girl, don't do this

"Baby, go to bed! It's late." Tao Jiaran patted Cen Meng's little face distressedly.

Cen Meng was so sleepy that she kowtowed, she rubbed her sleepy eyes vigorously: "I don't worry about you being alone."

Tao Jiaran chuckled: "Can I still run away?"

Cen Meng pointed to a half-turned diary on the table, "I'm afraid you will be sad if you read it alone, I have to accompany you."

Tao Jiaran squeezed her little chin: "Where is Siben! You look so sleepy, good boy, go to sleep! I'm not a child, what can I do?"

Cen Meng tugged at her senior sister's sleeves, and said with a tired voice, "Will you watch it tomorrow? How about hugging me to sleep now?"

Why doesn't Tao Jiaran want to hug her to sleep?She is extremely greedy for Cen Meng's body, just as she is greedy for the pure and flawless love she gives.However, Tao Jiaran wanted to know everything about her life too much.She vaguely felt that the answer to that question must be hidden in these four diaries, and she was eager to penetrate them, the sooner the better.

Tao Jiaran persuaded with a soft voice: "Go to sleep, tomorrow I have to visit the graves of my mother and aunt."

Cen Meng pouted helplessly, she knew that once her senior sister decided something, no one could change it, even she could only choose to obey.

The little girl turned and walked away resentfully.Tao Jiaran felt a little apologetic, disappointing Mengmeng was the last thing she wanted to do.

"Hey, I'll be with you soon..." Tao Jiaran leaned over to the bed, wanting to kiss Cen Meng and comfort her.

The little girl didn't buy it, she turned her face angrily, leaving only Tao Jiaran a back view.

Tao Jiaran raised an eyebrow.This is angry?

But the diary on the table was even more attractive to her. After all, she couldn't resist the huge temptation. Tao Jiaran patted Cen Meng's little butt lightly, and returned to her seat by the table.

Hate!Hate!

Cen Meng twisted the sheets bitterly, isn't she as attractive as those yellowed notebooks?Well, it was the only relic of her senior sister's own mother, that is, her own aunt. If it were her own, she would have to study it carefully.Bah, bah, bah, what do you mean by "replacing herself"?Her mother is alive and well.

Thinking about it this way, Cen Meng looked away.Hooray for understanding.

Alone, lying on his side on the bed, Cen Meng stared at Tao Jiaran's back obsessively.

The hazy yellow table lamp was bright, coating Tao Jiaran's whole body with a layer of gold.Cen Meng liked how her senior sister's back was straight even when she was sitting there, which attracted her and gave her the urge to wrap her arms around her and cling to her.

"That's great..." Cen Meng heard a sigh of satisfaction from the bottom of her little heart.

Such a person belongs to her and only to her. How wonderful is this?

Tao Jiaran, who was immersed in her own world, didn't know that there was a kitten peeping at her behind her.

She didn't even know that the kitten was gazing at her whole body with obsessive eyes at this moment, looking at her for a moment, tilting its head, with an intoxicated look on its face.

Eyelids fight.

Cen Meng blinked her eyes hard, she couldn't get enough of her senior sister's back, how could she just go to meet Duke Zhou?

She thought that she must have loved her miserably, and loved her so much that even if she lost herself, she would still be happy.

Gradually, Tao Jiaran's figure became more and more blurred until it turned into a warm and soft light...

Don't come to hug me to sleep...

This was Cen Meng's last sober consciousness.

A black and sweet sleep.

When Cen Meng opened her sleepy eyes bewilderedly, the sun was already shining in the sky.

"Tao..." Cen Meng habitually groped for the person next to her pillow, like every morning when she woke up, she would get tired of Tao Jiaran for a while.

Beside is empty?

"!" Cen Meng was startled.Then I found that the place around me was cold.

Cen Meng woke up instantly.

"Tao Jiaran! Tao Jiaran..." Where is her senior sister?

He dragged the slippers indiscriminately and opened the bathroom door, but no one was there!

Storage room, nobody!

Cen Meng looked around the room helplessly, Tao Jiaran's coat and shoes were all gone!

The lamp on the table was not even turned off in time, and the diary was scattered.

If it wasn't for the suitcase in the storage room, Cen Meng even doubted whether Tao Jiaran had really come here with her.

The sun outside the window has turned hot, and the flowers in the garden are struggling to bloom in the breeze.

flower!

Cen Meng hurriedly pushed open the window, and even climbed onto the window sill, leaning on the window to look down.Her rich imagination allowed her to instantly imagine the picture of her senior sister being kidnapped by the flower fairy.

They are newcomers and unfamiliar with their place of life, what if foreign flower fairies deceive them?

Fortunately, Tao Jiaran's cell phone also disappeared with her.

Cen Meng pressed Tao Jiaran's number almost with trembling fingers.Once, twice, three times...no one answered!

She called for a full 10 minutes, and everything was—no answer!

