girl, don't do this

"I do have girlfriends."

Xue Jinkun didn't know how to react for a while, and only this sentence was circling in his head.

Tao Jiaran was rather embarrassed, "Auntie, can't you accept it?"

Xue Jinkun was noncommittal, but looked into her eyes thoughtfully: "Is that the girl named Qi Luo?"

"Ah? No, no," Tao Jiaran waved his hands quickly, and he was really misunderstood. "She, um, is my first girlfriend."

Xue Jinkun was dumbfounded.Is it so complicated?She was already very surprised when she heard that Tao Jiaran liked women, "could it be because of heredity?" she hadn't figured it out yet, but now she was suddenly told that his first love was a woman.How many... uh, girlfriends has this child had?

Tao Jiaran observed Xue Jinkun's expression and knew that she must have misunderstood.

"Aunt, don't get me wrong, I'm not the kind of person who is promiscuous. Ziluo was my first love in college, but we broke up for some reasons. I have been alone since then, until I met her now," mentioned Cen Meng, Tao Jiaran's heart overflowed with tenderness, and the expression on his face became softer, "I want to spend the rest of my life with her."

Xue Jinkun frowned. At that moment, she even wanted to tell the child that this road is not easy to walk. If your biological mother hadn't taken this road, she wouldn't have ended up like this.She doesn't care what Cen Zihua thinks, she just thinks that is not happiness at all.

"Jiaran, do you have to do this?"

"Auntie, I know that this kind of relationship is quite difficult for people of your age to accept. However, I love her, and she is worthy of my love." Speaking of "love", Tao Jiaran bowed her head in embarrassment After coughing, he said again: "Besides, you are my closest and most trusted elder, and I especially want to share with you."

Xue Jinkun sighed: "Auntie understands...that girl, I want to meet her."

"Ah?" The topic jumped so fast, Tao Jiaran was taken aback for a moment, and then understood Xue Jinkun's good intentions, and her aunt was afraid that she would suffer.

Tao Jiaran was moved and held Xue Jinkun's hands: "Auntie, don't worry, we are fine."

"Good boy, you are still young, kind and upright, and you may not be able to see through some things. Auntie has to check for you, so that people don't think that there is no one in our natal family." She acted like Tao Jiaran's own child, and she did this Mother's natural concerns.

Tao Jiaran thought it was funny, her aunt was so funny, she called "our mother's family", saying that she and Cen Meng were together, so Cen's family was her mother's family, right?However, I'm afraid I can't explain this kind of thing to her aunt, so I just don't care about it.She only knows that her aunt is really kind to her. Is this how mother feels?After grandma passed away, the feeling of being loved that I hadn't felt for many years finally came back.

Tao Jiaran had a sore nose, hugged her aunt's arm, and leaned on her aunt's shoulder like an obedient girl.Xue Jinkun hugged her lovingly.

"Auntie, why hasn't my own mother looked for me for so many years?"

Xue Jinkun was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect her to ask this question suddenly.how to answer?In fact, she wasn't sure about the answer, it was just a guess.Even if it was just a guess, the conclusion made her heart ache.With her heart, no matter what happens, it is impossible to abandon her own flesh and blood.She didn't have children, and over the years, she has imagined countless times how she would love her, how she would love her, and not let her suffer any grievances if she had her own flesh and blood.

Now facing this child's problem, she can't say anything. This child is very smart and pure-minded, including Brother Shitou and Fa Yan. None of them want her to be hurt again. The mistakes made by her biological mother should not be caused by this. children to bear.

"Maybe she has something to hide?" Xue Jinkun could only say.

"What kind of unspeakable secret would that be?" Tao Jiaran straightened up and looked at her seriously, "Doesn't her husband love her very much? Could it be that he can't even tolerate a child? Besides, I don't care about their property! Why does she Don't you tell the Jiang family and the Cen family about me? Why did you just let me go and leave me alone?" The more Tao Jiaran spoke, the more excited he became, and the more he talked, the more uncomfortable he became.

People say, "A son never thinks his mother is ugly." As a child, she shouldn't blame her mother, but she couldn't help it.If her mother found her back then, even if she didn't have her mother to love her, she would still have her father, at least her uncle, and maybe her grandparents.She didn't believe they would ignore her.

Xue Jinkun didn't even dare to look into her eyes, those foggy eyes, those serious questioning eyes, she was afraid that the child would see through the intolerance and hesitation in her eyes.

Wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, hugged her again, and said softly, "Don't think about that, okay? Our generation has its own helplessness, and we have experienced so many setbacks. If you don't want to let you go, it will be difficult for you. Your mother The spirit in the sky must also hope that you are well and don't want you to be sad."

"I know, aunt," Tao Jiaran wiped away the tears from his face, "I just want to know the truth."

"People, don't live too soberly. The more you know, the more painful you are. Look at those great philosophers, which ones don't know too much, think too much, how many live happily and long lives? On the contrary, those who don't know too much It's best to live happily every day without heart. Deep love will never last, and Huiji will be hurt, child."

"Deep love will never last, and wisdom will hurt..." Tao Jiaran muttered these eight words.

How did she know that the life of her and her mother confirmed these eight words.

"Who else knows about you and that girl?" Xue Jinkun was worried.

"Zi Luo knows, and you know, and what's more," Tao Jiaran felt a headache thinking of Ms. Ji, "Her mother should have seen it too."

Xue Jinkun's eyes widened suddenly. She really never thought that the other party also has parents. It is estimated that few mothers can calmly face the fact that their daughter likes a woman, right?

"Then, what's her mother's attitude?"

Tao Jiaran couldn't help scratching her head, "Her mother is amazing. On the surface, she doesn't care about it, but secretly trips us up. If my guess is right, Qi Luo is her mother's rescuer."

