Doctor, I'm really sick

So, is Chu Sinian relying on this method to force himself to calm down?Even if he nearly drowned in cold water just now?

Qin Zhao took a good look at Chu Sinian, who was shrunk into a ball, and reached out to turn on the warm water faucet.

Warm water overflowed from the bathtub, Qin Zhao hugged Chu Sinian and sat in the bathtub together.The steaming heat made Chu Sinian's muscles relax for a moment, but then they tensed even more.

"No...it's hot..." Chu Sinian whimpered softly, the tips of his ears turned red even more, he struggled a few times, and fell back in a daze due to the effect of the medicine.

Qin Zhao sat in the bathtub with his long arms around Chu Sinian's shoulders to prevent him from sinking into the bathtub unconsciously and drowning.Although both of them were wearing clothes, the distance was still too close for Si Nian at this time.He frowned tightly, and helplessly grasped the solid arm of the person behind him, the knuckles of his fingers were white, as if he was resisting or holding back, and the muscles all over his body were tense unnaturally.

Qin Zhao knew that Chu Sinian was afraid.

In Qin Zhao's eyes, Chu Sinian never showed much expression on his face, always showing a bit of inhuman rigidity and politeness, and even when he smiled, he always showed a bit of alienation.His whole body seemed to be wearing an invisible cold armor. Whether it was pain or happiness, he shrank behind his lonely iron armor, never refusing to show others.Therefore, even though he was so uncomfortable being tortured by the effects of the medicine, Chu Sinian still had to stubbornly choose the most decent way and bear it alone.

Qin Zhao can only see the fear, fear, and hesitation he unintentionally revealed at the moment when his will is weakest.

Qin Zhao is glad that he is the only one who can see Chu Sinian's fragility, and feels distressed to see Chu Sinian's fragility.

"Let me help you, can you?" Qin Zhao asked cautiously.

"...No, I can't..." Chu Sinian bit his lip, still trying to struggle, but Qin Zhao held his cheek gently, and he had to look directly into Qin Zhao's eyes.

"I just want to help."

Deep and bright dark brown eyes, amber-like in color, shone with a tenderness like honey that had never been seen before.Chu Sinian's lips moved, hesitating for a moment, Qin Zhao had already clasped his wrist, and his knuckle fingers slipped into his fingertips little by little, the palms of his hands pressed against the back of his hands, and then slowly submerged into the water.

Moist mist gradually filled the bathroom, all reason, all self-esteem, all secret thoughts, all suppressed desires seemed to have lost the original clear boundaries of awe and softness as the mist gradually evaporated. Falling softly into the water, there were trembling ripples.

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It was already three in the middle of the night when Qin Zhao walked out of the bathroom with Chu Sinian in his arms.Chu Sinian had already nestled in Qin Zhao's arms and fell asleep from exhaustion.Qin Zhao didn't wake up until he gently put him under the bed.The whole person huddled into a small ball, and the thin butterfly bones showed a clear outline under the thin pajamas, completely in a gesture of self-protection.

Qin Zhao sighed softly, knelt down beside Chu Sinian, dried his hair bit by bit with a towel, then brought cotton wool, and bandaged his wound again.

Did it hurt a little, Chu Sinian snorted softly and moved.Qin Zhao quickly stopped bandaging, and carefully blew on the wound on his knee.

"Huh, huh, it won't hurt if you blow it up? Be good."

It was a tone of coaxing a child, but the effect was surprisingly good.Chu Sinian hummed meekly and fell asleep again.The long eyelashes cast a small gray circle in the soft light.Her complexion had returned to normal, but there was still a tinge of crimson at the end of her eyes and the corners of her lips that hadn't faded.

Qin Zhao couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently stroked Chu Sinian's soft neck and cheeks.

He always thought that Chu Sinian was calm, calm, reserved, and even a little too rational and harsh.But I never knew that he would be like a child, afraid of pain.

Fortunately, fortunately.

Qin Zhao sighed, feeling that his heart was filled with warm, bitter, pity and self-blame emotions that he had never experienced before.

Disturbed by the slight movement, Chu Sinian slightly opened his eyes.

Perhaps it was because of the soft warm orange light from the bedside wall lamp, or because the warm and fluffy bedding finally gave him a sense of security. His clear black eyes finally let go of all anxiety and fear. He glanced at Qin Zhao.

As if being softly stepped on his heart by a kitten's paw, Qin Zhao unconsciously narrowed his handsome eyes, and gently rubbed Chu Sinian's soft hair like coaxing a child.Although the heat on Chu Sinian's body had receded, he was injured after all and soaked in cold water, and Chu Sinian's usual sickness was not very good.Qin Zhao was really worried that he would have a fever tomorrow.

