I am even grateful in my heart.I even thought that, as the son of a criminal minister, His Majesty would still use me, give me power and status, and give me the opportunity to do what I wanted to do...and still ask me to stay by His Majesty's side...Your Majesty! , It's not too harsh on me. "
"..."
Li Guangning's heart was shocked when he heard this, and his eyes turned red instantly.
——When he treated Du Yuzhang like that, Du Yuzhang was so grateful and felt that he hadn't been treated harshly? !
——His jade seal is as bright as the wind and the moon, and it has never been so open and bright!But what did he do?
"Your Majesty called me cheap at that time. I knew I was cheap. Your Majesty asked me for my body in exchange for the lives of my father and my teacher...Your Majesty, do you know? I was happy at that time."
"What? You... At that time, I was obviously persecuting and humiliating you... I remember you crying so badly..."
"Yes, I cried so badly. It was because I had nothing left, no family, no senior brother, and no clean background. But His Majesty still wanted me. Your Majesty, at that time I was in great pain, as if I was about to be Torn. But I also like the pain."
Du Yuzhang's voice was very low, but it made Li Guangning tremble all over——
"Because this pain is given by the person I like."
"Jade chapter..."
"Actually, I have known for a long time that I like Your Majesty in my heart. So giving myself to you is not a punishment or a humiliation to me. I didn't dare to say it when I was in the East Palace, but at that time I didn't even have a home. I only had Your Majesty, you are willing to take me, I am very happy in my heart."
Du Yuzhang raised his head and whispered in Li Guangning's ear,
"Actually, it's the same in the end. You scold me, I feel sad, you hit me, I feel sad, you punish me, I'm scared... But after all, you never want me. So, when I know His Majesty hates me in my heart, I feel that Before I was a traitor—no matter how His Majesty treats me, I am afraid, but there is still a ray of joy hidden in my heart."
--joy.
Li Guangning never thought that after experiencing such inhuman torture and cruelty, his jade badge would actually say something happy to him.
Just because he likes himself.
So even his most cruel torture, he is willing to do it.
On the grasslands of Ximan, I will take you home
Li Guangning covered his mouth hard, but he couldn't suppress the pain in his heart after all.Just now he heard Du Yuzhang's hatred and disgust, he could still bear it, but now, he really couldn't bear it anymore.
Tears flowed down Li Guangning's fingers, and half of Du Yuzhang's face was wet.From time to time, a sob leaked from between his fingers, in this late-night room.
Du Yuzhang hugged Li Guangning tightly.But he didn't comfort him, let alone say a word.He just hugged the man hard, heard the man's almost indistinguishable sobs,
"I'm sorry, Yuzhang...I'm damned! I...I'm sorry for you...I'm really damned..."
After a while, Du Yuzhang suddenly bit Li Guangning's shoulder hard.Li Guangning shook, but did not move.Du Yuzhang bit so hard that his mouth was full of blood.When he let go, he licked his lips with his tongue, and grabbed Li Guangning's earlobe again.
"You don't have to apologize. Your Majesty, there is no apology between us now. You and I have died once, Your Majesty, these are things in the previous life."
"..."
"Of course, what happened in my previous life doesn't mean it never happened. It doesn't mean I can forget it."
Du Yuzhang's tone has never changed.Even when it comes to the most painful part, he is only a little faster, but he is still calm.But Li Guangning's heart was dragged by him and fell into the abyss for a while, and approached the edge of Qianren cliff for a while.Up to now, he still doesn't know what Du Yuzhang's intention is.
Originally, when he heard the phrase "This is a matter of his previous life", he already felt the rest of his life, but he did not expect to say "This does not mean that I forgive you" - Li Guangning's heart ached terribly, and he was treated like this again. Tearing back and forth, the spirit is almost broken.He hugged Du Yuzhang tightly in pain, pleading in his voice.
"Yuzhang, what do you mean...don't do this again, I'm terrified..."
"I don't mean anything. Your Majesty, as I said, I'm a stubborn person. Over the years, I have died twice, and I have been separated from Your Majesty. But I have not forgotten Your Majesty."
Li Guangning's body froze suddenly.He understood.With a sudden force on his arm, he pulled Du Yuzhang into his arms, almost rubbing him into his own flesh and blood.
"...Your Majesty, I have died and escaped. I have hated and resented—but to this day, I still haven't forgotten Your Majesty. Maybe I'm a bit mean, maybe Your Majesty once treated me like that. I will no longer be willing to be with His Majesty. But I am not someone else. I once thought that it would be great if I didn’t like Your Majesty—unfortunately, I can’t be the master. If I could forget Your Majesty, I wouldn’t If you want to die, you don't want to leave. Your Majesty, do you understand?"
"I understand. I understand Yuzhang's intentions..."
"You don't understand. If you understand, you won't be so worried about my leaving every day. I am so tired today, but I still have to hold my energy to tell you this, so that you can feel relieved."
This was said coldly, but with a hint of intimacy.Li Guangning was taken aback, and quickly reached out to touch Du Yuzhang's feet—it was really cold.
"It's all my fault! Oh, I forgot that you wear so little..."
Li Guangning became anxious all of a sudden.He knew that Du Yuzhang had just been tossed and tossed once, and he sweated a lot.It's warm in the carriage, but the room is too big, so it's a bit cold.It's getting late at night, and the temperature has dropped...Damn it, I have to return tomorrow, so I can't rest in peace.If Du Yuzhang was ill at this moment, wouldn't the next journey be very difficult?
Li Guangning quickly pulled off the quilt on one side and wrapped Du Yuzhang in it.I felt that it was not enough, so I had to go to the second bed.But as soon as he started, Du Yuzhang grabbed his lapel.
"Don't be too busy. It's cold under the quilt, and it's useless to have an extra bed."
"I'll tell them to build another stove right now, and burn a charcoal hand stove for you to bring in!"
"That will take a long time."
Du Yuzhang shook his head,
"With that skill, the warm-up body would already have covered the quilt with heat."
"But I'm afraid that you will get sick if you warm up your body and be shocked by the cold air..."
"Yes. It might be better if I have someone to warm me up."
Having said this, Du Yuzhang shrank back.The large bed was half empty, as if waiting for someone to fill it up.
"..."
Li Guangning shut up.He quietly removed his robe, shoes and socks, got into the quilt, and hugged Du Yuzhang.
Du Yuzhang shrank into his arms, and also hugged him with his back.
"So, Your Majesty, don't think about that anymore. Do you know? I don't have anything, I only have a person I like in my heart. If that person wants me, I will have a home."
——A home is almost equal to a home.The meaning of these words made Li Guangning's heart twitch, and he didn't dare to think about it.He gritted his molars, endured the pain in his heart, and continued to listen to Du Yuzhang.
