Glaciers are warming

Wednesday happened to be the last day of the New Year's Day holiday. Unlike the last time when the company arranged to promote the new book, Lin Zhiyang acted casually and did not prepare any themes for the live broadcast that night.

She didn't even put on makeup, just washed her face, tied up her hair, and sat on the carpet in the bedroom.

I'm ready to face the fans' clamor to cancel it, but I don't know if it's because the lighting of the floor lamp is well lit, or because the live broadcast software comes with a slight filter, and I haven't been accused of having no makeup, or because many people say they want to lick the screen.

Lin Zhiyang felt much more relaxed.

Not surprisingly, he was asked why he was so thin.

Lin Zhiyang measured his wrist subconsciously, and said insincerely: "Not very thin, maybe the filter is a bit heavy, and the screen looks thinner."

So someone followed the topic and asked how to lose weight quickly, Lin Zhiyang said without hesitation, "Lovebroken." After speaking, he smiled.

The reader sharply pointed out: "Yangyang disappeared for so long, is it because of a broken relationship?"

Lin Zhiyang understands that she should deny it and properly protect her private life, but she especially doesn't want to lie about this matter.So she nodded and said sincerely, "Yes, I'm broken in love, and I'm very sad."

It's a pity that the story of the wolf is coming has never changed, because this time the answer was so straightforward that no one believed it.

"Captain Lazy Cat doesn't want to do business and even fabricates that he's broken in love!"

The repeaters are repeating crazily.

Lin Zhiyang was at a loss at first, then he couldn't laugh or cry, but he was also relieved, it's fine if they don't believe it.

It can be seen that when you want to hide something, you just take it out openly, but no one is curious anymore.

As the end of the new year is approaching, Lin Zhiyang's online store has pre-sale activities, and her store is taken care of, and when she has a whim, she sells some small items with a sense of design.

Clothes, socks, canvas bags, notebooks, postcards, mobile phone cases... Profit is not the most important thing, so they are produced in limited quantities each time, just as a commemoration of a certain stage.

After being with Yu Che, she made a retro DuPont kraft paper shoulder bag, which is a very simple style, folded willow green, with the words "Glacier is getting warmer" on it.

Because it was spring at that time, it was very appropriate to choose green, and these four characters also represented the transition from winter to spring.

Lin Zhiyang hopes that her love will do the same.

When Meng Yuge was abroad, she would draw blessing cards for her every year. This year, she collected the cards and made a set of postcards.

These things sound easy, but they are nothing more than verbal things, but they are very troublesome to do in reality. Every detail must be controlled to be at ease.

Since then, Lin Zhiyang has been busy, and his body and spirit have gradually recovered, and his weight has increased.

That day, she was sitting in Cafe No. [-] writing something, which was exactly where she and Yu Che sat when they met for the last time.

She clearly remembered that after she walked out and looked in through the glass, Yu Che was still in the same posture as before, without any change.

Thinking of this, her train of thought was completely interrupted, and she couldn't write anymore, so she simply started looking at her phone.

I received a private message a few days ago: "Yangyang, I'm almost on vacation, and I haven't had a chance to treat you to dinner yet. Woooooo_<!"

It was only then that Lin Zhiyang remembered that this was the girl who bumped into her in the teaching building before, and told her before that she would go to Huai University for dinner.

That beef noodle restaurant that she has always wanted to eat but Yu Che refused to accompany her should still be there, Lin Zhiyang replied immediately: "Are you free these two days?"

After half an hour, the other side replied: "Ahhhhh! I can do it anytime, even tonight!"

Choosing a day is worse than hitting it, Lin Zhiyang and her set up a time to meet in the evening, and waited downstairs in the third canteen.

Seeing readers is a joy. If she hadn't been in a lack of interest recently, she would be fine to shout a few more.But right now her energy is limited, and she is only in the mood to taste the beef noodles.

In order to avoid catching up with the crowds after school, Xia Mei specially arranged to meet at five o'clock, and was very excited to wait for Lin Zhiyang in the third canteen.

It was dark early in the winter, before five o'clock, the surrounding area was already dark, and the street lamps gradually lit up.

Since Lin Zhiyang appeared in her field of vision, Xia Mei saw her at a glance.Shawl fluffy long hair, tall and straight figure, wearing a thick turtleneck sweater, slim black pants, a dark gray coat with open arms, and white canvas shoes.

Xia Mei shivered, she was not afraid of the cold.

It is below zero today, and the wind is blowing, and there is a lot of ice on the ground. You must be careful when walking, or you will die if you are not careful.

