Hope the Father Jackie Chan [Rebirth]
Chapter 36 2 more in 1
The next day, Ji Li and Bai Xiuyan looked at each other in dismay.
After eating, drinking and waking up, they finally remembered what they had forgotten.
It was too formal in business talk and business, which caused the two of them to forget about recognizing their relatives.
Ji Li had a headache after missing such a good opportunity yesterday.
It's hard to say anything next.
Just imagine, now that he suddenly jumped out and said that he was Yin Qingze's child, he always felt very embarrassed.
"It's nothing embarrassing. While he is hesitating now, if you play the card that you are his son, our chances of winning will be even greater." Bai Xiuyan calmly analyzed.
Ji Lituski's eyes: "You don't feel pain in your back when you stand and talk. Anyway, it's not you who are embarrassed!"
Bai Xiuyan nodded: "Yes."
Ji Li: "..." His fist itched again.
"Clang clang."
Bo Xiuyan and Ji Li were discussing, when Ji Chenxi slipped his hand and dropped the cup on the ground.
Bo Xiuyan and Ji Li looked back at the same time, Ji Chenxi hurriedly picked up the broken glass and accidentally cut a small cut with her finger.
"Don't move. Bai Xiuyan, get the medical kit!" Ji Li frowned and shouted.
Ji Chenxi hurriedly said, "It's just scratched a little, it's fine."
"That also needs to be disinfected." Bai Xiuyan carried the medical kit over, and Ji Li took out the iodophor, helped Ji Chenxi disinfect his fingers, and put them on Bondi, "Be careful."
When Ji Li was sticking Bondi on Ji Chenxi, Bai Xiuyan ran to the kitchen and took out a broom and dustpan, first carefully swept the debris into the trash can, and then wiped the floor with a dry cloth.
Ji Chenxi looked sad: "I'm really useless."
"Why is it useless to drop a cup?" Ji Li said, "I also dropped one the day before yesterday."
Bai Xiuyan is more perceptive than Ji Li.He asked, "Uncle Ji, do you not want Ji Li and Yin Qingze to recognize each other?"
Ji Chenxi pursed her lips and forced a smile: "How come? You can use him, of course you should recognize each other."
Ji Chenxi's smile was so ugly that even Ji Li, who was inexplicably insensitive to his father's emotional changes, noticed something was wrong.
"It's fine if you don't like it. Don't admit it." Ji Li said, "It's not a big deal."
Ji Chenxi hurriedly shook her head: "No, it's okay with me... Actually, it has nothing to do with recognizing relatives, it's me who made a fool of myself."
"Okay, Ji Li, you stay in the living room first." Bai Xiuyan held Ji Chenxi's uninjured finger, "Uncle Ji, let's lock the door on the balcony and chat."
Ji Li pointed to his nose: "You two isolate me!"
Bai Xiuyan gave Ji Li a blank look: "Uncle Ji is in front of you, it's not easy to say what's on his mind."
Ji Li put down his hands and said helplessly, "Okay. You guys chat slowly, and I'll go to work."
The main body of the game is ready, and Ji Li needs to test the entire game.
Ji Chenxi said: "I have nothing..."
"Let's go, let's have a good chat." Bo Xiuyan said in a tone that could not be refused.
Ji Chenxi pursed her lips again, followed Bai Xiuyan to the balcony with her head down.
The sunshine in June has begun to have the heat of summer.However, there was a draft on the balcony, and the mat and recliner were still cool, making it very comfortable to lie on.
Bai Xiuyan handed Ji Chenxi a bamboo pillow.
Sitting cross-legged on the recliner, Ji Chenxi hugged the bamboo pillow with both hands, her expression finally eased a little.
Bai Xiuyan asked: "Yesterday when you met Yin Qingze, you were not in a good spirit? After meeting you found that there is no way to forgive him? If you don't intend to forgive him, we can find another partner."
Ji Chenxi shook her head dejectedly: "Actually... it has nothing to do with him."
After Ji Chenxi finished speaking, she fell into silence.
Bai Xiuyan didn't ask any questions.He quietly waited for Ji Chenxi to sort out his thoughts.
After a while, Ji Chenxi hugged the pillow tightly, buried her face on the pillow, her shoulders trembled slightly: "I just, just after seeing him, I hate myself more and more."
Bai Xiuyan sat next to Ji Chenxi, stretched out his short hands and patted Ji Chenxi's back, comforted Ji Chenxi silently, and gave Ji Chenxi an analysis of his inner courage.
Ji Chenxi broke down emotionally last night, hiding under the quilt and crying for a long time.
It wasn't because he hated Yin Qingze, but because after meeting Yin Qingze, only a few words made him fall into loathing for himself in the past.
Ji Chenxi knew Yin Qingze too well, and Yin Qingze knew Ji Chenxi too well.
The misunderstanding in the past four years stems from the fact that the two sides were blocked by many obstacles, and also from their distrust of each other.
And Yin Qingze's distrust of Ji Chenxi stems from Ji Chenxi's own incompetence; Ji Chenxi's distrust of Yin Qingze is also due to her incompetence and low self-esteem.
After Ji Chenxi met Yin Qingze, seeing Yin Qingze's career getting better and better, and chatting with the reborn big boys, he felt more and more inferior.