"Do you still remember, Your Majesty? At that time, I always stayed in the prime minister's office all night, and I didn't want to go back. The prime minister's mansion is very close to your majesty's palace, but the house you gave me is too far away. There are so many ministers on that street. The mansions are all tall courtyards, with a lot of people. Every family is a big mansion, with a thriving population and a lot of guests. Although my mansion is in the most conspicuous position, with the highest gate and threshold, but In fact, no one has ever stayed in front of the door.”
Du Yuzhang paused, then shook his head again.
"It's not right to say that. It's not that no one came. But if you go to the palace to announce the rewards and edicts, there will really be none."
"Yuzhang, I'm sorry..."
"Your Majesty, don't rush to apologize, just listen to me."
"You tell me about the jade chapter. I'm listening."
As Li Guangning spoke, he really shut up and listened obediently.After waiting for a long time, there was no movement from Du Yuzhang.He waited for a while before he couldn't help asking,
"Yuzhang? Are you asleep?"
"……No."
Du Yuzhang buried his head in Li Guangning's arms, and smiled softly.
"Just being with His Majesty like this, I suddenly feel that there is nothing more to say."
"Is it?"
"Yes."
Du Yuzhang's voice was muffled in Li Guangning's arms, softly and softly.
"What happened in my previous life is in the past anyway. Although I can't forget it, I can't forgive it, but it's in the past... I can't let go of His Majesty, and I think His Majesty can't let go of me either. Then forget it, don't want to."
"..."
"If it's in this life, His Majesty will always leave me a place by his side. Give me a place to go, and someone to hug when it's cold at night. Your Majesty, I'm very happy."
Li Guangning was silent for a moment, lowered his head, and kissed the top of Du Yuzhang's hair.
"Okay. I promise you. I will never leave you alone again. If I can always have you by my side, Yuzhang, I will have no regrets in this life."
The Grassland of Ximan... Sayanara
In the early morning of the second day, in the General's Mansion outside Pinggu Pass, all the carriages and horses that had been parked in a yard had disappeared.
Some of them remained on the grasslands.Under the leadership of Han Yuan and Bai Jiaoran, the negotiation is still going on.The other part is already running on the official road from Pinggu Pass to the Central Plains.
"His Majesty!"
Outside, a eunuch is riding a horse, asking outside the carriage,
"It's almost Mao time, Your Majesty, do you want to stop for a meal?"
"can."
With an order, the convoy stopped on the side of the road.The royal chefs accompanying the team were busy heating and cooking the ingredients that had been prepared long ago, while the palace maids prepared all kinds of utensils in succession.
"Yuzhang, go out for a stroll?" Li Guangning sent an invitation to Du Yuzhang, "I've been in the car for a long time, and my body is very stiff. It will be more comfortable to move around."
"But there are many people outside, and they will see me getting out of His Majesty's carriage."
"It's really strange. If you don't get out of my carriage, do you want to get out of someone else's carriage?"
"...It's not good after all."
"What's wrong? For so long before, from Pinggu Pass to the valley, you were with me every day? Don't talk about sitting in a carriage, you lived together by the lake for so long, they already knew about it. "
"But Your Majesty, only the guards were there at that time. The guards have always been loyal to Your Majesty."
As Du Yuzhang spoke, he looked out from the gap in the curtains of the car.Not far away, several large and comfortable carriages also stopped. Du Yuzhang knew that the ministers were sitting in them.
Earlier, they came with Bai Jiaoran.At that time, Li Guangning was visiting privately in a micro-service, and he could bring only the guards but not the courtiers.But since he showed his face at Pinggu Pass, he could no longer go on his own willful way on the return journey.
Du Yuzhang thought that the guards only cared about Li Guangning's safety and happiness, and didn't care about anything else.But ministers are different.The emperor and the gentry have always shared the world, and there are subtle checks and balances in the unification of the interests of the emperor and ministers. It will be unfavorable for Li Guangning to be caught by them.
"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"
Li Guangning had already lifted the curtain of the car and walked down.Hearing this, he turned,
"I will support you, let's see who dares to make irresponsible remarks? Are you tired of living?"
Li Guangning's words were aggressive and unreasonable.Seeing him like that, Du Yuzhang couldn't help but smile wryly, and suddenly remembered that when he was a servant in the East Palace, as long as Du Yuzhang attended the occasion, no one would dare to wear white.If someone commits an unreasonable crime, Li Guangning can roll his eyes to his face.
At that time, he was also so unreasonable and domineering.
"Your Majesty...you really haven't changed at all."
——It's a pity that now you are the emperor and I am a criminal.This is not the trivial matter of dressing and dressing back then, which can be prevaricated at will with a sentence of youthful absurdity.
Du Yuzhang thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it.he shook his head,
"Your Majesty, it's actually because I don't feel well and I don't want to move. Why don't Your Majesty go for a walk by yourself, I'll rest here."
Li Guangning looked at him, eyes narrowed, hesitant to speak.
He glanced back at the carriages of the ministers not far away—they were all watching when they saw him stop.Seeing him getting out of the car for activities, many of them came down to stretch their muscles and bones. Of course, there were also beautiful wives and concubines and maids around him.Dayan has always been open in this regard. As long as it is not bullying men and women, or robbing other people's wives and concubines, many people's affairs are open to the public.
Li Guangning glanced around for a week.
He saw that everyone was stretching their bodies in the sun with the blue sky above their heads, their feet on the soft grass, and they looked happy.They greeted each other, talked and laughed with each other.
Those who did not get out of the carriage also rolled up the curtains high above their heads, sat beside the carriage, enjoying the morning sun and fresh wind.
Li Guangning turned his head and found that Du Yuzhang had put down the car curtain, and even the small curtain on the window was completely covered by him.It really seems that there is something shady hidden inside, and I dare not even reveal a gap.
The prairie of Ximan, crossing that mountain is Dayan
Li Guangning's eyebrows slowly furrowed.His hand had already grabbed a corner of the car curtain, trying to tear the curtain down completely.But halfway, he stopped.
Ask yourself, he is the emperor, no matter how ridiculous he is, no one would dare to do anything to him.But what about Du Yuzhang?Would he be willing to be dragged into the center of the storm again like this?
He has suffered a lot of criticism...
Thinking of this, Li Guangning finally swallowed that nameless anger back into his stomach.He just opened a corner of the car curtain and got in.
In order to prevent wind, the door curtains and curtains are very thick.Inside the car, the chatter and laughter outside could hardly be heard clearly, and even the air seemed stagnant.Du Yuzhang lay alone in the depths of the carriage, eyes closed, so quiet.
Li Guangning moved closer and leaned over to look at him.As if startled, Du Yuzhang opened his eyes and met Li Guangning's gaze.
"His Majesty?"
He was a little surprised,
"Didn't you say you were going to stretch your muscles? Why did you come back so soon?"
"I miss my jade badge, so I came back."
Li Guangning reached out to touch his face,
"Where does it hurt?"
"what……"
"Isn't it because you feel uncomfortable that you don't want to go down?"
Li Guangning pinched his cheek.He lowered his voice very low, and it sounded beside Du Yuzhang's ear,
"Where is it uncomfortable? I'll just rub it for you."
