Played by the devil in the palm of his hand

Xu Chi was like a lonely soul that no one wanted, wandering aimlessly on the street, the bleak moonlight shone on the deserted street, and the asphalt road faintly glowed.

Reason tells him that it is already late and he should go home, otherwise he will face Jun Ye's endless questioning and suspicion, but Xu Chi subconsciously does not want to go back, more precisely, he just wants to be alone now , do not want to see anyone.

Perhaps it was because of a trip to the orphanage to confirm the death of that person, Xu Chi was in a blurred state, his brain seemed to be empty, the internal gears were rusted and stuck, and he couldn't think normally.

A black wild cat passed by along the green belt. Xu Chi looked at it, and it also stopped to look at Xu Chi. Its golden pupils shone slightly in the night, like gold.

Xu Chi called it, and the black cat paused, hesitated again and again, and finally came over to rub his trousers, and meowed.

Its voice is very low and it sounds like it hasn't drunk water for a long time.

In the very cold winter, the water crisis is the first thing stray animals encounter instead of food and shelter.In winter, there is little rainfall and the air is dry. It is difficult to find drinking water in the city. Even if some caring people place water basins in fixed places, the water in them will freeze quickly, making it impossible to drink.

Therefore, compared with the stray cats and dogs who died of freezing and starvation, there are not a few people who died of thirst.

Xu Chi had a puppy at home, so he inevitably felt sympathy for other small animals. He looked around and saw a vending machine on the side of the road, so he went to buy a bottle of mineral water, bent down and handed it to the black cat, "Here, take it, you're welcome."

Black Cat: "..."

In the next second, Xu Chi realized that his behavior was inappropriate, even a little stupid.He unscrewed the bottle cap, found a plastic box on the ground, poured water into the box, and placed it in front of the black cat.

Only then did the black cat sink its head down and drank, probably really thirsty.

Xu Chi looked at the vending machine and suddenly wanted to drink.Although Jun Ye expressly forbids him from touching alcoholic beverages, he feels uncomfortable today, as if his chest is blocked by a ball of thorny cotton, and he needs alcohol to numb him.

He looked at the types of beer inside through the glass, and placed an order on the small screen next to it.

On the pitch-black street, only the white light of the vending machine reflected on his face. Xu Chi stared blankly at his own reflection on the glass cabinet, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had been pressing the buy button all the time, and he had ordered six cans of beer, and even ordered a small bottle of liquor by mistake.

There was a rumbling sound of shipments from the vending machine, and several cans of beer fell out. Xu Chi picked them up one by one, hugged the pile of wine, and stood on the side of the street a little helplessly, his brain was dazed and dull, and he seemed even It's kind of pathetic.

There was a low sound of water in his ears, and Xu Chi turned his head to see that the black cat was still drinking water on the street.

Xu Chi simply walked over, sat on the curb, arranged the cans of beer in a row, opened one, and drank slowly.

The lights of the vending machine cast a long shadow for Xu Chi. He was drinking wine, and the cat was drinking water. Although they accompanied each other, they were still lonely.

……

It was already one o'clock in the middle of the night when Jun Ye found him.Xu Chi sat on the side of the road, a pile of beer cans rolled down by his feet, and a black cat was squatting.

Xu Chi propped his head on his hands, and chatted to the cat in a very low voice, so he couldn't hear what he was saying.

But judging by the state, it was obvious that he was not lightly drunk.

Not going home in the middle of the night, but getting drunk outside, even Jun Ye was a little angry.If he didn't come to him, would he just spend the night outside? It's so cold in winter, he will get sick.

Jun Ye walked over to pull him up, and reprimanded him in a low voice: "Didn't I forbid you to drink, and ignore my words?"

Xu Chi glanced at him sideways, the corners of his eyes were red because of drunkenness, and his eyes were watery, which turned out to be charming.

He didn't seem to be able to recognize people, so he shook off Jun Ye's hand and said shortly, "None of your business."

Jun Ye smiled instead of annoyance, "Forget it, I don't care about a drunkard."

——When you wake up, I will let you know what regret is.

The ground was very cold, Jun Ye forcibly pulled Xu Chi up, pinched his chin with two fingers, and looked around.

To be honest, it was also the first time he saw Xu Chi drunk. Although Xu Chi liked to drink in the past, he was never greedy, and he was well controlled.After all, in his profession, there was never a time when he could relax and get drunk.

What happened to him today?

Jun Ye looked down at him, and said softly, "Baby? What's wrong with you? Didn't you come out for a party? Who made you unhappy?"

Xu Chi looked at him in a daze, his eyes could hardly focus accurately, and they were opened in a daze.As soon as the cold wind blew, he felt drunk, his eyes became more and more blurred, and he lost all vigilance.He stared at Jun Ye for a long time before he recognized him, and instinctively wanted to push him away.

Jun Ye grabbed him even harder, and before he could react, he lowered his head and kissed his lips.The alcohol was very strong, and Jun Ye frowned slightly. He didn't like the taste very much, but it didn't affect him from continuing the deep kiss.

Xu Chi felt uncomfortable, hummed, and struggled a little, but he didn't break free, but it scared the black cat next to him.It let out a shriek, the hair on its back exploded, turned and ran away, and the black figure quickly merged into the night.

