Lofty future
Chapter 35 It's My Own Heartbeat
By coincidence, I avoided Song Weiran and went to Lanting to answer the call.
It has been ringing for a long time when the answer button is pressed, and the first sound heard when it is connected is a lot of noise.Banquet—I don't know why, I had such a reaction in my mind.
Then came Chi Xue's voice: "Ah Cheng, where are you? Did you go home?"
"I'm back."
"I knew you would come back, tomorrow..." The words paused for a while, and the place gradually became quiet, he probably found a corner where no one was around.
"I've helped you choose your look for tomorrow night. Xiaobai will arrive early tomorrow morning and bring you a stylist. After you finish your makeup, you will go to the green banquet."
I was a little surprised: "Does it need to be so exaggerated?"
He paused: "I want to take some photos and spread some publicity, is that okay?"
He is a director and a producer, and it is his job to consider publicity.I am also an actor who has signed a contract. Even if I agree not to participate in the post-production announcement, it is still nothing to take a few photos.
His cautious look made people a little annoyed, and I muffled and perfunctory: "Yes."
There was silence on his end, and for a while there was hardly any movement.But even though I can't see it, and I don't know the surroundings, I still have his face in my mind.
His expression was full of inquiry, with a smile that was not a smile, and his eyes were hidden behind the smile, revealing a faint sense of apprehension.
Alas, that's all, why should I care about these small issues, it's obviously not worth mentioning.
"What time will Assistant Bai come? I'll arrange the time."
"It must be after nine o'clock, it won't be too early."
"then you……"
"I'll go, maybe at night. Don't worry," he said with a chuckle, "I won't leave you alone."
Speechless, I looked up at whatever was in front of me, and my eyes fell on the mirror on the square pillar.In the mirror, there is a smile between my brows and eyes.
This is amazing.I stared blankly at that face, and involuntarily got up and walked over to observe.
I saw that the corners of the eyes of the person in the mirror were lifted up, drawing a soft arc that I didn't know, and even the pupils seemed to be softly lighted and fogged, with a soft texture.It is the effect that I can't achieve even if I want to pursue it when I retouch the picture.
It's really beautiful, so beautiful that I'm a little dazed.
"Chi Xue." I moved my lips, thinking I was just saying these two words silently, but the sound fell off my ears, and I was startled.
"Hey! What's the matter?" He was obviously surprised by my tone, his voice was high and bright, a little excited, "Why did you suddenly call me that?"
"...It's nothing." I came back from a trance, shook my head to get myself back to normal, and said, "Then see you tomorrow night. I'm in the store now, and I have to do something first."
"Well, I'm going to do something too."
"Are you at any event?"
"Well, a senior's private banquet is quite important, and I have to go to work for a while."
After hanging up the phone, I still stood in front of the pillar and stared at myself for a long time, completely in a daze.
These days, whenever I calm down, my mind will automatically recall the past, but not now.This brain is blank, and I can no longer think about the past.And looming in the vast expanse of whiteness is the sound of a heartbeat.
It's my own heartbeat.
One click, one click, another click.Excited, fresh, excited, there is an indescribable soreness, thumping sound, as if beating every nerve in the chest cavity, beating the thin skin on the body.
I had never experienced this kind of heartbeat before, but when it appeared, I knew it meant love.
Song Weiran was right again, great progress has indeed been made.
I once read a novel about the growth and friendship of two teenagers with completely different personalities.
It may also be regarded as love, if the necessary distinguishing mark between friendship and love is affection.
In the book, the two teenagers represent reason and logic, sensibility and art respectively. They get close because of their extremely similar cores, and are strongly attracted to each other because of their extremely contradictory characteristics.
At first they grew up together, then the rational ones took the most orthodox and rigorous path, and the artists followed their intuition and exiled themselves from the world.They separated, and the years that followed were narrated from the artist's point of view.
That novel was not easy to read for me, and it was even quite uncomfortable to read.But I really want to know whether the protagonist will meet again and how, so I gnawed on it.