"..."
The so-called discomfort is just an excuse.When asked so seriously, Du Yuzhang didn't know how to prevaricate.But of course Li Guangning knew that this was an excuse, but he still looked serious. His hand followed the contour of Du Yuzhang's cheek and touched his collarbone.
"Is it here?"
"Oh no……"
...Continuing down, it is Du Yuzhang's chest.
"Still here?"
"I……"
"Or, it's here."
Keep your palms down.Li Guangning could feel the flat belly of the person beneath him tense up.He was in a bad mood at first, but at this moment when he pressed his palm on Du Yuzhang's lower abdomen, feeling his slightly trembling muscles, the sullen breath suddenly dissipated.
Fingertips circled around the navel, and Du Yuzhang's body temperature could still be felt through the clothes.Li Guangning raised his head.
Facing Du Yuzhang's slightly wide open eyes that seemed a little nervous.
"What, scared?"
"Do not……"
"So, like it?"
"..."
"Do you like me like this?"
With a hint, Li Guangning added some strength to his palm,
"If you like, I can continue... You can rub me wherever you want, for as long as you want."
"Your Majesty...don't..."
"do not like?"
"It's not that I don't like it. Just don't... there are so many people around..."
Du Yuzhang's lower abdominal muscles trembled even more.His voice was soft, begging for mercy.But how soft is this begging for mercy, as if water can be wrung out.It seems to be saying - don't be like this, there are so many people around, I couldn't bear it last night, I was afraid of screaming, I was afraid of being overwhelmed by the joy you gave... But, if you really want to continue, I won't even The idea of resistance can't even arise, so you have to let you get what you want.
— so don't.Don't bully me here, don't bully me who can't refuse you at all...my lord.
Such Du Yuzhang made Li Guangning's heart soften completely.
His Du Yuzhang is proud and never bends.But he softened into a puddle of water under his body, from his body to his soul, all opened up to him like this.
Li Guangning let out a light breath.He leaned forward, planted a kiss on the man's forehead, and wetly kissed the man's eyes.
Du Yuzhang closed his eyes obediently, his eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings on Li Guangning's lips.
While Li Guangning kissed his eyes, his palm followed the tight line of Du Yuzhang's waist and touched his back.When he probed down again, the man's tight buttocks bounced in his palm.
Li Guangning tightened his grip, causing Du Yuzhang to move uncomfortably, and his eyelashes trembled even more.The man put his palm on Li Guangning's chest, as if he wanted to push back, but he didn't use any real force.
Li Guangning smiled lowly, and the laughter trembled on Du Yuzhang's eyelids, making him tense even more.
"Is it here?"
Just rubbing his buttocks, Li Guangning's palm returned to his waist, stopped there neatly, and didn't move anymore.
"Could it be that yesterday I didn't feel sorry for you enough, and my waist was a little tight? Are you uncomfortable?"
While talking, Li Guangning really rubbed Du Yuzhang's waist.After rubbing it a few times, he bit the tip of Du Yuzhang's nose,
"Relax."
But Du Yuzhang was pushed against the wall of the carriage by Li Guangning in an aggressive posture.Both his legs were separated by Li Guangning's knees, the man's lips kept lingering on his face, and the man's hand was rubbing his waist - how could he really relax?
Instead, it became tighter and tighter, and my breathing became a little short.
"I said, relax."
Li Guangning seemed to be aware of the problem.He stepped back a little and pulled Du Yuzhang into his arms.Du Yuzhang threw himself into the broad chest, trying to raise his head, but Li Guangning pinned the back of his head, and he insisted on leaning on his shoulder before giving up.
"How about this? Is it better?"
"..."
"Or so."
While talking, Li Guangning pushed him down on the cushion.He didn't rush forward, but placed Du Yuzhang's cheek on his thigh.He played with it for a long time, as if he was playing with a doll.He didn't give up until he felt that Du Yuzhang was comfortably lying on his lap.
"That's good, that's it. You lie down obediently."
"Your Majesty, what exactly do you want to do?"
"Rub your waist for you."
"But my back doesn't hurt..."
"Then you don't feel well there?"
Li Guangning's hand slapped his buttocks,
"Could it be here? Or..."
Seeing Li Guangning's hand stretched forward along his buttocks, Du Yuzhang immediately pressed his hand.
"Your Majesty, I was wrong. It is indeed that the lower back is uncomfortable."
Li Guangning chuckled again.
"Okay. Wherever Yuzhang says it is."
Du Yuzhang didn't know what kind of nerves Li Guangning was having, so he had no choice but to follow him, leaning on Li Guangning's lap.Unexpectedly, Li Guangning really just rubbed his waist in a proper manner.He has a gentle hand, and although his technique is poor, he is surprisingly patient.Du Yuzhang really gradually relaxed.
He was even a little sleepy.
Not long after, Du Yuzhang narrowed his eyes quietly, curled up in Li Guangning's arms and fell asleep.
Li Guangning looked at his face, and the smile that had been hanging on his face just now gradually faded.He looked up and looked around - no matter how luxurious the carriage was, it was only so big.Thick car curtains and curtains block the sunlight outside, making it look like a prison.
Li Guangning sighed.He rubbed Du Yuzhang's waist for a while, and then pulled a thin quilt to cover him.
When Du Yuzhang fell asleep, he got up gently and got out of the carriage.
Soon, he came back.The carriage started to move forward, staggeringly.It's just that it seems to have turned a corner halfway and no longer drives along the original straight official road.
……
Du Yuzhang shuddered and opened his eyes.It seemed to feel his body trembling, and a hand that had stopped behind his back patted comfortingly, and then slowly stroked along his spine.
The car was bouncing and the wheels were rumbling.Only then did Du Yuzhang realize that the car had already started when he fell into a light sleep unknowingly.
He wanted to get up, but was held down by Li Guangning.
"What are you doing?"
"Your Majesty... how long have I been asleep?"
"It's not too long, less than an hour."
When Du Yuzhang fell asleep, the curtains in the car had been hung up.The morning sun was just right, and the projection came in, cutting out a light and bright square projection in the carriage.Half of Li Guangning's body was still in the dark, while the other half was bathed in sunlight.He was holding a book in his hand and a cup of tea by his side.
Du Yuzhang woke up, he didn't even read the book, he threw the volumes aside, and stretched himself.
"You missed breakfast. Are you hungry? I'll ask them to bring you something to eat."
While speaking, he looked at Du Yuzhang in front of him.
Du Yuzhang was originally stunning, but now he just woke up from a nap, his peach blossom eyes were misty, and he looked at Li Guangning without blinking.That look would look dull on others, but paired with Du Yuzhang's half-open two thin lips, and a little bit of bright red from the thin sweat on his cheeks, it can only make people sigh that it is too beautiful.
If he is beautiful, he is beautiful, but he doesn't know it.Clearly not sober, she answered seriously,
"Your Majesty, I don't want to eat yet..."
"Of course you don't want to eat. These human grains are not what you want to eat."
