Glaciers are warming

The temperature in the past two days has made people have no desire to go out. The cold wind blows outside the window, and a few drops of icy rain fall from time to time.

After Lin Zhiyang came back from the homestay, he stayed at home.

Unlike Yu Che who always sets an alarm clock on weekends, she likes to sleep until she wakes up naturally, and after making a cup of coffee, she starts reading, practicing calligraphy, and writing. When inspiration strikes, she is extremely efficient.

Afternoon watching dramas, playing games, replying to comments and private messages, Lin Zhiyang opens every two or three days, posting photos or life diaries.Occasionally, a selfie is included, without a filter, and with a grinning face.

The fans begged her to work hard, carry the burden of being an idol, and stop forcing people to lose fans.

Lin Zhiyang was angry: "You guys don't really love at all 1

Eat, chat and drink with Meng Yuge at night.

"I felt normal in the theater that day, and I was always disturbed by the people around me. At that time, I thought, if you were sitting next to me, I should be able to enjoy the plot immersingly. We can both complain and cry together."

Meng Yuge was slightly drunk, and told Lin Zhiyang his true thoughts, "I want to try, but I don't have the same mood as before."

Lin Zhiyang's drinking capacity is average, he kept half a glass in the wine glass, and asked playfully, "Is it okay to be with her?"

This is also normal, as she once said to Qi Wei, everything has changed in a few years.

"It's hard to say. When she came out of the theater in the early morning, she told me a lot about her helplessness at the beginning and her struggles after marriage. Since she couldn't live a normal life, she had to confess that the man died two months after marriage. They were transferred to a different place. Their marriage existed in name only, and it didn't come to an end until her grandma passed away."

Lin Zhiyang commented objectively: "It's not easy for her. In her world, she seems to be sorry for anyone, and she is full of guilt."

Hearing what she said, Meng Yuge's eyebrows were full of melancholy: "I should feel sorry for her, but after listening to her that day, I hope that all this will end soon and let her relax, rather than start again in another way. If Turned around and returned to the original point, then why have we struggled in the past few years?"

"So, you made it clear?"

"Well, I also told her that I forgive her and let her stop worrying about the past and live a good life. I also advised her not to change cities, but to stay in Huaicheng and not hide from me."

Meng Yuge smiled helplessly: "But she insists on leaving, maybe she doesn't want to stay in the sad place."

After talking about his own business, Meng Yuge saw that Lin Zhiyang was affected by her emotions, and felt a little unhappy.He took the initiative to change the subject: "Have you thought about your birthday arrangements?"

Lin Zhiyang leaned back in distress, and sighed: "Not yet."

Meng Yuge laughed: "Since she doesn't need anything, you can give it to yourself."

Lin Zhiyang had this idea before, but after calming down, he felt that it was not advisable. Wouldn't that force Yu Che to make a choice.

She shook her head: "Maybe she doesn't want me for the time being."

"You've wronged yourself too much."

Meng Yuge said: "If it's been a year and she still doesn't want you, do you think you will really have another birthday?"

The nails slammed lightly on the glass regularly, making a crisp sound, Lin Zhiyang froze, stopped his movements, and raised his eyes to stare at her.

"It's not that I was hurt before, so I said this pessimistically. It's not that I don't trust your girlfriend, but I don't trust you. Do you really have much patience?" Meng Yuge's voice was deep, his eyes were sharp, slightly The heroic facial features are serious and serious.

Not long after she returned to China, she could also feel that Lin Zhiyang's emotions seemed to be carried by someone, like a marionette.Sometimes she is not happy, sometimes she is too happy. She often stands by the window for half an hour at a time.

Don't know what to think.

Lin Zhiyang in the past, although he also liked to be sad about autumn and hurt spring, and it's okay to say something hypocritical, but he didn't have such a strong depression.

Say it right.

Lin Zhiyang couldn't hide it from Meng Yuge, she was still envious just now, even if Meng Yuge and Qi Wei were exes, they could talk together openly when they went out, even if they had an unpleasant quarrel.

She and Yu Che couldn't.

She did not deny it, but justified it: "I always think that for her, I can be more patient, and I am doing my best."

