Doctor, I'm really sick

He had never spoken to Chu Sinian so loudly, almost scoldingly, so as soon as he said this sentence, Qin Zhao's heart suddenly jumped.

But Chu Sinian didn't seem to react at all, he just turned his head slightly, and his black hair covered the wound on his forehead again, and also blocked his eyes.

Silent and stubborn.

As if he had punched cotton, Qin Zhao was immediately further angered by Chu Sinian.He also competed with Chu Sinian, Chu Sinian didn't say a word, so he didn't say anything at all, standing straight in front of Chu Sinian with his arms folded, suppressing the long-standing resentment and grievance in his chest, and staring at him he.

The air instantly dropped to freezing point.

It's really uncomfortable to be stared at like this.Finally, Chu Sinian stood up unbearably, but was immediately blocked by someone in front of him.

"answer me."

Qin Zhao's heart was twisted into a ball, and he almost gritted his teeth: "What do you think of me? Huh? A three-year-old child? Give me a bite of candy, and I will change my face in a blink of an eye. I will lie to you if you want to, and chase you away if you want to? !"

Chu Sinian's eyelashes trembled violently, but he still stubbornly turned his face away, trying to avoid Qin Zhao's questioning.But then his jaw was pulled roughly by Qin Zhao.

"Say it." Qin Zhao's eyes showed a clear red bloodshot: "Say it!"

"..."

Unavoidable, Chu Sinian looked at Qin Zhao's red eyes and felt his throat was choked: "...you shouldn't have come back."

Unsurprisingly, it was the same sentence again.Qin Zhao laughed back angrily: "Why shouldn't I come back?"

"Because the Deira virus has mutated, the fatality rate is close to 70%."

When this data was mentioned, Chu Sinian's heart throbbed.He shook off Qin Zhao's arm vigorously: "Do you know the concept of a 70% fatality rate? Seven out of every ten people die from this virus. There are so many people in the village who want to go out, but because of the hidden danger of infection, they all go out." No. And you! You and the 46 villagers in the quarantine area are the last group of people who have no contact with the pathogen. Do you know that once you return to the village, you will never be able to leave again. You lost your last chance !"

He could have gone, he could have come home safe and sound! !

Seeing Chu Sinian getting angry, Qin Zhao suddenly gave a bitter smile.He sat down and looked at Chu Sinian without blinking.

"...Long time no see, do you miss me?"

Chu Sinian, who was in a fit of anger, couldn't help being taken aback for a sudden sentence.

"--what?"

"Let me ask you, do you miss me after so long? How do you think?"

"..."

Chu Sinian was furious, and looked at Qin Zhao inexplicably, not understanding why he asked this suddenly.Qin Zhao pulled the corners of his mouth forcefully, smiled, and said:

"You won't say it, but I know it too. You must be having trouble sleeping and eating, and your heart is broken? Especially in the dead of night, when there is no one around, you will always silently think about what I am doing at this time, sleeping? Eating? Work? When it’s cold, you’ll worry about whether I’m dressed warmly. When it’s late at night, you’ll wonder if I’ve slept peacefully and whether I’ve stayed up late. When you encounter happy things, you want to share them with me. When you encounter depression Although with your temper, you will only be bored in your heart and resist, but in your heart, you must want to talk to me and let me hug you, don't you?"

If Qin Zhao had said these words jokingly in normal times, Chu Sinian would just laugh and scold him for being narcissistic.But at this moment, every word Qin Zhao said fell into Chu Sinian's heart.Isn't this his state of mind for the past half year?Being exposed suddenly, Chu Sinian was not only ashamed, but also had an unspeakable feeling.

Qin Zhao suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed Chu Sinian's waist, and firmly wrapped his knees around him to prevent him from struggling.

"Am I right?" Qin Zhao raised his head, his brows were wrinkled in pain, and his eyes were bloodshot: "Are you curious, why am I so accurate?"

Chu Sinian suddenly clenched his lower lip and remained silent.