This inferiority complex is not only due to the gap between the two now.
Now that Ji Chenxi can see the gap, she has actually made a lot of progress.What Ji Chenxi is afraid of is her own past represented by Yin Qingze.
Ji Chenxi loathes her past and completely denies her past.And Yin Qingze is the person who knows his past best. Seeing Yin Qingze is like facing a projector that keeps playing the past that he wants to leave.
Yin Qingze's words and deeds, any micro-expression, can make him fall into memory, and then feel deep pain.
This pain has nothing to do with his feelings for Yin Qingze, it's just his self-loathing.
In fact, Ji Chenxi also felt this way when facing Cheng Yan.So this year, except for the text greetings during the holidays, Ji Chenxi hardly took the initiative to contact Xing Chengyan.
"It's probably like people can't face the old people who know their dark history." Ji Chenxi cried and laughed, "I've sworn not to cry in front of the baby anymore, but I still can't help it, I'm really useless .The baby is unlucky to have such a useless father like me."
Bai Xiuyan handed Ji Chenxi a wet wipe: "Wipe slowly. Your skin is tender, don't scratch it. Uncle Ji, you were upset when you heard that Ji Li was going to recognize Yin Qingze. I'm worried that Yin Qingze will snatch the child with you. Are you afraid that Yin Qingze will guess something that you don't want to tell Ji Li because Yin Qingze knows you very well? "
Ji Chenxi was silent again.
Bai Xiuyan said, "Can you talk to me?"
Ji Chenxi remained silent.
Bai Xiuyan patted Ji Chenxi on the back again: "Actually, if you don't tell me, I can guess it, and Ji Li must have guessed it long ago. You were just pregnant when you lost contact with Yin Qingze. You can definitely kill Ji Chenxi." Li."
Ji Chenxi's body trembled.
Bai Xiuyan patted Ji Chenxi on the back again: "There is only one purpose for running with the ball when you are unmarried and pregnant, and that is to leave a connection with the child's other blood relative. You were very young at that time, so you probably didn't do it." So prepare to take on a life. Yin Qingze understands you, he can guess what you were thinking at that time. This is something you can't face now, right?"
Ji Chenxi gritted her teeth.
That's right, that's what worries him the most now.
The child he loves most now did not receive the blessings of his blood relatives when he was born.
He kept the child, but only hoped that one day he would see Yin Qingze in the future, and use the relationship of the child to reunite with Yin Qingze.
Dad knew about this, so Dad hated this child, but because of his depression during pregnancy, he could only recognize this child.
Yin Qingze knew him so well, once he knew that Ji Li was born by himself, he could immediately guess what he was thinking at that time.
He didn't want Yin Qingze to know his madness back then, and he didn't want Ji Li to learn about his unbearable self from Yin Qingze.
"Don't be too horny. In this world, many parents are not mentally prepared. They may have children in order to complete the set tasks, may be because of their parents' urging, or simply to fit in with the group." Bai Xiuyan is like He is a single dog who works as a love tutor, with a set of theoretical knowledge, "For children, the important thing is not why they are born, but after birth."
"Uncle Ji, ask yourself. After Ji Li was born, did you take good care of him? Do you hope he is safe, healthy and happy? Have you ever had any hope for his future?"
"You must have. I heard from Ji Li that the photos of him before he entered the orphanage were all very well-proportioned. Even if you do odd jobs everywhere, you have raised him well. In this life, you will go back to the third year of high school and learn games for Ji Li Design, Ji Li and I can both see your hard work."
With Bo Xiuyan's comfort, Ji Chenxi's anxiety gradually subsided.
"Don't be afraid of losing face in front of Ji Li. From Ji Li's rebirth to the present, it's been a full year." Bai Xiuyan said, "In one year, you have made great progress. You have to eat every bite. Eat, the road has to be taken step by step. If your achievements are not enough for you to maintain confidence in front of Yin Qingze, then we will continue to work hard."
Bai Xiuyan stretched out his hand: "You are not only the person Ji Li and I trust the most in this era, but also our important business partner. You see, no matter how good Ji Li and I are, others will despise us because of our age. Obviously we The technology Bai gave to Yin Qingze has been tested successfully, but he still doubts us and refuses to cooperate with us, so we can only have a slight chance of winning by using the card that Ji Li is his biological son."
"Uncle Ji, after you are familiar with the company's interpersonal relationships, you can come forward, and Ji Li and I will support you behind the back, so that the company can survive. We can't always use the 'genius baby' to fool people. At least in the company Those ordinary employees will definitely not know the true identities of me and Ji Li."
Ji Chenxi looked up, his face was printed with small red squares by the bamboo pillow, which looked ridiculous.
"Can I really do it? I'm a piece of trash. I'll hold you back." Ji Chenxi said incredulously.
Bai Xiuyan sighed: "We have succeeded twice, and we are about to succeed for the third time soon. Can't you regain a little confidence, Uncle Ji, if you succeed three times? You are a self-taught game designer, this point, You are stronger than me and Ji Li."
Ji Chenxi said: "Really? Don't lie to me."
"Why would I lie to you? Ji Li is your own son, so he might lie to you. I have no blood relationship with you, and Ji Li and I are dead enemies. What I say is the most fair." Bai Xiuyan's face was serious, and he almost Did not write the word "justice" on the forehead.