Li Guangning lifted his chin with one hand, and kissed him lightly on the lips,
"You only need to eat the energy and vitality of ordinary people, what else do you want to eat?"
As he said that, he couldn't help kissing again wetly, and when he let go, he added,
"Here, I will give you a breath of the essence of the true dragon emperor. How about it? Is it enough? If it is not enough, I still have it here, and I will give it all to you..."
"..."
Only now did Du Yuzhang realize what it means to "not eat the five grains of the world" and what it means to "only eat Qi and Yuanyang".He blushed and protested,
"Your Majesty, what do you mean? Am I a monster?"
"It's not a monster, it's a monster."
Seeing that Du Yuzhang's expression became even uglier, Li Guangning continued without fear of death.
"It's a monster that belongs to me alone. Maybe it's a fallen fairy, who moved his heart just for me, came down from the fallen fairy, and became a monster. Say, do you still have mana? Use it on me, right?" ? Makes me fascinated, I think about it day and night, but I just can't let go of you, Du Yuzhang..."
"Your Majesty! The more you talk, the more outrageous it is!"
"Isn't it?" Li Guangning smiled and rubbed Du Yuzhang into his arms.
"Otherwise, when I saw you, I only had you in my heart. I felt that if I could make you happy, I would be willing to do anything. Look, if you hadn't cast a spell on me, how could I like you so much?" ? Really, I like it so much..."
This is simply a blatant love story.Du Yuzhang's face was flushed, and his hands and feet were hot.However, Li Guangning held him in his arms and kissed and rubbed him. He really wasn't lying at all, he really "liked him so much".
"Your Majesty...you really don't make sense at all. If you like it so much, you've been cast by a spell. Then I...I...Obviously I'm the one who loves Your Majesty first and will never forget it! Could it be Your Majesty too? Did you do something to me, did you cast any spell on me?"
As soon as these words came out, Li Guangning really stopped.He raised his body slightly and looked at Du Yuzhang with a smile.
Du Yuzhang's limbs became limp from his entanglement, and his whole body was hot with hot flashes.It was easy to let go, and before he had time to breathe a sigh of relief, he saw Li Guangning's eagle eyes narrowed as he smiled, as if there were stars in his eyes.
Suddenly his face felt hot, his heart was pounding, and he swallowed for no reason.
"Yes, Yuzhang is right. It was Yuzhang who fell in love with me first."
The end is the beginning
"Yes, Yuzhang is right. It was Yuzhang who fell in love with me first."
"..."
Only then did Du Yuzhang realize something, and his face turned even redder.Li Guangning smiled even warmer, and moved forward a little bit, with his forehead touching Du Yuzhang's brow.The two looked at each other, and they could see their shadows in each other's eyes.
"Do you like me?"
"..."
"How much do you like it?"
"..."
After being teased by Li Guangning like this, the clay figurine also became a bit hot.Du Yuzhang frowned, turned his head away and did not answer.
Li Guangning laughed, and kissed him again, which was still loud.Then he sat up and pulled Du Yuzhang up as well.
Of course, he was in such a good mood, it was impossible to let Du Yuzhang go.Before he could sit still, he was already pulled into his arms.
Du Yuzhang ignored him and wrapped himself in his arms like an octopus.He looked out the window, but this look was wrong,
"Your Majesty, this road..."
"What happened to the road?"
"This is not the way to the capital."
"Oh? Yuzhang has been in Ximan for three years, and he has never set foot in the Central Plains. It's just that he passed by this time when he came here, and he still remembers how to get to my Great Yanjing City. It's not easy."
This is a bit sour and resentful for no reason.
Du Yuzhang was taken aback for a moment, then he understood.Li Guangning searched for him as hard as in the past, every small town in Dayan had his portrait.Since they were looking for someone, the frontier towns must be the focus, and the investigation must be very strict.Therefore, if he had entered through the gate of that small city, he would be discovered soon.
But Li Guangning hasn't asked here for three years, which means he hasn't received any information from here.
"Your Majesty is blaming me for not showing my whereabouts and not calling Your Majesty.
Li Guangning pressed the back of his hand and did not let him move.But Du Yuzhang still felt a little damp on his fingertips.
"I'm fine. I didn't...dream about you often."
The voice was hoarse and trembling.So Li Guangning only said one sentence and kept silent.Du Yuzhang suddenly realized that his majesty is still the same majesty after all, and he still wants to put on airs, not wanting to appear too weak.
So he said no, probably there is.And those dreams may have hurt him deeply.
Otherwise, how could he suddenly shed tears without him noticing?
Du Yuzhang recalled Huai He's words again - "Your Majesty has also had a hard time these past few years."
——"Can you be nice to him?"
He suddenly made up his mind.
Du Yuzhang raised his arm and hooked it around Li Guangning's neck.The two of them rubbed their cheeks together.Du Yuzhang's whispers were directly sent to Li Guangning's ears.
"Your Majesty, I actually said that I had something to say, and I wanted to come and apologize to you."
"I just wanted to tell you that it doesn't feel good to be fooled around by someone you like. You lied to me, and you tricked me with a fake priest. I'm very angry. I want you to Have a taste of this—Master Han is right, I am tormenting you on purpose, and I am being willful. So I want to make amends to you."
"...No, in the final analysis, I was at fault in the first place..."
"Of course it's His Majesty's fault first. But this is not the reason for me to lie to you. Especially when I say that I like someone else, I shouldn't."
Du Yuzhang interrupted Li Guangning neatly,
"Your Majesty always lied to me. I'll settle the score later. If I don't mention it now, it doesn't mean it's over. It's just that I don't want to talk about it because I have more important things to say—Your Majesty, is it okay?"
"..."
Li Guangning felt a chill down his back for no reason.I always feel that Du Yuzhang's aura suddenly rose after the two were intimate just now.There is a faint tendency to climb on top of him and do his best.
Husband is depressed!Is it because I was too soft just now, and didn't squeeze out the strength of this monstrous thing?He who can even climb on his own head to show off his might, really thinks that his majestic Yan Jiuwu is a silver-like pewter gun head, how can he not accept him if he is serious?
"His Majesty?"
Du Yuzhang was not forgiving.The tone of voice couldn't tell whether it was being coquettish or wild, and rushed directly into Li Guangning's ear,
"After the fall, I won't mention this today. Let's talk about something else, okay?"
"……Can."
His lips were right next to Li Guangning's ear, and the airflow of his words directly shook Emperor Dayan's itching.Li Guangning's voice was completely hoarse.The blood all over his body kept going down, and he began to seriously consider the possibility of scoring twice.
"Then I want to say something else...about the three years before His Majesty and me."
Li Guangning was shocked suddenly, and all his charming thoughts disappeared.
"The previous...three years?"
"Yes. Not only these three years. And the three years before that."
After Du Yuzhang uttered those words, the surrounding air seemed to freeze instantly.
——Not just these three years.And three years before that.
