Glaciers are warming

After Yu Che suffered from insomnia for half a night and left home early in the morning, Lin Zhiyang couldn't sleep, and lay quietly on the bed and lost his mind.

She waited the whole morning, but Yu Che didn't ask her if she had eaten, nor did she explain anything.She is also hypocritical, and she usually likes to cling to others the most, but once she senses the other party's indifference, she doesn't want to bother others too much.

When she was with Yu Che in the past, Yu Che was mostly indifferent. When nothing happened, Lin Zhiyang would not pester her.When they don't meet, they don't even send much information.

When it was time for lunch, she cooked a plate of green vegetables for herself and made do with the lunch.

After washing the dishes and watering the green plants at home, Lin Zhiyang stopped.Suddenly a little confused, thinking whether he should continue to stay at Yu Che's house.

Last night, after Yu Che had a nightmare, instead of hugging her, he actually lay on his side against the edge of the bed all night with his back to her. What does this mean?

Lin Zhiyang didn't want to let himself think too much, but he vaguely guessed that this meant that she had also become a part of Yu Che's fear.

Their life seems to be nothing happened, but the storm is about to come.

No matter how determined Lin Zhiyang was, he was caught off guard by such a situation.Obviously, after returning from the trip, they will be closer than before, but the reality is obviously not.

Philosophy says that things go up in a spiral. She and Yu Che, are they going down now but going up higher soon?

If so, that's normal; but she is more worried that this is her own wishful thinking.

So she has to ask Yu Che to understand, even if Yu Che sent her a message in the afternoon, even if she went to buy groceries, even if she has come to coax her.But could this be a habitual show of favor while struggling and hesitating?

Yu Che's slender body stiffened slightly in her arms, Lin Zhiyang waited quietly for her to speak.

"I……"

She was not sure whether to tell Lin Zhiyang what was on her mind.Some changes, will it be a kind of harm to say it?But if you don't say it, with Lin Zhiyang's sensitive and delicate character, he will definitely not let it go easily.

As usual, Lin Zhiyang stroked her hair as a comfort, "Isn't it hard to say?"

She let go of Yu Che, walked outside, and said in a low voice, "You don't have to say anything."

Yu Che felt that something was passing, and if he didn't grasp it, he would lose it. He turned around and followed her, speaking anxiously: "I don't like hospitals. Seeing my dad's physical condition these two days makes me feel uncomfortable."

Lin Zhiyang asked: "That's all?"

Yu Che remained silent.

Lin Zhiyang walked to the dining table, filled his glass with water, looked at Yu Che gently, but said the words like a knife: "If you don't want to say it, don't force it. I will leave your house and give you time to think it over."

The sun in the west was dazzling, Yu Che stood in the living room without the air conditioner, his hands and feet kept getting cold.

Lin Zhiyang was angry.

When she was angry, the calmer she was, the more dangerous she was.

She looked back at Lin Zhiyang intently, as if if she didn't pay close attention, the person in front of her would disappear.

"I don't need to think about anything."

After taking a sip of water, Lin Zhiyang's heart fluttered when he heard her words, but he was not satisfied.Just now she gave Yu Che a chance, but Yu Che hesitated and didn't confess immediately.

This attitude made her feel insecure.

Yu Che received a signal of fear from her calm face, she shouldn't forget that it's only August, and it hasn't been two months since she and Lin Zhiyang got back together.

Lin Zhiyang once resolutely left her, even the day she said to break up, she had such a calm face and gentle tone.

The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became. She pinched her fingernails in the palm of her hand and held her hand, "Don't go, I'll tell you everything."

Warmth against cold skin.

Lin Zhiyang originally wanted to say "don't force it", but Yu Che was already frightened by her, so she couldn't bear it, so he pulled her wrist and motioned her to sit down and said.

After Yu Che sat down, Lin Zhiyang gave her his water glass, and she drank without hesitation.

"My mother died of brain cancer when I was in elementary school. At that time, I often had to go to the hospital, but in the end my mother couldn't go home. Therefore, when I saw my tall and majestic father lying on the hospital bed in the same helpless posture, I was very sad. Fear."

On this point, she did not lie to Lin Zhiyang.

The latter is what Lin Zhiyang wants to hear.

"Although I have lived a terrible life under their control these years, from the moment I entered the ward, I realized that I was afraid that my father would leave me too. I was afraid that he would be disappointed in me, and that I would hurt him .”

Yu Che's expression loosened, and he choked slightly: "I'm not a good daughter, I keep reminding myself to stay away from them, but in all honesty, what have I done for them? I'm a bearer, and I've endured many good things , and were forced to accept bad things, which is a fair thing in their eyes."

"Boss sister and brother reminded me to be sensible and not to make dad angry, so I'm afraid that our matter will be discovered now and affect dad's recovery." Her thinking like this is understandable, but she feels ashamed of Lin Zhiyang, "I know this The thought of you seems cowardly to you, but I'm sure I never thought of giving up on you. So don't leave me, okay?"

Yu Che's eyes were sincere, every word was from the bottom of his heart.

How could Lin Zhiyang not feel distressed.

Her parents are still alive, no matter whether they are separated from each other or not, they can still be seen.She couldn't understand Yu Che's sadness after being separated from his mother forever, and her fear of his father being hospitalized.

This reason made Lin Zhiyang forgive and at the same time even more powerless, because this situation will last for a long time in the future.

When she got back together, she repeatedly confirmed whether she would embarrass Yu Che?Today, the relationship between her and Yu Che has indeed put pressure on Yu Che invisibly, causing her to suffer a lot.