Ji Chenxi believed it: "I'm really good?"
Bai Xiuyan said, "Trust me."
Ji Chenxi raised a little confidence, but was still very depressed: "But I'm still far behind Yin Qingze."
"That's not necessarily the case. He specializes in materials and hardware, and he is indeed powerful. But we are no worse than him in creating the second world. We focus on the construction of spiritual civilization, which is also a good thing for the country and the people. In the future, our influence will definitely be greater than that of They are great." Bai Xiuyan said confidently, "not to mention that materials and hardware are slow to come in, we only come in for games. Afterwards, their bonuses may be expected to be paid by us."
Ji Chenxi smiled through tears: "Is it so hard to make materials and hardware?"
"Yes. That's why I admire people who make materials and hardware." Bai Xiuyan said seriously, "In order for them to start their businesses with peace of mind, we must work hard to support them by making games."
Ji Chenxi laughed even harder.
He took a tissue and wiped his face indiscriminately: "Xiuyan, after talking with you, I despise my fragility and futility even more. After talking with you, I feel like a mediocre person."
"Mediocrity is normal. Ji Li and I are also mediocre, and we both have our own moments." Seeing Ji Chenxi calm down, Bai Xiuyan heaved a sigh of relief, "I'll tell you about Ji Li's dark history when I'm free later. .”
Ji Chenxi finally finished the college entrance examination, he is still waiting to squeeze Ji Chenxi's labor force, but he can't let Ji Chenxi be so decadent, it will affect work efficiency.
Ji Chenxi smiled and rubbed her eyes: "Don't just talk about Xiao Li's black history, you don't have a black history?"
"You're going to ask Ji Li about this. I'm sure I won't expose my shortcomings." Bai Xiuyan said, "Actually, Ji Li and I were also at fault in this matter. We are used to acting arbitrarily. This year, we have been following our own We are moving forward at the same pace and ignoring Uncle Ji’s feelings. We will also reflect on it. In short, it’s good to say it. People need to get along with each other slowly.
"Bo Xiuyan is right!" The small window on the balcony opened a crack, and Ji Li, who was hiding in the curtain, poked out his round head.
Ji Chenxi stood up, and lifted Ji Li, who was fluttering his short legs and tried unsuccessfully to climb the window, out of the window: "Be careful, don't fall."
Bai Xiuyan sneered: "Hehe, work?"
Ji Li smiled cutely and passed the test.
Bai Xiuyan made a vomiting expression: "Since you are eavesdropping, you can say the next thing yourself."
Ji Li was dissatisfied: "The matter of my son breaking the window, can it be called eavesdropping? Let me say what I say."
Ji Li gave a dry cough, jumped down from Ji Chenxi's arms, raised his head and said, "Dad, what Bai Xiuyan said is right. I should also reflect on myself. Whether I recognize my relatives or not doesn't affect me much, but it does not matter to you, Dad. It has a great impact. Bai Xiuyan and I are used to starting from interests and ignoring emotions."
Ji Li paused, and added: "I was not like this before. My corporate culture is people-oriented and emphasizes the emotional needs of employees. The cold nine-nine-six blessings that focus on profit are the corporate culture of Bai Xiuyan's family. It's Bai Xiuyan's fault. He led me astray."
When Bai Xiuyan admitted his mistake, he kept nodding and quietly recorded.Hearing the words behind, Bai Xiuyan put down the recording phone: "Ji Li, are you polite?"
Ji Li puffed out his small chest: "Are you polite in recording?"
"Hmph." Bai Xiuyan put his phone away.Do you think I can do anything about you by adding such a sentence?I can cut off the last sentence and it will be fine.
Ji Chenxi was amused by the two of them again.If we talk about black history, can the childish mutual pinching of two big bosses be considered black history?
"Cough cough." Ji Li clenched his small fist and put it next to his mouth, coughing dryly again, "In short, you have worked very hard to follow our footsteps this year, causing us to ignore you, and you are also at fault."
Bai Xiuyan said contemptuously: "Ji Li, are you finished? When you talk to your subordinates in the company, do you also behave like this?"
Ji Li nodded: "Yes. How could the boss be wrong?"
Bai Xiuyan: "...how could I fight with you in the past?" What a bad character!
Ji Li waved his hand: "Don't interrupt, wait until I finish. Why do you always like to interrupt? Are you polite?"
Bai Xiuyan: "Oh."
He crossed his arms and quietly watched Ji Li continue to act.
"Dad, since the matter of recognizing your relatives is very important to you, it is not important to me. Then it is up to you to decide whether to tell Yin Qingze about it." Ji Li finally became serious, "I believe in you, I will definitely be able to Come out of the past. Who doesn't have a dark history?"
"You don't have to pay too much attention to your black history. How old were you then? It's normal to be naive. Most young people now grow up slowly after graduating from college and getting hurt in society. Dad, you're better than most people now. I'm so proud of you."
Ji Li patted the back of Ji Chenxi's hand in an old-fashioned way.
Ji Chenxi lowered her head, rubbed her face vigorously, and gave a bright smile: "Okay."
He hugged Ji Li and kissed him, then hugged Bai Xiuyan for a rub, then clenched his fists, his eyes seemed to be burning with flames.