Li Guangning's hands and feet were suddenly cold.He seemed to see his own bedroom.It's so big, so empty, and the dark dome is pressed down. No matter how many candles are lit at night, it can't dispel the bone-chilling chill and darkness.In light and shadow, he wandered alone from dark to dawn, always alone.
Du Yuzhang is his light.Du Yuzhang left, no amount of candles could dispel the darkness of his night.
...But, Du Yuzhang's beam of light was extinguished bit by bit over three years by himself...
"Your Majesty. To be honest, I used to hate you. In the past three years, I hated you."
Li Guangning shuddered and covered his face in pain.
"I know... I, I hate myself too... I'm too vicious to you, and I don't know how I can be so obsessed with ghosts, and I can hit such a heavy hand! I..."
"With such a heavy hand..."
Du Yuzhang smiled softly, and put a finger on Li Guangning's lips, not letting him continue.
"Your Majesty, it's not because of this. You don't know that in the three years before that—the three years when you thought you were too cruel, I never hated you. Not when I carved the tattoos, not when I was in Xuanhu Lane, even if I When I die... even if I die because of this, I will not hate you until I die. No matter how hard you strike, no matter how sad I am, I will not hate you."
"Jade chapter...?"
"Your Majesty, you don't know. The reason why I didn't want to be with you in the end and made me hate you was because you failed me, Your Majesty—it was because you deliberately ruined my efforts and heart.
You think you're being cruel to me.But in my heart, what is that?
I can bear those methods.Your Majesty, if you really think that I did not do well and you want to punish me, although I am sad, I will not hate you that much.But you are just deliberately revenge, to torture me!I have a fistful heart, I just want to do well and ask for your approval.But it turned out that you never recognized me, not because I did not do well, but because you looked down on me and felt that I had betrayed you. From the beginning to the end, you deliberately humiliated me—Your Majesty, you know that when I heard this, How cold am I? "
Du Yuzhang's voice was not high, but he got up gradually.He was also a little excited, panting heavily, and had to stop to calm down.
No one spoke, and the room was dead silent.
"Your Majesty, do you feel that it's over again, that Du Yuzhang is leaving me, that what you did in the past can no longer be redeemed?"
"..."
Li Guangning looked up in shock after being told what was on his mind.Du Yuzhang gave a wry smile,
"Your Majesty, when will you learn to trust Du Yuzhang? I clearly said... Forget it, don't talk about it. Your Majesty, listen to me."
"it is good."
"Your Majesty, I am just stubborn, and I will go all the way to the dark. If I like someone, I will give him my life, and I am willing. So I don't hate you during the three years by your side. I only blame my bad luck, But the thing I want to do most in this life can’t coexist with the person I want most in this life—at that time, everyone thought that the Western barbarians were barbarians who didn’t understand faith, and they had a bloody feud with us. Cooperating with them is a traitor .
I think, Your Majesty, if you don't want me to be a traitor, you really think my ideas are wrong.But you still gave me this opportunity to give it a try, Your Majesty, I am even grateful in my heart.I even thought that, as the son of a criminal minister, His Majesty would still use me, give me power and status, and give me the opportunity to do what I wanted to do...and still ask me to stay by His Majesty's side...Your Majesty! , It's not too harsh on me. "
"..."
Li Guangning's heart was shocked when he heard this, and his eyes turned red instantly.
——When he treated Du Yuzhang like that, Du Yuzhang was so grateful and felt that he hadn't been treated harshly? !
——His jade seal is as bright as the wind and the moon, and it has never been so open and bright!But what did he do?
"Your Majesty called me cheap at that time. I knew I was cheap. Your Majesty asked me for my body in exchange for the lives of my father and my teacher...Your Majesty, do you know? I was happy at that time."
"What? You... At that time, I was obviously persecuting and humiliating you... I remember you crying so badly..."
"Yes, I cried so badly. It was because I had nothing left, no family, no senior brother, and no clean background. But His Majesty still wanted me. Your Majesty, at that time I was in great pain, as if I was about to be Torn. But I also like the pain."
Du Yuzhang's voice was very low, but it made Li Guangning tremble all over——
"Because this pain is given by the person I like."
"Jade chapter..."
"Actually, I have known for a long time that I like Your Majesty in my heart. So giving myself to you is not a punishment or a humiliation to me. I didn't dare to say it when I was in the East Palace, but at that time I didn't even have a home. I only had Your Majesty, you are willing to take me, I am very happy in my heart."
Du Yuzhang raised his head and whispered in Li Guangning's ear,
"Actually, it's the same in the end. You scold me, I feel sad, you hit me, I feel sad, you punish me, I'm scared... But after all, you never want me. So, when I know His Majesty hates me in my heart, I feel that Before I was a traitor—no matter how His Majesty treats me, I am afraid, but there is still a ray of joy hidden in my heart."
--joy.
Li Guangning never thought that after experiencing such inhuman torture and cruelty, his jade badge would actually say something happy to him.
Just because he likes himself.
So even his most cruel torture, he is willing to do it.
On the grasslands of Ximan, I will take you home
Li Guangning covered his mouth hard, but he couldn't suppress the pain in his heart after all.Just now he heard Du Yuzhang's hatred and disgust, he could still bear it, but now, he really couldn't bear it anymore.
Tears flowed down Li Guangning's fingers, and half of Du Yuzhang's face was wet.From time to time, a sob leaked from between his fingers, in this late-night room.
Du Yuzhang hugged Li Guangning tightly.But he didn't comfort him, let alone say a word.He just hugged the man hard, heard the man's almost indistinguishable sobs,
"I'm sorry, Yuzhang...I'm damned! I...I'm sorry for you...I'm really damned..."
After a while, Du Yuzhang suddenly bit Li Guangning's shoulder hard.Li Guangning shook, but did not move.Du Yuzhang bit so hard that his mouth was full of blood.When he let go, he licked his lips with his tongue, and grabbed Li Guangning's earlobe again.
"You don't have to apologize. Your Majesty, there is no apology between us now. You and I have died once, Your Majesty, these are things in the previous life."
"..."
"Of course, what happened in my previous life doesn't mean it never happened. It doesn't mean I can forget it."
Du Yuzhang's tone has never changed.Even when it comes to the most painful part, he is only a little faster, but he is still calm.But Li Guangning's heart was dragged by him and fell into the abyss for a while, and approached the edge of Qianren cliff for a while.Up to now, he still doesn't know what Du Yuzhang's intention is.
Originally, when he heard the phrase "This is a matter of his previous life", he already felt the rest of his life, but he did not expect to say "This does not mean that I forgive you" - Li Guangning's heart ached terribly, and he was treated like this again. Tearing back and forth, the spirit is almost broken.He hugged Du Yuzhang tightly in pain, pleading in his voice.
"Yuzhang, what do you mean...don't do this again, I'm terrified..."
"I don't mean anything. Your Majesty, as I said, I'm a stubborn person. Over the years, I have died twice, and I have been separated from Your Majesty. But I have not forgotten Your Majesty."
