Lofty future

I stayed for a while at the corner of the NO.16 gate and the street.No one came and went in the old alley after the rain, and they seemed not afraid of being seen and heard, arguing and shoving without restraint.

I am not advancing or retreating, and I am forced to become a follower.

Chi Xue's attitude was similar to the last time when she was about to hang up the phone, she sounded unwilling to entangle her.The other party angrily recounted his indifference and perfunctory, but he was indifferent, quietly driving people into anger from embarrassment.

"Chi Xue, we're done!" The boy choked his throat, holding back his strength in a young voice.

In contrast, Chi Xue's response seemed ruthless, and he chuckled lightly: "Is this sentence effective immediately, Master Zeng?"

Obviously, I only met once through the window, but at this moment, I can clearly see the boy's big round black eyes, the corners of his mouth pulled out in an incredulous and stubborn expression.

"It takes effect! It will take effect immediately! If you want to go, I will let you go, but don't regret it!" He almost roared.

Chi Xue's side was silent.

After a long while, there was the sound of metal objects hitting the ground, and the movement was deliberately made loud.Then the man ran away, and the quarrel was over.

It has exactly the same appearance and temperament as that beautiful young master. He is rich and innocent, and he does not eat fireworks. He will act out a life experience that should be unique according to the plot of the abused idol drama.It sounds heart-piercing, but in fact, I'm afraid it's something that can be turned over after a night of entertainment.

It's not as good as the little bastard in NO.16, which makes people feel sympathetic.

I took a light breath, walked out of the corner, and met Chi Xue's gaze as soon as I raised my gaze.He stood there in a waiting posture, with no expression on his face, staring at me and walking in front of him.

This look made people feel a lot of pressure. I couldn't help but touch the tip of my nose. Without greeting, I said straight to the point: "I accidentally photographed you just now. Sorry, I can delete it."

"Why do you want to delete it?" He stretched out his hand towards me, his tone and attitude were not bad, "show me."

I turned on the camera as promised and found the photo just now.

It was closed too hastily before, and I haven't seen how it was shot, but now I opened the preview, and I was a little surprised.

Camera capture is more vicious than human eyes, and the moment left forever is the moment when Chi Xue looks at the camera.

His eyes are narrow and long, with upward-turned eyes, which are naturally charming.But if he is distracted, his eyes will be like undiscovered springs in the forest, clear and undisturbed, primitive and wild.

In the photo, he looked at my camera with such a look.I have to say that he is so beautiful, and those eyes are so full of vitality.

I breathed lightly, quietly moved my thumb away from the delete key, raised my head and smiled flatteringly at him: "This, it's very pretty, how about I export it and send you a copy?"

"If you don't want to delete it, just say it." This person is really not tactful at all.

I am speechless, able to stretch and bend, and follow the good example: "Go back and send you a WeChat message."

He didn't seem to have any opinion, he let go of the camera and walked forward slowly, I froze in place not knowing where to go.He took a few steps, as if realizing that someone hadn't followed, he turned his head and frowned at me.

That frown frowned, as if blaming me—a blaming with its own voice, with the tone and tone of a young man's self-awareness, "Xiang Cheng, why are you so slow?"

no change.

He has not changed.

Maybe, he just hasn't changed in front of me?

After these few meetings, when he was alone, it was as if he took off his human skin mask. The demeanor and EQ of the star Chi Xue were thrown aside as bullshit, and he only gave me the broken temper and old face of a stinky latrine. .

This is so ridiculous, how could he put himself in the same position as before so confidently, as if he was still Xiang Chixue?Where did he get the confidence to think that I would still be the same as when I was a child...

"Xiang Cheng, why are you in a daze?" He suddenly stretched his legs and turned back, "Let's go to lunch!"

Looking at this pair of eyebrows and eyes, I couldn't help feeling a little dazed, trying to retrieve that young man's face from my memory.

However, I couldn't get it out.

It is blurred, blended into too long years, the more you try to piece it together, the more it becomes unrecognizable.Instead, it was the frown and movement in front of me, unreasonable and eager to get into my mind.

I had no choice but to resent myself and avoid him: "I'm sorry, it's a coincidence to meet you like this, but I still have something to do. I have an appointment and it's almost time. I beg others not to be late... "

He turned cold when he heard half of the words, and gave a "I see how you make it up" look in his eyes.

Dealing with people face to face and not giving them face to face is a naive way to deal with them.I really don't know whether to annoy him for not talking about adult etiquette, or to imitate the brain-dead fans who praised him as "knowing the world but not the world".

I just felt cold water poured on me, and I was making fun of myself, so I didn't bother to say any more: "I'm going first, I'll make an appointment next time."

"Xiang Cheng!" He crossed his arm to stop me, forcing me to stay where I was, with a sullen expression on his face, "Do you know what is so special about lying?"

"..."

"Once you tell a lie, you will tell the matter in great detail, make it up clearly, and you will believe it yourself..."

"Chi Xue, are you so interesting?" I interrupted him, deliberately looking directly into those eyes, "I'm so big, do I have to say that I don't want to eat with you, don't want to stay with you?"

He was stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth and eyes seemed to have lost water, hanging down: "You admit it, you are just avoiding me."

"I admit what I admit, one size fits one size, that day is that day, today is today!"

"Why are you avoiding me?"

"I do not have."

"You said you didn't care about me."

? ?Why is this still rising?I suppressed my eyes: "Which word did I say..."

