Glaciers are warming

The first time I knew Lin Zhiyang was at a bookstore near Huai University.

The people in the poster look forward to each other with bright smiles.

Yu Che wasn't in a bad mood that day, but he definitely wasn't in the mood to laugh. The strange thing was that he couldn't help showing his face the first time he saw the poster.

That's why I bought her book.

Normally, Yu Che would never waste time on such books.

There are too many books that require her time and are worthwhile.

The book told her that there was a girl in this world who seemed to be born without knowing what troubles were.Even if there is, it's just such innocuous trifles as cirrus clouds covering the rainbow and vases not matching flowers.

She is fresh, bright, and clear, and at the same time playful, lazy, and petite.

Her charm is that she just records her life casually, and you can fall for her.

Yu Che understood what the words "healing system" on the poster meant, when she couldn't help but read page by page.

Later, at Ming Xiaoqiao's birthday party, she recognized Lin Zhiyang at a glance.

She is tall and tall, wearing a red tunic dress, her smooth and white back is exposed under the light, and the butterfly bone is decorated with extreme sexiness.The fluffy and soft long curly hair is combed to the side, full of styles, but clever and mysterious.

Yu Che couldn't move his eyes.

She didn't expect that one day, she would be attracted by the most superficial hue.

Lin Zhiyang is cheerful by nature, and can smile openly at strangers, looking at himself calmly.Even if there were exclamation, curiosity and desire that couldn't be hidden in her eyes, she didn't hide it, as if it didn't matter.

Yu Che could see it all.

Considering the long life as an exam, the subject she is least good at is reading people's hearts, but Lin Zhiyang is one of the few questions she gets points for.

Lin Zhiyang shook hands with her, just like many formal and polite occasions, it is an inevitable etiquette.

Yu Che has shook hands with many people sincerely, perfunctorily, or indifferently, and this is the first time he has been burned.

She came in from the outside, soaked in the autumn cold, the coldness on her fingertips could not fade away no matter what.

But Lin Zhiyang's hands are not only beautiful, but also dry and warm, and he generously transmits the warmth.

Yu Che's heart, which had been dead for a long time, was disturbed by a bright color, because it was unique, so she understood what it meant.

It's a pity that she has lost her ability to trust and give, and she knows she can't do anything out of the ordinary.

Even Lin Zhiyang in the book obviously likes girls.

Even when Lin Zhiyang saw her, his eyes were full of love.

But that kind of loving gaze is like admiring flowers, plants, calligraphy and paintings, and being moved by them, but not intending to possess them.

Yu Che didn't believe it, he was a lucky person.

How could Lin Zhiyang lack a lover? Whether it was Ming Xiaoqiao who introduced her to him, or the men and women who joked with her, they were all much better than people like him.

Yu Che calmly crossed Lin Zhiyang's name.

Some people, in a mediocre and boring life, just show up and give surprises, without too much entanglement.

She devoted herself wholeheartedly to her new job, and began to take charge of student internships and graduate thesis in the college. When she was in a state of desperation, the wealthy idlers with their hands in their pockets appeared again.

She still looks carefree, grinning at people without hesitation, and getting angry with her friends while picking out products.

Yu Che dodged subconsciously, refusing to show her his tiredness and negative emotions.Even though this is absurd and ridiculous, people may not remember who she is, but Yu Che still cares about her meaningless decency.

So, he ran away.

In the blink of an eye, Lin Zhiyang seemed to recognize her.

She didn't dress well that day, the most common formal attire, with high hair and no jewelry on her body.

Standing at opposite ends of the planet with her and her trendy-dressed friends, they shouldn't even meet each other's eyes.

Later, she "ran into" Lin Zhiyang at the Huai gate, who said he was visiting a friend.Then he took out his phone and asked her if she could add a WeChat.

Reason told Yu Che, don't agree, don't cause trouble for yourself.

But the hottest and brightest sun is right in front of her eyes, how can she suppress her desire to touch it, who wouldn't want to be born facing the sun.

She said, "Okay."

Add it, surrender it, bask in the sun once.

Lin Zhiyang's circle of friends is more exciting and rich than her Weibo or even her books.