"One bang, then decline again, three times exhaustion! I will tell him now." Ji Chenxi opened the balcony, rushed into the living room and took out his mobile phone, and sent the pregnancy test report and birth certificate that he had saved on the mobile phone for a long time to Yin Qingze.
In those four years, he thought many times about how to send the pregnancy test report and birth certificate to Yin Qingze, and told Yin Qingze that even if Yin Qingze disliked men having children, he still gave birth to him.
Ji Chenxi once fell into self-movement, imagining that Yin Qingze would be moved by his dedication.
Then he fell into extreme depression, blaming the kid for ruining his life.
In the end, Ji Chenxi calmed down and began to blame and loathe herself.
The child has no right to choose to be born, he willfully brought the child into this world, he should be responsible for the child, instead of pushing the responsibility to the innocent and ignorant child.
After Ji Chenxi sent the two electronic materials to Yin Qingze in one go, panic rose in his heart again.
Then, when he saw Ji Li and Bai Xiuyan who were looking up at him with small faces, the uneasiness in his heart settled down.
Ji Chenxi puffed out her cheeks very childishly, and said like flying fingers: "I always thought that you knew that Xiao Li was born by me, and you abandoned me because you couldn't accept a man giving birth to a child."
Ji Chenxi took a deep breath, revealing her dark history.
Anyway, based on Yin Qingze's understanding of him, he can definitely guess what he thinks, so he might as well confess directly.
"At the beginning, my dad was firmly against me having this child. Once the child was born, it was basically impossible for me to start a family with other people. But I always imagined that you would change your mind for the sake of the child's blood."
"I once fell into self-movement. But time passed day by day, and the child grew up day by day, and there was still no news from you. I began to regret and resent, and even blamed my child. The depression during pregnancy became more and more serious."
"But Xiao Li is so cute, I was healed by him, and now I am very well. Now I confess all the truth, and our past is truly revealed. Please give me your advice for future business cooperation."
"Also, please don't try to make Xiao Li call you father, Xiao Li only has me as a father. A genius baby doesn't need adults to interfere with his life with the excuse of 'give you a healthy family'." ——The last sentence is added by Ji Li Up.
One stupid dad is enough, another stupid dad?Can my childhood be better?
"So it's not as difficult as I imagined." Ji Chenxi was in a daze.
He said it, he said it all.
After confessing everything, he was not sad, but felt very relaxed, as if a heavy shackle had been lifted from his shoulders.
Bai Xiuyan stretched out his hand: "I'll post a few too."
Ji Li handed Ji Chenxi's mobile phone to Bai Xiuyan.
Bai Xiuyan sent a text message slowly: "Actually, I have always wanted to say that I have not made any mistakes in the past four years, and you are the one who made the mistake. I just demeaned myself a bit to save your face and avoid your entanglement." fan."
"But I can swallow this breath, and the two gifted babies in the family can't swallow this breath. So they urged me to tell you everything, so that you can reflect on it."
"Besides, the money that Xiao Li owes you should be regarded as the child support you have paid to him in this life. Don't think that I will pay it back."
Ji Chenxi: "..."
Ji Chenxi: "Ah!!!! Xiuyan, what are you posting!!!"
Just now he felt relaxed, but now he is so embarrassed that his five toes are about to pick out a villa!
Bai Xiuyan said: "We need child support for Ji Li."
Ji Li nodded: "I forgot about it, good job."
Ji Chenxi: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
"That's the truth. You are wrong, but you are only tormenting yourself. It has nothing to do with what happened to him. So to Yin Qingze, you are right, and there is no need for self-reflection." Bai Xiuyan returned the phone to Ji Chenxi , "He shouldn't be free now, and he didn't see the text message. Leave him alone. We're going out for a big purchase, and I'm going to buy an oven and make cakes myself."
"Cake..." Ji Chenxi froze for a moment, then slapped her thigh, "That's right! Xiao Li's birthday is coming!"
Ji's family only celebrates birthdays in the lunar calendar, and this year Ji Li's birthday is more than a month later than last year.
Ji Li put his hands on his face and screamed like Ji Chenxi: "No way, no way? Dad, you actually forgot my birthday? Am I still your favorite baby Li?"
Ji Chenxi immediately knelt straight on the sofa: "It's Dad's fault."
The corner of Bai Xiuyan's mouth twitched: "Stop acting, it's disgusting. Act again, don't think that I will make animal cream cake for you, you go to the dessert shop to buy unpalatable plant cream cake to eat."
Ji Li snorted: "Is this the only way you can threaten me?"
Bai Xiuyan said: "You can refuse to be threatened by me."
Ji Li said: "If you say you refuse, then you refuse? How embarrassing for me. Of course I chose to be threatened. By the way, just talk about my birthday, but what about your birthday?"
Bai Xiuyan shook his head: "I don't know."
Ji Li was puzzled: "Ah? How could you not know?"
Bo Xiuyan said: "It's not my birthday. The date of birth is on the ID card, but I didn't remember the ID number."
"Didn't you bring your account page here? Take a quick look." Ji Li said anxiously, "Why didn't you tell me earlier! I thought your birthday didn't come yet! If your birthday has passed, we will eat two cake!"
Bo Xiuyan despised him.
