The selfish gene

The body is still sore and weak after the fever subsides, so that when the smell of food wafts from the kitchen, it feels unreal to be in a dream.

The last time I used the kitchen, I have forgotten when it was.The last time someone specially prepared breakfast for me, I forgot who it was.

Since three years ago, the insomnia has become more and more serious, and even taking medicine does not always work.It's dawn when you sleep, and it's dark when you open your eyes, which has almost become the norm in life.

Even though he slept for a long time, his body was still exhausted.Bones, stomach, and mood, all very bad.When I eat, I feel like I will vomit it anytime, anywhere, and my picky eaters are getting worse.

Under such circumstances, having breakfast at breakfast time has virtually become a luxury.And letting me sit at the table at breakfast time with peace of mind is like writing a set of numbers by hand, and the result is a miracle like winning the big lottery.

amazing.I stared ahead slightly in a daze.Whether it's the sun rising outside the floor-to-ceiling windows or the busy sounds in the kitchen, it's magical.

"How cooked do you want the eggs to be?"

Turning to the direction of the open kitchen, after seeing Ji Chenfeng in front of the stove, the thought "this man is also amazing" flashed in his mind at the same time.

Do normal people really run to take care of someone and spend the night at their home just because a dog at work bites someone?

how is this possible.

No matter how abstinent he looks, in the end, this guy is just a slutty gay man.As long as the voice is nicer, the second child will be higher than anyone else.

"casual."

After taking a sip of the hot water in the cup, he felt that it was too dull, and got up to make himself a cup of American style. Just as he was about to press the button of the coffee machine, Ji Chenfeng's voice sounded over there.

"Mr. Sang, you'd better...don't drink stimulating drinks."

Occasionally, a woman who has only dated twice, asks me not to do this, not to do that, I thought that was annoying enough, but I didn't expect it to be more annoying.

It's just that after a night, without even touching each other's sexual organs, do you feel that you can dictate to me and interfere with my preferences?

"okay."

While prolonging the reply of the tone, he threw the teacup rudely on the cooking table, and due to too much strength, the water in it was thrown out, and there was an ear-piercing knocking sound.

The rare breakfast is white porridge with poached eggs. It is so simple and shabby, but after eating, the taste is surprisingly good.The porridge is thick and thick, the rice is rich in fragrance, and the heat of the poached eggs is well controlled, and the saltiness is just right.

When I drank porridge, Ji Chenfeng opened the takeaway bag and ate the siu-wei rice that he brought me yesterday but didn't eat.

Even if it hasn't spoiled, but it's been a night, the food has been stale for a long time, and to me this kind of stuff is only suitable for feeding the trash can.But to Ji Chenfeng, this is precious food that must be cherished.

The person who was supposed to be the young master was eating leftovers.But the person who should be a servant is swaggering and enjoying the delicious food cooked by the young master himself.This sense of inversion is really more exciting than any coffee.

"Is it delicious?" Holding the porridge bowl, I asked deliberately.

Ji Chenfeng paused, and raised his head from the plastic bag—as if in order not to dirty the table, he didn't take the lunch box out of the bag, and spit out the bone directly into the bag.

As if he misunderstood what I meant, he swallowed the food in his mouth, and slowly pushed the siu-wei rice with half of the rice in front of me.

"Do you want it?"

Except for two green vegetables, there is almost no shortage of char siu and roast goose, and they are completely spread on the other half of the rice.He must have been one of those kids who would save the strawberries on his strawberry cake for last when he was a kid.

"Thank you." Smiling, even though I wasn't interested, I still swept most of the siu mei into my bowl.

To save the best for last is to bear the risk of being robbed of love.

Looking at the lunch box that revealed more white rice in an instant, Ji Chenfeng's expression did not change at all, he dragged the rice back to him, buried his head and chewed again.

Although the cold siu mei was not tasty, it had a special flavor because it was snatched from Ji Chenfeng.Surprisingly, I ate them all.