Of course he does.But he dared not listen.

"Because I am also like this, every day, every day, every day, I miss you like this." Qin Zhao smiled softly, and murmured:

"You know how I feel when I go back to our empty house every day? You know, when I read your diary and realize that you have been bullied and suffered so much, I hate myself for being powerless Do you know how I felt when I found out that you didn't go to Tibet at all, but went to this goddamn place full of gunfire and plague?"

Qin Zhao grabbed Chu Sinian's right hand and slowly pressed it against his heart.Through the fabric, Chu Sinian's fingers trembled slightly with the sound of his heartbeat.

Chu Sinian suddenly realized that he had neglected one point all this time.

He wholeheartedly wanted to protect Qin Zhao from harm, but because of this, Qin Zhao was burdened with more worries and pressure than himself.Qin Zhao has tasted the feeling of worrying about his lover, guilt and self-repentance far more than he does.

"I don't want anything, I leave everything, just want to find you as soon as possible. I drive day and night, I don't feel sleepy, tired, hungry, even hurt, I feel No pain. From the beginning to the end, I only had one feeling—fear. But I was not afraid of Deira virus, I was afraid that I would never find you again. I was more afraid that what I found in the end was just a cold body Corpse."

"You are alive, it is my last chance."

The softest part of my heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp long thorn.But Chu Sinian felt not only the pain, but also the scalding and wanton blood flow.Chu Sinian looked down at Qin Zhao's slightly red eyes in a daze, and he didn't realize that he was crying until a drop of water fell on Qin Zhao's cheek.But his first reaction was not to wipe away his tears, but stretched out his hand tremblingly, trying to wipe Qin Zhao's face clean.

But the moment his fingers touched Qin Zhao's face, Chu Sinian suddenly hesitated.It seemed that he was bewitched by a strange feeling, and it seemed that his inner conflicting emotions were messing up at this time. When he realized it, he had already moved infinitely closer to Qin Zhao's face, and then kissed Qin Zhao gently. lips.

It was as if all the sounds in the world were taken away at this moment.

Although the two have been close for a long time, but because of the introverted and reserved nature in their bones, Chu Sinian seldom expresses his love directly, and this kind of active kiss is the first time in history.It seemed that he was too nervous, his thin eyelashes drooped, like two trembling butterfly wings, fluttering, and might fly away at any time.

This is Chu Sinian's answer.

Qin Zhao's heart trembled violently, he stretched out his arm suddenly, pushed Chu Sinian down on his lap involuntarily, and answered him with a more passionate kiss.

He kissed so impetuously, even a little rough, all emotions, grievance, bitterness, love, guilt, joy, finally found an outlet through this kiss, and they all poured in like an overwhelming sea.In his overzealousness, he even accidentally bit Chu Sinian's lips.It wasn't until the faint fishy sweetness filled his mouth that Qin Zhao woke up like a dream.But he didn't intend to stop, he just inserted his five fingers into Chu Sinian's hair, stroked the back of his head like a small animal, and gently licked the small wound at the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue.

"Baby..." Qin Zhao murmured, "...you are my baby..."

He hugged Chu Sinian so tightly that his whole body was completely covered.It seemed that by doing so, he could help Chu Sinian resist all harm from the outside world.

A good night's sleep.

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The first ray of light in the morning shines through the cotton and linen curtains into the small bed in the simple board room.Qin Zhao woke up, blinked, and looked at Chu Sinian who was still sleeping beside him.

Because he hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time, Chu Sinian slept very deeply this time.His brows were stretched, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and the golden sunlight gently caressed the outline of his handsome profile. If you got closer, you could even see the light, baby-like fluff on his cheeks.Even the jet-black hair and eyelashes were warmed by the morning light, and they no longer looked so cold and serious, but showed a rare obedience and gentleness.

Qin Zhao just stared at it for a long while, then suddenly remembered, the light is so bright, don't wake up Chu Sinian?So I wanted to get up and pull the curtain tightly.After receiving such a movement, he realized that Chu Sinian had unconsciously changed his posture in his sleep, and also wrapped his arms around him.