Cen Meng was really panicked.Regardless of being reserved, she casually put on a coat and ran out of the room, Cen Meng knocked desperately on Judy's door.

no one? !

Cen Meng's eyes straightened.

Could it be that these two people saw that she was sleeping too soundly, so they couldn't bear to wake her up and went directly to their aunt's grave?

However, the next voice shattered her guess.

"Tao's lover? Why are you here?" Zhu Di stared at Cen Meng's little hand bewilderedly, her eyes widened.

"Ju...Judy! Why are you here?"

Judy shrugged, "This is my room, of course I'm here."

Then, he said, "Where's Tao? When are we going to leave? It's past ten o'clock."

Cen Meng was stunned, "Tao Jiaran, are you not with me?"

Judy shrugged again: "I saw her in the morning, and then I saw you now... Could it be that you can't find her?"

"When did you see her? I mean this morning!" Cen Meng eagerly grabbed Zhu Di's skirt.

Judy was taken aback by her aura, and also realized that something terrible seemed to have happened.She frowned trying to remember.

"About six o'clock?"

"Where did she go?"

Judy struggled: "'w! I asked her good morning, but she ignored me!"

"..." Tao Jiaran, where have you been?Why don't you even tell me?

Judy obviously also realized the seriousness of the situation.

"Tao's lover, what happened?"

"Judy, let's call the police!" Cen Meng bit her lip.

"what?"

"Tao Jiaran is missing!"

The blue sea, the dazzling sunshine, the soft sandy beach, and the frolicking people.

Everything looks so beautiful, but everything has nothing to do with her.

Tao Jiaran sat bored on the beach, letting the sand overflow into her shoes, and letting the rough gravel scratch her calves and insteps.And that little hermit crab, crawling over her feet, seemed to be looking for a suitable place to land, and used its tiny pincers to clamp Tao Jiaran's skin.

Tao Jiaran stared blankly at its movements, feeling no pain, even though the skin was left with red bloodstains, as if it had nothing to do with him at all, as if it was not his body at all.

This little hermit crab also has a mother, right?Why did its mother give birth to it?Is it animal instinct?

Can it be used as a human being?What is the purpose of giving birth to a child, bringing this child into the world, and seeing the ups and downs, joys and sorrows of this world?

If she could turn back time, she'd rather never have to face this issue.

The truth really hurts.

What's wrong with living in a daze?

"Mommy!" The voice of a two or three-year-old Chinese girl not far away caught Tao Jiaran's attention.

"Hug!" The little girl begged sweetly for the favor she deserved.

Her mother hugged her and kissed her tender little face lovingly.

Tao Jiaran felt a pain in his heart.

What a natural mother-daughter love, but to her, it was...

She raised her face slightly, and tried her best not to let the tears fall; only to find that the glare of the sun made people want to cry even more.

"What'r with you?" A handsome uncle with the appearance of a policeman approached enthusiastically.

"No! Thank you!" Tao Jiaran tried his best to elicit a smile.She never realized that laughing turned out to be such a difficult thing.The muscles on his face trembled achingly.

The handsome uncle shrugged, and before he walked away, he reminded her that she could call the police at any time if she needed help.

The moment the handsome uncle turned around, Tao Jiaran burst into tears.

Who said that tears won't flow when you raise your head?Just not to the heartbreak.

Just last night, or this morning, she gritted her teeth and tried hard to read the last word of that stack of diaries, but she could no longer calm down even for a moment.

She only remembered that she wandered out of the room in a trance, and then wandered around as if her feet couldn't control her.She lost all consciousness, all thought, and the only thing left in her mind was the fact.

Facts are facts, facts that cannot be changed.

She didn't know how she came to the beach.She thought she must be too tired, tired of thinking, tired of walking, her legs were weak, and her heart was beating violently.

Sitting paralyzed on the beach, let the sun rise to the highest point and slowly slant westward.

The warmest moment of the day has passed, and the sea breeze is blowing with coolness.Tao Jiaran subconsciously shivered.

Looking up, not far away, the tide invaded little by little.

come on.

Better to drown her, she thought, better so.Like, she wasn't supposed to be in this world.

There was a constant vibration in the pocket.

Tao Jiaran recovered a little clarity, took out his phone and looked at it.

Cen Meng.

She couldn't remember when she took her mobile phone with her when she went out.Maybe it was the subconscious fear that Cen Meng was worried about, maybe.However, this point is obviously out of her scope of thinking right now.

Cen...

It's Cen again!

Why is the surname Cen again!

There are tens of millions of surnames in the world, why do you have to have this surname!

The woman who gave birth to her was named Cen!The surname of the woman who abandoned her mercilessly was Cen!Cen Zihua...

Tao Jiaran chuckled self-deprecatingly.

In Yang's hand, the phone vibrated and rang, flying against the wind, "Boom"——

Sink into the depths of the sea, never to be seen again.