When I was reading novels at the time, I didn't know why I was obsessed with this.After all, I am obviously not a person who is very interested in fiction, and I usually don't pay much attention to the development of fictional stories.
Just that once an exception.
Then, yes, the topic was about to come to Chi Xue.
When Chi Xue returned to my life, I gradually understood that the reason I was so persistent in reading that book was because that story dragged me out.
In my eyes, Chi Xue is the artist who exiles himself.
In the depths of my heart that I can't even reach, I really want to know how he has been away for so many years, whether he will return, and in what form he will return.
The perspective of that book is just right, it describes in such detail the various experiences of the person who left.
People live in the world, although the experience is varied and cannot be copied, but the ups and downs in the heart are often similar, and the same goal leads to the same goal.
Therefore, even a fictitious story that has no real resemblance to reality satisfies my speculation about Chi Xue and comforts my deepest concerns and worries.
Now, at this moment, when I think of Chi Xue, the intimacy and tenderness with him, and the kiss before he went out, I feel that my whole person has changed.And it's an unresisting, ongoing change.
I became so grateful for fate and life, that all misfortunes and regrets were forgiven, and that every annoyance before my eyes was lovely and light.
In particular, when I think of the next time we meet, I feel my heart beat faster and my blood feel hot.
So the rest of the day passed in a trance like this.
I don't know if it's a guilty conscience, dragging my feverish mind, I'm a little embarrassed to see Song Weiran, and I stay away from her sight when I get a chance.
When evening came, I took the key to pick Jasmine up, and took her to a nearby playground for a while at the request of the little one.It was past eight o'clock when I got home, and the dishes were cold.
"One big and one small, why are they so playful? Where did they play?" Song Weiran sealed the dish with plastic wrap and threw it into the microwave to heat it up.
Jasmine replied loudly: "Qingqing Playground!"
It is the closest small playground to the kindergarten. Although the sparrow is small, it has all internal organs and classic items. It is a good Disney meal replacement for urban children.
"Where did you go!" Song Weiran turned around after hearing this, first stared at Jasmine in horror, then turned to look at me with a confused expression, "I forgot to tell you, don't take her to play near the school recently .”
"What's wrong?" My heart sank.
Sure enough, she showed distress and a trace of anger: "The one surnamed Xu is guarding. I usually bring people back when I receive them, and don't give him a chance to get close. You still have to be careful in places that are easy to get lost."
Hearing this, I understand.
"I will pay attention in the future, and will not let strangers get close to Jasmine."
Song Weiran nodded without saying anything, but I think she is still very worried.However, she kept her mouth shut and didn't want to say it, so it was inconvenient for me to ask too much.
Originally, I thought that Jasmine's nature likes excitement and crowds, but because of her insecure and relaxed childhood, I suppressed this part of her nature, and planned to take her to the wrap-up banquet for fun.
Looking at Song Weiran's attitude now, he just gave up.
The next day was fine weather.The room at home had just been tidied up, so I didn't draw the curtains when I went to bed at night, and when I woke up in the morning, my body was full of sunshine.
There is a wechat message from Chi Xue late at night in his phone, it seems that the senior's private banquet he attended was not easy, and he drank badly.
In several messages, the voice was intermittent, accompanied by the sound of water in the bathroom, and the text was full of typos.
At [-]:[-], Assistant Bai called and said that he had entered the city and would pick me up soon.I tidied up hastily and waited for him to come.
Chi Xue seems to have spent a lot of money. Assistant Bai came in an RV I had never seen before. There were more than a dozen sets of clothes in the car, and everything needed for styling was available.
Among them, the most expensive is probably the stylist.
That is a watery beauty.The boy, with a pair of winking eyes, has a soft but delicate and unmistakable voice, and his voice is as clear and lively as water, which makes it hard not to like it.
"My name is Jingjing, and I'm old friends with Teacher Chi Xue!" As he spoke, he stroked the half-length hair on his sideburns, and looked at me frankly, "You are exactly what Teacher Chi said."