It turned out that they had slept all night in a mutually protective position.

Qin Zhao laughed silently, shook his head, leaned over and kissed Chu Sinian's forehead lightly.

He lay there for a while more reluctantly.The sky was getting brighter, and the noise and voices outside could be faintly heard.Immediately afterwards, the door panel was knocked several times with "dong dong".

Chu Sinian fell into a drowsy sleep, and subconsciously turned over: "...Who?"

"I, Andrew!" The voice outside the door said a few words carelessly.

Most of Chu Sinian's consciousness was still in a dream. In the chaos, he heard Qin Zhao say "I'll open the door", but he didn't realize what was wrong, so he said "um" in a daze, and fell asleep on his back again.

Andrew is impatient, he waited for a while and saw that the door wouldn't open, so he simply sat at the door and had breakfast. The turkey eggs, which were bigger than a fist, were cooked and scalding hot!

After taking two bites, the door creaked open.

"Oh, Doctor Chu, let me tell you that the villagers who protected us yesterday were so kind to you. Look at this—" Andrew stood up excitedly holding the turkey egg and looked up. The remaining half of the sentence suddenly Just choked in the throat.

In the morning light, Qin Zhao only wore a pair of boxer shorts, naked/naked with a strong and muscular upper body, folded his hands on his chest, and stared at him with displeasure.

Andrew suddenly felt as if the turkey egg in his throat was choked.He took a sharp step back and looked up at the door panel.

That's right, this is Chu Sinian's house.But... this...?

"You... why are you here?!"

Qin Zhao's face became even more stinky.He really didn't like this foreign devil who bothered him again and again.And thinking that Chu Sinian has been with him for the past few months, every time he is locked up, it is this ghost who is responsible, and he was also responsible for "escorting" himself yesterday, Qin Zhao feels even more upset.

Qin Zhao took a deep breath, intentionally retracted his stomach, raised his chest and raised his head.This position makes his eight-pack more clearly defined, and his chest muscles are firmer. He looks like a male model in underwear on the inside of a magazine—especially with that stinking face written all over you. .

"Why can't I be here?"

It seemed that he heard the vague conversation at the door, Chu Sinian was born to worry about his life, so he couldn't help getting out of bed.After taking two steps with his feet on the ground, he suddenly woke up.

God!How could he ask Qin Zhao to open the door! ! !

However, it was too late.When Qin Zhao heard footsteps, he turned sideways unhurriedly, leaving a wide gap for Andrew to have a clear view of the room.

But Chu Sinian didn't put on his clothes in a daze, and the button of his home clothes was wrongly buttoned, revealing half of his fair and beautiful collarbone, with a faint red mark on it.

Andrew's throat choked even harder.Because he saw several similar red marks on Qin Zhao's raised chest and arms.

—Actually, this is really a mosquito.In the middle of the night, Qin Zhao saw that Chu Sinian had been bitten by a mosquito, fearing that he would not sleep well, so he got up distressed to find the mosquitoes everywhere.But the mosquitoes were cunning and couldn't catch them, so he had no choice but to wrap Chu Sinian tightly in the quilt, while he took off his clothes and lay naked on the side, feeding the mosquitoes with his body, acting as a mosquito repellent for human flesh all night.

But Andrew didn't think so.Suddenly, all he could think of was that night before, when Chu Sinian was at the other end of the curtain, he refused to show his face strangely, and suddenly said mosquitoes.

It turns out, it turns out...!

Andrew held the leftover turkey eggs in one hand, pointed at Qin Zhao with the other, opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound, his face gradually turned red, swollen and purple.

Noticing Andrew's gaze, Chu Sinian suddenly realized something, and hurriedly covered his neckline and explained:

"...um...this...mosquito...hey-hey, what's wrong with you?!"

Unlucky Andrew was forced to stuff a mouthful of ruinous dog food early in the morning, unable to swallow and choked.