The selfish gene

Get close to Ji Chenfeng, stand up for him, date him...Everything you've done so far is just to gain his favor and seek benefits for yourself.

Being with him is indeed much more interesting than being with Zheng Jieyuan and the others, and the happiness I get is also very novel.But playing the couple game on the surface is enough, after all, people still have to make more plans for themselves.

Completely cut off his source of income, and at the same time created a money gap that he couldn't afford, and drove him to a dead end with raging flames.In this world, it has always been "the rich have distant relatives in the mountains, and the poor have no one to ask." Three years ago, no one helped him, and three years later, no one will help him.In this way, he can only turn to me for help.

Like a hero in a fairy tale, I will descend from the sky to put out the fire for him and save him from danger.And he will be like the innocent "princess" in the tower who knows nothing about the world, grateful to me without any doubt.

With the blessing of kindness one after another, he will surely fall into the trap I wove for him.In the end...become a dodder that depends on the big tree to survive, eat the nutrients I donate, cling to my feet, and become an inseparable community of interests with me.

"Can't find him?"

The nurse at the front desk with "Li Ya" written on the nameplate on her chest smiled awkwardly at me and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Sang, Dr. Ji has left the job, and we can't contact him at the moment."

Looking at the closed office at the end of the corridor, his tone gradually became worse because he didn't get a satisfactory answer.

"And what about my turtle?"

"He was...taken away by Dr. Ji."

"I can't find anyone, and I can't find a turtle. You really can't help. Is that what you mean?"

Facing my strength, the nurse shrank her neck, lowered her head, and couldn't speak fluently.

"Yes, I'm sorry... Otherwise, I will give you the contact information of our dean, you can ask him?"

Ask a fart.

Annoyed, she punched the table with her fist. Obviously she didn't use much strength, but the nurse was still terrified and took a few steps back.

"Mr. Sang, you, calm down. Doctor Ji is very nice, there must be some misunderstanding, he will not abuse your turtle..."

I pursed my lips tightly and didn't listen to what the other person was saying. I turned around and strode away from the pet hospital.

It has been a week since he bought Wu Rong's old thing. Today is the last day of Ji Chenfeng's internship, and it is also the day to inform him of his decision not to renew the contract.But I couldn't find him since the morning. I contacted Yan Shanhua, but I couldn't get through the phone. I don't know if he blocked me.

Damn it!Where did it go?

Sitting in the car, I bit the nail on my thumb hard to vent my frustration.

Could Yan Shanhua tell him the truth, otherwise why did the two lose contact at the same time?Or did the old man slip up by accident, making Ji Chenfeng realize that I was playing tricks behind his back?

No, it won't.

He was fine until yesterday, and I met him two days ago and took him to the hotel where I stayed to watch a horror movie together.At that time, although he was absent-minded the whole time, his attitude towards me was the same as before.When I pretended to ask, he just said that he was too busy with work and didn't have a good rest, but I guessed that Yan Shanhua asked him for money—as I said, he made up a bunch of nonsense and asked him to find a way to raise money.He was bothered by this, but out of face, he didn't want me to know.

I've been waiting for him to speak for the past two days, and I've thought up the lines, but now I don't even know where he went.

Why does such a small thing go wrong?Can't you just develop according to my idea?

Damn, damn, damn, damn! !

There was a sudden pain in the finger, and when he came back to his senses, the neatly trimmed nails on the thumb had been bitten terribly, not to mention the uneven edges, and strands of blood were oozing from the top.

Frowning in disgust, I grabbed the paper towel on the car and roughly wiped my hands clean, then glanced at my phone again.

Quietly, Ji Chenfeng didn't reply to me, whether it was a phone call or a message.

If I send him a message in the morning, if he is busy at noon, he will reply to me after get off work at night.Because I was almost used to it, I only realized something was wrong at night. When I found the pet hospital, Ji Chenfeng had long since disappeared.

Although I knew that the internship period was three months, I honestly didn't remember it very carefully, which led to the current situation. This is probably a hundred secrets and one sparse.Rather than annoy others, it is better to say that I hate myself who hates carelessness.It is clear that you have put in so much effort, you should be more careful...

After leaving the pet hospital, he went to Ji Chenfeng's house again.Looking in from the small kitchen window in the corridor, it was pitch black inside, there was no sound at all, it didn't look like anyone was there at all.

Reluctantly hammering on the blue iron door, except for the loud noise, no one came to open the door for a long time.

I dragged my feet down the stairs. I almost fell because of distraction. Fortunately, I grabbed the rusty handrail next to me in time, but even so, I slid and sat on the steps in embarrassment.

Hong City has completely entered winter, and the sky has been gray since the morning, as if it will rain anytime, anywhere.

Looking at the sky above the slums where all kinds of wires are scattered and interspersed, without a single star, I let out a long breath.

What a mess.When people are unlucky, drinking cold water will clog their teeth.

Sitting on the filthy steps like this, I took out my mobile phone with my hand full of rust, and tried to send another voice message to Ji Chenfeng.

"I just went to your house to look for you, but I accidentally fell down on the stairs. Doctor Ji, it hurts so much."

