The selfish gene

His tone was too serious, as if there was really a huge source of stench on my body.

Puzzled, he squeezed the suit jacket and smelled it, the obvious scent of women's perfume.It should have been rubbed off of Xu Xi in the morning, and after a few hours of volatilization, it has changed from the initial strong to elegant.Does the smell mean this?

dog nose.

"Oh, this." I explained with a smile, "I touched it by accident. If you don't like it, can I take off my coat?"

Ji Chenfeng looked at me for a long time, then loosened his grip.

I straightened up, took off my suit jacket on the desk, and unbuttoned my shirt cuff buttons by the way.

"You...why did you appear again suddenly? Didn't you already refuse?"

There was a slight pause in the movement of unbuttoning.reject?Does it mean that the attitude of not contacting or replying to messages these two days is already "rejecting" me?

I was rejected?What are you kidding.

This guy... there must be a limit to his distorted personality.When I buried my head and licked me like a dog licking a bone, I didn't see how reluctant he was.Why, after only two days, did my self-esteem as a gay man explode?

"I didn't force you that day..."

"Because I rejected the meeting letter, I thought you would not see me, but suddenly appeared, and pretended not to know me. That night was indeed voluntary by me, and it was my personal act of repaying gratitude. I regarded you as a benefactor It will be like that, but you seem to... just treat me as a pastime when you're bored."

He stood up from the recliner and looked at me at eye level: "30 will be returned to you as soon as possible, please stop teasing me, Mr. Sang."

This is the longest paragraph that Ji Chenfeng said to me, with his usual calm expression, and even his tone of voice remained unchanged as before.However, this short statement of a few hundred words was like an atomic bomb falling from the sky, directly setting off a stormy sea in my heart.

"How do you..." Why do you know about 30?Did Yan Shanhua say that?Didn't the woman tell him nothing?And what the hell does that letter mean?

I have a lot of questions to ask him, for fear that he will know the 30 yuan and the secret of his life experience.But probably because the brain received too much information at the moment, it became difficult to organize words, but he grabbed his arm in vain, but couldn't utter a word from his throat.

No.

I can't lose everything now.

Although it should be his, but it has been given to me, so it should be mine.How can someone who gives nothing get everything?Not giving it back to him, absolutely not.

Holding his hand tighter and tighter, his chaotic brain began to be controlled by violent emotions, and he even thought about the possibility of attacking him with a glass cylinder in the corner.

Anyway, Sang Zhengbai will take care of it.Like three years ago, I have nothing to do...

"Boom boom boom!"

The rapid knock on the door interrupted my gradually losing control of thoughts and brought me back to my senses.

"Doctor Ji, there is a little Teddy that is not in good condition, please come and have a look."

Ji Chenfeng glanced at the closed door and replied, "Come here."

Little by little, he pulled my hand away. After the atomic bomb exploded, he didn't care about the casualties. He left the office without saying anything.

The door opened and closed, and the room was silent. I sat on the desk, and in just a few seconds, not only my palms, but also my back were covered with cold sweat.

Damn, almost became a murderer.

"It's crazy..." He covered his face unbearably, gritted his teeth and breathed, and was afraid until the fear faded away and reason regained the upper hand.

Smooth out the folded cuffs, re-button them, and put on your blazer.As if nothing happened, I opened the door, walked through the corridor, and left the pet hospital without looking back.

"What the hell did you tell him?" Crushing the ticket I had just removed and clipped to the windshield wiper, I suppressed my anger and asked Yan Shanhua on the other end of the phone, "Why did he know that I gave you the 30? Letter, what letter?"

"I... I really didn't tell him anything about you." Yan Shanhua assured tremblingly, "I never mentioned your name."

The ball of paper was clenched into my fist, and I slammed my arm against the car window. I growled, "Then why does he know it's me? Do you think that Sang Zhengbai will let you go when you raise him? You don't want him." Mom is dreaming! Once I am exposed, you have to die with me!"

"Xiao Nian, don't get excited. Listen to me. I swear that I never told him about you. That letter is like this. Every time you pay back the money, Chenfeng will put a letter for you in the envelope. , I am afraid that you will be unhappy when you see it, so you will take it away every time..."

But there was no response, and she was afraid that Ji Chenfeng would be suspicious.So every time I pay back the money, I will buy a greeting card in the gift shop downstairs of my apartment, and ask the boss to write a sentence and take it back.In this way, he lied to Ji Chenfeng for three years.

"After the cochlear implant was successfully implanted, he always wanted to thank you personally. But I told him that you were my former customer, and the borrowing was not for anything else, but for the sake of past affection. It is best not to disturb You. He believed it, and didn't mention it much afterwards. I thought he gave up, but a few months ago, he graduated and found an internship job, and suddenly proposed in a letter that he wanted to see you..."

