Binding the Dragon for the Empress

"How can you say such a thing." Yi Ling felt sad, and slowly withdrew her hand from Yan Yuan's face.

"Yuan'er, Father knows you are suffering, but besides love, is there nothing else in front of you?"

"As the emperor of heaven, you carry a heavy burden on your body. It is your innate mission to protect this heaven. Even if Xuanlong is back now, and Ah Zhi has a mother, will he lose you and feel unconscious?"

"Your father and I have only one child, I have held you in my heart since I was a child, and I have placed high hopes on you. You are so selfish now, it is too disappointing for us..." At the end of the words, Yiling was already The corners of his eyes were red, and his voice was hard to hide.

For parents, they naturally hope that their children can live well, and it is too hard to be trapped by love.But some things are always involuntary and out of control.

Living like this is too painful... Every day of losing that person, every moment when I open my eyes and think of Xuanlong, even breathing is painful.That pain far outweighed all physical injuries.

In such a situation, it is difficult for him to live well, and he must do his best to persuade himself to let the other party go.He can try his best to let the other party go, but he can't let go of himself.

There is no way to pretend that nothing happened, marry someone who doesn't love at all, to resolve the so-called punishment of God, and continue to live in this world.

If Heaven insists on his death, he can accept it peacefully...but he will never compromise with fate.

"I failed you."

"It's my selfishness. Without him... I can't do anything." Yan Yuan raised her head, trying to keep the tears in her eyes. He took a deep breath and looked at Yiling with a smile.

"The child is not filial, my father Bendang never gave birth to me, I am too busy to take care of myself now, and I have no time to take care of other things..."

"Ah Zhi is a well-behaved child. From now on, he will honor you all on my behalf... He is born smart, and he will definitely be able to take care of this side of heaven and do it better than me."

Yeling's lips trembled, and the transparent liquid rolled down her cheeks: "Yuer..."

Yan Yuan landed on her knees, knelt quietly and kowtowed to him three times.

"Mother, I'm sorry..."

"forgive me……"

What a strong person Yiling is, Yan Yuan has never seen him shed tears since she was a child, and even the father, queen and queen had conflicts, and the person who cried and admitted his mistake was always Yan Jing.

Looking up at this moment, she saw that Yiling was in tears, Yan Yuan felt a sharp pain in her heart, she gently wiped away the tears on his face with her fingertips, and comforted her with a smile: "Don't cry, if your father sees me making the empress cry, You must scold me."

Some people are always smiling, but actually their hearts are open, the wind is leaking, the blood is dripping wet, the wounds on their bodies have not healed for a long time, and they can't even warm themselves, so they don't have the energy to warm others.

Yi Ling has also been desperate for love, and has suffered a lot because of being too stubborn, but he is far luckier than Yan Yuan.

At first, although Yan Jing didn't want to see him, it was no match for the solid records in the marriage book. He and Yan Jing were destined to be a fairy couple, no matter how many twists and turns and hardships they experienced, they would still be together in the end.

That was the reason why he swore to the death and refused to turn back...

However, Yanyuan is different from Xuanlong. Two people who are destined to have no results are forced to get together, and they will only suffer losses. No one can watch their children go to death for a love that has no beginning and no end.

How could he bear it.

"Yuan'er, you can't do this..." Yi Ling grabbed the wrist of Yan Yuan's hand touching her face, and slowly shook her head.

"What I don't want either... is that fate is too cruel."

It was so cruel that there was no room for him to resist.

Just now when she asked about Ah Zhi's whereabouts, Yi Ling said that Yan Jing took Ah Zhi to Sanchongtian to buy some snacks.

Immortal gods above the fourth heaven do not need to eat, and can survive by absorbing the essence of day and night, but they will also enjoy some favorite food on weekdays.

Sanchongtian is lively, just like in the mortal world, there is a snack street selling many interesting things.