Leaning on the railing, someone came down the steps behind me, but because it was too dark, I didn't even notice me in the corner.

After about 5 minutes, the sky gradually began to rain, and just when I was about to get up and leave, the phone rang.Seeing that it was from Ji Chenfeng, I quickly picked it up.

"How do you..."

"Where the hell have you been?"

There was silence for both sides, and the next few seconds were a blank period of being at a loss.

"Where are you? I'll go find you." I gritted my teeth and changed my words.

Maybe because he sensed my anger through the electronic signal, Ji Chenfeng was quite sensible and explained his whereabouts without any nonsense.

"I'll send you the location."

According to the navigation, I finally came to a small amusement park not far from the slums.Ji Chenfeng was sitting in the convenience store facing the gate of the amusement park. There was a small plastic box in front of him. From the hazy silhouette, it was not difficult to see that it was my little bastard.

I pushed the door aggressively into the store, and walked straight to Ji Chenfeng who was by the window amidst the background sound of the clerk "Welcome to XXX".

They were already so angry that they would definitely do it before, but if Ji Chenfeng said it, he had to bear it no matter what.So just stopped in front of him, breathing heavily, torn between holding back the violence and punching his handsome face.

In order to find him, I didn't eat dinner, ran all night, fell down, my pants still have mud marks, my body is still wet from the rain, and my whole body is cold and sticky.It made me feel so embarrassed, but he was fine. He was alone in a warm convenience store, and he was in the mood to take his pet to see the scenery.

"Why didn't you answer the phone?" I asked him sullenly.

He was sitting on a round stool, looking up at me slightly, with no intention of justifying his behavior.

"……sorry."

The clenched fists were clenched even tighter: "I went to the hospital, they said you resigned."

"Did they say that?" He smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's not resignation, it's just that I didn't pass the internship period."

Sitting next to Ji Chenfeng and eating a bowl of instant noodles, the rain outside was getting heavier, and shattered neon lights were cast on the huge glass.

The amusement park opposite has been closed, but the lights on the amusement facilities are still flashing, changing into various colorful lights.Among them, the huge Ferris wheel is particularly conspicuous.

"When I was young, I always envied other children to have their parents take them to the amusement park." Ji Chenfeng said looking at the Ferris wheel in the distance.

Pushing aside the bucket of instant noodles full of strong flavor, I wiped my mouth with a paper towel, and I said, "What a coincidence, me too."

Ji Chenfeng turned his head to look at me: "Didn't you go there when you grew up? With your... those girlfriends?"

My attitude towards them is probably the attitude of Sang Zhengbai towards me - as long as the material conditions are met, it is enough, and the emotional needs depend entirely on the supply of the mood.And many times I am in a bad mood, so I can't take care of them at the same time.

"No."

Unable to bear the taste of instant noodles in my mouth, I got up and went to the cashier to buy a box of mints.

"Let's go together sometime." Returning to Ji Chenfeng, I raised my chin towards the gate of the amusement park opposite, and said, "I did all the places I didn't go to when I was young, and the things I didn't do."

He stared at me for a long time, with a slight arc on his lips: "...OK."

It should be me who got wet in the rain, why did I show such an expression that even my eyes are wet?

Getting closer to him, holding his face, I lowered my head and kissed Ji Chenfeng, completely ignoring that this is a convenience store with people coming and going, and there were even two clerks three meters away.

This kiss seemed to shut down Ji Chenfeng's forced calm in front of me tonight. He pressed the back of my head and kissed me back more deeply. His other hand tightly held my wrist. From the point of contact, A slight trembling can be felt spreading.

The taste of mint spread in each other's mouths, and the pain on the tip of the tongue pulled back my sanity.When I opened my eyes, from the corner of my eye, the clerk at the counter peeked here and there from time to time, whispering to each other, apparently having noticed our out-of-the-ordinary behavior.

Two men kiss in a convenience store.They must feel perverted, right?It's okay, I feel perverted anyway.

To this day, it's incredible, kissing men, comforting each other, sharing the same bed...everything is disgusting and perverted, and they just did it.

For the sake of power and wealth, people can really become ghosts.

Pushing him away against Ji Chenfeng's shoulder, he took his hand and rushed out of the shop.The rain has lightened a lot, so it is not a problem to just run all the way to the parking place.

"and many more……"

Ji Chenfeng broke free from my hand and returned to the shop again.When I came out again, I was holding the grass that had just been left behind and a newly bought umbrella in my hand.

I took the umbrella from him, unpacked it and opened it, and I walked into the rain first, but I didn't see the other party following me for a long time.

Looking back suspiciously, Ji Chenfeng was standing under the rain eaves at the entrance of the convenience store, staring at me with complicated eyes, the top of the nail bed turned pale due to the force of the ten fingers holding the plastic box.

I had a premonition of what he was going to say, but I didn't rush him. I just put one hand in my trouser pocket and waited quietly with an umbrella open.

After a while, his stiff body suddenly relaxed, and the self-esteem in his body that didn't want to give in was finally defeated.Lost to...the cruel reality that cannot be controlled.

"Sang Nian..." Through the rain, he asked, "Can you help me?"