It has been planned for a long time [entertainment circle]

If someone told Bai Fenglin when he was 20 years old that he was just a poor little guy picked up on a whim, and would kiss him without warning in a certain afternoon many years later, Bai Fenglin would probably think that person was sick .

And very sick.

But things really happened like this, besides the absurdity, there are other things that flashed in the bottom of my heart.

It's just that the feeling was too fast and too light, so that Bai Fenglin easily ignored it.

Only the softness of the lips is real.

Bai Fenglin frowned, and at the next moment, he stretched out his hand and pushed the person away without hesitation.

Such a result was probably expected early in the morning, and He Ran who was pushed away was not surprised at all, and could even be called calm.

It's just that the uncontrollable beating in his chest told him how crazy the uncontrollable subconscious reaction was just before being pushed away.

He kissed Bai Fenglin.

The indescribable excitement brought about by this established fact exploded at the nerve endings, and then spread to all limbs.

If it wasn't for the fact that Bai Fenglin's gaze was too cold at the moment, He Ran thought, he might continue to maintain this state.

"What's crazy?"

Bai Fenglin reached out and wiped the corner of his mouth, his face was expressionless, not even shocked, just plain cold.

It's just a candy.

go Ape?

He Ran was stunned for a moment, then raised the corner of his lips.

What's crazy?

He is not crazy!

It was obviously something he had always wanted to do, and he had thought about it for several years.

How can this be called crazy?

It's just that the timing wasn't right.

He couldn't hold his breath, so his success fell short.

"I……"

He Ran's lips moved, he wanted to tell the truth directly, he didn't want to wait any longer, the waiting was too hard, he had been waiting for several years.Now he just wants to tell Bai Fenglin that I like you, so he kisses you. As for the consequences after saying it, he has no energy to think about it.

After all, he has already kissed her, so why not say that he likes her?

But unfortunately, the dizziness caused by the surge of adrenaline in a very short period of time made He Ran unable to concentrate, and he couldn't even see the expression of the person standing in front of him.

Bai Fenglin lowered his eyes and looked down at He Ran.

During the short wait, countless thoughts slipped through my heart.

When did it start? In the years since he left, this He Ran, who has completely grown up and can be called a mature man, has unknowingly moved towards a direction that Bai Fenglin could not predict. , gone forever.

This thought made Bai Fenglin subconsciously displeased.

He dislikes everything that is out of his control.

But sometimes, it is these uncontrollable things that fascinate people, and when they recover, they have already fallen into it unconsciously.

As for why he felt displeased, Bai Fenglin didn't understand. He attributed it to his excessive desire to control.

Ever since he decided to keep He Ran, He Ran has been trying his best to play an obedient and well-behaved role, from the big direction of life to the small things like food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything is decided by Bai Fenglin.

He was so obedient that he inadvertently encouraged Bai Fenglin's already excessive desire for control.

But during the most important stage of He Ran's transition from a teenager to an adult, Bai Fenglin was not by his side, so He Ran naturally went in the opposite direction of what Bai Fenglin expected.

Choosing a major is the same as entering the entertainment circle.

Whether it's scientific research or entertainment, these are still within Bai Fenglin's control. He is sure to escort He Ran's career, but this time is different.

He Ran lost control.

He overturned everything in the past.

The silence of time seemed to stop, and the silent waiting was about to wear down Bai Fenglin's last bit of patience, He Ran finally spoke.

"As you can see--"

The dizziness gradually receded, and the heartbeat returned to normal bit by bit. He Ran raised a pair of overly good-looking eyebrows, just looked at Bai Fenglin quietly, and then said word by word——

"I like you."

It's not a sudden intention, but a long-planned plan.

Although I have seen a thing or two from that kiss, it is far less shocking than hearing the little pity I picked up say I like you at this moment.

like?

He couldn't remember how many people had said this word to Bai Fenglin, but now this person who stood in front of Bai Fenglin and said he liked him had a very special place in his heart.

But that's not about love.

At least for now, Bai Fenglin thinks so.

So he was shocked and absurd.

He still remembered that not long ago, He Ran said that he has someone he likes, and the person he likes doesn't like him...

He Ran's appearance in the car that day suddenly became clear, with a piercing cough and red ear tips.

"What do you like about me?" After a brief silence, Bai Fenglin asked.

He Ran smiled.

He also asked himself this question in the dead of night countless times, what do you like about him?

To He Ran, liking Bai Fenglin is like quantum mechanics, something mysterious and mysterious.

So He Ran shook his head and said he didn't know.

There are hundreds of things that I haven't been able to figure out day and night. I hope that I can't figure it out even in this short period of time.

Bai Fenglin heaved a sigh of relief.