That is a more real Lin Zhiyang.

Yu Che sat in the office all afternoon, doing nothing, busy spying on the person who added her but didn't find a topic.

Lin Zhiyang's sense of proportion was just right, and he sent her a message after a while.

Sometimes I share the scenery, sometimes I ask about clothes matching, sometimes I ask her to recommend books and movies... When it rains, I also ask her if she got caught in the rain.

Even so, when meeting again by chance, Yu Che's first reaction was to run away.

No one knew how much she expected Lin Zhiyang to stand in front of her, because she was so looking forward to it, so she was afraid.

I was afraid that Lin Zhiyang's emotions would be too weak, which would disappoint her and make her fall;

I was afraid that Lin Zhiyang's emotions would be too strong, making her extravagant and losing control.

She was too scared, she could only run away.

Like a prey hearing the sound of a shotgun, it can't wait to hold its breath and hide its body in the most secret corner.

Lin Zhiyang was not very happy, and sent a message saying: "Why didn't you say hello to me?"

Yu Che didn't reply, but clicked into Lin Zhiyang's circle of friends from her profile picture, and watched her life repeatedly.

A few days later, Lin Zhiyang said that a western food restaurant had opened in the city center and wanted to invite her to eat there.

Yu Che: "I don't like western food."

Lin Zhiyang: "Chinese food is also fine, as long as you have time."

"I do not have time."

"Ok."

Lin Zhiyang didn't push, and had a certain amount of advance and retreat, but Yu Che stared at the chat page for a long time.

It was December [-]th of another year, and Yu Che watched a musical by himself.

On the way home at night, it rained suddenly, and there was a traffic jam on the road. Yu Che slowed down, and then saw Lin Zhiyang who was hiding from the rain.

She couldn't be indifferent, so she sent a message to call someone into the car, and sent her home obediently.

Lin Zhiyang was shivering beside her, Yu Che looked at her coldly, she was only wearing a sweater, not even a coat.

Can it be cold?

Lin Zhiyang's home was not far away, and he felt his body temperature pick up after he recovered, and he arrived.

Her expression was reluctant to let go, her voice was soft and charming, pulling people down from the clouds, "Thank you for taking me home, it's really cold, go to my house and have a cup of hot tea, no one is here."

No one was around, so it was convenient to call someone home for tea.

Yu Che's face turned ugly for a moment, she didn't know that she was the first person invited to drink tea.

"No need." She gave Lin Zhiyang the order to get out of the car with her eyes.

Lin Zhiyang was slightly taken aback, smiled awkwardly, and said angrily, "Okay, goodbye."

Thoughts brought unspeakable unhappiness, but looking at Lin Zhiyang's back, she still said to herself, happy birthday.

This is her unexpected gift tonight.

With this encounter, Lin Zhiyang's offensive gradually became fiercer and no longer restrained.

Yu Che knew clearly that if this continued, she would not be able to stand it.

It is easy to refuse once, and it is not difficult to refuse three or five times.

But once the other party becomes Lin Zhiyang, she will easily lose the ability to "refuse".

Lin Zhiyang confided in one night: "I usually don't like meeting new friends, and I don't lack friends. But I want to meet you, do you know what I mean?"

Holding the phone in his arms, Yu Che chewed these words over and over again, and then replied indifferently: "I know, but I don't accept it."

"why?"

"No reason, it's over, I don't like being known."

At that time, Lin Zhiyang didn't have much affection for her, so he didn't bother her, and politely stopped talking to her.

Goodbye is New Year's Eve, Lin Zhiyang was drunk and sat on the steps to sober up.

Yu Che had a dinner with his colleagues, and he just stayed there for a while before leaving. When he saw Lin Zhiyang, he couldn't move forward.

The drunken Lin Zhiyang's voice was not as clear as usual, soft and gentle, and he acted like a baby with her carelessly.Like a feather, it brushed gently by her ears, and it was crisp in her heart.

She probably forgot that Yu Che had clearly rejected her, and naively accused Yu Che of not responding to messages before.

Her drunken state was cute, Yu Che didn't want to wake up again in her confusion, coaxing her word by word.

Listen to what she has to say.

