Lofty future

Suppressing the sudden turmoil in my heart, I grabbed Chi Xue's hand tightly: "Say a few more words...you can just say anything!"

"What's wrong with you?" He glanced at our tightly clasped hands, and then fell on my face in confusion, "You look so bad, didn't you do anything stupid yesterday? Did you get hurt?"

Hear it, hear every word.

In order to confirm the conjecture, I took something casually and knocked on the table beside the hospital bed.It must have made quite a noise, because Chi Xue looked a little frightened.But for me, the world is quiet.

I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I didn't know what to do to make up my mind, so I sat back in my original position and was in a daze.

These ears are indeed deaf, but they are the only ones who can hear Chi Xue's voice.I doubt it's a medical question...it's metaphysical?

"Xiang Cheng?" Chi Xue reached out to touch me, he was still a little weak, his movements affected his body, and he coughed.

I hurriedly pulled the stool closer to the head of the bed and helped him sit up.

"What's the matter with you?" After coughing, he looked at me worriedly.

"Deaf, I can only hear you talking."

Hearing this, his face was full of surprise, with an expression of "are you kidding me".I told him everything about my situation in the past few hours, and he gradually believed it.

"Is it really like this for no reason? Didn't you suffer any external damage?"

He glanced uneasily at my face, looking at my ears for a while, and his mouth for a while.Then he pulled my arms, back ears, and neck, and then turned me towards him, reaching out to unbutton my clothes.

Stopped by me: "This is a public place."

"This is my single ward!" He raised his eyes and glanced at me, then patted my hand with some force, "Get your hands away."

I was a little uncomfortable, but not to the point of wanting to reject him.After hesitating for a moment, he let go.He didn't go too far, he only unbuttoned two buttons, he didn't move, he just poked his eyes in and took a random look.

That's not a straight look.

I wanted to close my clothes, but I didn't.After a while, he picked up the button of his shirt with his thumb and forefinger, rubbed it and played with it again and again, his eyes met mine.

"This is troublesome. You can only rely on me to be your ear. You can't live without me for the rest of your life."

"...nonsense."

He smiled wickedly and looked at me.We just looked at each other.It wasn't until this moment that I found a sense of peace of mind, and the exhaustion accumulated from a night without sleep slowly climbed up.

He looked at me like this for a long time, and I thought he would do something, but he suddenly pulled his finger, closed my open clothes, stepped back and sat up straight.

"Mr. Zhan."

Hearing the sound, I suddenly became nervous and hurriedly buttoned up.

Zhan Yunpeng had strode to the bedside, probably asking Chi Xue how he was feeling with a smile on his face.In the end, he didn't forget to care about me, and turned around to ask me, what about you?

I understood the shape of my lips and shrugged: "There is no change, I will go for a checkup later."

"There's no change, can't you hear me?" Chi Xuewei raised his voice, like a triumphant elementary school student, and flaunted to Zhan Yunpeng, "He can't hear anything, but he can hear me, you Are you talking about God?"

Zhan Yunpeng's face was filled with disbelief: "Really?"

I nodded: "I don't know why."

"It must be psychogenic, Ah Cheng, why don't you go to the psychiatry department, and prescribe the right medicine to cure the disease!" If he was not still lying on the hospital bed, I think Chi Xue would be dancing.

"Are you so happy that I'm deaf?"

"You will be fine."

Zhan Yunpeng opened his mouth and laughed loudly, and said something else, I couldn't make out the whole sentence when he spoke too fast, probably only saw "where", "you are deaf", "happy"... This is enough.

Zhan Yunpeng looked at us innocently, only thought that Chi Xue was optimistic and open-minded, and comforted me with jokes to teach me to relax.But I'm not innocent, and I don't have Chi Xue's acting skills, so I can't stand him teasing me like this.

"It's fine if you're alive and kicking, I'm going to take a rest," I said, I deliberately paused, and only after drawing his attention did I say the next part, "Ayu will come to take care of you later, I'm so worried that I cry for you Several times."

When Chi Xue heard this, she pursed her mouth and drew an unhappy line.I left contented.

In fact, there is a cot in the ward, but I don't want to rest there.

Chi Xue's incident happened suddenly, the photos and videos taken by passers-by were all over the sky, the Internet was already raging, fans were nervous, the company statement arranged by Assistant Bai didn't help at all, and a live broadcast had to be done today.

First, I can't help with these matters, and second, it's not convenient to get involved or show up, so it's better to stand far away.Besides, my ears are also a problem.

Intellectually, I know that I did not receive any external damage yesterday, and this should not have happened.But it happened, it appeared, and it still makes people panic.

Leaving Chi Xue's ward, I sat in the lobby on the ground floor of the inpatient department.There are people coming and going here, and everyone has encountered difficulties, with confusion, confusion, anxiety, worry, and exhaustion written on their faces...

In such an environment, people can't actually rest well.However, I would rather stay here, always with a three-point "just in case" preparation in my heart.

Sitting alone, his thoughts drifted involuntarily, and gradually became a little upset.Drowsiness and fatigue hit me, but I couldn't sleep with my eyes closed.

Helpless, I had no choice but to swipe my phone and calm down.

In Weibo hot searches, there are only a lot more entries about Chi Xue than after yesterday's incident.

I scrolled down one by one, and was quickly surprised—in addition to the fire, there were two other articles about "Lonely Happy Events": #少少喜事失走剧团#, #少少喜东灯火#.