"What's that like?"
The corner of his mouth twitched, and he smiled narrowly: "Like a Bodhisattva!"
I know this word, the recent Internet popularity.
I don't know why, people suddenly like to use this word to describe lust and purity.I see it as a description that includes both praise and a certain kind of veiled provocation and profanity.
This is what Jingjing looks like now.
He didn't hide his admiration and interest in me at all, his eyes went up and down several times, then he clicked his tongue and sighed, and then heaved a long sigh.
"Hey, how come everyone I like so much has a master?"
"Sorry?" I really didn't know what to say.
After hearing this, Jingjing seemed to find it very interesting, so she chuckled.
After laughing and looking over again, the straightforwardness and provocation in the eyes are gone.He stood back and looked at me again, with a serious expression and sharp eyes that seemed to be able to see through the skin and bones of people.
After a while, he nodded himself and said, "Teacher Xiang, don't worry, I will definitely let Teacher Chi see the most amazing you that he will never see in his life tonight."
"Thank you."
When the car set off, the crew had already become active.As tonight's coordinator, Li Fan has already arrived at the location of the finale banquet.That was the best restaurant on Guxu Road that Chi Xue brought me to.
The choice of this location must be Chi Xue's opinion.
He didn't say anything, but he was full of gratitude to those who could follow the filming extension for a month, and he just wanted to hold a party for his own people.
The scene has been set up, and Li Fan posted a few photos in the group, so that those who want to go continue to deduct 1 and get an extra seat.Everyone agreed, and the number of people seemed to be gradually increasing.
Assistant Bai turned around and explained to me today's itinerary, styling, and taking pictures, mainly personal photos of the characters, and there will also be a few group photos...
As I listened and browsed the chats in the group, my mind was full of thoughts.For a moment, I felt that all the good fortune in my life was coming to me.
Everything was so good it was almost unreal, like in a dream.
The author says:
I plan to get a V next week.On the one hand, I hope to use this to urge myself to be diligent and more, on the other hand, I haven’t had a V for so long, so I have to experience it~
It has been ringing for a long time when the answer button is pressed, and the first sound heard when it is connected is a lot of noise.Banquet—I don't know why, I had such a reaction in my mind.
Then came Chi Xue's voice: "Ah Cheng, where are you? Did you go home?"
"I'm back."
"I knew you would come back, tomorrow..." The words paused for a while, and the place gradually became quiet, he probably found a corner where no one was around.
"I've helped you choose your look for tomorrow night. Xiaobai will arrive early tomorrow morning and bring you a stylist. After you finish your makeup, you will go to the green banquet."
I was a little surprised: "Does it need to be so exaggerated?"
He paused: "I want to take some photos and spread some publicity, is that okay?"
He is a director and a producer, and it is his job to consider publicity.I am also an actor who has signed a contract. Even if I agree not to participate in the post-production announcement, it is still nothing to take a few photos.
His cautious look made people a little annoyed, and I muffled and perfunctory: "Yes."
There was silence on his end, and for a while there was hardly any movement.But even though I can't see it, and I don't know the surroundings, I still have his face in my mind.
His expression was full of inquiry, with a smile that was not a smile, and his eyes were hidden behind the smile, revealing a faint sense of apprehension.
Alas, that's all, why should I care about these small issues, it's obviously not worth mentioning.
"What time will Assistant Bai come? I'll arrange the time."
"It must be after nine o'clock, it won't be too early."
"then you……"
"I'll go, maybe at night. Don't worry," he said with a chuckle, "I won't leave you alone."
Speechless, I looked up at whatever was in front of me, and my eyes fell on the mirror on the square pillar.In the mirror, there is a smile between my brows and eyes.
This is amazing.I stared blankly at that face, and involuntarily got up and walked over to observe.
I saw that the corners of the eyes of the person in the mirror were lifted up, drawing a soft arc that I didn't know, and even the pupils seemed to be softly lighted and fogged, with a soft texture.It is the effect that I can't achieve even if I want to pursue it when I retouch the picture.