She said that she wanted to be with her at night, and she spoke so confidently that Yu Che subconsciously wanted to retreat.

But Lin Zhiyang took her hand and asked aggrievedly: "Do you really want me?"

Who can refuse Lin Zhiyang?

It was only when he helped her into the hotel room that Yu Che realized what he was doing.

Lin Zhiyang seemed to have cast a spell on her, and she completely lost the ability to think.

She planned to settle Lin Zhiyang and leave, but Lin Zhiyang pulled her onto the bed, and kissed her tenderly on her face.Lips, cheeks, forehead, browbones, ears.

What does it matter if she indulges once in the course of 29 years.

Yu Che's last thought was to convince himself.

Then she stopped all disturbing thoughts, and gave herself to Lin Zhiyang wholeheartedly, shy, embarrassed, excited, and accepted it all.

It wasn't comfortable at first, she didn't get used to it, Lin Zhiyang had been drinking, and his performance was just like that.But still acceptable.

Later, Lin Zhiyang figured out her reaction, found her state, and patiently accompanied her to sink.

Afterwards, she leaned feebly on the head of the bed, and sent it as promised: "Happy New Year".

Lin Zhiyang held up his mobile phone: "I have read it."

Put it down again: "No return."

Before Yu Che had time to say that she was childish, she hugged her again, squinted her eyes and kissed: "You see my news, don't you? It's not a good habit to read it, it's very rude. .”

Yu Che couldn't speak, Lin Zhiyang's tone and demeanor taught others, people would mistakenly think that she was saying the most beautiful words of love.

Lin Zhiyang seemed to like her very much, so he hugged her and kissed her tightly.

Avoid places where people can see it, and deliberately leave many marks.

Yu Che allowed her to be unrestrained and accepted her "New Year's gift".

Waking up the next day, Lin Zhiyang sat silently on the bed, carefully reading her face.

But Yu Che remained expressionless and refused to respond. He tidied up and left the room on his own.

Lin Zhiyang sent her a few compassionate messages, but she couldn't read them anymore.

Every imprint on her body reminded Yu Che that she condoned something out of line.Her rationality was destroyed by desire, and like all mortals trapped by love, she lost what she should have kept in the guard against greed.

In her gray and white world all the year round, she was smeared with heavy colors randomly by brushes, which seemed humorous and abrupt, but she guarded the color and could not bear to modify it, and she was afraid that it would fade.

She was afraid that her little flame would be extinguished and trampled to pieces.

She struggled for a few days and completely gave up resistance.

But the three chapters of her agreement were harsh, and after Lin Zhiyang listened to it, all the smiles on his face disappeared and he remained silent.

Her unhappiness was all on her face.

Yu Che immediately understood that Lin Zhiyang would not agree, she was not someone who couldn't find a girlfriend, so why should she accept this.

When she was about to leave, Lin Zhiyang agreed.

On the way back, Yu Che felt anxious all the way, she thought that Lin Zhiyang would regret it soon, and told her to forget it.

but no.

Lin Zhiyang actively cooperated with her.

Yu Che was a little puzzled by her tolerance for this matter. At that time, she was not confident enough to think that Lin Zhiyang liked her enough to accept everything.She maliciously speculated that perhaps such a relationship was exactly what Lin Zhiyang wanted.

Each takes what he needs, and is not responsible for each other.

Feeling Lin Zhiyang's liking for her is gradually discovering the true face of Lin Zhiyang's disguise. She is very dissatisfied with this relationship and wants to change their relationship subtly.

Every time, Yu Che refused in the coldest way.

Lin Zhiyang was at a loss, disappointed, and angry, but next time, he would appear in front of her happily.

Yu Che finally understood that not only could this person tolerate all her bad habits, but he would also consider her "cute".

Ever since she could remember, these two words had no affinity with her.

What is cute about her? Lin Zhiyang's adjectives are obviously abstract and empty.

In the past few months, I didn't trust such a relationship. I guessed that Lin Zhiyang's novelty would pass, and he would choose to leave.

Yu Che waited quietly.

She didn't wait for Lin Zhiyang's flair and ruthlessness, what she waited for was stronger emotions, what Lin Zhiyang treats her, she treats Lin Zhiyang.