I thought you paid too much attention to my birthday, but you just wanted to eat an extra cake.
Fat will not kill you!
After eating, drinking and waking up, they finally remembered what they had forgotten.
It was too formal in business talk and business, which caused the two of them to forget about recognizing their relatives.
Ji Li had a headache after missing such a good opportunity yesterday.
It's hard to say anything next.
Just imagine, now that he suddenly jumped out and said that he was Yin Qingze's child, he always felt very embarrassed.
"It's nothing embarrassing. While he is hesitating now, if you play the card that you are his son, our chances of winning will be even greater." Bai Xiuyan calmly analyzed.
Ji Lituski's eyes: "You don't feel pain in your back when you stand and talk. Anyway, it's not you who are embarrassed!"
Bai Xiuyan nodded: "Yes."
Ji Li: "..." His fist itched again.
"Clang clang."
Bo Xiuyan and Ji Li were discussing, when Ji Chenxi slipped his hand and dropped the cup on the ground.
Bo Xiuyan and Ji Li looked back at the same time, Ji Chenxi hurriedly picked up the broken glass and accidentally cut a small cut with her finger.
"Don't move. Bai Xiuyan, get the medical kit!" Ji Li frowned and shouted.
Ji Chenxi hurriedly said, "It's just scratched a little, it's fine."
"That also needs to be disinfected." Bai Xiuyan carried the medical kit over, and Ji Li took out the iodophor, helped Ji Chenxi disinfect his fingers, and put them on Bondi, "Be careful."
When Ji Li was sticking Bondi on Ji Chenxi, Bai Xiuyan ran to the kitchen and took out a broom and dustpan, first carefully swept the debris into the trash can, and then wiped the floor with a dry cloth.
Ji Chenxi looked sad: "I'm really useless."
"Why is it useless to drop a cup?" Ji Li said, "I also dropped one the day before yesterday."
Bai Xiuyan is more perceptive than Ji Li.He asked, "Uncle Ji, do you not want Ji Li and Yin Qingze to recognize each other?"
Ji Chenxi pursed her lips and forced a smile: "How come? You can use him, of course you should recognize each other."
Ji Chenxi's smile was so ugly that even Ji Li, who was inexplicably insensitive to his father's emotional changes, noticed something was wrong.
"It's fine if you don't like it. Don't admit it." Ji Li said, "It's not a big deal."
Ji Chenxi hurriedly shook her head: "No, it's okay with me... Actually, it has nothing to do with recognizing relatives, it's me who made a fool of myself."
"Okay, Ji Li, you stay in the living room first." Bai Xiuyan held Ji Chenxi's uninjured finger, "Uncle Ji, let's lock the door on the balcony and chat."
Ji Li pointed to his nose: "You two isolate me!"
Bai Xiuyan gave Ji Li a blank look: "Uncle Ji is in front of you, it's not easy to say what's on his mind."
Ji Li put down his hands and said helplessly, "Okay. You guys chat slowly, and I'll go to work."
The main body of the game is ready, and Ji Li needs to test the entire game.
Ji Chenxi said: "I have nothing..."
"Let's go, let's have a good chat." Bo Xiuyan said in a tone that could not be refused.
Ji Chenxi pursed her lips again, followed Bai Xiuyan to the balcony with her head down.
The sunshine in June has begun to have the heat of summer.However, there was a draft on the balcony, and the mat and recliner were still cool, making it very comfortable to lie on.
Bai Xiuyan handed Ji Chenxi a bamboo pillow.
Sitting cross-legged on the recliner, Ji Chenxi hugged the bamboo pillow with both hands, her expression finally eased a little.
Bai Xiuyan asked: "Yesterday when you met Yin Qingze, you were not in a good spirit? After meeting you found that there is no way to forgive him? If you don't intend to forgive him, we can find another partner."
Ji Chenxi shook her head dejectedly: "Actually... it has nothing to do with him."
After Ji Chenxi finished speaking, she fell into silence.
Bai Xiuyan didn't ask any questions.He quietly waited for Ji Chenxi to sort out his thoughts.
After a while, Ji Chenxi hugged the pillow tightly, buried her face on the pillow, her shoulders trembled slightly: "I just, just after seeing him, I hate myself more and more."
Bai Xiuyan sat next to Ji Chenxi, stretched out his short hands and patted Ji Chenxi's back, comforted Ji Chenxi silently, and gave Ji Chenxi an analysis of his inner courage.
Ji Chenxi broke down emotionally last night, hiding under the quilt and crying for a long time.
It wasn't because he hated Yin Qingze, but because after meeting Yin Qingze, only a few words made him fall into loathing for himself in the past.
Ji Chenxi knew Yin Qingze too well, and Yin Qingze knew Ji Chenxi too well.
The misunderstanding in the past four years stems from the fact that the two sides were blocked by many obstacles, and also from their distrust of each other.
And Yin Qingze's distrust of Ji Chenxi stems from Ji Chenxi's own incompetence; Ji Chenxi's distrust of Yin Qingze is also due to her incompetence and low self-esteem.
After Ji Chenxi met Yin Qingze, seeing Yin Qingze's career getting better and better, and chatting with the reborn big boys, he felt more and more inferior.
This inferiority complex is not only due to the gap between the two now.
