The selfish gene

This kiss seemed to drain all of Ji Chenfeng's battery tonight, he slid down against my lips, and just fell limply on my body.

After being dazed for a moment, I turned my head to look at Yan Shanhua at the door, stared at her silently for a while, and helped Ji Chenfeng into the room under her horrified gaze.

When Ji Chenfeng, who was completely unconscious, was supported to lie down on his quilt, there was a suppressed coughing sound from behind.I just saw Yan Shanhua's complexion was not very good, he should be sick.

Randomly pulled a corner of the quilt to Ji Chenfeng's body, and then took off the instrument on his ear and put it aside. After doing all this, I stretched my sore muscles, turned around and walked out the door.

He didn't mean to be jealous of Yan Shanhua, nor did he want to explain anything to her, but just walked past her indifferently, not even bothering to give her a look.

Bending down to put on my shoes, I pushed the door open, breathed in the fresh air outside, unconsciously squeezed my lungs to the limit, and exhaled deeply.After walking one step, two steps, and three steps forward, he heard the sound of the iron door being opened suddenly behind him, mixed with the sound of messy footsteps.

"Xiao Nian..."

It was expected, so I wasn't surprised.I stopped and half turned around at the call.

Yan Shanhua staggered to catch up with me. He didn't know whether he was walking too fast or was too shocked. After hurriedly grabbing my arm, he fell powerlessly to the ground.The knuckles were protruding from the force, and she trembled, almost pulling my coat off her body.

"Xiao Nian, don't retaliate against me like this, please, don't do this..." She raised her face, revealing a tear-stained face, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault! Don't do this, I beg you You...I really beg you!"

I stared at her numbly, completely unmoved: "Do you know what kind of life I lived in Sang's house after you left?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." She apologized over and over again, as if she had been scared out of her wits, and she didn't listen to me at all.

"After you left, Sang Zhengbai found another nanny to take me with her. In front of people, she treated me very well, as if I was really her own son. But once there were only two of us left, she would treat me All kinds of scolding."

Yan Shanhua's crying was suddenly stopped, she opened her mouth slightly, and stared at me blankly, except that the tears still rolled down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably, her body was completely still as if someone had pressed the pause button.

"She would let me lick the food that fell on the floor, burn me with cigarette butts, slap me, and press my head into the water..." I thought it would be painful to mention these things, after all, the last time Shi Hao was there I nearly knocked his brains out when I mentioned this in front of me.I don't know why, but this time it didn't hurt at all.If I have to say it, it's a bit of a pleasure - venting my emotions and hurting Yan Shanhua makes me feel unprecedentedly happy.

"Sang Zhengbai is busy with business matters, just like he is with you. He is very relieved of the nanny and thinks that she took me well. I was tortured by her until I was five years old like this. You know the most ridiculous thing is What? I thought she was my mother, I thought...all mothers were like that."

Nobody told me what "mama" was, but when I called that woman "mama" clumsily like other kids, she seemed happy and less cruel to me afterwards.

After I grew up, I realized that the other party was happy not because she was happy to be my mother, but because... She fooled the superiors with a lowly status and made fun of those who looked down on her. Wisdom rejoices, rejoices in one's courage and character.

She was happy to make me call her mom over and over, and then give me the sharpest pain when I let my guard down.Just like those animals in the circus, they obviously have the ability to overthrow the animal trainer, but they will still obediently crawl at the feet of their masters and tremble, not daring to disobey in the slightest.She enjoys being "tamed" like this, and I'm her puppy.

If Xu Xi hadn't come to see me later, found the scars on my body, and exposed the nanny's crimes, maybe I would have been abused and grown up like this, and thought that this is the pain that everyone must experience when growing up.

"No..." Yan Shanhua showed a terrified expression and shook his head weakly, his throat still seemed to be blocked by something, but the syllables were leaking out with difficulty.

"Where was Ji Chenfeng when I was abused? He was raised by you and held in your palm." I raised my arms little by little to get rid of her entanglement, "Even if you came to me three years ago , also to heal him.”

Yan Shanhua tightly grasped the last bit of fabric, choked up and couldn't speak: "Xiao Nian... I don't know... I really didn't know it would be like this..."

Unrelentingly and completely throwing off the other party, I looked down at this woman who was kneeling on the ground, embarrassed and in pain, and didn't stop my torment.

"I haven't had a good life these years. Sang Zhengbai only has his own business in his eyes. Although Mrs. Sang's parents raised me, they don't get close to me." I pointed to the blue iron gate, "Ji Chenfeng You have carefully framed your certificates and hung them on the wall. But no one has ever cared about my certificates."

No matter how hard you try, you will not be recognized, and no matter how much you expect praise, what you get in the end is just a sloppy prevarication.

After year after year of disappointment, I grew into what I am today, but one day I was suddenly told by a strange woman that I have been occupying other people's lives for more than [-] years.