These days, Yan Yuan is unconscious, and Ah Zhi has been staying in Qianyun Temple, being raised by Yi Ling and Yan Jing. He can't see his father, and always misses him very much. Ye Ling and Yan Jing dare not tell Ah Zhi about him. His father was seriously injured, so he kept it a secret. When Ah Zhi was unhappy, he would take him out to play and divert his attention.

The father and son hadn't seen each other for a month, and Yan Yuan was very concerned.

It's getting late, he should go and bring Ah Zhi back, and take the little man to meet his mother who was forced to separate from him since birth.

After wiping away tears for Yiling, Yan Yuan withdrew her hand, and the moment she turned around, the smile gradually faded away, leaving only dead silence.

"Yuan'er, you are too cruel..." Yi Ling whispered to his back.

Yan Yuan paused, looking at the endless sea of ​​clouds outside the door: "Maybe I was born with a cruel heart, otherwise how could I give all my cruelty to him..."

"Empress mother lost me, but still has father. I am different. If I lose him, I will have nothing... It was I who cut out my heart with my own hands. How can a person live well if he loses his heart?"

"Mother...I also want to, but I can't do it..." The words choked up uncontrollably. "... Ten thousand years ago, he fought to the death for me in order to protect my heavenly territory. Ten thousand years later, he still devoted himself to me and gave birth to a son for me. The sea is deep, I owe him too much..."

What he owes Xuanlong will never be repaid forever, and there is no way to erase the pain and guilt in his heart to live a new life.

It's so painful to live like this...

Mother and child are connected, except for Yan Yuan herself, no one can feel Yan Yuan's pain better than Yi Ling, but he is unwilling to give up, unable to accept his child walking ahead of him, once the punishment of heaven falls, there is no way out.

Even if he is a god, he can't resist, and no one can save Yan Yuan.

"What you owe him, you will have a chance to pay it back in the future. As the emperor of heaven, you can't give Xuanlong what he wants. Except for love, you can give him everything."

Yiling shrunk to an inch, appeared beside Yan Yuan, and clasped his wrist.

"You are obedient to what my father says, and don't go overboard... My father knows that you don't love Xianjun Zhiyu, but in order to avoid the punishment of heaven, you marry him for the time being. You can't be a loving couple. It's good to treat each other like a guest."

"No one is forcing you to fall in love with him..."

Yan Yuan couldn't see her mother crying, she didn't look at him, she shook her head and said, "I've missed my whole life, I can't make the same mistake again."

"Except for love...Abo has never coveted half of my other things, but even this love, I have given it so shallow and stingy..."

"Mother, don't persuade me any more..." Gently but firmly, Yan Yuan broke away from Yi Ling's hand, and walked out. "...I don't want anyone except him."

"Yuer..."

Ten thousand years ago, Yan Yuan insisted on abdicating and fell into the mortal world to find the Xuanlong, but Yi Ling couldn't stop her. Ten thousand years later, Yan Yuan insisted on going against the way of heaven and going against the sky.

Yanyuan and Xuanlong, who is to blame, and who is to blame.

Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, and none of them can escape the manipulation of heaven... Is this fate?

Yiling's feet went limp, and he fell to the ground.

Just as Yan Yuan was dispatched to Yungong, she saw a white light flashing in mid-air, and Yan Jing holding Ah Zhi appeared at the foot of the hundred-level jade steps.

Just came back from Sanchongtian, Ah Zhi held a bunch of willow-shaped candy figurines in his hand, hugged Yan Jing's neck with one hand, and leaned against Yan Jing's shoulder with a small chewing gum in his mouth, his eyelids drooping.

Yan Jing was used to wearing black robes, and when she was expressionless, she looked very cold and solemn, but at this moment, facing the grandson in her arms, Fengshen's handsome brows were quite gentle, and she asked Ah Zhi in a low voice if he was sleepy.