My spirit was lifted immediately, and I sat up straight and went in to see one by one.

In the first entry square, the headline is that Chen Zuoda and Shanshan were photographed on a date, followed by a marketing account reviewing the old scandals of other main creators of the crew, including many controversial past events.

The second entry is related to the first entry and the fire. These events are used to point out that the movie is unlucky and ominous, and there are many bad-mouthing remarks in the square.

These two items are ranked higher than the fire itself, and have a higher degree of discussion, and their attitudes and positions are quite one-sided.

Even though I am not familiar with the operation of the entertainment industry, I can see that this is not a clean and natural hot search based on what I have seen and felt in life.Someone took the opportunity to add insult to injury.

No wonder Assistant Bai was busy all night.

Looking at these, it is a lie to say that there is no fluctuation in my heart, and there is no impulse to be a keyboard warrior.I just opened the edit box, and after typing a few words, I felt something was wrong.

This Weibo account is too public, and I don’t have the habit of deleting things. The thousands of content on it include traces of my life in the past ten years.

Now that I am related to Chi Xue and movies, I don't need to be taught, I also understand the importance of being cautious in words and deeds.

Slowly waiting for my emotions to calm down, I still deleted more than 200 characters that I typed out.Instead, he took a photo of the hall in front of him, and sent it with two expressions of shaking hands and praying.

After a while, I always felt that there were still emotions that were difficult to dispel, so I checked Weibo over and over again, and finally opened the editor again, and added a "hug" emoji.

Now it's all right, it's like a stone has been removed from my heart, and I feel much more comfortable.Leaning back against the marble pillar again, he lost consciousness not long after.

It was a precious sleep, deep, quiet and dreamless.

Half an hour after I opened my eyes, I vaguely felt that someone was sitting next to me, and I thought I saw myself in a blurred vision—it was so similar, as if seeing myself in a dream.

But this is not a dream, I know for sure that I am awake.

So I was shocked by the thoughts and cognitions at that moment just now, looking closely at the people in front of me, I couldn't help but compare the similarities and differences between us.

Zeng Yuhan held a cup from a milk tea shop in his hand, and put it to his mouth to finish drinking. The straw was bitten by the part of his left big tooth. At first, he looked at me with a kind of scrutiny, but when he saw that I was awake, he immediately restrained himself.

Then type it to me: Teacher Xiang, are you tired?

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that he can easily become obedient in front of me.In the past, I thought he was afraid of me, or because Chi Xue was in the way, so he had a complicated state of mind.

But after a long time of acquaintance and contact, the second reason can basically be ruled out.

According to my observation, he likes Chi Xue, but the kind of liking is more like a child's attachment to an adult he trusts.

When Chi Xue broke up with him at first, he was really sad and reacted more, but now that he has adapted to the new relationship and getting along with him, he has returned to that calm state, and there is no longer any rivalry or hostility towards me.

However, he doesn't seem to be afraid of me either.

Forget it, no matter what, I was facing the patron’s father after all, so I tried my best to be easy-going and polite, and answered directly on the memo page he showed.

"It's a little bit. Everyone has been tossing all night, and you are also worried."

He looked at it, curled his lips, shrugged his shoulders, and looked ordinary: It's okay, I'm used to it.

The word "getting used to it" is logically ordinary, but at the moment it is like sand in the clam meat. I feel a little uncomfortable with its placement in my heart, and it hurts myself.

Even though I consciously transcended, I still couldn't help but ask: "How long have you known each other? Did you have a good life before? How did he treat you...?"

He was a little surprised when he heard me speak suddenly, and an inexplicable blankness flashed in his eyes, as if he didn't know how to answer me.

After a moment of distress, he first stretched out three fingers, then changed to four or five, and said word by word: "Three or four years, four or five years, I can't remember..."

"Oh." I already had some regrets, and turned around to give up this topic.After a while, he typed the words again for me to read.

"However, when I met him, he was in a very bad mood. Not long after the car accident, his body and spirit were very bad, and he was a little drunk..."

Car accident!

Without thinking twice, I equated the incident Zeng Yuhan mentioned with the incident I knew and had never been reported.

"Can you tell me in detail? Why did he have a car accident at that time, how serious was it, and how... how did he get better later?"

Listening to me, Zeng Yuhan's eyes gradually changed from boring and obedient to complicated and probing, and she sat upright, staring at me.After a long while, he lowered his head and typed out a question.

"Did you really care about him back then?"

I nodded: "...concerned."

"Then why didn't you answer his call then?"

"His phone, I..."

I suddenly remembered that I had indeed ignored a number that had called Xiang Meifang's cell phone seven or eight times in a row.I even really thought, could it be Chi Xue.

But at that time, I couldn't grasp that idea, and I didn't pay attention to answer the call from that number.

"You have information." Seeing that I was at a loss for words, Zeng Yuhan eased his expression and signaled me to pay attention to the phone with his eyes.

The information is from Song Weiran, who told me that the number is up, and that I can go to the Eye, Nose and Ear Department to find a certain director when I have time.Zeng Yuhan also saw it, and for some reason, she acted extra considerate.

"Teacher Xiang, let me go with you."

The author says:

Yaoshou, I miscalculated the date, the process did not set foot on the working day of editing, so I can only submit the application after the festival.Take care of the weekly update first~^_^