The selfish gene

The toilet was so quiet that I could hear a needle drop. Although the statement was true, it still made my scalp tingle with embarrassment.

I have also watched some TV dramas with twists and turns with my ex-girlfriends before, and these TV dramas have incredible commonalities in certain plots.For example, once a woman is suspected of losing her virginity, she will tearfully pull her husband's arm and swear to him that she is the only man in her life.The lines are similar with minor differences, and they are seven or eight points similar to what I just said.

The moment I said it, I started to regret it, to the point where I wanted to erase this memory and never think about it again in this life.

"So, is this your charity?"

When I was so regretful that I said something shameful, Ji Chenfeng's reaction was completely beyond my expectation.There is no joy or gratitude, and the indifference is maintained when speaking, and the angle of entry is even more tricky.

Ha, it's not an exaggeration to say "charity", all the things given to him are innocuous, but why do you say it as if it's just my problem?A beggar can also refuse the food that comes. If he doesn't feel well from the beginning, why should he accept my "charity"?After all, don't you enjoy it too?

"I'm very sad when you say that, Dr. Ji."

Feeling that words alone might not be easy to coax today, I struggled and considered whether to give more "rewards" to restore the relationship.

But after all, this is outside, or in Zheng Jieyuan's mother's company, in case any strange rumors come out, it will only be more harm than good.Things that go too far are destined to fail. Obviously, I have only one choice left.

Caressing Ji Chenfeng's side face, before he could react, he inserted his fingers into his hair, pressed his head down and kissed him.

It's not a kiss of lips to lips, but a kiss full of desire and possession with the tip of the tongue thrust into the other's teeth, exchanging saliva, biting the lips.

Close your eyes and try to imagine that this is a woman taller than me, but you are always brought back to reality by the faint smell of tobacco in Ji Chenfeng's mouth and the too short hair in his palm.

When I think about kissing a man, my tongue starts to stiffen, and I can't continue to entangle with him smoothly.There seemed to be ants crawling on the body, starting from the touching lips, and quickly spreading to the whole body, causing the whole body to start to feel numb and painful, resulting in a severe allergic reaction.

I actually kissed a man.I actually stuck my tongue in a man's mouth.I was actually eating a man's saliva.

If this is "charity", it is also on the level of "feeding a tiger with one's body".

It's just for show, just thinking about fooling around, but just as he was about to let go and retreat, a powerful arm was strangled by his waist, making his upper body unable to move.

It seemed that the explosives buried under the ice had finally been ignited, and the entire ice surface fell apart, and it was no longer possible to maintain peace.Ji Chenfeng kissed back eagerly, breathing heavily and rapidly through his nose.

Different from all the kisses I have ever experienced, the flexible tongue licked the gums flatteringly and scratched the palate, as if to reach the sensitive uvula deep in the throat, constantly poking in and teasing.

I opened my eyes in some panic, struggled subconsciously, and pushed against the opponent's shoulder, filled with the fear of being invaded and pierced.

Ji Chenfeng grabbed my wrist without looking, and pulled me even closer to him.

His heart was about to be pulled out of his mouth... He obviously didn't do any strenuous exercise, but it seemed to be a little difficult to breathe through his nose.

enough……

Stop it.

I'm going to... I'm going to be hypoxic.

"Strange, is it broken? Why is it locked?"

Through the door panel, the voice from behind Ji Chenfeng pulled me out of the dizzy feeling of lack of oxygen, and cold sweat covered the skin on the back of my neck and back without intervals.

"Is anyone there?" The person who came knocked on the door, but did not leave.

I turned my face away to avoid Ji Chenfeng's lingering kiss.

"Yes, someone..." Because of my messy breathing, my speech was broken.

He gave a low "hmm", didn't let go of my plan, and moved his face closer to my side, as if he still wanted to continue.

I'd be crazy to allow him to continue.

"Don't..." I raised my hand to cover his lips, and said weakly, "I'll wait...I still have work later."

He didn't move any more, and remained silent for a moment, the desire in his eyes lessened, and he slowly let go of his arms.

"Okay." His lips were pressed against his fingers, and as he spoke, all his breath fell on his fingertips, hot and moist.

Getting out of his arms, I turned around and walked quickly to the sink. In order to get myself out of the hypoxic trance as soon as possible, I bent down and washed my face with cold water.

The water, which was colder than the weather, hit the skin, and the cold was like a bayonet, piercing straight into the brain.

I woke up instantly, put my hands on the countertop, and looked at the huge mirror in front of me.

Although my lips were still a little red and swollen, it was not obvious. Except for the wet clothes and hair that made me look a little embarrassed, everything else was the same as usual.

"Aren't you angry?" I turned my gaze to Ji Chenfeng in the mirror.

"I'm not angry." He took out two paper towels from the paper dispenser fixed on the wall and handed them to me, talking nonsense without changing his expression.

Not angry, what was that just now?Did you add too much vegetable vinegar at noon?

He took the tissue, wiped his hands, stared at Ji Chenfeng's rosier lips than usual, and suddenly remembered a very important thing.

"Wait..." I turned to look at him, "Don't you understand lip language? Did I flirt or curse, you couldn't tell just now?"

Ji Chenfeng seemed to be stopped by my question, he was taken aback for a moment before he spoke: "I..."

"Huh? Is anyone there?" The person at the door came and came again, and a new voice sounded again, turning the doorknob and trying to open the door.

Ji Chenfeng and I looked at the closed toilet door at the same time.

If you don't go out, the next time the repairman will come to pry the door with a lockpicking tool.

"If you speak too fast, I can't understand." After casually answering my question, Ji Chenfeng brushed past me and ran to open the door first.