"Take some medicine and sleep, okay?"

Qin Zhao picked up Chu Sinian and leaned against him.Picking up the cold medicine prepared in a small bowl at the side, he tested the temperature with his lips, and after confirming that it was just right, he scooped up a spoonful and placed it near Chu Sinian's mouth.

"Drinking medicine?"

I don't know if he listened, Chu Sinian closed his eyes, and hummed softly in his throat, but there was no reaction at all.

Qin Zhao gently rubbed his earlobe.He was obviously an impatient person, but Qin Zhao was extremely patient at this time, and continued to call him softly, with a gentle voice that he had never used before:

"It's okay not to drink medicine, will you feel uncomfortable if you have a fever tomorrow?"

While speaking, he gently pried his lips and teeth open with a small porcelain spoon, and carefully and slowly fed a spoonful into it.

Chu Sinian closed his eyes, and was forced to swallow a mouthful in a dream, and his brows immediately frowned.

"bitter".

Chu Sinian grunted, and arched his head into Qin Zhao's arms, turning his head away like a child and refusing to drink.

Qin Zhao looked at Chu Sinian dumbfounded.This person thinks that Qin Zhao is childish every day on weekdays, and he is 25 or [-], and he is still picky like a child.Even though he is a doctor, he still thinks the medicine is bitter and refuses to drink it, but he pretends that the good medicine is bitter when he is serious on weekdays.

Now that he is unconscious, he finally reveals his true nature.

Qin Zhao looked down at Chu Sinian's sleeping face, and smiled helplessly, but his heart seemed to be overflowing with hot water.

What else can he do when he meets this person?Coax it.

So he had no choice but to simmer half a bowl of honey soup, stirred it with the medicine, and finally coaxed and tricked him to feed Chu Sinian spoonful by spoonful.After feeding the medicine, it was already four o'clock in the morning, Qin Zhao gently and slowly supported Chu Sinian's head, and sent him back to the warm bed.Turning around, he wanted to turn on the light, but Qin Zhao stopped again when his fingers touched the switch.

Qin Zhao knew that only at this time, Chu Sinian would let go of all his defenses, revealing the most soft and docile appearance hidden in the armor.He suddenly felt reluctant to turn off the lights.

He thought, watch him for a while.

Qin Zhao squatted beside the bed, looking at Chu Sinian's sleeping face with his head tilted, until Chu Sinian fell into a deep sleep, his chest heaving and rising slowly, and the tightly huddled sleeping position finally felt comfortable and safe. Stretching slightly, Qin Zhaocai finally let out a breath of relief.

Qin Zhao stood up, gently grasping Chu Sinian's left hand that was unintentionally stretched out in his sleep, trying to help him put the quilt back, when his fingers accidentally touched something cold.

It turned out to be the watch on Chu Sinian's wrist.

Qin Zhao couldn't help screaming inwardly.

Just now he was so busy helping Chu Sinian to relax in the bathtub that he forgot that Chu Sinian was still wearing this watch!

As a senior collector of mechanical watches, Qin Zhao has always been dismissive of Japanese watches, especially this ordinary steel belt civilian model, which feels like a waste of time at a glance.So he really didn't understand, what's so good about such a civilian watch, which has ordinary materials and ordinary workmanship, is neither limited nor specially designed, and is worthy of Chu Sinian's treasure?

Not even a very fitting watch, the wrist strap is too tight.

But Chu Sinian is not good at this ordinary watch. He always wears it all the time and never takes it off when he sleeps. Last time, he just made a joke with the watch, and Chu Sinian didn't happy.

I don't know if this watch can still be used after splashing in the bathtub just now.

Qin Zhao hurriedly took off Chu Sinian's watch in a panic, squinted his eyes and looked at the light for a long time, and checked the time carefully before he was relieved.

It's okay, it's okay, it's not bad.

Qin Zhao was in shock and covered his chest, intending to respect Chu Sinian's habits and help him put the watch back on.

The moment his wrist was turned, Qin Zhao suddenly paused under the dim light at the head of the bed.

Chu Sinian's elbows were very slender, and they were as cold as moonlight to the touch.Under the warm orange light, his elbows and wrists formed a very smooth and graceful line.

However, the line suddenly broke near the inner part of his wrist.

There, there were three thin and long scars interlaced with each other, like three straight and dead centipedes.Due to the long time, the uneven scars have healed, showing a faint white color that is slightly lighter than the skin elsewhere.

Qin Zhao stared at Chu Sinian's scar in disbelief.The scars are flat and straight, as if they were drawn one by one with a ruler, but who can calmly and precisely draw a knife in this fatal position without trembling fingers? What about a knife?