Of course, Yan Shanhua couldn't let him see me. In order to completely dispel Ji Chenfeng's thoughts, he returned the letter that day and didn't give him a greeting card as a placebo.

Afterwards, Ji Chenfeng seemed to have completely given up the idea of ​​seeing me, or he was shocked, so he stopped writing to me and just paid me back the money honestly.

No wonder he said something that I couldn't understand today, it really had nothing to do with me.Why is this woman pretending to be smart?

"Where are the letters?" I asked.

"At...at home, I put it away, and put it in a place that only I know."

"Find time for me." I warned Yan Shanhua sharply, "Don't do unnecessary things. The only thing you have to do now is to shut up for me. Only when I get better can you get better."

I lost my phone and sat in the car for a long time, the e-cigarette could no longer relieve my restlessness, so I drove to the bar I used to go to frequently.

Although it has not yet started business, because it is a big customer, time is no longer important.The boss entertained me personally, took out the wine that he had stored with him before, and poured it for me glass by glass.

Breaking a habit is hard, but getting it back is much easier.

The strong wine entered the throat, and there was no feeling that it was hard to swallow. It just fell down the esophagus into the stomach very smoothly, and the body soon became hot.

I can't remember how it ended, and I don't have any impression of how I got home.When I woke up the next day, I was lying on the big bed in the apartment, my phone was well placed at the head of the bed, my coat was at the end of the bed, and my headache was like an overripe watermelon—it would explode anytime, anywhere.

There was a message from the bar owner on the phone, saying that the car was parked in the garage for me, the car keys were on the coffee table, and a photo of the parking space was attached at the back.

The chat history with Ji Chenfeng still stays a few days ago, and it seems that he really doesn't intend to talk to me anymore.

Although I am not a patient hunter, it is not so easy to escape from me...

Thinking about entering text in the chat box, modifying and modifying, deleting and adding, and finally merged into one sentence.

[I have no intention of teasing you. 】

Staring at the words and sentences on the phone, repeating them silently over and over again, making sure the tone should be sincere enough, before sending it out.

Almost in the next second, Tang Bi'an called.

The mind that was so tense that it was almost broken turned into anger at him when he picked up the phone: "Are you looking for death?"

Tang Bi was quiet, and said timidly: "Master, did you forget that there is a farewell ceremony for Mr. Shi today? I will come to pick you up later, you haven't woken up yet, have you?"

I vaguely remember something like that.

I unbuttoned my shirt and got off the bed, and I went to the bathroom: "Understood, I'll be downstairs on time, don't call again." After speaking, I hung up the phone roughly.

"What's the matter with your face?" Sang Zhengbai frowned as much as he disliked me.

Although I took a shower and sprayed men's perfume that can definitely cover the smell of alcohol, due to long-term insomnia and hangover, I am afraid that the only way to cover up the Qingdai I have now is with cosmetics.

"It's a little uncomfortable." I lowered my eyes.

"Uncomfortable?" Sang Zhengbai let out a cold snort of disbelief, "Since you are uncomfortable, you can go back to rest after expressing condolences, and you don't have to go to the vegetarian meal afterwards."

The nerves on one side of the brain throbbed intermittently, followed by a sharp pain.I was really uncomfortable, so even though I understood that he said this to not embarrass me in front of others, I didn't refute his proposal.

"Sang Zhengbai, Sang Nian and his son are here!"

While talking, it was our turn to offer condolences, Sang Zhengbai looked away and strode into the auditorium.

I followed behind him, just like I did when I was a child.The only difference may be that I am not so eager to catch up with him.

The master of ceremonies handed over the incense, and Sang Zhengbai and I bowed three times before stepping forward to insert the incense into the incense burner.

"My condolences, the old man is gone, you have to take care of your health." Sang Zhengbai held the hand of Shi's eldest son, and said a few words of comfort.

The members of the Shi family all dressed in mourning, whether they were genuine or not, at least they looked sad.

I stood quietly behind Sang Zhengbai, imagining myself as a dog led by him - as long as I obeyed the master's arrangement obediently, everything else had nothing to do with me.

I calmly looked at the end of the Shi family's immediate team. From just now, I could feel a gloomy gaze haunting me, blatantly scratching my flesh with my eyes, very uncomfortable.

A young man in white linen clothes with a white cloth tied on his head met my gaze.The thick black eyebrows and thick lips are exactly the same as Mr. Shi in the photo, and one can tell that they belong to the same family.The originally handsome face was completely destroyed by a long scar extending from the forehead to the cheekbone, making him look a bit hideous.

Oh, it turned out to be Shi Hao.I thought, who hates me so much.

Not afraid of the other party's sinister eyes, hiding behind Sang Zhengbai, in front of the huge portrait of Old Master Shi, I silently uttered three words to his grandson.

"damn thing."