Binding the Dragon for the Empress

Even if Xuanlong hated Yan Yuan again, he would know that Yan Yuan is the emperor of the heavens and Ah Zhi's father, he would not just watch Yan Yuan go to death.

What's more, his past with Yan Yuan is more difficult to understand, and there is no deep-rooted hatred.

It was God Lord Yiling who told him that in order to save him, Yan Yuan entered the realm of Nuwa alone, so she lost her two passions and three desires, which made him feel surprised and at the same time feel lost.

It turned out that he was not the only one who fell into this love and lost himself.Yan Yuan will also struggle, work hard, and suffer in what he can't see.

Before Yiling left, he imagined the mirror of Qianchen and asked Xuanlong to look at it. The scene in the mirror was the scene of Yan Yuan being bewitched in the world. His paranoia, madness, and cruelty suddenly had an explanation.

Seeing her death again, Yan Yuan suddenly realized that during the five years of self-punishment, Xuanlong was very blocked.

He knew that the law of heaven was ruthless, but he didn't want the law of heaven to be so cruel that it would never make any of them feel better.

All kinds of things in the past, be it pain or complaints, were suddenly relieved, since they were destined not to be able to spend thousands of lives together, he hoped that Yan Yuan would be well forever, forget the past, and start over.

...At least, they have walked together for 4 years.

During that journey, no one let go of anyone's hand. It was death that separated them.

Xuanlong agreed to Yiling's request.

The matter was not resolved, and Yiling didn't feel like sitting for a long time, so she told Xuanlong to take care of her body and left.

After all, his soul was reshaped, and his divine power was much weaker than before. He might have to recuperate for ten thousand years before the cracks in his soul could be completely healed.

Early the next morning, Xuanlong asked Lianbi to go to Dongji Hall to deliver a message.To persuade Yan Yuan to marry a new queen and avoid the punishment of heaven, she must meet that person before she can speak.

He and Yan Yuan made an appointment to meet at the old place.

It was a deserted pavilion in the Immortal World, because there was no one around, Yan Yuan loved to coax him here before she got married, doing some shady things.

At that time, he was young and energetic, and Yan Yuan's desire was strong and he had no rules, which always made him very embarrassed, and he was worried that others would see his flaws when he walked.

He knew that it was impossible for him and Yan Yuan to be together, probably because Yan Yuan suddenly saw Yan Fuheng confessing his love to him, and found out that someone like him would be liked by someone, he found it novel, or maybe he was worried about running after him since he was a child The stupid dragon will be snatched away and become someone else's follower. He feels unwilling, so he makes some innocuous jokes with him. After being angry, he finds that Yan Fuheng can't be stopped, so he imitates Yan Fuheng and says he likes him.

A long time ago, he realized that he couldn't refuse any request from Yan Yuan, including that courtship. He knew it was a joke, but he half pushed and fell into it, acquiescing to the other party's outrageous behavior.

He listened to what Yan Yuan said, but he didn't take it seriously. He waited quietly, and when Yan Yuan got tired of it, he returned to his original position.He is still the general who guards the heaven and the prince, and he is not qualified to think about anything that does not belong to him.

But there were many times when Yan Yuan didn't do anything, just took his hand, interlocked his fingers, leaned against each other and sat in the small gazebo, looking at the passing cranes in the distance, and said she wanted to marry him.

Ask him if he wants to.

It's rare to see such an anxious look on Yan Yuan's face. If he answers late, Yan Yuan will become angry and say that he didn't treat him sincerely, and she is so angry that she wants to leave. Yuan knew that he was willing, so she became happy again, jumping for joy like a child.

He knew in his heart that it was impossible for Yanjing and Yiling to be together. Every god has his own destined marriage, and he is the lone star of Tiansha, destined to grow old alone.

He never thought that Yan Yuan would be willing to defy the destiny for him.

Accustomed to being at the mercy of fate, he never had the intention to go against the way of heaven, it was Yan Yuan's determination that gave him the courage to go forward.

It's a pity that he went in the wrong direction, no matter how hard he tried, he made the same mistakes again and again... When he returned to his hometown, he couldn't help but think of all the past, and the memories of the past flooded his mind like sea water, making Xuanlong a little dazed.

"... Apo."

Yan Yuan called out from behind, Xuanlong paused slightly and turned around slowly.

When they made an appointment at Chen, Yan Yuan did not know what was delayed, and she was really late.

He was dressed in a silver and white imperial robe, and his black hair was neatly tied in a jade crown, which was specially arranged. His appearance was as attractive as usual, but his face was pale.

"I got up in the morning and had some business to deal with, so I came later."

"You have something to do with me..."

Seeing him smiling like this, Xuanlong felt very uncomfortable when he remembered what Yiling said, and looked away lightly.

"Ah."

Yan Yuan couldn't hear this 'hmm' and couldn't read it out with her lips. He didn't know what Xuanlong was thinking. Anyway, Xuanlong was still willing to see him, so he was very happy and racked his brains to find topics and booths. The middle man speaks.

"Have you... had breakfast yet?"

"Never."

"Why not?" Yan Yuan asked softly with a smile.

"..."

Shangshen didn't need to eat at all, this is pure nonsense, Xuanlong hesitated how to get to the point, and didn't answer, Yan Yuan was worried that she would be so annoying, so she didn't continue to say.

The buildings in the heaven are mostly silvery white, and the pavilion here is also the same, with a light white gauze curtain hanging on the top, gently blown by the wind, and the figure of Xuanlong appears and disappears in the pavilion.

"I know everything."

This is said by voice transmission.

Yan Yuan didn't react.

Xuanlong stood sideways, without looking at him with lowered eyes: "Shenjun Yiling, you came to look for me today."

