The selfish gene

The topics between Jian Xing and Ji Chenfeng mostly focused on the pet hospital and past student life.I only have to listen to it, and it is difficult to get in.In addition, those who don’t drink always eat faster than those who drink. They didn’t finish a bottle of wine, and I had already finished my meal.

"Go take a bath." Ji Chenfeng handed me the bag that Jian Xing brought, "There is a waterproof sticker inside, you can stick it on yourself."

Although I always regard Jian Xing as an imaginary enemy, I also know that this kind of suspicion is meaningless.

It is impossible for me to be by Ji Chenfeng's side all the time to prevent him from interacting with other people, and it is even more impossible for me to mess with his work like before.I have to accept that he has other friends, other bonds in this world.I am still the big tree he can rely on at any time, but he is not a dodder, he does not need to grow around me.

After taking the bag, I took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom. After taking off my shirt, I found it difficult to put on the waterproof sticker with one hand.

Oh, there is no way.

"Chenfeng, can you come in for a while? I can't stick it with one hand." I poked my head out of the bathroom, and I interrupted the conversation between Ji Chenfeng and Jian Xing in apology.

"Wait a minute." Ji Chenfeng greeted Jian Xing, got up and walked towards me.

I took a waterproof sticker and sat on the washing machine, and when he came in, I gave him the waterproof sticker.

"Because I have to take a shower, so you specially asked him to deliver waterproof stickers?" I looked at the slightly open bathroom door, and asked softly.

"Yeah." Ji Chenfeng tore off the covering film, and carefully covered the square waterproof patch on my wound, "You can't buy this kind in general pharmacies."

As he got closer, he could smell the faint smell of alcohol on his body.Wanting him to drink less, the words came to his lips, suddenly recalling his surprising performance when he was drunk last time, hesitated for a moment, and swallowed the words back out of selfishness.

It's okay to be drunk, maybe I can take advantage of it even if I'm drunk.

"Okay, just take it off after washing." After posting, Ji Chenfeng asked me to call him again if I had something to do, and then went out.

I can't wait to wash all the things I didn't wash yesterday. I stayed in the bathroom for a long time. After washing and getting dressed to go out, I found that Ji Chenfeng and the others had removed all the dishes from the table and replaced them with watermelons.

"Have you quit smoking? It's not when you learned to smoke..." Jian Xing held a packet of shredded squid in his hand, and took out a root from it and chewed it in his mouth while talking.

I wiped my hair and sat next to them, Jian Xing pointed the shredded squid in his hand towards me, I thanked him, and took two from it.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Let's talk about quitting smoking." Jian Xing said, "I said that I have bad lungs and I smoke. This person said to quit. I said quitting smoking is so easy, and he said he quit. He handed him the cigarette, and he said at that time that he didn't smoke, but after a few years, he not only learned to smoke, but even quit smoking." There was a kind of tone in his tone, "The world is declining, people's hearts are not old, even Ji Chenfeng Learn badly" tune.

After eating the shredded squid, I took the watermelon on the table and gnawed it, a little surprised.

So Ji Chenfeng didn't smoke before?

On my birthday last year, I remember asking him who he learned from smoking. He said he learned from a special person. At the time, he thought it was Zhou Jiyu, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he had never seen Zhou Jiyu smoke, nor could he smell it on him. Over smoked.

If it wasn't for Zhou Jiyu, who is this "special person"?When will there be another person out of nowhere?

"Because Sang Nian doesn't like it."

After spitting out the watermelon seeds, I heard Ji Chenfeng's hoarse and dragging voice, and I looked towards him.He propped his cheek with one hand, without any drunkenness on his face, when he found me looking at him, he slightly raised his eyelids to meet my gaze.

It is absolutely impossible for him to look at me with such a look when he is awake, with a hint of provocation, as if... seducing me.

"He's always like this. If he says he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it." He looked away, touched Jian Xing's glass, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.

"It's fine if you like you." Jian Xing picked up his cup and drank it up.