After waiting for a while, her ears hurt from the cold, but this one didn't seem to be affected at all, and she wasn't afraid of the cold at all.

Lin Zhiyang was wearing a mask, and his eyes were so beautiful, as if he had stolen the light of the stars before the winter night fell.

She walked up to the girl who had been looking at her, and took off her mask: "Xia Mei?"

"I'm!"

I thought that I would be so excited when I saw someone I admired, but Lin Zhiyang was more easy-going in person than in the live broadcast, and kept smiling at her with his eyes bent, making jokes casually.

Xia Mei became more at ease: "Let's go upstairs, we will queue up after school."

"Okay." Lin Zhiyang followed her.

The two ordered two bowls of beef noodles, and Xia Mei specially added a chicken leg to Lin Zhiyang as a courtesy to the host.

Lin Zhiyang smiled: "It costs money."

While sitting down and waiting for the meal, Lin Zhiyang took out the wrapped gift box from his bag and held it to her: "Here, the meeting gift, you can't just eat it for nothing."

Xia Mei was pleasantly surprised at first, and then showed annoyance on her expression: "It feels like it's worth a lot of beef noodles, so I'm taking advantage of it." Obviously she wanted to treat, but Lin Zhiyang spent the money.

Lin Zhiyang said with a smile: "Why, this is called reciprocity, why care about the price."

Afraid that Xia Mei would be burdened, he specially explained: "It's just a notebook and postcards inside, and it's not expensive."

Xia Mei heard that it was okay, so she happily accepted it.

She chatted speculatively with Lin Zhiyang, and said from the bottom of her heart: "Before I encountered something that I couldn't think about. You released a new book. I didn't buy it for a long time. I didn't want to touch anything interesting. Later, one of my teachers gave it to you. My "Fourth Act", I finished watching it in two days, and instantly revived with full blood."

Lin Zhiyang remembered that someone had told her that he bought a new copy of "Act [-]" as a gift for the students, and asked, "Your teacher gave it to you? Which teacher?"

"Modern and contemporary literature teacher, surnamed Yu." Seeing her stunned, Xia Mei asked, "Do you know her?"

Lin Zhiyang suddenly felt that, in a sense, she and this Xia Mei were really destined to each other.

"Well, I've heard of it. How is she?"

"Ms. Yu is very nice. She is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. We all like her very much."

Lin Zhiyang was inexplicably happy, and laughed, "So, she is perfect?"

"No." Xia Mei waved her hands and said, "She's too rigid, she doesn't give any important points in the final exam, and I'm almost bald by memorizing the books."

Although he should be sympathetic, Lin Zhiyang laughed to death.

"Why can't you think about it?" She was curious and seemed to have a very lively personality.

Xia Mei has answered this question many times, and it seems irrelevant, "My boyfriend cheated on me, and I was so angry that I jumped into the river."

Lin Zhiyang raised his eyebrows, as if shocked.

"It's a temperamental person." She didn't criticize or educate, she just said: "But a scumbag is not worthy."

Xia Mei was convinced: "Yes, he is not worthy!"

When Lin Zhiyang and Xia Mei walked out of the third canteen, the sky was already dark, and there was a cold crescent moon on the cold blue sky.

It was just after school, so there was a huge flow of people.

When she went downstairs, Yu Che followed the flow of people from bottom to top, and the two hurriedly met each other.

Lin Zhiyang thought, after get off work, she should come here to have a casual bite before going home.

And Xia Mei had been talking to Lin Zhiyang, she didn't see Yu Che, so naturally she didn't stop.

Lin Zhiyang's gaze just paused for a moment and then moved away, without any intention of saying hello.

But her heart was pounding, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

The gods have ears, and they respond to the wishes of the world.

Even though she could say that she came to Huai University only for a bowl of beef noodles, she couldn't deny it.

The moment he saw Yu Che, the whole world lit up.

Just like meeting for the first time.

After the final exam, Yu Che spent a few days grading papers and scoring marks, and felt that time was hard to bear when he was free.

Sister-in-law Jiang Rongxin called her a few days earlier and asked her to go home for the New Year this year and stay for a few more days.

You don't need to think about it, you know it's your brother and sister who are behind the scenes, because Yu Che is not that close to his sister-in-law, but he should be more polite and respectful, and won't refuse easily.

Yu Che complied.

She was sitting in the study, playing with the Lego castle that Lin Zhiyang gave her. There are many small details in Lego.

