Doctor, I'm really sick

Qin Zhao looked at Chu Sinian, still smiling, and asked:

"What's the matter with you? I haven't seen you for half a year, don't you miss me?"

Chu Sinian pinched his palm tightly, the joints turned white, and then he tried to say in a very indifferent voice:

"You shouldn't be here. You're interfering with my work."

Qin Zhao took two steps forward and looked into Chu Sinian's eyes.

"You didn't answer my question".Qin Zhao curled the corners of his lips, and had a signature arrogant and ruffian smile, but his gaze was extraordinarily serious and affectionate.

"Do you miss me? Especially, or really, really?"

Although it was a question, Qin Zhao's tone carried a certainty that could break everything.

Chu Sinian panicked and turned around to hide in the back room, but he had just taken half a step when Qin Zhao hugged him tightly from behind.

"You...you let go!" Chu Sinian struggled, almost shouting: "Do you know how unclean I am now! Let go!"

Chu Sinian tried hard to push Qin Zhao away, but the more he struggled, the tighter Qin Zhao wanted to hug him. Due to the disparity in physique and strength, Qin Zhao directly pushed Chu Sinian into a corner and grabbed him by force. His two wrists, chest pressed against his chest, the tip of his nose almost touched the tip of his nose.

"You mean, Deira virus?"

Breathing staggered.Qin Zhao panted slightly, and deliberately pressed against Chu Sinian's neck: "I heard that the virus can be transmitted through saliva? Oh, what a coincidence, I just kissed you..."

Chu Sinian trembled violently all over, he tilted his head, his messy black hair blocked most of his profile, revealing a small piece of smooth and pale skin.He almost gritted his teeth before forcing himself to speak:

"...not just this, but also..."

And those horrible photos.That distorted face in the fire and explosion.He once sold his dignity cheaply and betrayed his conscience.There was even blood on his hands.

A person like him doesn't deserve to be liked by anyone at all, let alone give everything for him.

Chu Sinian mustered up his courage, and said hoarsely, "Those photos are—"

"I know it all."

Chu Sinian suddenly widened his eyes.

"I know everything." Qin Zhao gently pressed Chu Sinian's forehead.

"I read your diary. I'm sorry, if I could have known you earlier, maybe you wouldn't have suffered so much."

Chu Sinian looked at Qin Zhao motionlessly.It took a long time before he hissed and trembled, and said in a low voice: "But don't you think that what I did...is disgusting...very, dirty?"

Qin Zhao stared at Chu Sinian's frightened and uneasy eyes, and gave a wry smile helplessly.

"My fool." Qin Zhao said:

"I've always thought that in this kind of thing, it's the guy who's really tainted. He's tainted his own soul. He's the one who's rotten inside and out. And you're the one who gets hurt. , so what’s wrong? Perhaps your only fault is that you shouldn’t blame yourself for the death of that rotten man. He deserved his death, and you are acting on behalf of the heavens.”

Chu Sinian bit his lips tightly.Thousands of feelings rushed into my heart in an instant, grievance, pain, joy, sadness... For those terrible secrets, he hid like a wounded animal and did not dare to speak out. It has become a habit, but now he is suddenly cared for and pitied. Only then did he suddenly realize that it wasn't that he didn't feel pain, but that the wound in his heart was too deep, and the pain was so numb.

By the time he realized it, tears had already wet his cheeks.

"I came this time to tell you personally." Qin Zhao gently wiped away the tears on Chu Sinian's cheeks: "You have done nothing wrong. You are fine, fine, fine."

Chu Sinian let Qin Zhao hold him in a daze.The phrase "you are fine, fine" is enough to make the rational embankment in his heart collapse. His face was full of tears, and he opened his mouth to say something, but although he had thousands of words in his heart, he didn't know where to start. Speaking of which, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and caressed Qin Zhao's cheek carefully.

Qin Zhao smiled slightly, and held his hand against his face. Although Chu Sinian didn't say anything, he already understood what he meant.