He was just about to reach for a bottle of wine, but I stopped him: "I'll do it." After that, I gave each of them a glass to refill.

At first I was able to eat watermelon and listen to their chats, interjecting from time to time, but then I probably ran out of energy and started to feel sleepy unconsciously.

When are you going to drink it?

Yawning, I lay beside Ji Chenfeng, I just wanted to close my eyes and fall asleep, but accidentally fell asleep.I don't know how long it has been since I woke up again, and Jian Xing is finally leaving.

"You seem to be a nice person. You didn't tell me in advance that you were reconciled. You surprised me today..." Jian Xing stood up and whispered in a drunken voice.

"There is no reconciliation." Ji Chenfeng followed suit.

I remained motionless and continued to pretend to be asleep.

"Haven't you reconciled yet?" Jian Xing walked towards the door, "You're almost done, you obviously like it so much..."

Opening it quietly, Ji Chenfeng sent Jian Xing to the door: "It's not enough."

Not enough for what?

Jian Xing said goodbye and left, Ji Chenfeng locked the door and walked back, I immediately closed my eyes.

With the sound of plates and wine glasses colliding in his ears, Ji Chenfeng cleared the table.After a while, the sound of footsteps disappeared, and the sound of water came from the kitchen.

This time I opened my eyes completely and sat up from the ground.

He can still wash the dishes and clear the table. Isn't he drunk?No, he was a little drunk when I came out of the shower...

Just thinking this way, there was a sound of broken glassware in the kitchen.I was startled, and quickly got up to check, only to find that Ji Chenfeng slipped his hand and broke a cup on the ground.

He wanted to pick out the fragments, but after trying several times, his hands missed the target. I was terrified, afraid that he would hurt my hands.

"Don't pick it up, I'll come, you go and stay outside." I grabbed his wrist, gently lifted him from the ground, and pushed him out of the kitchen.

He cooperated very well the whole time, without saying a word.After I finished disposing of the broken glass and washed the bowls in the sink, I went out to see him, and he fell asleep on the low table.

Naturally, it was impossible to leave him sleeping like this all night.I walked over and gently pushed his shoulder, trying to wake him up.

"Doctor Ji, Ji Chenfeng, go in and sleep..."

He frowned and opened his eyes in a daze. Although he was reluctant, he still obediently stood up under my coaxing.

It can be seen that it is not the first time for him to drink with Jian Xing. The strange thing is that Jian Xing doesn't seem to know that his drinking capacity is actually very light.

I used to think it was amazing, how could someone be so drunk?He is not noisy, he can talk freely, and he even doesn't forget to pack the wine bottle after drinking.

If I hadn't had experience, I might have been tricked by him too.

"You have to take a shower before you can sleep." Breaking free from my support, he suddenly turned around and walked towards the bathroom.

I hurriedly followed: "Let me help you..."

It's not because I want to take advantage, but because I'm afraid that he will fall and have an accident.

"Bang!" Ji Chenfeng ignored me and blocked me outside the bathroom.

Staring at the closed wooden door in front of me, I twisted the handle, only to find that it was still locked.

After a while, the sound of water came from inside.After listening to the door for a while, I was sure there was no problem, and I turned and went into the bedroom to get him clean clothes.

There is only one wardrobe in total, and it is easy to find.Ji Chenfeng's drawers are just like his own, neat and organized. Socks and underwear are placed in different categories, T-shirts are neatly folded, and even arranged in colors from light to dark.

Open the second drawer, this layer is full of trousers, also stacked according to color and texture, neat and pleasing to the eye.

I became very interested in Ji Chenfeng's wardrobe, and then opened the top door.

The scene in the cabinet was a bit beyond my expectation.Compared with the orderliness of the first two drawers, it looks a lot messy.

The coat that should have been hung on the hanger was randomly stuffed in the corner, the scarf was entangled on it, the shirt was crumpled like a ball of pickles, and the dark red tie fell off the moment I opened the cabinet door, like a dying long tongue.

He pinched the tie and passed it to the tip of his nose to sniff, and he smelled a faint smell of mint tobacco.