On the first Wednesday without Lin Zhiyang, she discovered that things were not as simple as she thought.

What she lost was more than a lively and expectant Wednesday.

Every Monday, she looks forward to seeing Lin Zhiyang. She will guess Lin Zhiyang's recent life from Lin Zhiyang's Weibo, circle of friends, and text messages sent to her.

On Tuesday, she matched the clothes she was about to wear, from jewelry to perfume, she knew what Lin Zhiyang liked.There were several times when Lin Zhiyang's preference was picked, but that man's enthusiasm overwhelmed her.

She must be in a good mood all day on Wednesday, so that she listened to the courtyard meeting in the afternoon, which was obviously boring.Because after the meeting, she can leave the hustle and bustle of the city and go to a clean place she likes, where only one person can make noise, and she is happy to watch it.

On Thursday mornings she usually wakes up early, even with the help of an alarm clock.Because she really wanted to feel Lin Zhiyang's existence more when Lin Zhiyang was asleep and she was awake.Listen to her breathing, smell her hair, sometimes she pokes Lin Zhiyang's face, Lin Zhiyang who is asleep is very obedient, frowning occasionally, but not angry.

On Friday, she began to reminisce. She saved every word Lin Zhiyang said to her when they met.

Choose a part to think in your spare time, some words will have deep meaning, if you don’t understand, Lin Zhiyang will secretly get angry.And some of them are purely playful nonsense, but they are very interesting when they come out of Lin Zhiyang's mouth.

So, what she lost was more than Wednesday.

It is all the light in the mediocre and boring life.

On the second Wednesday after the separation, after the meeting in the courtyard, Yu Che drove directly downstairs to the B&B.

Only then did I realize that Lin Zhiyang had already returned the lease.

Even if she rents it back, it doesn't make sense, Lin Zhiyang moved out her things in the house, it was an empty house.

When Yu Che drove home and went to buy lollipops, he was attracted by all kinds of drinks on the wine rack.

She knew drinking was a decadent and pointless pastime that would solve nothing but turn the living into drunks.

Alcohol is not good, and drunk is also uncomfortable.

But her long Wednesday nights seemed to have nothing serious to do, so why not do something pointless.

What's more, there will be no class all day tomorrow, so she can only stay at home.

In the past, she was always very busy, leaving the homestay in a hurry in the morning, going home to clean up, prepare handouts and lesson plans, and recharge herself.

But now those things lose their meaning.

At this moment, she just wanted to taste the wine.

Yu Che rationally calculated that after drinking, it is very likely that his physical discomfort will only increase, but his heart still aches.

But she still wanted to taste it.

Rationality cannot suppress willful desire|desire.

She bought enough booze to get her drunk and go home.

Turn on the TV, play Lin Zhiyang's favorite documentary, watch one episode after another, and drink one cup at a time.

When she was light-headed but still conscious, she stopped.This kind of discomfort is just right.

The process of fighting against physical discomfort can not only pass the time, but also distract her mind.

But some things are out of control once they start, and choosing to get drunk every Wednesday night has become the norm.The degree of drunkenness was manageable at first, but gradually became unbearable.

Now at home during the winter vacation, she tried her best to restrain her impulse, insisted on being a self-disciplined and rigorous person, and handled various incidents in an orderly manner.

But by Wednesday night, all her self-control was gone, and the desire to be unconscious intensified.

Because when she was awake, she had to use all her strength to talk to "Lin Zhiyang" in her mind.

When she was drunk, she recalled the chance encounter in school that day, Lin Zhiyang saw her, but his eyes did not stop for her for a second.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to be ignored by someone who cares. It turns out that they are strangers when they really meet again.

All the past doesn't count.

When Yu Che thought of this when he was unconscious, his vision blurred, and when tears fell on the back of his hand, he realized that he was crying.

她第

Once, after getting drunk, I found Lin Zhiyang's number from the phone, looked it up over and over again, but didn't dare to call it.

The note she gave her was "Miss Lin", because whenever Lin Zhiyang called her, she could answer it calmly, without worrying about being seen and covering up in a panic.

Even so, in front of Yu Cheng that day, she didn't dare to answer, but cruelly muted and kicked back.

It is reasonable for a cowardly person to be abandoned.

Wiping his eyes with a tissue, and drinking more alcohol, Yu Che dialed the phone when he was barely awake.

I wanted to call a long time ago, but I was afraid that even my mobile phone number would be blocked, so I didn't have the courage to try it.

The author has something to say: I apologize for being late.But today I grew longer!