The people outside gave him a strange look, muttered "what kind of door is it closed?" walked in, met me with a glance, and became tense and respectful in an instant.

"Hello Hello!"

The appearance is a bit familiar, it should be the staff in the studio.

Nodding perfunctorily, I threw the toilet paper into the wastebasket, and I walked out of the toilet.

Ji Chenfeng waited outside, saw me coming out, and went back to the studio with me.

Along the way, he and I explained what was going on in the lounge—minus the violence and profanity, of course.He seemed to be really appeased by that kiss, accepted my explanation completely, and didn't raise any doubts.

My threats were very effective, and Lu Sui finally put on the dress and successfully completed the filming.

"You are the best." Cai Congcong secretly gave me a thumbs up as he looked at Lu Sui who was still posing obediently in front of the camera despite his stiff expression.

When it was almost six o'clock, Xin Hezi's secretary came down and said that he had already reserved a seat in the restaurant.

"The restaurant is just next door to the five-star hotel. You can take someone there first. President Xin will come as soon as the meeting is over." The secretary said.

Glancing at Ji Chenfeng who was sitting in the lounge and slowly flipping through fashion magazines, I politely declined: "Tell Mr. Xin that I happen to have a friend who came to see me, so we won't have dinner together..."

"Since you're Boss Sang's friend, let's go together. Boss Xin insisted on staying with you for dinner. The food at the hotel has been ordered, and we'll just wait for us to go there." The secretary said quickly.

"Boss Sang, let's go together, it will be more lively if there is one more person." Cai Congcong leaned into my ear and whispered, "You are not at my level and you don't have a good meal with Boss Xin."

Frowning and thinking for a moment, he didn't think of a better excuse.If I just leave like this and it reaches Xu Xi's ears, maybe she will be curious about who is this "friend" who can make me refuse Xin Hezi's dinner.

Forget it, it's just a meal, and it's not like bringing him directly in front of Sang Zhengbai, what are you afraid of?

Pushing open the glass door, Ji Chenfeng raised his head when he heard the voice.

"Ok?"

I stopped in front of him and told him about the meal in a very apologetic tone.

"Dining with your colleagues?" He closed the magazine and looked up at me with a slightly astonished expression.

I sighed and said, "Colleagues are secondary, elders are the main ones. If it weren't for elders, I would have rejected it long ago."

I thought that he might not be willing and had some concerns, but unexpectedly he stood up and put the magazine back on the magazine rack next to the sofa, expressing that he didn't mind eating together.

The things that had bothered me all afternoon were easily resolved in this way, and while my mood became happier, the shock caused by breaking through the defense line of the lips and tongue also subsided a lot.

If a kiss can make him so obedient, then this kiss is not a bad thing.

Although the hotel where we ate was not far from Xin Hezi's company, and it took only 5 minutes to walk there, Cai Congcong and I planned to drive there separately.

When passing the only red light, out of the corner of his eye, he saw Ji Chenfeng rubbing his left wrist unconsciously, as if there was something there.

"What happened to your hand?" I asked directly.

Ji Chenfeng paused, and looked down at his wrist.

"This? I got scratched accidentally." He slowly loosened his cuffs and lifted them up, revealing three bright red scratches on his wrists.

Although blood scabs had already formed, but because the wound was relatively deep, it looked the same at first glance as if it had just been scratched.

"It turns out that heartthrobs will be arrested too." I teased.

"Being a veterinarian will inevitably encounter these things, just get used to it." He said, buttoning his cuffs again, "I'm not a heartthrob. If I was a heartthrob, I wouldn't be bullied all the time when I was young .”

I know all of this, and the private detective has already written all the details in the report.But the one sitting here was not Sang Nian who knew his affairs by heart, but Sang Nian who was hearing this for the first time.

"Bullyed? Are you?" I pretended to be curious, "You must have been quite big when you were young, how could you be bullied?"

"In nature, disabled cubs are expelled from the group. Because I wear a strange hearing aid and look different from other children, I was also expelled from the group of human cubs." His voice was different. It seems that I have completely let go of my illness, without a trace of resentment towards the past, "They not only squeezed me out and robbed me of my things, but also pushed me down and locked me in the toilet."

"What a bunch of... little bastards." Swallowing the "bastards" back, I chose a more civilized curse word.

"But not everyone is like that. I have a... friend who lived near my house when I was a child. Every time I was robbed of my schoolbag, shoes, hearing aid, etc., he would help me get it back. Thanks to him, the province I wasted a lot of money. Later, because everyone was afraid of him, they gradually stopped bullying me."

The hands holding the steering wheel tightened, and I could tell something was wrong.

What friend, isn't he his first man?Thinking that I didn't know and talked about my ex brazenly in front of me, and you still have the nerve to say that I'm a playboy?

Fuck, so good why don't you go to him and ask him to reward you with lollipops, gay!

The thought of being kissed by this mouth that has licked other men is disgusting to death.

I exposed his scar with malice: "Such a good friend, are you still in touch now?"

Ji Chenfeng fell silent, and didn't speak again until the green light came on.

I should feel good about stinging him, at first I thought so.But for some reason, he really got stung and I started getting annoyed again.

This unknown fire has been burning me, and it is stuffy in my chest, making me lose even the interest in asking questions.

He drove the car under the rain corridor of the hotel, and was about to get out of the car to ask the hotel doorman to help park the car, when Ji Chenfeng suddenly spoke after a long silence.

"He's tired of me, and tired of the endless life day after day. Six years ago, since he left the country...he hasn't contacted me again." After speaking, he opened the door and got out of the car.