It's summer now, but these clothes look like winter, why haven't they been washed for so long?

And... I pulled out that tie and looked at it under the light. Why does this tie look familiar?

Ties, shirts, coats, scarves, I dug them out of the closet and threw them on the bed.After careful identification and recall, it was finally determined that these were my clothes.

It would be a lie to say it wasn't shocking.For so many years, my daily necessities have been taken care of by others. I don’t know how many coats and ties I have. Anyway, new ones will be sent every season.If I hadn't found these things in Ji Chenfeng's closet today, I might never remember owning them in my life.

Could this be the secret in Ji Chenfeng's bedroom?

Some people, on the surface, tell me to leave quickly, not to disturb his life, but secretly hide my clothes all the time...

Put the things back for Ji Chenfeng as they were, and take the clean home clothes and underwear to the bathroom.Knowing that he couldn't hear him, he waited outside the door.

After 10 minutes, Ji Chenfeng opened the bathroom door with dripping water on his body, and I rushed to meet him and gave him the clothes.He looked at me for a long time before he took the clothes in my hand and slammed the door shut again.

When he came out again, he had already put on his clothes and cochlear implant.After taking a bath, he seemed to be even more drunk. He ignored what he was talking to, and went back to the bedroom by himself leaning on the wall.

Watch over him carefully, and follow him into the bedroom.I thought he would lie down and sleep like a good baby, but he opened the closet, took out my clothes one by one, and spread them on the bed.

All the clothes formed a small circle. He admired his masterpiece for a while, then raised his legs and stepped into this "circle". While lying down, he held the corner of my tie and put it on the tip of his nose. Curl up like a baby.

I tried to pull out the tie in his hand, and just moved, his eyes were tightly closed, and his eyebrows were frowned and clenched even tighter.

Fill your bed with my clothes like a bird builds a nest, and sleep peacefully in my scent.

Obviously like it too much.What Jian Xing said when he left flashed in his mind.I thought it was a joke, but it turned out that I really liked it.

Fingers caressed Ji Chenfeng's face, his mood changed from joy at the beginning to bitterness.Joyful because he likes me so much, sad because...he likes me like this.

If I were an optimistic guy like Zheng Jieyuan, he might not have to work so hard.

But until now, it will not be given to others.Unless I die, no one can take him away.

"Why do you say 'not enough'? Is there anything I've done that isn't enough?"

Ji Chenfeng half-opened his eyes, looking straight ahead without focus.I just asked casually, but I didn't expect to wake him up.I didn't expect him to answer well at first, after all, he was so drunk.Unexpectedly, after being silent for a few seconds, he gave an answer in a decent manner.

"Not scary enough..."

Fear?Cheng Tao smashed my car window before and was caught by him on the spot. I wanted to forget it, but he insisted on sending me to the police station. The reason was that if he couldn’t make the other party afraid, he would go too far and lose Controlled and evolved into a cancer of the city.

So now Ji Chenfeng thinks that the punishment for me is not enough, not enough for me to learn enough lessons, right?

How can I let him know that I am terrified of death, that I have been unable to do anything too extreme in my whole life, and there will be no more small flames.

"Then... Who did you learn to smoke from?" I squeezed his earlobe, and I asked another puzzle in my heart.

Ji Chenfeng stayed in a daze for a longer time this time, and moved the tie closer to his nose, burying half of his face in it.

"Sang Nian." After he finished speaking vaguely, he closed his eyes again.

This is an answer I never expected.

I?He smoked like me?What, how is it possible, I only talked to him last year, he should have only seen me once before the hospital bed... right?

Wait, I thought of another possibility.

What if he found out I was following him early in the morning?

The subway station, the coffee shop... I thought I was hiding it well, but in fact he had already seen everything.

This can explain why since the reunion, he has always been sure that I was following him, and he has been very indifferent to my investigation of people around him.

Because in his view, I have already had a lot of criminal records and bad deeds. I did this three years ago, and he also noticed it. Of course, he will not be surprised by it.