Lofty future

The next day, Chi Xue's body had fully recovered, so she took out a serious scene that she left during her business trip to shoot.

It was a three-person rivalry, Guan Shan, Lao Guan, and Gu Bai.

One evening, Lao Guan's condition improved like a flash of light, and he proposed to his son that he wanted to go to the roof of the building to blow some air.So Guan Shan took him to the top of the building, and a conversation took place between father and son.

Not long after Gu Bai returned from going out, he couldn't find anyone in the house, and finally found the upstairs, just in time to hear his lover's nostalgia for the past life, and then the plot of the three rivals.

The filming will start in the evening. In order to finish the filming smoothly at that time, Chi Xue and I started the scene early in the morning, and Chen Zuoda came to the scene to join the rehearsal around noon.

"You can't directly reveal the emotion in your heart. You have to hide it, deliberately hide it, and find faults that sound unimportant. Do you understand? First you complain that Lao Guan ran out at this time and didn't pay attention to his body, making people worry , Pave the way to the unbearable point, then explode, and then accuse."

Chen Zuoda, as always, taught me well, speaking and acting at the same time.

His acting skills are at the height of perfection, a man in his 50s and [-]s, he said that he would change himself into a young man who is resentful, Gu Bai's expression on his face is actually not disobedient at all.

Speaking lines of complaints in his mouth, his eyes swept aside and glanced at Guan Shan, and immediately there was an ambiguous atmosphere surging under the tide.

With just one glance, you can tell that Gu Bai is stepping on the edge of coldness, madness and self-destruction - according to the script, Gu Bai's ending is drowning and disappearing, life and death are unknown.

I can't imagine how I can accomplish such an expression. It's impossible to do it so easily and naturally. My only weapon is empathy.

And what I empathize with seems to be different from his understanding.

Among the emotions that Gu Bai bestowed on me, I was more panic-stricken when faced with Laoguan who was dying soon and the uncertain future.With nothing else to worry about, the world is too big for me.So my intentional or unintentional temptation to Guan Shan is a person's instinct for life, and I want to catch a little bit of concern.It has nothing to do with madness, self-destruction, lust.

After finishing the demonstration, Chen Zuoda motioned me to try it.

However, I was a little stuck, and I was hesitant to discuss my understanding with him.

Strictly speaking, this part is the matter of Gu Bai and Guan Shan.Compared to him, I should discuss it with Chi Xue.

"It's time for dinner?" Chi Xue suddenly raised her hand to look at her watch, rolled up the script and smiled at Chen Zuoda, "Mr. Chen, let's cook first."

Chen Zuoda rolled his eyes, looked at him and then at me, and smiled: "Okay, you can take care of your own." After finishing speaking, he threw his hands out the door.

Chi Xue turned her head and winked at me: "Let's go."

Assistant Bai specially packed the food and came back, which was richer than the crew and Chi Xue usually ate.Chi Xue pointed upwards, signaling to go to the roof.I can't seem to find a reason for the rejection.

Words cannot describe the state of our relationship now, but it must be different in some way.Perhaps the responsibility rests with me, and I did not really resist his Passover.

I should be clear about Chi Xue's attitude towards passive avoidance, not to mention that I myself have selfish motives not to want him to leave.Although each other's desires are misplaced, they have the same meaning.

I think it's time to seriously think about his "pursuit", instead of just putting it aside indifferently, hoping that after the filming is over, it will be a matter of course.

"Do you want to go back to NO.16?" After hesitating again and again, I finally tried to find a small stone to ask for directions.

The action of picking up vegetables on the opposite side stopped, his expression tightened suddenly, and he looked at me with some disbelief: "...you mean, us, our family?"

"That's not our home."

Although I have made preparations, I still dare not look directly at him at this moment, so I have to move my eyes away and narrate as normal as possible.

"After Fang's mother left, No. 16 was taken by her two brothers, and no one would let the other. It was ugly for a while, but then it seems that Xiang Rong got it...it should be Xiang Rong, he has a son Isn't it?"

I thought of the cheap cousin I met that day. I couldn’t remember his name at the time. Later, when I went back to the past, I got a little impression. His name should be Xiang Ting or Xiang Ting.

"how about you?"

"What?" I was a little confused.

"They took the house, what about you?" He frowned, and the muscles around his eyes were a little too tight.

It's hard not to be unmoved by someone who cares so much.

I put down my chopsticks, pulled the corner of my mouth and gave a smile: "It's all over, I was not a child at the time, I had arms, legs and a brain, so I couldn't find a place to live?"

He opened his mouth to say something, but the words stopped at the edge of his lips in one breath, with a gloomy expression, stuffed a handful of vegetables into his mouth, and said sullenly: "There is no good thing in their family, how could they give birth to someone like my mother?" .”

I followed his words to change the subject, and joked: "You didn't think Fang's mother was a good person when you were young, and you were always on guard against her malicious intentions."

Even if he was adopted with good intentions, he was very defensive for a long time, and he didn't know how many bad possibilities were in his mind, scaring himself.

Just imagining it is a sad thing.But people actually don't have time to experience these things in their experience, and they should be considered normal.

Now that I've said this, I just relax, and there's nothing to be pretentious about.

"After you left, Fang's mother's illness has not recovered. In the end, I left in my sophomore year. She died the day before, and those two rascals came the day after. It wasn't from Xiang's family, so I didn't have the confidence to argue with them. During that time, all kinds of things combined were quite chaotic, and then I dropped out of school. Later, I met Zhan Yunpeng and did business with him for several years. I ran back halfway, and the spring breeze is not drunk. In the end, you came back."

Cut out the complicated and make it simple, and ten years are just a few words.After I finished speaking, I felt a burst of relief, as if a black gas escaped from my body.

As a person who is "honest" first, I seem to have won some kind of power, and I have a little more confidence when facing him for no reason, waiting for his reaction.

He was silent for a while, and then asked: "Ah Cheng, what do you mean? Suddenly willing to tell me these things can't be because you are soft-hearted to me, and you are willing to open your heart?"

It seemed that he thought this was funny, and before I could say anything, he immediately denied himself, "How is it possible, you treat people well on the surface, but you are actually very hard-hearted."

"That's not a good word."

"Tell me." He ignored my words and looked directly at me, "Where do you plan to put me?"

"Axue, you are back, just go back to your original position, okay?"

Hearing this, he maintained his original posture and looked at me for a while, not knowing whether he was angry or smiling, as if he had heard a big joke.

I knew he wouldn't cooperate.But since I said so, my determination is not much worse than his.

It is our common desire to reorganize this family, so why can't the way of reorganization be biased towards my wishes?

"It's okay, don't care about the distance, do you want to go back to NO.16?" I took a step back and returned to the original proposal.

"Xiang Cheng, you really are..." He sighed deeply, shook his head in a short while, and gave up the confrontation, "Okay, come back, come back."

I smiled, and exchanged the good food he put on my side to his hand: "Eat it quickly, let's have a good time in a while, try to have it once, and save you the effort of reshooting."

He hung his head sullenly and didn't bother to talk to me.

However, I am more at ease and confident than ever before——Xiang Chixue, don't I know you yet?You are always the one who listens to me the most.

The author says:

Yo Xi, the following is a push and pull theater, to see how Ah Cheng went from thinking he was sober and took the initiative, to sinking into addiction and unable to extricate himself.