Ha, me?Occupy?

In this case, shouldn't I have hatred?Does a guy who completely accepts reality and thinks about giving up everything he has to others really exist in this world?

I bent down, and gently wiped away the tears on Yan Shanhua's face: "You can tell him what I'm plotting and scheming. But I can also tell you clearly that if you do that, I will hate you, And it will never make it easier for you."

Feeling the slight trembling under my palm, I smiled and continued: "Isn't it good now? He is happy, and I am happy too. Only when we are happy can you be happy, right? Don't worry, as long as the secret is still a secret, I will be happy." won't hurt him."

After speaking, I straightened up, put my hands in my pockets, and turned away without looking back.

The steps were long, and I was not walking fast because of the dim light.The feeling of exhilaration after venting his emotions was blown by the wind, and he couldn't even hold on to the time when he walked down the long steps, and it passed away in a blink of an eye.

Halfway to the distance, I just sat down on the long dark steps and looked up at the sky dotted with sparse stars.Looking at it, I feel sincerely... this place, even the night sky is so ugly.

He raised the tear-stained hand to his eyes, because it was tightly clenched in his pocket, the tear stains from his fingertips stained his palm, and reflected light from the thin moonlight.

Ji Chenfeng's sticky voice sounded next to his ear, he said, I am his angel.

"What angel..." I sneered and tightened my fingers. In the dry autumn night, the little water mark disappeared completely in just a short time.

I sat for a while and smoked the e-cigarette for a while before getting up and continuing down the stairs.

In the next few days, he didn't take the initiative to contact Ji Chenfeng. It wasn't because he was afraid of Yan Shanhua, but...he just couldn't get enough energy.

I'm not very worried about Yan Shanhua telling Ji Chenfeng the whole story. Although she has never been with Ji Chenfeng, this woman is the kind of person who can tell her character at a glance-she dare not.

Because of the move to the hotel, there was no giant screen projection, I couldn’t watch horror movies for a while, and I had nothing else to do, so I went to Aliya.

Xu Xi has already learned about Hezi Fashion from Cai Congcong, he praised me a lot and treated me to lunch.

"In a few days it will be my sister's death day, don't forget then."

The hand holding the knife and fork paused, and then I answered it calmly, and I answered in a natural tone: "Time flies so fast, I will be over 20 in a blink of an eye."

Xu Xi smiled and said, "If my sister is still alive, she will be very relieved to see you grow up so big."

If she was still alive, I might not be the one sitting here.

Knowing that I was a fake, I still worshiped Mrs. Sang as if nothing had happened in the past three years, and this year... I even seduced his son.

If there is a heaven and hell, Yan Shanhua and I will definitely go to hell and be judged after death.

After eating with Xu Xi, I habitually took out my phone to check the time, only to see the message Ji Chenfeng sent me in the morning.

[Can I have a look at Xiaocao? 】

I haven't contacted you for a few days, did the first text message just let me take a look at that bastard?

"What's the matter?" Xu Xi asked while putting on his coat, "You look gloomy."

I stuffed my phone into my pocket and walked out of the restaurant with her: "It's okay, it's just spam."

"Will you go to the show with me this afternoon?"

I hesitated and said, "No, I'm going back to sleep."

Obviously going back to the hotel to sleep, why did he drive the car to the pet hospital for no reason?

Looking at the familiar bright blue door not far away, even he couldn't understand his behavior.

Forget it, it's all here, let's go in and take a look at Xiao Wang Ba.

After getting out of the car, the door was pushed open, and the noisy quarrels came out from inside.

"You quack doctor, you pay my baby... You killed it, and it was you who died! You are simply murdering for money!"

"Calm down, discuss things carefully, we understand your feelings, but this is not the reason for you to do it..."

"Fuck your mother, our cat was put to death by your doctor, how do you let me calm down? We came to be sterilized, but died on your operating table, how do you let me calm down?"

The quarrel between men and women came from the end of the corridor, which belonged to Ji Chenfeng's small office.

Many pet owners waiting in the consulting room poked their heads out to watch curiously, and there were several spectators around the office door.

I approached the door, and because of my height advantage, I immediately saw Ji Chenfeng standing against the wall inside.

His cheekbones were red and swollen, and his white coat was wrinkled. His head was drooping, his tall body was bent, and he looked like a miserable abandoned stray dog.

Opposite him were a man and a woman who looked like husband and wife.The woman had been sitting on a chair and crying with something wrapped in a white cloth, while the man was viciously arguing with another middle-aged doctor who was wearing a white coat and was a little older.

"You must have given an explanation!" The woman roared, and a fluffy silver tail that had lost its vitality fell out of the white cloth bag.

Ji Chenfeng's body trembled, he glanced towards the woman, then quickly retracted, lowering his head even lower.

oh.I heard something, and I became interested.

Is this a medical accident?I don't know who said that I am good at taking care of small animals?That's all.