Anyway, no one passed by in the street late at night, no one would see, Jun Ye forcefully pressed Xu Chi against the telephone pole, opened his lips and teeth with the tip of his tongue, teasing the other party to respond erotically.

His lip was bitten in pain. Although Xu Chi's alcohol-soaked brain couldn't understand what the other party was doing, he was keenly aware of the other party's toughness, and the one was leaning on his waist, eager to reach into his pants. Ri's hands also made him feel more dangerous.

"Hmm... let go!" Xu Chi felt that he was being bullied and couldn't bear it.He instinctively touched his lower back, which was a movement to draw a gun.

But how could he have a gun on him now.Xu Chi couldn't touch the weapon, so he pushed the opponent away with both hands, turned around and walked back.

His footsteps were sloppy, his vision swiveled, and he bumped his head against the electric pole.

boom!

Xu Chi only felt that countless stars were flying in front of him, and his already not sober mind completely shut down.He opened his eyes and looked at the electric pole in front of him, and said very apologetically, "Yes, I'm sorry... I didn't see you, no, I'm sorry, buddy..."

Jun Ye: "..."

Well, it's actually kind of cute to be silly.

Xu Chi looked at the telegraph pole for a while, and suddenly his body stopped. Jun Ye thought he realized that it was not a person, but just a pole, but the next second he saw Xu Chi staggering over, hugging the pole, He muttered: "Dude, you are so tall, do you have any secrets to share? I also want to grow to 1.8 meters five..."

The telegraph pole said silently: "..."

Jun Ye finally couldn't see it anymore, walked over and grabbed Xu Chi's arm, and coaxed softly, "Okay baby, we have to go back."

"I won't go back..." Xu Chi still wanted to break free from him, but Jun Ye's hands were very strong, holding him tightly like iron, Xu Chi struggled a few times to no avail, he couldn't help but get angry and annoyed Said: "I don't want to go back, they don't like me!"

Jun Ye couldn't help laughing: "Is there anyone who doesn't like you..."

The words stopped abruptly, and he suddenly realized something.Now only Xu Chi and himself lived in the apartment, and only Lingya would come occasionally.Jun Ye himself will definitely not dislike Xu Chi, and Lingya has always respected Xu Chi, and no one dislikes him.

Speaking of the black box, Jun Ye also watched Xu Chi's video with the boss last time, and it was obvious that Xu Chi got along well with people there.So the 'They don't like me' that Xu Chi said actually refers to when he was in the orphanage before the age of 16?

Jun Ye's heart sank little by little, he took Xu Chi's shoulder, forced him to look at him, and asked in a deep voice, "Where did you go tonight?"

Xu Chi half-opened his eyes, looking at him drunkenly.

Jun Ye added with a more emphatic tone, "You went to the orphanage, didn't you?"

Xu Chi seemed to have reacted to the words "orphanage". He repeated these words in a low voice, and he couldn't stand still because of drunkenness. His legs staggered and he crashed into Jun Ye's arms.

Xu Chi reached out and grabbed his clothes to stabilize his body. He didn't raise his head, because Jun Ye couldn't see his expression clearly because of the hair on his forehead and the shadow.

Xu Chi moved a little closer, his face pressed against Jun Ye's shoulder.This action was very intimate and proactive, but what he said made Jun Ye's heart skip a beat.

He whispered: "You did it, didn't you?"

At that moment, his voice was abnormally calm, not like a drunk person.

Jun Ye didn't answer, but quickly guessed what Xu Chi was thinking: Is he angry?Does he still miss his old love and still have a close heart to that teacher?

Immediately afterwards, he heard Xu Chi's hoarse voice: "Good job..."

Tears slowly rolled down from those black ink-like eyes, and silently hit his sleeves. Xu Chi let go of his fingers, knelt down weakly, and cried out suppressedly, covering his face.

He choked up and said: "Really... well done, thank you, really..."

The way he cried hasn't changed at all from when he was a child, he always suppressed his voice deliberately, it was very soft and low, and he didn't dare to cry loudly.I don't know if it's because I feel ashamed, or because I'm afraid of being discovered.

Jun Ye thinks it's probably the latter.Because once an abused child cries out, he is likely to be treated more cruelly, so even when he cries, he has to carefully avoid people and hide in a corner so that no one can see him.

Jun Ye leaned over and patted him on the back, comforting him softly: "Cry if you want to cry, baby, don't hold it in your heart."

Xu Chi ignored it, and even opened his mouth and bit his wrist tightly, trying to suppress the crying.

Seeing blood on the opponent's wrist, Jun Ye quickly freed his wrist from under his teeth, and hugged him involuntarily.

"You can't bite yourself, you hear me!"

When he was picked up, the white light of the vending machine reflected on Xu Chi's face, which was cold and dazzling. As if frightened, he quickly lowered his head and hid his face in the shadows.

Jun Ye felt a special emotion in him for no reason, either resentment, sadness, or pure grievance.

It turned out that he had always been like a child, aggrieved by his own background and all the injustices and tribulations he had encountered, but he never said anything, just gritted his teeth and carried it for more than ten years.