Now that Ji Chenxi can see the gap, she has actually made a lot of progress.What Ji Chenxi is afraid of is her own past represented by Yin Qingze.
Ji Chenxi loathes her past and completely denies her past.And Yin Qingze is the person who knows his past best. Seeing Yin Qingze is like facing a projector that keeps playing the past that he wants to leave.
Yin Qingze's words and deeds, any micro-expression, can make him fall into memory, and then feel deep pain.
This pain has nothing to do with his feelings for Yin Qingze, it's just his self-loathing.
In fact, Ji Chenxi also felt this way when facing Cheng Yan.So this year, except for the text greetings during the holidays, Ji Chenxi hardly took the initiative to contact Xing Chengyan.
"It's probably like people can't face the old people who know their dark history." Ji Chenxi cried and laughed, "I've sworn not to cry in front of the baby anymore, but I still can't help it, I'm really useless .The baby is unlucky to have such a useless father like me."
Bai Xiuyan handed Ji Chenxi a wet wipe: "Wipe slowly. Your skin is tender, don't scratch it. Uncle Ji, you were upset when you heard that Ji Li was going to recognize Yin Qingze. I'm worried that Yin Qingze will snatch the child with you. Are you afraid that Yin Qingze will guess something that you don't want to tell Ji Li because Yin Qingze knows you very well? "
Ji Chenxi was silent again.
Bai Xiuyan said, "Can you talk to me?"
Ji Chenxi remained silent.
Bai Xiuyan patted Ji Chenxi on the back again: "Actually, if you don't tell me, I can guess it, and Ji Li must have guessed it long ago. You were just pregnant when you lost contact with Yin Qingze. You can definitely kill Ji Chenxi." Li."
Ji Chenxi's body trembled.
Bai Xiuyan patted Ji Chenxi on the back again: "There is only one purpose for running with the ball when you are unmarried and pregnant, and that is to leave a connection with the child's other blood relative. You were very young at that time, so you probably didn't do it." So prepare to take on a life. Yin Qingze understands you, he can guess what you were thinking at that time. This is something you can't face now, right?"
Ji Chenxi gritted her teeth.
That's right, that's what worries him the most now.
The child he loves most now did not receive the blessings of his blood relatives when he was born.
He kept the child, but only hoped that one day he would see Yin Qingze in the future, and use the relationship of the child to reunite with Yin Qingze.
Dad knew about this, so Dad hated this child, but because of his depression during pregnancy, he could only recognize this child.
Yin Qingze knew him so well, once he knew that Ji Li was born by himself, he could immediately guess what he was thinking at that time.
He didn't want Yin Qingze to know his madness back then, and he didn't want Ji Li to learn about his unbearable self from Yin Qingze.
"Don't be too horny. In this world, many parents are not mentally prepared. They may have children in order to complete the set tasks, may be because of their parents' urging, or simply to fit in with the group." Bai Xiuyan is like He is a single dog who works as a love tutor, with a set of theoretical knowledge, "For children, the important thing is not why they are born, but after birth."
"Uncle Ji, ask yourself. After Ji Li was born, did you take good care of him? Do you hope he is safe, healthy and happy? Have you ever had any hope for his future?"
"You must have. I heard from Ji Li that the photos of him before he entered the orphanage were all very well-proportioned. Even if you do odd jobs everywhere, you have raised him well. In this life, you will go back to the third year of high school and learn games for Ji Li Design, Ji Li and I can both see your hard work."
With Bo Xiuyan's comfort, Ji Chenxi's anxiety gradually subsided.
"Don't be afraid of losing face in front of Ji Li. From Ji Li's rebirth to the present, it's been a full year." Bai Xiuyan said, "In one year, you have made great progress. You have to eat every bite. Eat, the road has to be taken step by step. If your achievements are not enough for you to maintain confidence in front of Yin Qingze, then we will continue to work hard."
Bai Xiuyan stretched out his hand: "You are not only the person Ji Li and I trust the most in this era, but also our important business partner. You see, no matter how good Ji Li and I are, others will despise us because of our age. Obviously we The technology Bai gave to Yin Qingze has been tested successfully, but he still doubts us and refuses to cooperate with us, so we can only have a slight chance of winning by using the card that Ji Li is his biological son."
"Uncle Ji, after you are familiar with the company's interpersonal relationships, you can come forward, and Ji Li and I will support you behind the back, so that the company can survive. We can't always use the 'genius baby' to fool people. At least in the company Those ordinary employees will definitely not know the true identities of me and Ji Li."
Ji Chenxi looked up, his face was printed with small red squares by the bamboo pillow, which looked ridiculous.
"Can I really do it? I'm a piece of trash. I'll hold you back." Ji Chenxi said incredulously.
Bai Xiuyan sighed: "We have succeeded twice, and we are about to succeed for the third time soon. Can't you regain a little confidence, Uncle Ji, if you succeed three times? You are a self-taught game designer, this point, You are stronger than me and Ji Li."
Ji Chenxi said: "Really? Don't lie to me."
"Why would I lie to you? Ji Li is your own son, so he might lie to you. I have no blood relationship with you, and Ji Li and I are dead enemies. What I say is the most fair." Bai Xiuyan's face was serious, and he almost Did not write the word "justice" on the forehead.
Ji Chenxi believed it: "I'm really good?"
