The selfish gene

I really don't like to hear that.It was so powerful that it took me a while to speak as usual.

"Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

There is no place for me anymore, so where is my place?Or...to whom?

Ji Chenfeng quickly cleaned the bowls one by one and put them aside, his tone remained unchanged from the beginning to the end: "It has nothing to do with you."

It was as if a big stone was blocked in my heart, and I couldn't feel comfortable no matter how hard I breathed.

Intellectually speaking, it really has nothing to do with me. I have nothing to do with him. He can be with whoever he likes. This is his freedom, and I have no right to interfere.

"Is it Jane?" But I have never been a rational person. Even if the medicine suppresses most of my bad temper and makes me look rational, it is just an illusion.

Drugs can help me calm down, but they can't erase my emotions.

"Is it him?" Seeing that Ji Chenfeng didn't answer for a long time, I calmly asked again.

Don't nod, don't say "yes".I stared at the back of his head, and dark thoughts gradually rose in my heart.Don't let me be someone I feel terrible about.

Accompanied by the sound of running water, Ji Chenfeng thrust his chopsticks into the chopstick rest, as if he felt absurd when he heard Jian Xing's name: "No, don't drag others into it."

The black flame that opened its teeth and claws at birth immediately stagnated, became smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared.

Just because of his words, the stones, flames, and pain in my heart all disappeared, and my entangled mind was released. I felt the pain dullly. When I looked down, it turned out that I had unknowingly scratched the blister on the back of my hand. .The interstitial fluid dripped down half of the palm along with the blood, and it looked a little bit oozing.

What did I do just now?what do i want to do

Without saying anything else, I quickly left the kitchen with my palms in my hands, took a tissue from the cabinet in the living room, and pressed the wound.I searched for my mobile phone and found it on the ground. I bent down to pick it up, stuffed it into my trouser pocket, turned my head, stepped on Ji Chenfeng's slippers and went out the door without saying a word.

He slammed the door shut and went down the stairs without thinking about how to get back.

There was never a moment when I was so clearly aware of Ji Chenfeng's horror, he seemed to be able to easily turn me into another person.As long as it's about him, I can't calm down.He controls my emotions more than drugs.

Walking slowly in the dark streets, when he came back to his senses, he had already come to a small noodle shop with a bright sign.

Gluttonous noodle restaurant... I remember last winter, Ji Chenfeng brought me here to eat noodles.

My stomach, which has not eaten any food for nearly ten hours, made a grunting sound in response to the occasion, and I walked into the store with my legs up. It happened that someone came out and bumped into me.

"Is that right..." The boy who was carrying the plastic bag looked back and apologized to me, and was stunned for a while.

Although I had my hair cut and changed into clean clothes, my spirit and energy were different, but I still recognized him at a glance.It was Cheng Tao, the kid who smashed my car twice and was finally sent to the police station by Ji Chenfeng.

He obviously recognized me too, and his expression became stiff.

"I'm sorry." Standing up straight, he bowed down to me respectfully and saluted me.

Before I could respond, he bent down again, longer this time.

"Thank you."

Straightening up, he gave me a shy smile, then turned and ran into the darkness with the bag in his arms.

Looking at his disappearing figure, I was full of doubts.I can still understand the apology. After all, I smashed my car twice, so I should say sorry, but why thank me?Thank me for taking him to the police station?

Lifting the curtain and entering, the old woman who was watching TV turned her head and smiled when she saw me.

"Hey, isn't this Xiao Ji's friend?"

I smiled and sat down in front of the board: "You have a really good memory."

"I only remember you because you are handsome, and others will forget it the next day." The old man on the side said with a smile, "Look at what to eat today?"

I ordered the same noodles as last time, and while I was waiting, I asked about the child just now, as if casually.

"You mean Cheng Tao?" The old lady said with a gossipy face, "He told you before that his mother ran away with someone, and there was a younger sister and the child of the disabled father at home. He was still wandering on the road last year. The petty theft, I thought this kid was going to be abolished, but it turned around, somehow attracted the attention of the government, not only tried to get the two kids back to school, but also found a nursing home for the dad, and the money was also Funded by some organization."

The old man joined in: "This is called good luck. I heard that the school waived all the expenses for the siblings, and the government even applied for the subsistence allowance. Although the money is not much, it is enough for the children to spend less. Sometimes Cheng Tao will come to our store to buy food, all of which are the cheapest plain noodles. I feel sad when I look at it. Last month, I asked him to come and help after finishing his homework at night. He washed two dishes and asked him to bring some when he went back. Let's go."

"Cheng Tao and his sister seem to be doing well at school, and the teacher is also happy that they can go back to school and continue their studies. It would be great if they can be successful." The old woman said with emotion, "Our place, I'm not afraid of your jokes, it's just a pheasant coop Few of those who were born and bred can do anything, and they can be considered educated even if they can go to high school. It's different with the kid from the Ji family..."

Pointing in the direction of Ji Chenfeng's house, she gave a thumbs up and said, "He is a golden phoenix flying out of a pheasant's nest. Knowledge, appearance, and character are all first-class. I am destined to be a pheasant for the rest of my life." , I just hope that these little ones can turn into phoenixes and become one.”

So, Cheng Tao thanked me, could it be that he thanked me for bringing him back on track so that he could have the opportunity to return to school?

Then he thanked the wrong person.

