The selfish gene

After the wound healed, Zheng Jieyuan took time to drive his car away.We only said a few words at the door of the room, but he didn't enter the room, let alone mention Shi Hao's affairs, and left in a hurry after taking the car keys.

I know it's really not easy to say this kind of thing openly, so I sent him a message in a tactful way, asking him not to be stingy to tell me if he has any difficulties. Our relationship is not polite.

After a long time, he sent a series of crying emoticons, and finally replied with the word "um".

Ji Chenfeng and I have returned to a state infinitely close to the past.

I say infinitely close, because we will eat together, sleep together, and live under the same roof like lovers, but unlike lovers, we don't hold hands, kiss, or go to bed.

Every day, I long to return to the state of real "lovers" with Ji Chenfeng, wanting to kiss and hug wantonly, and toss and roll on the bed.But at the same time, I also understand Ji Chenfeng's feeling that "it's not enough".Looking at what I've done before, I can't be too cautious.

This may be one of Ji Chenfeng's tests for me, to see if I am patient enough.When he takes the initiative to kiss me and returns to the previous state of wanting to be intimate with me all the time, it should be the time when he feels "enough" and completely forgives me.

"You are so good." Meng Xueyan looked at the test paper in my hand and said enviously, "I only got 76 in the test..."

In the sign language class quiz, there were a total of fifty multiple-choice questions. I got one wrong and scored 98. I was undoubtedly among the "top students".

"The teacher taught me well." Looking at Ji Chenfeng who was distributing test papers to others, the corners of my lips curled up unconsciously.

In order to better enhance the relationship, I have been thinking of various ways recently, one of which is to ask Ji Chenfeng more questions about sign language.Since it is a very reasonable request, he generally does not refuse.In this way, the communication is improved, and my sign language performance has also improved.

"I should be more careful." Meng Xueyan carefully folded the test papers, stuffed them into her small bag, and suddenly sniffed.

I heard the sound and looked at her, only to find that the corners of her eyes were slightly red, and she looked like she was about to cry.

"Why are you crying?" A sign language quiz, as for?

"I think of my younger brother..." Meng Xueyan said, "My younger brother has congenital neurological deafness, and his hearing has become worse and worse in the past two years. He is my original intention to learn sign language. I originally thought that before he lost his hearing completely , at least learn to use sign language to communicate with hearing-impaired people barrier-free, but I'm so stupid, I feel like I can't do it..." At the end, I even choked up my words.

If you are not willing to try to change, what is the use of crying?

"As the saying goes, 'Stupid birds fly first', if you feel stupid, you should work harder."

Compared with Ji Chenfeng's teaching style full of encouragement and praise, I am more like the eagle-style education school-learn from the dead.I will never say nonsense like "you have tried your best, don't put too much pressure on yourself". If you don't meet your ideal expectations, there is no doubt that the effort you put in is not enough.

Meng Xueyan pursed her lips, maybe she didn't expect me to speak so directly, a look of embarrassment appeared on her face.

After a while, she asked softly, "Sang Nian, why did you come to learn sign language?"

"Because the one you like can't hear you." Ji Chenfeng bent down and handed the test paper in front of a male classmate. He said something in a low voice. The other party's ears turned red immediately, and he couldn't help nodding. appearance.

Why didn't you say anything to me when you put down my test paper and left?They are all his students, how can they be treated differently?Top students also need encouragement.

"Huh? Can't the person you like hear?"

I glanced at Meng Xueyan beside me: "Is there any question?"

"No, no, no problem." She waved her hands again and again, as if she was afraid that I would misunderstand, "I'm just a little surprised, there are so few boys who are as attentive as you..."

After distributing the test papers, Ji Chenfeng returned to the podium, ready to start class again.

Taking advantage of the last bit of time, I replied to Meng Xueyan: "He is worth it. I am willing to do anything for him."

After finishing the course, the three of them got on the same subway.There were not many people in the carriage, and there were still a few empty seats. Ji Chenfeng and I sat together, and Meng Xueyan sat across from us.

"Why didn't you praise me today?" During the driving, accompanied by a slight shaking, I leaned into Ji Chenfeng's ear and asked.