"It's okay. I'm doing well." Qin Zhao said, "For you, it's worth it."

Chu Sinian's lips moved, but no sound came out.Thousands of words became superfluous at this moment, he slowly relaxed the strength of resistance, and then gently hugged Qin Zhao's generous back.

What responded to him was a lingering and gentle kiss.

At first, this kiss was full of comfort and pity like a superficial kiss, but gradually it changed its taste.Longing for too long, the moment their lips and teeth touched, they quickly rubbed hot sparks, under the passionate kiss and caress, their breathing became a little thicker soon.

The rain outside was getting louder and louder, beating on the thin doors and windows.Suddenly, there was a loud thunder, rumbling and exploding in the sky.

It was this thunder that suddenly brought back Chu Sinian's sanity.

"No!" Chu Sinian suddenly pressed Qin Zhao's shoulder: "You, you have to go back!"

"What?" Qin Zhao froze, unable to react.

"You have to go back."

Chu Sinian's tone became firmer.He was really dizzy just now, and he was so moved that he forgot the environment he was in.He is in the area where the Deira virus is most prevalent. Every plant, every tree, every table and chair here may carry the deadly virus.How could he put Qin Zhao in danger for him? !

in case... in case...

Chu Sinian's heart tightened again: "You go back now and re-quarantine for seven days. After seven days, I will ask the sterile team to take you out."

Qin Zhao looked at Chu Sinian dumbfounded.For a moment, I didn't know whether to laugh at his innocence, or to be mad at him for wanting to protect him again regardless.

"Chu Sinian, Chu Sinian, don't you understand?" Qin Zhao stroked Chu Sinian's temple hair, forcing him to meet his gaze: "Take a good look at me, huh? I'm almost 23 years old , I am not a child who needs protection and love. I am a man, and I want to fight side by side with you. If you want to protect me, I also want to protect you."

Chu Sinian shook his head and pursed his lips tightly.

No, he still couldn't bear it.

His Qin Zhao should shine on the stage and be everyone's little sun.The more he loves himself, the more afraid Chu Sinian becomes.Afraid that he will be hurt, afraid that he will be in danger because of himself.

Thinking of this, Chu Sinian made up his mind and pushed Qin Zhao away.

"Hey, hello!" Qin Zhao staggered a few steps after being pushed by Chu Sinian, and found that Chu Sinian didn't want to listen to him at all, and became anxious, so he simply used his old profession to play tricks, grabbed the door panel and refused to let go .

"If you don't want to go, you won't leave. I'll stay here, and I'll make sure you——Ah! Ah!!"

Before he finished speaking, Qin Zhao suddenly sneezed twice.

Chu Sinian was determined to keep pushing him away, but he couldn't help but pause when he heard the sound.Only then did he belatedly realize that Qin Zhao had been completely drenched in the heavy rain when he sneaked out all the way, and his clothes and trousers were still dripping wet.

It was still raining heavily outside, and even the wind was blowing.The temperature difference between day and night here is huge, and when the wind and rain come, it is as cold as late autumn.

Seeing that Chu Sinian's expression changed slightly, Qin Zhao immediately flashed back into the room with his long legs, folded his arms and began to tremble: "Oh, it's so cold...Ah-choo! Ah-choo!!"

Chu Sinian's eyes flickered slightly, he hesitated, and said, "You...do you have any change of clothes in your room?"

"Of course not. I walked in a hurry this way, so I didn't even bother to bring clothes—ah, choo!!!" Qin Zhao said, sneezing violently again, and rubbing his nose pitifully.

Chu Sinian's heart seemed to have been rubbed.He paused, then turned around and went back to the back room, took out a clean shirt and a towel, and handed them to Qin Zhao with downcast eyes.

"...Then, then you change your clothes first, and wipe your hair." Chu Sinian said: "Wipe it clean, take the umbrella and go back."

Qin Zhao sat down on the only chair in the room, but didn't pick up Chu Sinian's towel.

"I'm so tired I can't lift my arms."