"You told my fans." He was so angry that his breath became rough, and the ending was a low voice that he was struggling to suppress. He took out his phone and pressed the button heavily, and pulled out a screenshot.

It turns out that the rumors that celebrities read fans' microblogs are true.

I really didn't expect that a casual conversation with a customer could become ironclad evidence that the person in the conversation confronted me with guilt.

But please, why do you call this a sin?Should I still care about you?why care?

He was so angry and Shen Xing asked the teacher for the crime, and I was also a little angry.However, he didn't want to make any more noise in the street, so he took a step back and tried his best to be polite.

"You just had trouble with others and you were in a bad mood. Let's talk about it next time. I wish you success in filming."

After that, I turned around and walked away quickly, with my back straight.

Probably stimulated by the sudden surge of emotions, many trivial things related to quarrels when I was a child brushed away the thin dust of memory and rushed towards me.

When Chi Xue was 12 years old, her temper was not good at all. His silent side was irritable.Like a series of firecrackers, it ignites at one point.

In the first six months of being a family member, he would often blush with anger before I could react to anything.

What's more, his angry formation doesn't depend on the occasion, and he can't control the expression on his face. He just squats in the corner and ignores people. If he wants to hide again, he will have to stick a layer of human skin on him.

Once the whole family went to a wedding, I don't remember why he lost his temper again, threw away the bowls and chopsticks, turned his back to a table of people, and picked the wall of the restaurant with his hands.

A colleague who was close to Xiang Meifang sighed and said in a low voice: "Your kid lacked the correct education when he was a child, his personality was distorted, and his temper was too biased. You have to suffer!"

A table is only that big, and the sound is low enough for everyone to hear.

I was so anxious that I raised my head and stared at the aunt, but she didn't care when she saw it, and smiled at me: "Xiao Cheng, you are a good boy, don't imitate him."

The table was full of people laughing, gossiping about this bit of gossip, some people gave examples of their so-and-so having a child who was lonely and difficult to bring up, and some people mentioned the problematic juvenile case they saw in the newspaper...

Come to think of it, I was so stupid back then.

I didn't talk back, didn't take Chi Xue away, and didn't even show a little intimacy and understanding to him.I just sat there and listened, and the more I listened, the more it seemed to make sense.

They said that Chi Xue’s living environment was too harsh when she was a child, she lacked love, lacked a sense of security, she didn’t know how to handle emotions correctly, and she didn’t know how to express her feelings. Human beings are naturally kind at first, but if you go astray, you have to get back to the right path. It takes a lot of work...

I looked back at him, like a rare fool, and thought, I can put in a lot of effort, I can help him get back to the right path, and be good kids together.

I remember, I listened carefully to the words of the people at the table, and picked out the "effort-consuming" operation method from it.After returning home, I taught him how to be civilized and polite.

But I have forgotten how he reacted to this, because Xiang Meifang quickly grabbed me by the collar and pressed me against the window sill, and beat me with a feather duster.

"Xiang Cheng, I usually lack your milk, or do I lack your calcium tablets? Why is my brain shrinking? What nonsense are you talking to Chi Xue? Let me tell you, there is nothing wrong with him, there is nothing wrong with him! He just has that personality, he Just get along with the world like that, as long as he is happy and comfortable, that is his magic weapon!"

I refused to accept it, and shouted: "But he was said, they said he was not a good boy, I don't like people saying that about him!"

"You don't like it?" Xiang Meifang turned me over with a cold look on her face, "Which onion are you?"

After saying that, she turned her head to Chi Xue and asked, "You say it yourself, they talk nonsense about you, how do you feel?"

Chi Xue stood beside the cabinet, the setting sun slanted towards him through the window, cutting half of his face dark and half bright.The bright side was facing me, smiling brightly and chicly.

"I do not care!"

Xiang Meifang glanced back at me: "Did you hear that?"

I don't understand, and I am ashamed and angry.I feel that I have done something wrong, but I don't understand why my intentions are so good and far-reaching, why they seem to be belittled and dismissed by them.

This is the moment that impresses me the most.At that time, I just felt that they formed a united front in front of me, and I was drawn on the other side.In addition to shame and indignation, there is more eagerness in my heart.

"Then what do you care about? Then what do you care about? Tell me what you care about. From now on, I will only...just care about what you care about, and I will never teach you again..." I said while crying, incoherent , I am afraid that they will be thrown on the other side forever from now on.

Chi Xue walked out of half of the sunset, came over and took my hand, wrapping two palms around the five fingers of one of my hands.

"I care about Xiang Cheng and Fang Fang's mother."

After hearing this, Xiang Meifang laughed happily, and patted his head approvingly: "Boy, you have a conscience!" Then she said to me, "Hurry up and wipe your nose and tears, you are worthless! You, if you really want to help your brother , just love him from the bottom of my heart. Didn’t those broken-mouthed people say that he lacks love? If you make up for him, maybe you can make up for that big tiankeng! What’s missing, what’s missing, isn’t it better than blind correction?”

As I said, Xiang Meifang's raising children is very rough, and the common principles are left to the school to tell us. Occasionally, a little family education like this is all blatantly deviant.

But I believe it.

Not only did I believe it, but I also once felt that the "big tiankeng" was really a big tiankeng, and it would take a lifetime to mend it.So at that time, I really cared about Chi Xue.

It is only natural to care about it.Where do you need to ask yourself what should or should not be done, and what to do.

The author says:

Yaoshou, I haven't saved the manuscript, and I will change it from tomorrow before going to bed at night.