There is no cure.

However, her unspeakable secrets could not be told to Lin Zhiyang at that time.

She was worried that Lin Zhiyang was afraid, and she didn't want to reveal her scars.

Later, her selfish attitude made Lin Zhiyang completely give up and chose to leave.Yu Che's carefully built dream collapsed into the mud.

The sky is covered with dust.

It was obviously something that had been prepared from the first day they met, but when it really stabbed her, she was still vulnerable.

Yu Che is used to being accompanied by despair and numbness, and she came here in the same way for so many years before she met Lin Zhiyang.But back then it was easier than it is now, and Ben didn't see much good things at that time.

With nowhere to go, she chose the most disdainful way to relieve her sorrow - drinking, paralyzing herself, and giving up on herself.

Huaicheng is not big, but it is difficult for her to see Lin Zhiyang. After a quick walk around the campus, Lin Zhiyang is nowhere to be seen.

Her Weibo may not be updated for a long time.

Later, seeing Lin Zhiyang returning to normal life from the Internet, Yu Che never dared to disturb him anymore.

Send her a private message with only "lychee-flavored mints": "Yangyang, live a good life."

Lin Zhiyang said, "Thank you."

One night in summer, she couldn't control herself, and secretly went to Nanshan, and sat downstairs in Lin Zhiyang until midnight.

A few days later, I learned from Lin Zhiyang's Weibo that she had moved a long time ago, and she has been busy furnishing the new home during this time.

She changed her city life, her new home, her new life.

Yu Che was still on the spot, wrapped in foggy gray again, the only brilliance left in the world completely faded, and the mottled wall was covered with scum all over the floor.The wind blows, and it disperses cleanly.

The ridiculous thoughts finally entered the final chapter.

No matter how much she drank, alcohol could hardly numb the burning pain that accompanies her breathing all the time.

As long as she closes her eyes, even if the summer is not over, she will feel as if she is in the north of the mountain with the back of the sun, seeing the eyes of a cold and terrifying bird.The glacier does not melt all year round, and the ice blade pierces the chest.There is stagnant water in the middle of the river, painted with a layer of black paint, and the sickly beauty has been perfectly embellished.

The wind was howling gently, and she ran dizzily in the woods, crushing the grass all over the ground, green blood stood on her ankles, but the smell was surprisingly good.

After falling, she reopened her eyes in the woods.

After day after day of self-judgment, everything that tormented her was collected and put away.

It's been a long time since I had a sweet dream.

In summer, the air has the coolness of mint and the sweetness of sugar.

Lin Zhiyang met her unexpectedly again, and was very unhappy that she was still drinking. The way she criticizes others is as charming as her words of love.

Yu Che plucked up the courage to go forward to persuade Lin Zhiyang to stay, but Lin Zhiyang was so talkative, he didn't refuse much, and started anew with her.

Like all lovers, they fall in love normally, overcome difficulties, and join hands for a lifetime.

In the dream, there is no sound of wine bottles breaking on the ground, no cold glaciers and forests that cannot be walked out.

Lin Zhiyang is still as bright and warm as when he first met her, tolerates her unconditionally, endures all her selfishness, indifference and flaws, and will hold her face lovingly and tenderly and say that Teacher Yu is so cute.

She was so pampered that she couldn't even accept the short half-month separation. When she woke up, she could call to vent her unhappiness without any scruples and ask when she would come back.

Lin Zhiyang sighed heavily, seemingly helpless: "I can't go back, it should take another week."

Yu Che was terribly hypocritical, "I miss you, can I ask for leave to visit you?"

"Ah, do you miss me that much?"

"Ah."

"What if I say, I'm almost home?"

Pleasant laughter came out, and there was a sweet blame in it: "I wanted to give you a surprise, but who knew that Teacher Yu woke up so early and asked after him. Why don't you sleep for a while?"

Yu Che didn't answer, just sat in front of the bed numbly, suddenly thought of something, rushed over and opened the curtains.

The light of the early spring morning sprinkled the ground.

Yu Che explained to the person on the phone: "Because I had a nightmare."

Fortunately, I woke up from the dream.

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