Hearing this, Ah Zhi took the sugar figurine out of his mouth, supported Yan Jing's broad shoulders and straightened his small body to look at him: "Grandfather, why hasn't Father come to see Ah Zhi..."

The ice-green pupils are eager, and the voice is muffled and soft, and anyone who hears it will soften their hearts in a mess.

Yan Jing looked at the person on the steps, raised her chin slightly and said, "Ah Zhi, look at who that is."

Ah Zhi turned his head in doubt, and with a blur in front of his eyes, he saw Yan Yuan appearing very close to him.

"Father..."

"Father!"

After reacting, she wanted to throw herself into Yan Yuan's arms with joy, but when she suddenly saw the bloodstains on his clothes, she was stunned: "Father, why are you bleeding..."

"Embrace Father." Yan Yuan opened her arms and smiled at him, she didn't answer, as if she didn't hear.

Yan Jing's expression was dark: "Ah Zhi, try to use the sound transmission technique to talk to Father Huang."

Ah Zhi looked at Yan Yuan, then at Yan Jing: "Why use the sound transmission technique?"

"A Zhi learned a new technique last night, I must show my father the effect, so I can praise Ah Zhi." Yan Jing's low-mellow voice was very gentle.

Ah Zhi thought it made sense, so he repeated what he said just now with the sound transmission technique, and asked Yan Yuan where she had been these days, and Yan Yuan answered him with a faint smile:

"It's not blood. Father accidentally knocked over the paint when he was painting and stained his clothes, so he didn't have time to change it."

"Ah Zhi's mother is back, do you want to see him?"

Of course he thought about it, Ah Zhi nodded, and leaned into his arms along Yan Yuan's outstretched arms. The moment he touched his father's chest, he obviously felt his father's body stiffen and his breathing tightened.

But soon Ah Zhi was hugged tightly.

"Father, I will take Ah Zhi to see his mother."

"Ah."

After saying hello to Yan Jing, Yan Yuan carried Ah Zhi to the Hall of General Xuan. Compared with Yan Yuan's silence, Ah Zhi talked a lot along the way.

Although he used to hear Yan Yuan say that his mother liked him very much, and he also met her in a hurry in the realm of soul consciousness, but it was the first time to meet her formally, and besides being happy, he was still a little uneasy, afraid that he would behave badly. No, mother doesn't like him anymore.

Yan Yuan laughed and told him that no matter what Ah Zhi becomes, the person who loves him the most in the world will always be his mother.Ah Zhi just needs to be himself.

Ah Zhi was slightly relieved.

He has a smart mind, and he sensed that something was wrong with Yan Yuan, but he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong.

When he was being carried up the steps of the Hall of General Xuan, Ah Zhiding looked at Yan Yuan's profile, and without using sound transmission skills, he tentatively called out in a low voice: "Father Emperor..."

Yan Yuan didn't respond.

Ah Zhi's heart tightened, and he called again: "Father..."

Still no response.

His father couldn't hear him.

Yan Yuan sent Ah Zhi to the door and stopped going in. Ah Zhi asked him why he didn't go in with her to see his mother, Yan Yuan smiled and bent over and touched his little head, saying.

"Father still has something to deal with. If you want to go back to Dongji Hall, ask your mother to use the sound transmission paper crane to tell Father that Father will pick you up later."

"If you can't let go of your mother, you can stay here, it's all up to Ah Zhi's own wishes."

Ah Zhi didn't understand why they had to live separately: "What about Father..."

"Go in quickly." Yan Yuan urged softly.

Ah Zhi noticed that Yan Yuan's face was so pale, and recalled how Yan Yuan was about to die when she was in the world, her eyes turned red unconsciously: "Father, what's wrong with you..."

Why can't I hear you.

Yan Yuan suppressed the cough in her throat, fearing that Ah Zhi would be frightened if she couldn't help coughing up blood, she lightly pushed the little man's shoulder and walked forward a few steps.

"Father is fine, go in quickly, your mother has been waiting for a long time."