"Qi Luo? Her mother still knows Qi Luo?" Why did Xue Jinkun feel that this was such a mess?

Tao Jiaran raised his forehead, and the more he talked, the more chaotic it became. Is the relationship between them so complicated?

"Auntie, to tell you something, you should be mentally prepared first." She was really afraid that this would be too explosive and scare the older ones.

"Tell me." In fact, Xue Jinkun is only in his 40s.

"That's right, you should know my girlfriend's mother."

"know?"

"Yes, it's Mr. Cen's daughter-in-law, that is, my aunt, Ji Baohua."

Xue Jinkun opened his mouth wide and didn't close it for a long time, thunder rolling in his mind.

"Sister Hua, Sister Yan, you don't want to play with me..." The little girl with shofar braids tugged on the girl's skirt with a look of grievance.

"Little Kunzi, how old are you? Are you still weaned? Go play with Jiang Fayan, don't bother us!" Another girl with a cool expression pushed her little hand away in disgust.

The girl who was dragged by the front of her skirt before bent down and smiled gently at the little girl: "Jin Kun, I have something to do with your sister Hua, I can't take you to play, you go to play with your sister Baohua first, okay? "

The little girl stared at her gentle smile for a moment, sister Yan is so beautiful, even better than brother Yan.But when he heard what the gentle girl said clearly, the corner of his mouth curled up, and his mood immediately changed from sunny to cloudy.No one plays with her.As for Sister Baohua, she dragged Brother Shitou to nowhere.cut!Do you think she doesn't know anything since she was a child?Sister Baohua always asks Brother Shitou to do her homework because Brother Shitou likes her, poor Brother Shitou!

In a blink of an eye, the two sisters had already walked away and disappeared around the corner, only faint voices of reproach could be heard.

"Zihua...don't...on the street..."

"I don't...I don't...you are mine..."

What are they doing?Little Xue Jinkun didn't understand.

"Huh, where's Zihua? He was here just now." At some point, Brother Yan was already standing beside her, holding a wreath of flowers that he picked somewhere.

The little Xue Jinkun looked up at him, against the sun, the boy who was more than a head taller than her had big eyes, a straight nose, and beautiful eyebrows, and the white shirt on his body exuded a smell of clean soap.She felt better again, and stretched out her little hand: "Brother Yan, they don't play with me, you stay with me!"

The young man scratched his head, looked down helplessly at the pretty little girl in front of him, couldn't bear to reject her, smiled dotingly, and put a wreath on her head, but the size was obviously inappropriate, almost hanging down to her neck.

The little Xue Jinkun didn't dislike him, on the contrary, he was very happy. He let the boy's calloused big hand hold his own, and two figures, one big and one small, disappeared at the corner of the street.

"Auntie! Auntie! Did I scare you?" Tao Jiaran saw that Xue Jinkun was silent all the time, and his face was changing from happy to sad, thinking that he had stimulated her.

"Ah?" Xue Jinkun was awakened from the memories, the past suddenly seemed like a dream, and he couldn't bear to look back.She should have discovered the secret of Cen Zihua and sister Yan, but what if she knew?She can do nothing, and no one's fate can be changed.However, the child in front of him——

She can't let this kid go her mother's way!At least you can't like that girl, is it called Cen Meng?The two young people don't know anything!Their aunt used to love deeply, but it didn't end well, and she messed up the world. This kind of thing can't be allowed to happen again!They're all old, and they can't stand another blow.

"Jiaran," Xue Jinkun grabbed Tao Jiaran's hand eagerly, "Do you have to do this? You shouldn't be together!"

"Auntie, I understand what you mean. She is a woman, or my cousin. Your objection is certain, and I can understand..."

Xue Jinkun shook his head in pain, you don't understand, you don't understand, child.

"When I first met her, I didn't know she was my cousin, she was still my subordinate. At that time, I thought she was silly, stupid, cute and cute. Auntie, her name is Cen Meng... …Later, after going through some things, I realized that she likes me. She has liked me for many years, because of me, she went to the same university, because of me, she gave up going abroad, and because of me, she learned Weibei… She did a lot of things for me. The more we get along I think she is very good, she is very pure, like a piece of unprocessed jade, she is the purest person in the world, she makes me feel that the world is still warm, I think she is my salvation..."

"Xiao Kun, I love Zhiyan deeply... I am cold, but she is warm, she is my salvation..."

The words in that letter echoed in Xue Jinkun's ears at this moment, making her feel even more distressed.No, son, you shouldn't follow your mother's old path!

"At the beginning, I didn't dare to face her feelings. She is so good, everything about her is so beautiful, and I am so ordinary, how can I have her? To be honest, I feel very inferior. Later, the more I I can't control my heart more and more, I think I should work hard, no one has ever tempted me like this. I want to give her happiness, and I will prove to her parents that I am no worse than any man... ..."

Xue Jinkun sighed, silly boy, how would you know that your biggest problem is not your gender, but your background!Should this be called original|sin?She felt sorry for the child in front of her. This child must love Cen Meng deeply, right?If it wasn't for that level of relationship, even if they were girls, Xue Jinkun would still try to accept it, as long as the woman the child loved was worthy of love.However, in the current situation, who can tell her what to do?

"Jiaran," Xue Jinkun interrupted Tao Jiaran's narration, "No matter what, don't tell your father, and don't tell brother Shitou!"

"Why?" Tao Jiaran blinked, and immediately understood that her own father might not be able to accept such feelings, so let him be less stimulated.As for Cen Zishi, she really didn't intend to let him know right now, she still had to prove herself to him.

"I see, aunt." Tao Jiaran nodded.

Xue Jinkun looked anxiously at her portrait of Cen Zihua's face.How did it become like this?Fate tricks people!After teasing their generation, it's time to torture the next generation.