"If she has no courage because of you, you are not firm enough, how do you know that you will formally confess your love to her, she will definitely back down."

Standing in Lin Zhiyang's perspective, Meng Yuge tried to push her to take a step forward: "Even after she agreed, she still had some scruples and took you to hide. But at least you are justified. What is this now? You feel at ease." ?"

It's like getting lost in a misty forest, whether to go left or right, every choice requires great courage, hesitation is human nature.Standing still means self-destruction.

Lin Zhiyang pondered for a moment: "What if she refuses?"

Wouldn't it be fun to find her on her birthday?

"If you're worried about making trouble with her, then don't do it. I'm just suggesting that you take her to eat and have a chat." Meng Yuge saw that she was hesitating, and he knew that like a person who drinks water, he knows how warm he is. .

She doesn't know that woman, nor the way they get along, so she can't easily force Lin Zhiyang.

After the two put the dishes and chopsticks into the dishwasher hand in hand, and cleaned up the kitchen and dining table, Lin Zhiyang said, "I want to invite her to my house for her birthday."

That homestay is not a good place, and it always makes people feel restless.

"Set up the house, and then make her a birthday cake." Lin Zhiyang opened the memo, and thought: "Prepare a clear soup hot pot and a candlelight dinner with her."

Meng Yuge was frightened: "Clear soup?"

"She has a mild taste, so I can adjust the dipping sauce myself."

Meng Yuge glanced at the person in front of him, and said truthfully, "I think she has quite a strong taste."

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In the next few days, Meng Yuge was busy with work, and in his spare time, he accompanied Lin Zhiyang to make arrangements, trying to find something to divert his attention.

During this period, Lin Zhiyang was afraid of revealing his secrets, so his contact with Yu Che decreased.

Because Yu Che was going to be a judge at the school's party on Wednesday night, she postponed the meeting.

Lin Zhiyang pretended to be unintentional: "It's better to come out on Thursday, okay?"

"It's not good." Yu Che paused on the phone, and said softly, "There are school arrangements this Thursday, I have to go to and from get off work on time, and I have documents to deal with at night, so I can't make it through."

My heart tightened, and I was almost about to expose the surprise she had prepared, "If you don't stay overnight, just have dinner?

After a moment of silence, Yu Che refused: "I don't want to eat, next time."

She turned back into the hard-to-talk Yu Che.

Lin Zhiyang wanted to back down a little, but the layout of the house was almost done, and the birthday cake was also being made, so how could he give up lightly.

And Meng Yuge was right, this matter should be made clear.Whether to talk about love or not, even if you can't say it, at least don't look like cheating.

Even if it's cheating, give her a reason.

Only clear feelings can go far.

Lin Zhiyang guessed that it was the same reason, Yu Che didn't like celebrating birthdays, he neither wanted to go home nor come out to see him.

But 30 years old is just an attractive age, and I can't tell it by looking at it, so I have nothing to be afraid of.

On Thursday, December 12, the weather was gloomy.

Meng Yuge helped Lin Zhiyang check every corner of the house, drove her car across the district on business, and promised not to go home at night, leaving them a chance to live together.

Lin Zhiyang put on makeup, dressed up carefully, put on a mask, and took a taxi to Huai University.

Before leaving, she put back the bouquet she was going to hold on the table. The roses and lilies were planted by her own hands, and the branches and leaves were still stained with water.

It's not uncommon to hold flowers in college. Popular teachers receive flowers almost every now and then, so it's okay for Lin Zhiyang to give them to Yu Che on the spot.

But she felt ostentatious, and was afraid that Yu Che would not like it, so she kept it at home and gave it to her when she came home.

Yu Che who can touch it is better to talk, and it is easier to invite her face to face.If you are really busy, leave after dinner. After all, my home is close to here, so I don’t waste much time.

It was still early when Lin Zhiyang arrived, so he sat on the bench and waited, tightening his short coat.Even though she wasn't afraid of the cold, her hands and feet were getting colder. She lowered her head and breathed warm air into her hands.

Pedestrians came and went in a hurry downstairs, so she glanced at her watch.

In 5 minutes, Yu Che got off work.