You see, liking is such a simple thing. You will like it when you meet beautiful people, you will like it when you see pleasant scenery, and even delicious food will make you like it.After all, there are too many things people can like, and this is a necessary emotional expression.

Therefore, it is not too harsh.

He Ran raised his eyebrows, he knew Bai Fenglin too well, and understood what Bai Fenglin's relieved look represented at the moment.

"Why should there be a reason? If you like it, you like it. Why are there so many?"

He spoke so confidently that Bai Fenglin was stunned for a while, and then he gave a low laugh.

"He Ran, if you are in your teens, it would be reasonable to say this on a whim," Bai Fenglin said slowly, "but you are 26 years old now."

Bai Fenglin didn't continue to say the following words, but He Ran understood clearly.

In a few months, he will be 27 years old, not the 17-year-old who likes to say he likes recklessly.

Adults need to think carefully and take responsibility for what they say and what they do.

They often don't put "likes" in their hearts too much, and who is not with them for a lifetime, whether they like it or not is really not that important, even if there is a little bit of liking, it will be worn down by the trivial day after day sooner or later Not left.

He Ran didn't care, so what if he was 27 years old?

The 17-year-old He Ran is struggling and confused, and the 26-year-old He Ran has taken a very important step for him.Although the results may not be satisfactory.

But he doesn't regret it.

There is no longer a 17-year-old in life, but there are many moments worth remembering.

For example, now, Bai Fenglin was speechless when He Ran asked, "Aren't I me at the age of 27?"

When he was relatively silent, Bai Feng realized belatedly that in the past many days, He Ran was very obedient, how obedient is he?

He was so obedient that he said he would never go west when he went east, but there were exceptions.

I used to say that I want to enter the entertainment industry, but now I say I like him.

Once He Ran has decided on this kind of thing, even he can't change it.

This is really...

Bai Fenglin narrowed his eyes, which made people feel a little uncomfortable.

Unhappy, Bai Fenglin couldn't help thinking, but if anyone except He Ran stood in front of him today and told him about these things, he wouldn't bother to talk about them.

But it happened to be He Ran.

He really put his feelings into remembering the people in his heart.

So seeing that he couldn't continue the conversation, he took a step back and said, "Maybe I did something today that misunderstood you, or you were stimulated by something, and the behavior just now came out of impulse. , so let’s not talk about it today, and we’ll talk about it someday when we think it through.”

Bai Feng fell silent for a long time, He Ran didn't say anything, but the despair that spread from the bottom of his heart made him feel sore.

How considerate, while refusing, even the reason was thought out for him.

Before He Ran could continue to say anything, Bai Fenglin nodded, left a sentence, I'll go first, you think about it, and then left without looking back.

Oh, yes, I turned around.

Standing in the middle of the kitchen, He Ran stopped when he saw the people who had already walked to the entrance, turned around and said, "I forgot to tell you, Happy New Year!"

Along with the sound of closing the door, there was a murmur.

--Happy New Year.

He Ran said in a daze.

It's a pity that those who have already left the door don't know.

I don't know how long he stood there before He Ran came back to his senses. On the chopping board was the half-processed fish, there were already washed vegetables beside the sink, and on the cupboard he took it out for soup. casserole.

It's just that these are useless.

He Ran lowered his head, blinked his eyes, the pink and tender color of his chest became darker.

It's a bit dazzling.

Fireworks were flying outside the window, He Ran pulled his suitcase, and finally looked back, he put everything back in place, just like today when he hadn't come, except for a delicate portable on the empty coffee table bag, Tateossian's words can be seen faintly.

The door was closed again, the living room was completely dark, and the fireworks in the sky were in full bloom in the next moment. The brilliant colors illuminated this small world, and it became more festive against the red window grilles.

……

The car on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve was not easy to find. He Ran pulled the suitcase and waited for a long time before one arrived. On the way home, He Ran leaned against the back seat, the neon lights were on and off. It's time to get a driver's license.

You can't always rely on others, can you?

So after arriving home, He Ran immediately sent a message to Chen Yan, asking him to enroll himself in a driving school, and then sent New Year red envelopes to all the staff, including Chen Yan, who were familiar with the industry.

Of course, red envelopes were also sent to Ji Haoyan, a rare classmate who was still in contact.

Regardless of the other party's fancy thanks after receiving the red envelope, He Ran threw the phone aside.

It's not past twelve o'clock yet, I turned on the TV, and the Spring Festival Gala is still going on.He Ran paced to the balcony and sat down on the recliner, hearing the sound of the lively party in his ears, and two small flower pots not far from his feet.

One of the pots has grown small green leaves.

He Ran propped his chin, and hooked his lips for a long time.

In fact, the owner of the florist was wrong. How can sunflowers bloom repeatedly? Annual herbaceous plants have only one flowering period.

It's a pity that his sunflower has not ushered in its flowering period, and it has ended early.