Li Guangning's body froze suddenly.He understood.With a sudden force on his arm, he pulled Du Yuzhang into his arms, almost rubbing him into his own flesh and blood.
"...Your Majesty, I have died and escaped. I have hated and resented—but to this day, I still haven't forgotten Your Majesty. Maybe I'm a bit mean, maybe Your Majesty once treated me like that. I will no longer be willing to be with His Majesty. But I am not someone else. I once thought that it would be great if I didn’t like Your Majesty—unfortunately, I can’t be the master. If I could forget Your Majesty, I wouldn’t If you want to die, you don't want to leave. Your Majesty, do you understand?"
"I understand. I understand Yuzhang's intentions..."
"You don't understand. If you understand, you won't be so worried about my leaving every day. I am so tired today, but I still have to hold my energy to tell you this, so that you can feel relieved."
This was said coldly, but with a hint of intimacy.Li Guangning was taken aback, and quickly reached out to touch Du Yuzhang's feet—it was really cold.
"It's all my fault! Oh, I forgot that you wear so little..."
Li Guangning became anxious all of a sudden.He knew that Du Yuzhang had just been tossed and tossed once, and he sweated a lot.It's warm in the carriage, but the room is too big, so it's a bit cold.It's getting late at night, and the temperature has dropped...Damn it, I have to return tomorrow, so I can't rest in peace.If Du Yuzhang was ill at this moment, wouldn't the next journey be very difficult?
Li Guangning quickly pulled off the quilt on one side and wrapped Du Yuzhang in it.I felt that it was not enough, so I had to go to the second bed.But as soon as he started, Du Yuzhang grabbed his lapel.
"Don't be too busy. It's cold under the quilt, and it's useless to have an extra bed."
"I'll tell them to build another stove right now, and burn a charcoal hand stove for you to bring in!"
"That will take a long time."
Du Yuzhang shook his head,
"With that skill, the warm-up body would already have covered the quilt with heat."
"But I'm afraid that you will get sick if you warm up your body and be shocked by the cold air..."
"Yes. It might be better if I have someone to warm me up."
Having said this, Du Yuzhang shrank back.The large bed was half empty, as if waiting for someone to fill it up.
"..."
Li Guangning shut up.He quietly removed his robe, shoes and socks, got into the quilt, and hugged Du Yuzhang.
Du Yuzhang shrank into his arms, and also hugged him with his back.
"So, Your Majesty, don't think about that anymore. Do you know? I don't have anything, I only have a person I like in my heart. If that person wants me, I will have a home."
——A home is almost equal to a home.The meaning of these words made Li Guangning's heart twitch, and he didn't dare to think about it.He gritted his molars, endured the pain in his heart, and continued to listen to Du Yuzhang.
"Do you still remember, Your Majesty? At that time, I always stayed in the prime minister's office all night, and I didn't want to go back. The prime minister's mansion is very close to your majesty's palace, but the house you gave me is too far away. There are so many ministers on that street. The mansions are all tall courtyards, with a lot of people. Every family is a big mansion, with a thriving population and a lot of guests. Although my mansion is in the most conspicuous position, with the highest gate and threshold, but In fact, no one has ever stayed in front of the door.”
Du Yuzhang paused, then shook his head again.
"It's not right to say that. It's not that no one came. But if you go to the palace to announce the rewards and edicts, there will really be none."
"Yuzhang, I'm sorry..."
"Your Majesty, don't rush to apologize, just listen to me."
"You tell me about the jade chapter. I'm listening."
As Li Guangning spoke, he really shut up and listened obediently.After waiting for a long time, there was no movement from Du Yuzhang.He waited for a while before he couldn't help asking,
"Yuzhang? Are you asleep?"
"……No."
Du Yuzhang buried his head in Li Guangning's arms, and smiled softly.
"Just being with His Majesty like this, I suddenly feel that there is nothing more to say."
"Is it?"
"Yes."
Du Yuzhang's voice was muffled in Li Guangning's arms, softly and softly.
"What happened in my previous life is in the past anyway. Although I can't forget it, I can't forgive it, but it's in the past... I can't let go of His Majesty, and I think His Majesty can't let go of me either. Then forget it, don't want to."
"..."
"If it's in this life, His Majesty will always leave me a place by his side. Give me a place to go, and someone to hug when it's cold at night. Your Majesty, I'm very happy."
Li Guangning was silent for a moment, lowered his head, and kissed the top of Du Yuzhang's hair.
"Okay. I promise you. I will never leave you alone again. If I can always have you by my side, Yuzhang, I will have no regrets in this life."
The Grassland of Ximan... Sayanara
In the early morning of the second day, in the General's Mansion outside Pinggu Pass, all the carriages and horses that had been parked in a yard had disappeared.
Some of them remained on the grasslands.Under the leadership of Han Yuan and Bai Jiaoran, the negotiation is still going on.The other part is already running on the official road from Pinggu Pass to the Central Plains.
"His Majesty!"
Outside, a eunuch is riding a horse, asking outside the carriage,
"It's almost Mao time, Your Majesty, do you want to stop for a meal?"
"can."
With an order, the convoy stopped on the side of the road.The royal chefs accompanying the team were busy heating and cooking the ingredients that had been prepared long ago, while the palace maids prepared all kinds of utensils in succession.
"Yuzhang, go out for a stroll?" Li Guangning sent an invitation to Du Yuzhang, "I've been in the car for a long time, and my body is very stiff. It will be more comfortable to move around."
"But there are many people outside, and they will see me getting out of His Majesty's carriage."
"It's really strange. If you don't get out of my carriage, do you want to get out of someone else's carriage?"
"...It's not good after all."
"What's wrong? For so long before, from Pinggu Pass to the valley, you were with me every day? Don't talk about sitting in a carriage, you lived together by the lake for so long, they already knew about it. "
"But Your Majesty, only the guards were there at that time. The guards have always been loyal to Your Majesty."
As Du Yuzhang spoke, he looked out from the gap in the curtains of the car.Not far away, several large and comfortable carriages also stopped. Du Yuzhang knew that the ministers were sitting in them.
Earlier, they came with Bai Jiaoran.At that time, Li Guangning was visiting privately in a micro-service, and he could bring only the guards but not the courtiers.But since he showed his face at Pinggu Pass, he could no longer go on his own willful way on the return journey.
Du Yuzhang thought that the guards only cared about Li Guangning's safety and happiness, and didn't care about anything else.But ministers are different.The emperor and the gentry have always shared the world, and there are subtle checks and balances in the unification of the interests of the emperor and ministers. It will be unfavorable for Li Guangning to be caught by them.
"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"
Li Guangning had already lifted the curtain of the car and walked down.Hearing this, he turned,
"I will support you, let's see who dares to make irresponsible remarks? Are you tired of living?"
Li Guangning's words were aggressive and unreasonable.Seeing him like that, Du Yuzhang couldn't help but smile wryly, and suddenly remembered that when he was a servant in the East Palace, as long as Du Yuzhang attended the occasion, no one would dare to wear white.If someone commits an unreasonable crime, Li Guangning can roll his eyes to his face.