Although Ji Chenfeng and Ji Chenfeng took him to the police station, deep down, I didn't believe that doing so would change anything.Subconsciously, I believe that this is a stinky ditch, and the people here can't wash away the filth and stench from their bodies for a lifetime.Like Yan Shanhua, like me.

But Ji Chenfeng is different because he was born different.Only people like him will believe that people can be changed and fate can be broken.

Before today, I always thought that in the relationship between Zhou Jiyu and Ji Chenfeng, Zhou Jiyu was undoubtedly more attractive to Ji Chenfeng, but maybe it was just the opposite...

Ji Chenfeng is like the light in the darkness, making the filthy snakes, insects, rats and ants yearn for and fear at the same time.

Maybe it's not necessarily that Zhou Jiyu is attracted to Ji Chenfeng involuntarily.Just like me.

After eating the noodles, I dawdled for a long time and refused to leave. The two elderly people may rarely have someone to talk to them so much, so I let me sit until the store closed.

I heard them tell a lot about the past in Flying City.Why Ji Chenfeng and Zhou Jiyu used to come to their restaurant to eat noodles, but after Zhou Jiyu left for many years without hearing from him, Ji Chenfeng seldom came.The last time Zhou Jiyu came back to visit them, they were so different that the old woman almost didn't recognize them.

Talking about Yan Shanhua again, he said that more than 20 years ago, they were still setting up a stall on the side of the road, and one day they suddenly saw a woman crying on the road holding her baby.

After asking, I found out that the woman's husband was paralyzed, and she supported the family alone. She was busy from morning to night, and the child was sick and didn't have time to take him to the hospital. She thought it was a minor illness, so she took some medicine herself, but ended up taking medicine Something went wrong with eating, and the child was deaf.

The woman kept slapping herself until her cheeks were swollen, and she muttered back and forth, asking "what to do, what to do".The child is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed. With a face carved in pink and jade, even if he can't speak smoothly, he will wipe his mother's tears and tell her not to cry.But in this way, the woman cried even more sadly, hugged him, and the words turned into a heart-piercing "I'm sorry".

I listened silently, and I would have ridiculed her in the past, but after Yan Shanhua passed away, my emotions stabilized, and I no longer wanted to speculate on her psychology except for a little sigh.

How to go, how to go back in the end.When I returned to the blue iron door, it was close to twelve o'clock, and it was dead of night, and I couldn't hear any movement inside through the door.

The self-esteem that has always been elusive recently is full of presence at the moment, which makes me a little bit overwhelmed.

How about just spending the night in the hallway?

Looking at the small plastic bench and small table behind me, I began to think seriously about the feasibility of sleeping on it tonight.

Anyway, the weather is quite warm, sleep until tomorrow, if Ji Chenfeng can walk in front of me as if nothing happened, and doesn't leave me the key, I will smash his broken lock and find someone to replace it with a new one.

Thinking of this, I sat down on the small round stool and took a look at my sleeping environment. I was quite satisfied, so I lay my arms on my head and started to fall asleep. In the end, within 5 minutes, I was attacked by an army of bomber-like mosquitoes and fell from the stool. jumped up.

He slapped the iron door vigorously, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw a black shadow flashing past not far from the corridor, which seemed to be a mouse as big as a cat.

This is too fucking big...

All kinds of mouse disaster movie title scenes instantly appeared in my mind, and the force of hitting the iron gate became stronger.After a while, under my tireless harassment, the iron door was finally slowly opened. I quickly opened the door with quick eyesight and squeezed in impatiently.

He closed the door with his backhand, and before his frightened heartbeat had time to calm down, it beat harder and faster because of Ji Chenfeng who was close at hand.

"Do you know what time it is?" He looked down at me and asked oppressively.

I leaned against the door and explained: "I went to the Taotie noodle restaurant to eat noodles, and I accidentally chatted with the old man a little late. I'm sorry, it interrupted your rest."

Hearing that I went to the Taotie noodle restaurant, the lines between his eyebrows faded a bit, but his body still didn't move away.

"If you want to live here, you have to abide by the rules of this family."

Being under the fence, what he says will naturally be what he says, and I have no objection, just listen to him continue.

"Where to go, what to do, what time to come back at the latest, you must tell me; no matter what time you can't enter my room; without my consent, you can't touch anything here."

I nodded: "That is to say, under this roof, I must listen to you."

Ji Chenfeng stepped aside and did not deny it: "You can understand it this way."

This is probably a turn of events.In the past, he was the one who obeyed me, but now I bow to him.It's all retribution.

Smiling at him, I started to unbutton my pants.

"... What are you doing?" He looked at the trousers that I quickly took off and piled up under his feet, and his brows furrowed deeply again.

"Take off your clothes and take a shower."

I grabbed the hem of the T-shirt with my hands interlaced, and took off my clothes. I didn't wear much in summer, and I was stripped naked in front of Ji Chenfeng in a short while.

"You didn't say you can't do this." I exposed my body generously, and I didn't cover up any reaction under his gaze, let alone feel ashamed.

His gaze didn't linger on me, as the body he loved before seemed to have no attraction for him.

"One more thing, you are not allowed to take off your clothes in places other than the bathroom." He strode towards the bedroom, finished speaking with his back to me, and closed the door forcefully.

One good news, one bad news.I picked up my clothes and pants from the floor, opened the door and went into the bathroom.

The good news is, he didn't show disgust at my straight little brother.

Bad news, he actually held back, fuck.