Qin Zhao raised his head, his eyes were bright, and he smiled and said, "Wipe it for me, okay?"

Chu Sinian hesitated for a moment.The towel in his hand tightened and loosened.Although he knew that Qin Zhao was acting like a baby, he couldn't bear to refuse after all.

"Then... that's dry, you can go quickly."

After finishing speaking, Zhen picked up the towel and gently wiped Qin Zhao's hair.

Not seeing each other for more than half a year, Qin Zhao not only became thinner and darker, but also cut his hair shorter. After being drenched in rain, his hair became as hard as a hedgehog.Chu Sinian wiped him carefully, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a long scar on the hairline behind his right ear, which spread to the back of his neck like a centipede, and was within a few feet of the vital carotid artery. two centimeters.

Chu Sinian froze for a moment.After a long time, he stretched out his hand, and carefully touched the dangerous scar with his cold fingertips.

"What's going on?" Chu Sinian said distressedly, "This injury..."

Qin Zhao cried out inwardly.

He was so busy playing tricks and getting close to Chu Sinian that he forgot about the injury behind his ear!That was when he first arrived in Syrayal, because he was not familiar with the place, he accidentally strayed into the territory of the local armed forces, and was cut by debris during the explosion.Although it looked very dangerous, it was nothing more than a little blood.

Qin Zhao hurriedly covered the wound with his hand, smiled and showed a canine tooth, and said, "I just accidentally fell and died!"

He lied casually, very much like their first meeting.At that time, Qin Zhao was beaten, and he covered it up clumsily.Chu Sinian looked at Qin Zhao with an indifferent expression, as if there was a lump in his throat, which made his chest hurt, but he couldn't say anything.After a while, he raised his right hand and gently stroked Qin Zhao's cheek.

"Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt a long time ago." Qin Zhao said with a smile, "It's a little itchy when you touch it now."

Chu Sinian wanted to withdraw his hand, but Qin Zhao grabbed his hand first, put it to his lips and kissed it, and kissed it again.

Chu Sinian struggled subconsciously twice, but did not break free.

"Just kidding, the wound has long been okay. But, can you stop driving me away? Anyway, we kissed each other. Why don't you just let me stay here for one night, okay? Look, it's raining so hard outside , if I catch a cold or get sick, what should I do?"

With a soft voice, he sat on the chair with Chu Sinian's legs between his knees and refused to let go, then raised his head and looked at Chu Sinian pitifully.

——Anyway, after this night, he will think of a few more ways to stay here.

Chu Sinian didn't know what Qin Zhao was thinking.This condescending angle made Qin Zhao's sharpness and unruliness offset a lot, but his eyes were shining brightly, a bit like a large dog begging for love, which made his heart soften a little.

It's...that's right.Anyway, kiss... I kissed him, so it's a bit too rigid to drive him back like this...Actually...In fact, in his heart, he was very reluctant...

Seeing Chu Sinian's hesitant and guilty expression, Qin Zhao knew that the matter was settled, and he felt a little joy in his heart, so he quickly put his arms around Chu Sinian's waist, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

This time, Chu Sinian flinched slightly, but did not hide for the first time.

The smile in Qin Zhao's eyes deepened. He pressed the back of Chu Sinian's neck, and his fingers penetrated into his soft hair. While comforting him, he slowly deepened the kiss.

Inside and outside the house, there is a cloud of water vapor.When was carried to the back room, when was his coat stripped, Chu Sinian was completely unconscious, only felt that the eyes and heart were filled with hot mist, all reason and restraint were no longer clear, and there was only one thought in his mind .

He wants to love him well.Even if it's the last time.

Outside, the sound of rain gradually weakened and stopped.But inside the house, it was a completely different scene.The simple wooden bed creaked and creaked because it couldn't bear the weight of the two adult men. Chu Sinian's face flushed instantly, and he almost bit the sheets to keep himself from making a sound of shame.

The door panel is too thin, and his colleague still lives next door.If found out...