At that time, he was also so unreasonable and domineering.
"Your Majesty...you really haven't changed at all."
——It's a pity that now you are the emperor and I am a criminal.This is not the trivial matter of dressing and dressing back then, which can be prevaricated at will with a sentence of youthful absurdity.
Du Yuzhang thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it.he shook his head,
"Your Majesty, it's actually because I don't feel well and I don't want to move. Why don't Your Majesty go for a walk by yourself, I'll rest here."
Li Guangning looked at him, eyes narrowed, hesitant to speak.
He glanced back at the carriages of the ministers not far away—they were all watching when they saw him stop.Seeing him getting out of the car for activities, many of them came down to stretch their muscles and bones. Of course, there were also beautiful wives and concubines and maids around him.Dayan has always been open in this regard. As long as it is not bullying men and women, or robbing other people's wives and concubines, many people's affairs are open to the public.
Li Guangning glanced around for a week.
He saw that everyone was stretching their bodies in the sun with the blue sky above their heads, their feet on the soft grass, and they looked happy.They greeted each other, talked and laughed with each other.
Those who did not get out of the carriage also rolled up the curtains high above their heads, sat beside the carriage, enjoying the morning sun and fresh wind.
Li Guangning turned his head and found that Du Yuzhang had put down the car curtain, and even the small curtain on the window was completely covered by him.It really seems that there is something shady hidden inside, and I dare not even reveal a gap.
The prairie of Ximan, crossing that mountain is Dayan
Li Guangning's eyebrows slowly furrowed.His hand had already grabbed a corner of the car curtain, trying to tear the curtain down completely.But halfway, he stopped.
Ask yourself, he is the emperor, no matter how ridiculous he is, no one would dare to do anything to him.But what about Du Yuzhang?Would he be willing to be dragged into the center of the storm again like this?
He has suffered a lot of criticism...
Thinking of this, Li Guangning finally swallowed that nameless anger back into his stomach.He just opened a corner of the car curtain and got in.
In order to prevent wind, the door curtains and curtains are very thick.Inside the car, the chatter and laughter outside could hardly be heard clearly, and even the air seemed stagnant.Du Yuzhang lay alone in the depths of the carriage, eyes closed, so quiet.
Li Guangning moved closer and leaned over to look at him.As if startled, Du Yuzhang opened his eyes and met Li Guangning's gaze.
"His Majesty?"
He was a little surprised,
"Didn't you say you were going to stretch your muscles? Why did you come back so soon?"
"I miss my jade badge, so I came back."
Li Guangning reached out to touch his face,
"Where does it hurt?"
"what……"
"Isn't it because you feel uncomfortable that you don't want to go down?"
Li Guangning pinched his cheek.He lowered his voice very low, and it sounded beside Du Yuzhang's ear,
"Where is it uncomfortable? I'll just rub it for you."
"..."
The so-called discomfort is just an excuse.When asked so seriously, Du Yuzhang didn't know how to prevaricate.But of course Li Guangning knew that this was an excuse, but he still looked serious. His hand followed the contour of Du Yuzhang's cheek and touched his collarbone.
"Is it here?"
"Oh no……"
...Continuing down, it is Du Yuzhang's chest.
"Still here?"
"I……"
"Or, it's here."
Keep your palms down.Li Guangning could feel the flat belly of the person beneath him tense up.He was in a bad mood at first, but at this moment when he pressed his palm on Du Yuzhang's lower abdomen, feeling his slightly trembling muscles, the sullen breath suddenly dissipated.
Fingertips circled around the navel, and Du Yuzhang's body temperature could still be felt through the clothes.Li Guangning raised his head.
Facing Du Yuzhang's slightly wide open eyes that seemed a little nervous.
"What, scared?"
"Do not……"
"So, like it?"
"..."
"Do you like me like this?"
With a hint, Li Guangning added some strength to his palm,
"If you like, I can continue... You can rub me wherever you want, for as long as you want."
"Your Majesty...don't..."
"do not like?"
"It's not that I don't like it. Just don't... there are so many people around..."
Du Yuzhang's lower abdominal muscles trembled even more.His voice was soft, begging for mercy.But how soft is this begging for mercy, as if water can be wrung out.It seems to be saying - don't be like this, there are so many people around, I couldn't bear it last night, I was afraid of screaming, I was afraid of being overwhelmed by the joy you gave... But, if you really want to continue, I won't even The idea of resistance can't even arise, so you have to let you get what you want.
— so don't.Don't bully me here, don't bully me who can't refuse you at all...my lord.
Such Du Yuzhang made Li Guangning's heart soften completely.
His Du Yuzhang is proud and never bends.But he softened into a puddle of water under his body, from his body to his soul, all opened up to him like this.
Li Guangning let out a light breath.He leaned forward, planted a kiss on the man's forehead, and wetly kissed the man's eyes.
Du Yuzhang closed his eyes obediently, his eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings on Li Guangning's lips.
While Li Guangning kissed his eyes, his palm followed the tight line of Du Yuzhang's waist and touched his back.When he probed down again, the man's tight buttocks bounced in his palm.
Li Guangning tightened his grip, causing Du Yuzhang to move uncomfortably, and his eyelashes trembled even more.The man put his palm on Li Guangning's chest, as if he wanted to push back, but he didn't use any real force.
Li Guangning smiled lowly, and the laughter trembled on Du Yuzhang's eyelids, making him tense even more.
"Is it here?"
Just rubbing his buttocks, Li Guangning's palm returned to his waist, stopped there neatly, and didn't move anymore.
"Could it be that yesterday I didn't feel sorry for you enough, and my waist was a little tight? Are you uncomfortable?"
While talking, Li Guangning really rubbed Du Yuzhang's waist.After rubbing it a few times, he bit the tip of Du Yuzhang's nose,
"Relax."
But Du Yuzhang was pushed against the wall of the carriage by Li Guangning in an aggressive posture.Both his legs were separated by Li Guangning's knees, the man's lips kept lingering on his face, and the man's hand was rubbing his waist - how could he really relax?
Instead, it became tighter and tighter, and my breathing became a little short.
"I said, relax."
Li Guangning seemed to be aware of the problem.He stepped back a little and pulled Du Yuzhang into his arms.Du Yuzhang threw himself into the broad chest, trying to raise his head, but Li Guangning pinned the back of his head, and he insisted on leaning on his shoulder before giving up.
"How about this? Is it better?"
"..."
"Or so."
While talking, Li Guangning pushed him down on the cushion.He didn't rush forward, but placed Du Yuzhang's cheek on his thigh.He played with it for a long time, as if he was playing with a doll.He didn't give up until he felt that Du Yuzhang was comfortably lying on his lap.
"That's good, that's it. You lie down obediently."
"Your Majesty, what exactly do you want to do?"
"Rub your waist for you."
"But my back doesn't hurt..."