There is no doubt that Yu Che likes her, so he endured the suffering silently, and still came to coax her and please her.

But subjective and objective, one side will always defeat the other.

Lin Zhiyang seems to be extremely confident, but he is not in a relationship.She was not sure that Yu Che would give up all other considerations for her, that was not what she wanted.

What she wants to keep by her side is a healthy and happy Yu Che, not a disaffected and unhappy body.

After Yu Che confessed to her, Lin Zhiyang lowered his eyelashes, and said softly after a long time, "I see, I understand."

Yu Che canceled telling Lin Zhiyang about going home, Lin Zhiyang would definitely be even more unhappy.

She wants to refuse.

Going home this time is only to make father happy and at ease, and has no other meaning. Is this filial piety?

Will it be too vain.

Sooner or later, she will become an unfilial and stubborn child in her father's eyes, even if she wants to provide such a little happiness to her father, but right now, she can't just think about herself.

Lin Zhiyang also needs her.

Putting a kiss on her forehead, Lin Zhiyang sighed, "If you have these troubles in the future, be sure to tell me, and let me bear it with you. If you think I can't accompany you, or even make trouble, please tell me too."

"I will leave voluntarily."

Lin Zhiyang wanted to stay by her side, but she didn't want to force it. She had never been able to do things that were shameless.

When Yu Che heard the last sentence, he immediately hugged her, "You won't make trouble for me, never."

Lin Zhiyang is her confidence, a cowardly person like her cannot lose her light.

Although the words have been spoken clearly, the emotions of the two are not too high.Yu Che went into the kitchen to cook, Lin Zhiyang cleaned up the study and went in to help her.

Except for washing and cutting vegetables, the two of them didn't talk much.

Yu Che knew Lin Zhiyang better than she knew anyone else, and she keenly sensed that Lin Zhiyang didn't feel relieved after hearing her reasons.

Lin Zhiyang is seldom angry, but usually he is not easy to coax.

Yu Che understood that it was because he did not do well enough.Her family and her life are too complicated, she thinks she can handle it, but the troubles will still overwhelm Lin Zhiyang, making her feel sad along with herself.

After dinner, Lin Zhiyang had a work video and went into the study.Yu Che read a book in the living room, sorted out the lesson plans, and called Yu Xin when he was done.

She wants to reject Yu Xin.

"Sister, I won't go back in two days."

In silence, Yu Xin asked abruptly: "Yu Che, do you still go back on what you promised?"

She didn't want to ask Yu Che why he didn't want to go back. She had asked this question countless times before, but Yu Che had never answered it properly.She doubted from the perspective of integrity, Yu Che usually said one thing, how could he agree at noon, but not at night.

Unless it is, someone doesn't want to.

She had already told Yu Che about her father's situation, and Yu Che had made a choice between her family and that woman.

"Sorry." Yu Che said, "I'm alone, I can live anywhere, I don't want to make a fuss."

After hanging up Yu Xin's phone call, Yu Che swallowed his anger, felt wronged and guilty, and turned around to see Lin Zhiyang.

At some point, she came out of the study and was sitting on the armrest of the sofa, lazily playing with the ring on her finger.

Seeing Yu Che hang up the phone, she said, "Just go back at the time you promised."

Yu Che looked at her and said stubbornly, "I won't answer."

"obedient."

Lin Zhiyang was more rational than her at this time: "Your family likes to find reasons to keep you by your side. It's always bad if you promise and then go back on your word. Wouldn't it be troublesome if your sister came to check on you first? At least wait for you Let's talk about Dad when he recovers."

Yu Che understood that what she said was reasonable, but Lin Zhiyang's thoughtfulness was more like a punishment to her.

"Go back, I'm only staying for a few days, and I don't know how to run away. It just so happens that I want to accompany my friends."

Having said that, Lin Zhiyang thought, how long does it take for an old man to recover?

Half a year?Or three to five years?

Yu Che should have counted.

But since she changed her mind and decided not to let her family know, she also respected it, and she would not rush.

The most difficult thing to do is the most meaningless.

That night, Yu Che fell asleep in Lin Zhiyang's arms, and Lin Zhiyang gently patted her on the back as usual.

It's just that two people have their own concerns.

Yu Che had another nightmare.

Dreaming that her family knew about them, Lin Zhiyang complained about her hesitation, and she was thrown into the desert to repent.

After waking up in a cold sweat, luckily Lin Zhiyang didn't wake up.

She sat up and suddenly regretted why she didn't tell all the family members when she reunited with Lin Zhiyang.

Then I thought helplessly, if I told you at that time, would there still be a sweet trip later?

And if my father found out, his mental state must have been bad for a long time, and accidents like falls would most likely be blamed on her.

No matter what she did, she was wrong.Ever since she liked women, she has been sentenced, and every step she backs down will hurt Lin Zhiyang.

Unable to sleep and afraid of waking Lin Zhiyang, Yu Che walked out of the bedroom carefully, and followed Lin Zhiyang to the study to practice calligraphy.

After she left, Lin Zhiyang opened his eyes, looking at the dark room soberly and calmly.

The light coming through the crack of the door told her that they were not going to sleep well again tonight.

The author has something to say: It's a bit difficult to write recently, and the general direction is known, but it is difficult to grasp the degree of each link, and I have been entangled in changing and changing.The next day's update should be at this point.

I will read everyone's comments.No matter what the story is, be peaceful, don't be too angry, don't be too sad, hug everyone.