Bai Xiuyan said, "Trust me."
Ji Chenxi raised a little confidence, but was still very depressed: "But I'm still far behind Yin Qingze."
"That's not necessarily the case. He specializes in materials and hardware, and he is indeed powerful. But we are no worse than him in creating the second world. We focus on the construction of spiritual civilization, which is also a good thing for the country and the people. In the future, our influence will definitely be greater than that of They are great." Bai Xiuyan said confidently, "not to mention that materials and hardware are slow to come in, we only come in for games. Afterwards, their bonuses may be expected to be paid by us."
Ji Chenxi smiled through tears: "Is it so hard to make materials and hardware?"
"Yes. That's why I admire people who make materials and hardware." Bai Xiuyan said seriously, "In order for them to start their businesses with peace of mind, we must work hard to support them by making games."
Ji Chenxi laughed even harder.
He took a tissue and wiped his face indiscriminately: "Xiuyan, after talking with you, I despise my fragility and futility even more. After talking with you, I feel like a mediocre person."
"Mediocrity is normal. Ji Li and I are also mediocre, and we both have our own moments." Seeing Ji Chenxi calm down, Bai Xiuyan heaved a sigh of relief, "I'll tell you about Ji Li's dark history when I'm free later. .”
Ji Chenxi finally finished the college entrance examination, he is still waiting to squeeze Ji Chenxi's labor force, but he can't let Ji Chenxi be so decadent, it will affect work efficiency.
Ji Chenxi smiled and rubbed her eyes: "Don't just talk about Xiao Li's black history, you don't have a black history?"
"You're going to ask Ji Li about this. I'm sure I won't expose my shortcomings." Bai Xiuyan said, "Actually, Ji Li and I were also at fault in this matter. We are used to acting arbitrarily. This year, we have been following our own We are moving forward at the same pace and ignoring Uncle Ji’s feelings. We will also reflect on it. In short, it’s good to say it. People need to get along with each other slowly.
"Bo Xiuyan is right!" The small window on the balcony opened a crack, and Ji Li, who was hiding in the curtain, poked out his round head.
Ji Chenxi stood up, and lifted Ji Li, who was fluttering his short legs and tried unsuccessfully to climb the window, out of the window: "Be careful, don't fall."
Bai Xiuyan sneered: "Hehe, work?"
Ji Li smiled cutely and passed the test.
Bai Xiuyan made a vomiting expression: "Since you are eavesdropping, you can say the next thing yourself."
Ji Li was dissatisfied: "The matter of my son breaking the window, can it be called eavesdropping? Let me say what I say."
Ji Li gave a dry cough, jumped down from Ji Chenxi's arms, raised his head and said, "Dad, what Bai Xiuyan said is right. I should also reflect on myself. Whether I recognize my relatives or not doesn't affect me much, but it does not matter to you, Dad. It has a great impact. Bai Xiuyan and I are used to starting from interests and ignoring emotions."
Ji Li paused, and added: "I was not like this before. My corporate culture is people-oriented and emphasizes the emotional needs of employees. The cold nine-nine-six blessings that focus on profit are the corporate culture of Bai Xiuyan's family. It's Bai Xiuyan's fault. He led me astray."
When Bai Xiuyan admitted his mistake, he kept nodding and quietly recorded.Hearing the words behind, Bai Xiuyan put down the recording phone: "Ji Li, are you polite?"
Ji Li puffed out his small chest: "Are you polite in recording?"
"Hmph." Bai Xiuyan put his phone away.Do you think I can do anything about you by adding such a sentence?I can cut off the last sentence and it will be fine.
Ji Chenxi was amused by the two of them again.If we talk about black history, can the childish mutual pinching of two big bosses be considered black history?
"Cough cough." Ji Li clenched his small fist and put it next to his mouth, coughing dryly again, "In short, you have worked very hard to follow our footsteps this year, causing us to ignore you, and you are also at fault."
Bai Xiuyan said contemptuously: "Ji Li, are you finished? When you talk to your subordinates in the company, do you also behave like this?"
Ji Li nodded: "Yes. How could the boss be wrong?"
Bai Xiuyan: "...how could I fight with you in the past?" What a bad character!
Ji Li waved his hand: "Don't interrupt, wait until I finish. Why do you always like to interrupt? Are you polite?"
Bai Xiuyan: "Oh."
He crossed his arms and quietly watched Ji Li continue to act.
"Dad, since the matter of recognizing your relatives is very important to you, it is not important to me. Then it is up to you to decide whether to tell Yin Qingze about it." Ji Li finally became serious, "I believe in you, I will definitely be able to Come out of the past. Who doesn't have a dark history?"
"You don't have to pay too much attention to your black history. How old were you then? It's normal to be naive. Most young people now grow up slowly after graduating from college and getting hurt in society. Dad, you're better than most people now. I'm so proud of you."
Ji Li patted the back of Ji Chenxi's hand in an old-fashioned way.
Ji Chenxi lowered her head, rubbed her face vigorously, and gave a bright smile: "Okay."
He hugged Ji Li and kissed him, then hugged Bai Xiuyan for a rub, then clenched his fists, his eyes seemed to be burning with flames.