After eating, Ji Chenfeng cleared the table very consciously.Because I was too full to eat, I didn't go back to the bedroom to rest immediately, but moved to the living room to digest.

I turned on the TV and tuned to the morning news. Although I wasn't interested, I just watched it because I wasn't interested in anything else.

When a boring neighborhood dispute was broadcast, someone suddenly put down a cup of dark brown hot drink on the tea table in front of him.

Raising my eyebrows, I looked up at Ji Chenfeng who was standing quietly beside me.

"Aren't you not allowed to drink?"

That's what it looks like.Picking up the cup, I took a sip with great interest, sweet, greasy, and thick milky taste...Because what I imagined was completely different from what I tasted, for a moment I suspected that my taste buds were broken.

"It's milk chocolate." Ji Chenfeng slowly introduced the pot water he made.

It's revenge on me.Fool me with lookalikes and think I'm a three year old?

Barely swallowing the milk chocolate in my mouth, I raised my glass to Ji Chenfeng and praised his craftsmanship against my will.

"Thank you, I like it very much."

Because she wanted to tie him down with emotion, no matter how unhappy she was, and how much she wanted to throw something that didn't suit her on his face, she couldn't really do that.

In his 25 years of life, except for facing Sang Zhengbai, he has never experienced such aggrieved time.Thinking that there might be more such things in the future, the pleasure of enjoying Ji Chenfeng's service disappeared.

No, you have to find another way.

I clenched the handle of the ceramic mug and stared at the surface of the hot chocolate with fine milk foam floating on it. My mood, which was rarely brightened by adequate sleep, fell to the bottom in an instant.

"I should go." Ji Chenfeng glanced at the time, picked up the coat on the sofa and walked towards the door, "If you feel unwell, remember to call me."

There was still a sweet taste in my mouth, I didn't want to talk at all, and I didn't mean to say goodbye to him.

Ji Chenfeng walked between me and the door, exactly half way, at this moment, the electronic door lock outside the door suddenly rang, and a "password input error" sound came out.

"Huh? Did you remember wrong..." Tang Bian's voice came faintly from outside the door.

Ji Chenfeng stopped subconsciously and looked towards me, and I immediately looked towards him.I don't know where the strength came from, I jumped up from the sofa, rushed to grab his hand, and dragged him all the way into the bedroom.

Tang Bi'an, why did you come so early today?

It's one thing to befriend your veterinarian, it's quite another to have the vet spend the night in your own bed.It is not a good thing to make Tang Bian suspicious. Although he is an idiot, his wife is not a vegetarian.

I was also in a panic, just locked the bedroom door, Tang Bian would never have the guts to come in, but I chose to push Ji Chenfeng onto the bed, wrap my head with a quilt, and then went to bed myself.

The huge room, the bathroom, the locker, behind the curtains... There are so many places where people can hide, and it is very convenient to hide, so I chose the bed.

I might really be burned stupid.

"Master, are you awake?" After finishing all this, Tang Bi'an also entered the room.

Damn, he forgot to close the bedroom door, but the blackout curtains were drawn, and the bedroom was very dark, so he probably couldn't see clearly what was going on inside.

"Master?" Seeing that I had half-opened the bedroom door, Tang Bi'an really came towards this side.

Covering Ji Chenfeng tightly, fingers groped for his lips under the quilt, covered them gently, and signaled him to keep silent.

"Get out." His voice was still a little hoarse due to the fever last night, as if he hadn't slept enough and was woken up.

Tang Bian stopped at the door, the light came in from the outside, and his shadow also spread in from the outside.

"I saw a pair of unfamiliar shoes outside, are there any guests?"

"Do I need to report my private life to you too?" I lowered my voice, picked up the lamp on the bedside table and threw it over.

Tang Bi'an was startled, and hurriedly backed away.The desk lamp hit the carpet and rolled twice, luckily it didn't break.