He was holding a paper book in his hand, reading it engrossedly, he raised his head from the book when he heard the words, and asked without knowing why: "What are you bragging about?"

"I got 98 points in the test, but you didn't say anything?"

Ji Chenfeng thought for a while and said, "You did a good job."

What kind of perfunctory tone is this?

Dissatisfied, I pressed down the book in his hand, preventing him from continuing to read.

"not enough."

He looked at me again, this time lingering on my face for an extra long time.

I was very disturbed by him, and subconsciously took my hand away, and Ji Chenfeng took the opportunity to pull the book out of my hand.I thought he didn't want to cooperate with me and didn't bother to pay attention to me, so I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

Forget it, be patient.Repeat ten times.Be patient, be patient...

"You did a good job, Xiao Nian."

Ji Chenfeng's deep and gentle voice sounded next to my ears, and my eyes were blocked by the unfolded book. After I finished speaking, a kiss softer and sweeter than cotton candy fell on my cheek.

Opening his eyes, his cheeks became numb, and a tiny electric current spread all over his body in an instant, even the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end.I was like a pot of oil that had been heated for several days and nights, and suddenly a small drop of water was sprinkled in, and my whole body was about to explode.

Compared to my uncontrollable self-control, Ji Chenfeng seemed much calmer.He put down the book, stepped back and lowered his head to continue reading his book, as if the kiss just now was just an illusion of mine.

Oops, it feels like my body is melting.Eyes, hair, ears, mouth...every part is hot and numb.It turned out to be just a light cheek kiss?

God knows what will happen to me if he does the things that I think about all the time in my head, I will definitely go crazy...

He bent down and covered his face with trembling hands.Enough, don't think about it anymore, this is on the subway, if you really react, you will suffer.

Ji Chenfeng, if you don't intend to put out the fire, don't keep seducing me!Or is this his way of punishing me, and I can pass his test if I can control my desire freely?

"Meng Xueyan has been watching us, have you said anything to her?" I alone resisted the prairie fire in my body, and suddenly, Ji Chenfeng's voice rang again in my ears.

I was taken aback and raised my head, just in time to witness the whole process of Meng Xueyan lowering her head in panic and pretending to play with her mobile phone.

It looked like she knew it, she guessed it.

If she just saw me and Ji Chenfeng whispering on the subway, she might not think in an ambiguous direction, but after I told her today that the person I like can't hear, she just needs to think about it for a while, and she will definitely know what I said Who is that inaudible lover.

"Today she asked me why I want to learn sign language..." Standing up straight, I recounted all the conversations with Meng Xueyan to Ji Chenfeng.

Ji Chenfeng's gaze was always on the book in his hand. It was a book about animal medicine, and he hadn't turned the pages for a long time.And I know because I remember the huge animal heart on the lower right.

It seems that he is not as calm as the surface.

"You can learn sign language, isn't it because you followed me?" The subway approached, Ji Chenfeng closed his book and stood up, walked forward and nodded to Meng Xueyan across the way.

I followed him to get up, and seeing Meng Xueyan's embarrassed expression, I nodded slightly and got out of the car with Ji Chenfeng.

"You have to say it several times before you believe it. I really didn't follow you. It's God's will." I said.

Standing on the escalator one after the other, although Ji Chenfeng didn't say anything, judging from his expression, he probably didn't believe it.

"Even if I'm on a desert island, I want to communicate with you without hindrance." After leaving the subway station and walking on the quiet and deserted Flying City trail, I said without warning.

Ji Chenfeng in front stopped and turned around in confusion: "What?"

As the breeze blew, the cicadas on an unknown tree around suddenly woke up, flapped their wings, and let out a cicada that resounded through the night sky.It's like a grand accompaniment for romantic scenes in a love movie.

"What if one day the electronic equipment can no longer be used? Isn't that how it is played in disaster movies? I was thinking, the phone is out of battery, the cochlear implant is out of order, and I don't even have paper and pen. How should I talk to you?" What about communication? After thinking about it, I signed up for a sign language class."

Under the dim street lights in Fly City, I smiled and confided my absurd and nonsensical thoughts to Ji Chenfeng: "Now, even if Hong City becomes an isolated island, don't be afraid, I can always understand what you mean."