It's really beautiful, so beautiful that I'm a little dazed.
"Chi Xue." I moved my lips, thinking I was just saying these two words silently, but the sound fell off my ears, and I was startled.
"Hey! What's the matter?" He was obviously surprised by my tone, his voice was high and bright, a little excited, "Why did you suddenly call me that?"
"...It's nothing." I came back from a trance, shook my head to get myself back to normal, and said, "Then see you tomorrow night. I'm in the store now, and I have to do something first."
"Well, I'm going to do something too."
"Are you at any event?"
"Well, a senior's private banquet is quite important, and I have to go to work for a while."
After hanging up the phone, I still stood in front of the pillar and stared at myself for a long time, completely in a daze.
These days, whenever I calm down, my mind will automatically recall the past, but not now.This brain is blank, and I can no longer think about the past.And looming in the vast expanse of whiteness is the sound of a heartbeat.
It's my own heartbeat.
One click, one click, another click.Excited, fresh, excited, there is an indescribable soreness, thumping sound, as if beating every nerve in the chest cavity, beating the thin skin on the body.
I had never experienced this kind of heartbeat before, but when it appeared, I knew it meant love.
Song Weiran was right again, great progress has indeed been made.
I once read a novel about the growth and friendship of two teenagers with completely different personalities.
It may also be regarded as love, if the necessary distinguishing mark between friendship and love is affection.
In the book, the two teenagers represent reason and logic, sensibility and art respectively. They get close because of their extremely similar cores, and are strongly attracted to each other because of their extremely contradictory characteristics.
At first they grew up together, then the rational ones took the most orthodox and rigorous path, and the artists followed their intuition and exiled themselves from the world.They separated, and the years that followed were narrated from the artist's point of view.
That novel was not easy to read for me, and it was even quite uncomfortable to read.But I really want to know whether the protagonist will meet again and how, so I gnawed on it.
When I was reading novels at the time, I didn't know why I was obsessed with this.After all, I am obviously not a person who is very interested in fiction, and I usually don't pay much attention to the development of fictional stories.
Just that once an exception.
Then, yes, the topic was about to come to Chi Xue.
When Chi Xue returned to my life, I gradually understood that the reason I was so persistent in reading that book was because that story dragged me out.
In my eyes, Chi Xue is the artist who exiles himself.
In the depths of my heart that I can't even reach, I really want to know how he has been away for so many years, whether he will return, and in what form he will return.
The perspective of that book is just right, it describes in such detail the various experiences of the person who left.
People live in the world, although the experience is varied and cannot be copied, but the ups and downs in the heart are often similar, and the same goal leads to the same goal.
Therefore, even a fictitious story that has no real resemblance to reality satisfies my speculation about Chi Xue and comforts my deepest concerns and worries.
Now, at this moment, when I think of Chi Xue, the intimacy and tenderness with him, and the kiss before he went out, I feel that my whole person has changed.And it's an unresisting, ongoing change.
I became so grateful for fate and life, that all misfortunes and regrets were forgiven, and that every annoyance before my eyes was lovely and light.
In particular, when I think of the next time we meet, I feel my heart beat faster and my blood feel hot.
So the rest of the day passed in a trance like this.
I don't know if it's a guilty conscience, dragging my feverish mind, I'm a little embarrassed to see Song Weiran, and I stay away from her sight when I get a chance.
When evening came, I took the key to pick Jasmine up, and took her to a nearby playground for a while at the request of the little one.It was past eight o'clock when I got home, and the dishes were cold.
"One big and one small, why are they so playful? Where did they play?" Song Weiran sealed the dish with plastic wrap and threw it into the microwave to heat it up.
Jasmine replied loudly: "Qingqing Playground!"
It is the closest small playground to the kindergarten. Although the sparrow is small, it has all internal organs and classic items. It is a good Disney meal replacement for urban children.