"I'm just curious..." He muttered, and the second half of the sentence was close to talking to himself, "Which woman has such big feet."

The breath that spewed into the palm of my hand was suffocated, and my fingertips were a little wet. I realized later that it was because I was too nervous, and I put my fingers into the relationship between Ji Chenfeng's lips.

Dry lips, soft and hot mouth... I thought inappropriately, if he used this place to serve me, and faced his arrogance in the future, maybe my patience would be better.

I'm not interested in entering another man's body, but when I think of dirtying Ji Chenfeng's calm and clean face and making him appear in a trance, I can't help being a little distracted.

Men are such pathetic creatures that they can't control their lower body for various inexplicable reasons.In the end, neither Ji Chenfeng nor I could escape such a fate.

"Don't disturb me, get out." I ordered again, my voice getting hoarse.

"I know, I know, I'll fill up the refrigerator and leave." Tang Bi'an sighed and closed the door for me.

After Tang Bian had gone far outside, I lifted the quilt covering Ji Chenfeng.

The worse the sleep, the higher the requirements for the sleeping environment.Mattresses, sound insulation, and blackout curtains are all brands that the designer emphasizes on both price and quality. There is no best, only better.Once the door is closed, the interior can be said to be so invisible.Dark, silent, cold, perfect for sleeping.

The palm covering his lips and tongue was taken away, and he clenched it firmly. Ji Chenfeng sat up and said in an inexplicably weak voice: "Can... turn on the light?"

The faint vibrations transmitted through the arms, and the red dots on the pinnae of his ears, which were very conspicuous in the dark, made me realize quickly that his cochlear implant was dead.

Since it is an electronic device, of course it needs to be charged regularly.Ji Chenfeng didn't go home yesterday, and the battery has only run out now, so it is considered durable.

A world where you can't see, hear, only touch and smell.And I am the only life-saving straw he can grasp in this world.

"Understood, let me go first..." After finishing speaking, he realized that he couldn't hear him at all.

It was a bit difficult to get rid of his shackles. Although it was very dark, it was my bedroom after all. I groped to the head of the bed and quickly found the switch for the reading light.

A small yellow lamp lighted up slightly above the head of the bed, and the room was finally no longer dark.

"It's alright..." When he turned his head and saw Ji Chenfeng's appearance, the last word "ba" was unconsciously swallowed between his teeth.

He was like a polar bear who had trekked for seven days and nights, only to suddenly realize that he had spent the summer in the wrong direction.The tall body knelt down on the quilt, his arms stretched forward stiffly, as if he wanted to reach my position in the dark.Whether it was the trembling eyes or the pale complexion, he looked extraordinarily fragile.

amazing.It is even more miraculous than the rising sun and the smoky kitchen.My lower body, just because of his misery, slowly raised my head.

The body and mind are dying, but I don't want to do it at all.I just continued to be excited and hurt, which made people wonder if this was another fatal side effect of the vaccine.

Unlike his paleness, there was even a slight smile on my face.

"Hey, it's okay..."

Holding his somewhat cold hand, I gently pulled him into my arms, hugged his head, and patted his shoulder.

After a moment of stiffness, he loosened his muscles a little bit, as if he finally let go of the wild animal he guarded against, hesitantly and cautiously let me hug him and get close to him.

The smell, touch, and even the temperature of the skin are completely different from those of women. As long as you hold him in your arms, you will never mistake him for the fact that he is a man.

"You are really suitable, locked in a small and dark cage..." Looking at the dazzling halo on the ceiling, I gently stroked the back of Ji Chenfeng's neck, which was extremely hot because of panic, and contrary to my movements, my mouth Spit out all the vicious words.

For him, I have no desire to invade or enter, only the urge to trample and dirty.It also seems very interesting to make him a waste who only has me in his heart and only breathes for me.

10 minutes ago, I thought it was too bad, but now I seem to have found a new joy.