"Then you don't feel well there?"
Li Guangning's hand slapped his buttocks,
"Could it be here? Or..."
Seeing Li Guangning's hand stretched forward along his buttocks, Du Yuzhang immediately pressed his hand.
"Your Majesty, I was wrong. It is indeed that the lower back is uncomfortable."
Li Guangning chuckled again.
"Okay. Wherever Yuzhang says it is."
Du Yuzhang didn't know what kind of nerves Li Guangning was having, so he had no choice but to follow him, leaning on Li Guangning's lap.Unexpectedly, Li Guangning really just rubbed his waist in a proper manner.He has a gentle hand, and although his technique is poor, he is surprisingly patient.Du Yuzhang really gradually relaxed.
He was even a little sleepy.
Not long after, Du Yuzhang narrowed his eyes quietly, curled up in Li Guangning's arms and fell asleep.
Li Guangning looked at his face, and the smile that had been hanging on his face just now gradually faded.He looked up and looked around - no matter how luxurious the carriage was, it was only so big.Thick car curtains and curtains block the sunlight outside, making it look like a prison.
Li Guangning sighed.He rubbed Du Yuzhang's waist for a while, and then pulled a thin quilt to cover him.
When Du Yuzhang fell asleep, he got up gently and got out of the carriage.
Soon, he came back.The carriage started to move forward, staggeringly.It's just that it seems to have turned a corner halfway and no longer drives along the original straight official road.
……
Du Yuzhang shuddered and opened his eyes.It seemed to feel his body trembling, and a hand that had stopped behind his back patted comfortingly, and then slowly stroked along his spine.
The car was bouncing and the wheels were rumbling.Only then did Du Yuzhang realize that the car had already started when he fell into a light sleep unknowingly.
He wanted to get up, but was held down by Li Guangning.
"What are you doing?"
"Your Majesty... how long have I been asleep?"
"It's not too long, less than an hour."
When Du Yuzhang fell asleep, the curtains in the car had been hung up.The morning sun was just right, and the projection came in, cutting out a light and bright square projection in the carriage.Half of Li Guangning's body was still in the dark, while the other half was bathed in sunlight.He was holding a book in his hand and a cup of tea by his side.
Du Yuzhang woke up, he didn't even read the book, he threw the volumes aside, and stretched himself.
"You missed breakfast. Are you hungry? I'll ask them to bring you something to eat."
While speaking, he looked at Du Yuzhang in front of him.
Du Yuzhang was originally stunning, but now he just woke up from a nap, his peach blossom eyes were misty, and he looked at Li Guangning without blinking.That look would look dull on others, but paired with Du Yuzhang's half-open two thin lips, and a little bit of bright red from the thin sweat on his cheeks, it can only make people sigh that it is too beautiful.
If he is beautiful, he is beautiful, but he doesn't know it.Clearly not sober, she answered seriously,
"Your Majesty, I don't want to eat yet..."
"Of course you don't want to eat. These human grains are not what you want to eat."
Li Guangning lifted his chin with one hand, and kissed him lightly on the lips,
"You only need to eat the energy and vitality of ordinary people, what else do you want to eat?"
As he said that, he couldn't help kissing again wetly, and when he let go, he added,
"Here, I will give you a breath of the essence of the true dragon emperor. How about it? Is it enough? If it is not enough, I still have it here, and I will give it all to you..."
"..."
Only now did Du Yuzhang realize what it means to "not eat the five grains of the world" and what it means to "only eat Qi and Yuanyang".He blushed and protested,
"Your Majesty, what do you mean? Am I a monster?"
"It's not a monster, it's a monster."
Seeing that Du Yuzhang's expression became even uglier, Li Guangning continued without fear of death.
"It's a monster that belongs to me alone. Maybe it's a fallen fairy, who moved his heart just for me, came down from the fallen fairy, and became a monster. Say, do you still have mana? Use it on me, right?" ? Makes me fascinated, I think about it day and night, but I just can't let go of you, Du Yuzhang..."
"Your Majesty! The more you talk, the more outrageous it is!"
"Isn't it?" Li Guangning smiled and rubbed Du Yuzhang into his arms.
"Otherwise, when I saw you, I only had you in my heart. I felt that if I could make you happy, I would be willing to do anything. Look, if you hadn't cast a spell on me, how could I like you so much?" ? Really, I like it so much..."
This is simply a blatant love story.Du Yuzhang's face was flushed, and his hands and feet were hot.However, Li Guangning held him in his arms and kissed and rubbed him. He really wasn't lying at all, he really "liked him so much".
"Your Majesty...you really don't make sense at all. If you like it so much, you've been cast by a spell. Then I...I...Obviously I'm the one who loves Your Majesty first and will never forget it! Could it be Your Majesty too? Did you do something to me, did you cast any spell on me?"
As soon as these words came out, Li Guangning really stopped.He raised his body slightly and looked at Du Yuzhang with a smile.
Du Yuzhang's limbs became limp from his entanglement, and his whole body was hot with hot flashes.It was easy to let go, and before he had time to breathe a sigh of relief, he saw Li Guangning's eagle eyes narrowed as he smiled, as if there were stars in his eyes.
Suddenly his face felt hot, his heart was pounding, and he swallowed for no reason.
"Yes, Yuzhang is right. It was Yuzhang who fell in love with me first."
The end is the beginning
"Yes, Yuzhang is right. It was Yuzhang who fell in love with me first."
"..."
Only then did Du Yuzhang realize something, and his face turned even redder.Li Guangning smiled even warmer, and moved forward a little bit, with his forehead touching Du Yuzhang's brow.The two looked at each other, and they could see their shadows in each other's eyes.
"Do you like me?"
"..."
"How much do you like it?"
"..."
After being teased by Li Guangning like this, the clay figurine also became a bit hot.Du Yuzhang frowned, turned his head away and did not answer.
Li Guangning laughed, and kissed him again, which was still loud.Then he sat up and pulled Du Yuzhang up as well.
Of course, he was in such a good mood, it was impossible to let Du Yuzhang go.Before he could sit still, he was already pulled into his arms.
Du Yuzhang ignored him and wrapped himself in his arms like an octopus.He looked out the window, but this look was wrong,
"Your Majesty, this road..."
"What happened to the road?"
"This is not the way to the capital."
"Oh? Yuzhang has been in Ximan for three years, and he has never set foot in the Central Plains. It's just that he passed by this time when he came here, and he still remembers how to get to my Great Yanjing City. It's not easy."
This is a bit sour and resentful for no reason.
Du Yuzhang was taken aback for a moment, then he understood.Li Guangning searched for him as hard as in the past, every small town in Dayan had his portrait.Since they were looking for someone, the frontier towns must be the focus, and the investigation must be very strict.Therefore, if he had entered through the gate of that small city, he would be discovered soon.
But Li Guangning hasn't asked here for three years, which means he hasn't received any information from here.
"Your Majesty is blaming me for not showing my whereabouts and not calling Your Majesty.
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