"Where did you go!" Song Weiran turned around after hearing this, first stared at Jasmine in horror, then turned to look at me with a confused expression, "I forgot to tell you, don't take her to play near the school recently .”
"What's wrong?" My heart sank.
Sure enough, she showed distress and a trace of anger: "The one surnamed Xu is guarding. I usually bring people back when I receive them, and don't give him a chance to get close. You still have to be careful in places that are easy to get lost."
Hearing this, I understand.
"I will pay attention in the future, and will not let strangers get close to Jasmine."
Song Weiran nodded without saying anything, but I think she is still very worried.However, she kept her mouth shut and didn't want to say it, so it was inconvenient for me to ask too much.
Originally, I thought that Jasmine's nature likes excitement and crowds, but because of her insecure and relaxed childhood, I suppressed this part of her nature, and planned to take her to the wrap-up banquet for fun.
Looking at Song Weiran's attitude now, he just gave up.
The next day was fine weather.The room at home had just been tidied up, so I didn't draw the curtains when I went to bed at night, and when I woke up in the morning, my body was full of sunshine.
There is a wechat message from Chi Xue late at night in his phone, it seems that the senior's private banquet he attended was not easy, and he drank badly.
In several messages, the voice was intermittent, accompanied by the sound of water in the bathroom, and the text was full of typos.
At [-]:[-], Assistant Bai called and said that he had entered the city and would pick me up soon.I tidied up hastily and waited for him to come.
Chi Xue seems to have spent a lot of money. Assistant Bai came in an RV I had never seen before. There were more than a dozen sets of clothes in the car, and everything needed for styling was available.
Among them, the most expensive is probably the stylist.
That is a watery beauty.The boy, with a pair of winking eyes, has a soft but delicate and unmistakable voice, and his voice is as clear and lively as water, which makes it hard not to like it.
"My name is Jingjing, and I'm old friends with Teacher Chi Xue!" As he spoke, he stroked the half-length hair on his sideburns, and looked at me frankly, "You are exactly what Teacher Chi said."
"What's that like?"
The corner of his mouth twitched, and he smiled narrowly: "Like a Bodhisattva!"
I know this word, the recent Internet popularity.
I don't know why, people suddenly like to use this word to describe lust and purity.I see it as a description that includes both praise and a certain kind of veiled provocation and profanity.
This is what Jingjing looks like now.
He didn't hide his admiration and interest in me at all, his eyes went up and down several times, then he clicked his tongue and sighed, and then heaved a long sigh.
"Hey, how come everyone I like so much has a master?"
"Sorry?" I really didn't know what to say.
After hearing this, Jingjing seemed to find it very interesting, so she chuckled.
After laughing and looking over again, the straightforwardness and provocation in the eyes are gone.He stood back and looked at me again, with a serious expression and sharp eyes that seemed to be able to see through the skin and bones of people.
After a while, he nodded himself and said, "Teacher Xiang, don't worry, I will definitely let Teacher Chi see the most amazing you that he will never see in his life tonight."
"Thank you."
When the car set off, the crew had already become active.As tonight's coordinator, Li Fan has already arrived at the location of the finale banquet.That was the best restaurant on Guxu Road that Chi Xue brought me to.
The choice of this location must be Chi Xue's opinion.
He didn't say anything, but he was full of gratitude to those who could follow the filming extension for a month, and he just wanted to hold a party for his own people.
The scene has been set up, and Li Fan posted a few photos in the group, so that those who want to go continue to deduct 1 and get an extra seat.Everyone agreed, and the number of people seemed to be gradually increasing.
Assistant Bai turned around and explained to me today's itinerary, styling, and taking pictures, mainly personal photos of the characters, and there will also be a few group photos...
As I listened and browsed the chats in the group, my mind was full of thoughts.For a moment, I felt that all the good fortune in my life was coming to me.
Everything was so good it was almost unreal, like in a dream.
The author says:
I plan to get a V next week.On the one hand, I hope to use this to urge myself to be diligent and more, on the other hand, I haven’t had a V for so long, so I have to experience it~
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