Lofty future

I still remember the first time I saw him.

At that time, he was kissing Chi Xuesuo in the car, with a pink face and phoenix eyes, with a charming and arrogant expression, from the angle of his chin up to his sitting posture, there were two words: pampered, superior.

And it was born that way.

He wasn't friendly at all, but he wasn't obnoxious either.Because he has a pair of special eyes, dark, pure and bright.You feel like you'll forgive him no matter what bad things he does.

Frankly, I never forgot his eyes after seeing him once.

However, I have never noticed that there is a "look alike" between us-the temperament is too different, and I can't associate him with myself at all.

What's more, I don't know my own face very well.

At this moment, I have to sketch my own appearance in my mind, and my memories have to go back to the first day when I joined the group, when I became Gu Bai for the first time.

That was the rare time I took a serious look at myself in the mirror, seeing that face gradually becoming like me, but not like me.Since then, it has been fixed in my memory, together with Gu Bai.

And does it look like the face in front of you?

It seems that there is indeed a bit of resemblance.

The same dark and bright eyes, the same arrogant and angry corners of the mouth, and the same natural charm that makes people want to be pampered and forgiven.It turned out that I could actually see these things on my body.

When I think about it this way, I feel incredible.I have lived for nearly 30 years, and I never thought that these words and traits would be related to me.

So what does all of this have to do with Chi Xue's choice of Zeng Yuhan - once chosen?

Apparently, I'm not alone in thinking this way.

On the other side, Zeng Yuhan's two thin lips were pressed together, her brows were slightly frowned, her eyes immediately turned faintly red, and she stared at Chi Xue with an unbelievable look mixed with surprise and emotion.

"Axue, so you treat me so..."

Chi Xue raised her eyebrows, and at the same time raised her arms to block Zeng Yuhan from rushing forward: "It's not what you think, Xiang Cheng is not like you, you are not the same type at all."

Zeng Yuhan turned her head to look at me, her eyes were as swift as the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves: "Why don't you look like this? Don't your eyes, nose and eyebrows look like mine?"

"..." It is difficult to judge whether this statement is overconfident or culturally limited.

I still have to prepare for the filming, and I don't plan to accompany them to act as a stand-in. Picking up the porridge in front of me, I got up and went to the living room.

In the words of my netizen Big Orange and Little Sun, as long as you run fast, you won't be able to catch up with embarrassment.

I did live peacefully in the living room for a while, enough to finish the porridge.After a few minutes, they still came out.

I don't know what Chi Xue said to Zeng Yuhan, but the young master actually looked docile and obedient. The look in my eyes was less aggressive than just now, and there was a little more exploration of unknown meaning.

He seemed to want to talk to me, but after thinking about it, he gave up and turned around to ask Chi Xue, "Is he really that good? If I'm not satisfied, I can put Lin Zitong's play back."

"That's impossible. My movie is not a toy for you to lose your temper." Chi Xue's tone was casual, but her expression was a little scary.

After hearing this, the young master immediately smiled coquettishly: "Just talking, I'm not the kind of tasteless old-fashioned capitalist who invests money in your art."

Chi Xue glanced back at him lightly, without comment.Looking at me, he didn't seem to intend to explain to me what they had reached between them, and glanced down at the empty packing bowl.

"Let's go play."

I wiped my mouth, got up and went out with him to find Chen Zuoda.

The official shooting starts from noon until the evening, and then we have a break for dinner, and there will be a big night scene until late at night.If all goes well, work will be over by one o'clock.

Zeng Yuhan claimed that she would follow Tian Tian "to inspect the filming situation on behalf of the management."Chi Xue didn't persuade her, and pushed Assistant Bai out to listen to him, and didn't allow him to get too close, "so as not to affect the reception".

During the few words between the two, their eyebrows were flickering non-stop, as if they were playing some game they often played between them.

I don't know what kind of fun this is, I just feel a little boring.

The first scene is me and Chen Zuoda.

Still in the state of flashback, the spirit is much more refreshed than bedridden all year round, and the appetite and mood are good.

Not so long ago, we experienced rooftop emotions that are in need of repair and calm.

He wanted to eat a bowl of the most refreshing scallion minced meat noodles, this is what Lao Guan invited Gu Bai to eat when he first met him.For so many years, Gu Bai has made this bowl of noodles to the essence.

I can cook and live with Song Weiran's mother and daughter, so cooking is a common thing.In the previous play, Chi Xue mainly discussed emotional details with me, which required me to perform a kind of lightness between despair and relief.

It sounds very mysterious, but in fact, I want to cook noodles wholeheartedly.I shouldn't be thinking about anything in this scene except noodles.

Because for Gu Bai at this moment, all meanings have disappeared, and he is still alive only because of inertia.

He didn't want to worry about anything anymore, only this small and specific job at hand was worth paying attention to.

"It's the same for you, don't think about anything, leave the camera angles to us, and you just have to cook the meal." Chi Xue hesitated for a moment before adding, "Do you understand what I mean?"

"Understood. I make a complete meal, what to choose, how to choose and how to use yourself, but... I don't understand how light it can be, I may only be able to show a walking dead, empty."

"So don't think about anything, just focus on making good noodles, and there will always be results." He looked at me deeply, "This is a skill, you trust me."

He is reassuring me.

Here, he is Dinghaishenzhen.The machine is about to turn on, of course I can only trust him.

"let's start."

The renovated old kitchen is still a bit worrying, the stove is very difficult to use, I just hit the fire three times.

Chen Zuoda sat at the table and looked at me, perhaps because he was afraid that I would be nervous due to a glitch, so he made a small talk on his own and started the interaction.

His voice came from behind, slightly different from the usual impression of Lao Guan.I don't know why, but when I was completely focused on making noodles, I suddenly thought of a person who had forgotten all about it.

A person who completely belongs to passerby A in our life - I mean, in my life and Chi Xue's life.

It was an old man living alone, who lived on the way to school from our junior high school.That street is also an old street, and there are some broken doors that were already very dilapidated in those days, and they would not be noticed unless they paid special attention.

The old man sat in front of such a broken door all year round.

Sometimes I hunched my back and smoked, and sometimes I leaned on a cane with both hands and stared into the distance.No one has ever spoken to him, and only a green wooden chair with peeling paint keeps him company.

We've seen him countless times on our way to school and can't remember when he disappeared...or, to put it more honestly, we know he disappeared on a certain day, but no one mentions it.

That "one day" was nothing special. We walked that road and passed that door as usual, but the person in front of the door was gone.

Chi Xue and I stopped at the same moment, looked at each other, and saw the same look in each other's eyes.Both at a loss, but also well aware.

After Chen Zuoda finished those two small talk, I was speechless, so I put down the chopped green onion and turned around, looking at Laoguan with that mood and eyes.

I know that my eyes penetrated him, and I looked at that inexplicable and profound moment in my youth.

At that time, in fact, we all wanted to say something to each other. "Is he dead?" Or, "Don't be afraid." In short, we had unfinished words at the time, blocked by fears that young people cannot calmly bear.

At this time, Chi Xue behind the monitor raised her head and looked at me from half the distance of the living room.

Guan Shan's makeup was on his face, but he responded to me with Chi Xue's smile.No words needed, no further confirmation needed, I knew he knew where I was again.

After a while, he nodded slightly, letting go of my desertion.

I suddenly felt unusually relaxed in my heart, as if some old illness had been dispelled.I didn't look at Laoguan again, turned around, and really started cooking Gu Bai's bowl of noodles with all my heart.