I was really afraid that something would happen, just when Chu Sinian was in fear, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the house, followed by a knock on the door.

"Hi! Doctor Chu! Are you there?"

Both Qin Zhao and Chu Sinian were shocked.It turned out to be that bearded Andrew's voice!

"I'm coming in." Seeing that the door was not closed, and there was still light in the crack, Andrew pushed the door open and walked in: "Doctor Chu, let me tell you—hey, where are you?"

As he said, he was about to go inside.From the outer room to the inner room, it is only a few steps away, there is no door, only a thin cloth curtain separates it.

Seeing that the door curtain was about to be lifted, Chu Sinian quickly pulled the quilt over Qin Zhao's head and said quickly:

"Don't come in! I, I'm already asleep. If you have anything to do, just talk here!"

Andrew really stopped when he heard the sound.He also knows a thing or two about Chu Sinian's strange temper, and he likes to be clean on weekdays. Maybe it's because he dislikes him being dirty all over?Forget it, if you don't let it in, don't let it in, he didn't think much, just scratched his head and asked:

"Ah? You still don't close the door and turn off the lights when you sleep?"

"I...I'm a little tired today, so I forgot—it's so late, what do you want from me?" Chu Sinian said with his eyes to signal Qin Zhao to keep silent.

Qin Zhao poked his head out from under the quilt, feeling a little aggrieved in his heart.I thought to myself, this damn guy, why did he come in without saying hello!It's so late, why are you looking for our doctor Chu? !Those who spoil my good deeds will be struck by lightning!

But I heard Andrew let out a little dissatisfied "Hey":

"Hey, didn't you ask me to report Qin Zhao's situation every night? Did you forget? My God, I came here in the heavy rain! I went to see the kid at 8 o'clock, he is very good , without any symptoms of infection, and his body is as strong as a calf!"

For some reason, Chu Sinian's face burned even more when he heard Andrew's last words.Fortunately, Qin Zhao hid aside, mouthing slowly "Oh yo yo~" with a smirk all over his face.

Sure enough, these few days, although Chu Sinian avoided him and refused to show up, he was always thinking about him in his heart.

Qin Zhao immediately became happy again.

"Ahem." Chu Sinian forced himself to clear his throat calmly: "I see. Is there anything else you need?"

"There's still something else. I've thought about it, and I'm going to tell you." Andrew hesitated for a moment, stroked his beard, and said, "I think that kid surnamed Qin is a bit complicated. You'd better pay attention."

Chu Sinian was slightly taken aback, looked at Qin Zhao strangely, turned his head and asked outside the curtain, "What's wrong with him?"

Andrew stuttered a little suddenly.He seemed to have made up his mind secretly, so he said with a little embarrassment: "At first, I thought he just regarded you as a good friend. But when I went to his room today, I...I found that he seems to have some motives Not pure, not like a good person..."

Chu Sinian smacked Andrew's words, and then took another look at Qin Zhao, who had no choice but to spread his hands innocently.

"...Why is his motive impure?"

"He..." Andrew looked around for a while, then sneaked close to the curtain, and lowered his voice:

"He used a knife to carve your name on the table! There are several more!"

"…………"

Chu Sinian was speechless, and gave Qin Zhao a stern look.

Really, childish!

But his shameful and angry eye-knife, in Qin Zhao's eyes, has a different kind of style, that look seems to have a small hook, and it rubs against the little girl he just barely suppressed. The flames came out.

seduce!This is definitely Hong Guoguo's seduction!

Andrew stood outside the curtain, hearing Chu Sinian's silence, he thought he was also surprised by Qin Zhao's actions.Just as he was about to say something more, he heard a short gasp and pant suddenly from behind the curtain.

Immediately afterwards, there was a slap, as if someone had been slapped.

Andrew was taken aback: "? What's the matter with you?"

"No, it's nothing." The voice on the other side of the curtain seemed a little flustered, and the ending sound rose unnaturally:

"It's a mosquito—I'm beating a mosquito!"