"One bang, then decline again, three times exhaustion! I will tell him now." Ji Chenxi opened the balcony, rushed into the living room and took out his mobile phone, and sent the pregnancy test report and birth certificate that he had saved on the mobile phone for a long time to Yin Qingze.
In those four years, he thought many times about how to send the pregnancy test report and birth certificate to Yin Qingze, and told Yin Qingze that even if Yin Qingze disliked men having children, he still gave birth to him.
Ji Chenxi once fell into self-movement, imagining that Yin Qingze would be moved by his dedication.
Then he fell into extreme depression, blaming the kid for ruining his life.
In the end, Ji Chenxi calmed down and began to blame and loathe herself.
The child has no right to choose to be born, he willfully brought the child into this world, he should be responsible for the child, instead of pushing the responsibility to the innocent and ignorant child.
After Ji Chenxi sent the two electronic materials to Yin Qingze in one go, panic rose in his heart again.
Then, when he saw Ji Li and Bai Xiuyan who were looking up at him with small faces, the uneasiness in his heart settled down.
Ji Chenxi puffed out her cheeks very childishly, and said like flying fingers: "I always thought that you knew that Xiao Li was born by me, and you abandoned me because you couldn't accept a man giving birth to a child."
Ji Chenxi took a deep breath, revealing her dark history.
Anyway, based on Yin Qingze's understanding of him, he can definitely guess what he thinks, so he might as well confess directly.
"At the beginning, my dad was firmly against me having this child. Once the child was born, it was basically impossible for me to start a family with other people. But I always imagined that you would change your mind for the sake of the child's blood."
"I once fell into self-movement. But time passed day by day, and the child grew up day by day, and there was still no news from you. I began to regret and resent, and even blamed my child. The depression during pregnancy became more and more serious."
"But Xiao Li is so cute, I was healed by him, and now I am very well. Now I confess all the truth, and our past is truly revealed. Please give me your advice for future business cooperation."
"Also, please don't try to make Xiao Li call you father, Xiao Li only has me as a father. A genius baby doesn't need adults to interfere with his life with the excuse of 'give you a healthy family'." ——The last sentence is added by Ji Li Up.
One stupid dad is enough, another stupid dad?Can my childhood be better?
"So it's not as difficult as I imagined." Ji Chenxi was in a daze.
He said it, he said it all.
After confessing everything, he was not sad, but felt very relaxed, as if a heavy shackle had been lifted from his shoulders.
Bai Xiuyan stretched out his hand: "I'll post a few too."
Ji Li handed Ji Chenxi's mobile phone to Bai Xiuyan.
Bai Xiuyan sent a text message slowly: "Actually, I have always wanted to say that I have not made any mistakes in the past four years, and you are the one who made the mistake. I just demeaned myself a bit to save your face and avoid your entanglement." fan."
"But I can swallow this breath, and the two gifted babies in the family can't swallow this breath. So they urged me to tell you everything, so that you can reflect on it."
"Besides, the money that Xiao Li owes you should be regarded as the child support you have paid to him in this life. Don't think that I will pay it back."
Ji Chenxi: "..."
Ji Chenxi: "Ah!!!! Xiuyan, what are you posting!!!"
Just now he felt relaxed, but now he is so embarrassed that his five toes are about to pick out a villa!
Bai Xiuyan said: "We need child support for Ji Li."
Ji Li nodded: "I forgot about it, good job."
Ji Chenxi: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
"That's the truth. You are wrong, but you are only tormenting yourself. It has nothing to do with what happened to him. So to Yin Qingze, you are right, and there is no need for self-reflection." Bai Xiuyan returned the phone to Ji Chenxi , "He shouldn't be free now, and he didn't see the text message. Leave him alone. We're going out for a big purchase, and I'm going to buy an oven and make cakes myself."
"Cake..." Ji Chenxi froze for a moment, then slapped her thigh, "That's right! Xiao Li's birthday is coming!"
Ji's family only celebrates birthdays in the lunar calendar, and this year Ji Li's birthday is more than a month later than last year.
Ji Li put his hands on his face and screamed like Ji Chenxi: "No way, no way? Dad, you actually forgot my birthday? Am I still your favorite baby Li?"
Ji Chenxi immediately knelt straight on the sofa: "It's Dad's fault."
The corner of Bai Xiuyan's mouth twitched: "Stop acting, it's disgusting. Act again, don't think that I will make animal cream cake for you, you go to the dessert shop to buy unpalatable plant cream cake to eat."
Ji Li snorted: "Is this the only way you can threaten me?"
Bai Xiuyan said: "You can refuse to be threatened by me."
Ji Li said: "If you say you refuse, then you refuse? How embarrassing for me. Of course I chose to be threatened. By the way, just talk about my birthday, but what about your birthday?"
Bai Xiuyan shook his head: "I don't know."
Ji Li was puzzled: "Ah? How could you not know?"
Bo Xiuyan said: "It's not my birthday. The date of birth is on the ID card, but I didn't remember the ID number."
"Didn't you bring your account page here? Take a quick look." Ji Li said anxiously, "Why didn't you tell me earlier! I thought your birthday didn't come yet! If your birthday has passed, we will eat two cake!"
Bo Xiuyan despised him.
I thought you paid too much attention to my birthday, but you just wanted to eat an extra cake.
Fat will not kill you!
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