Yan Yuan immediately understood that Xuanlong probably knew about it, but he didn't know to what extent, so she tentatively asked, "Oh... what did the Queen Mother tell you?"

"He said, in order to save me, you were seriously injured and lost your two passions and three desires."

"Really."

Yan Yuan didn't intend to let Xuanlong know about this matter, there is no possibility between him and Xuanlong, saying this would only increase the burden on the other party, but if Xuanlong knew about it, he couldn't hide it.

He walked into the pavilion, looked at the man's profile, and pretended to be relaxed and smiled.

"It's just a minor injury, not as serious as the queen said, but I lost some insignificant things. You see, although I can't hear, I'm not living well."

"You don't have to feel sorry for me."

Xuan Long frowned slightly, as if he was not very happy, and said in a low voice: "I have never been sad."

If he is sad for himself, Yan Yuan will be sad too. If he is not sad for himself, Yan Yuan still feels pain in her heart. Love is such a complicated thing, once it is contaminated, it becomes addictive, and it cannot be quit.

Only by living.

"Ah."

"That's fine."

"This is what I owe you."

Xuan Long didn't want to talk to him about this, it was hard to tell who owed more to whom among them.Even if it is clear, it is meaningless.He didn't want to see Yan Yuan smiling again, so he turned his back.

"Azhi needs his father, and the heavenly world needs a monarch. You should live a good life and not...disregard thousands of immortals and gods because of your own selfish desires."

"Xianjun Zhiyu is your destiny, you should marry him and follow the way of heaven."

It is an extremely cruel thing for anyone to be pushed out by a loved one without any scruples, and it also means that Xuanlong has completely let go of their past.

He was the only one standing there.

Yan Yuan knew that she should be happy, which meant that Xuanlong would have a good life in the future.

He tried his best to maintain a smile, but his eyes were red with embarrassment: "You asked me to meet here today, just to tell me these things..."

A hoarse voice came from behind.

Xuanlong's throat throbbed, and he pursed his lips in silence.

People always like to think of some whimsical things, or to argue for answers that they know the results of.Yan Yuan really wanted to ask Xuanlong if he cared a little bit about him, if so, even a little bit, he would have the courage to fight against the Dao of Heaven.

God's punishment is nothing, with his last breath, he will survive.

As long as his Abo is happy.

He really wanted to hear the answer, so he asked.

"If I live...will you be happy?"

Xuanlong was still so calm: "If you are alive, thousands of gods will have leaders, Ah Zhi will be accompanied by his father, and Emperor Yanjing and God Yiling can enjoy family happiness."

"You are alive, good for all the gods."

Yan Yuan asked full of hope: "Then what about you... will you be okay?"

"If there is a future for us, can you...can you..." See, he was thinking of some whimsical things again.

"We're done." Xuan Long interrupted lightly.

Yan Yuan's words were stuck in her throat, unable to utter or swallow, Xuanlong's figure became very blurred.

"I understand."

He is alive and is good to everyone, except Xuanlong.His meaning was clearly expressed, Yan Yuan no longer struggled in vain.

He suddenly felt very relaxed. Most people would become so relaxed when they let go of all their obsessions, and the pain in their soul sublimated for a short time.

There is a clear sky lake in Jiuchongtian, which can be seen from a distance from the pavilion here. The lake is in an irregular shape, surrounded by a sea of ​​pure white irises.

Yan Yuan's eyes were far away, looking over there, and said softly to the man beside her.

"Abo...you see."

"When we were young, we always played in that lake. Then when you grow up, the lake becomes smaller, and when you transform into your original body, it looks a little narrow, so you don't want to go there."

"After you got married, you said you wanted to go to the eight wastelands to see the sea. I knew you didn't want to see the sea, but wanted to play in the deep sea. At that time, I was just sitting on the throne of God, and I was busy with things big and small in the heavens. I have never had time to go with you, and finally when I was free, you were pregnant again, I was worried about letting you play as you wish, so I didn't take you there."

"Later..." Before he could fulfill Xuanlong's little wish, Xuanlong died in battle at the junction of gods and demons, and lost their first child along with them.

Yan Yuan hid her sadness and said with a smile.

"If you have free time in the future, I'll take you to see the sea in the eight wildernesses, okay?"

"Do you want to go to the East China Sea or the West China Sea?"

"Beihai is also good. The climate there is pleasant. If you want to stay longer, you can borrow a palace from the Dragon King of Beihai. It is also good to stay for a while."

"No need." Xuanlong said.

"If I want to see the sea in the future, I will go by myself."

Yan Yuan was thinking that what she had promised should be done to some extent, but Xuanlong neither needed it nor forced it.He nods.

"That's good... After all, we have broken the contract. It's really not good to get too close."

"..." Xuanlong said nothing.

His eyes were hot, and the wind blew over, making him sting from the cold. Yan Yuan only thought that he didn't want to talk to her, so she took the initiative to find a step for herself.

"I have accumulated some things and haven't finished processing them, so I'll go back first."

"Ah."

Xuanlong turned his head and saw Yan Yuan's back gradually drifting away.

"The fifteenth of next month..."

Yan Yuan stopped walking when she heard the words, lowered her head and said.

"Don't worry, I will try my best to avoid you, and I won't hinder your eyes in the future."

Xuanlong frowned, he didn't mean that.But Yan Yuan disappeared in front of him without giving him a chance to continue speaking.

Anyway, explanations are the most useless for them today, Xuanlong thought of Yan Yuan's "I understand", and thought he should have figured it out.

If you marry someone, you can live a good life. What's wrong with continuing to be the Lord of the Nine Heavens above thousands of gods.

Yan Yuan has no reason not to let herself go.