girl, don't do this

Auckland, New Zealand.

Cen Zishi hung up the phone and looked at the blond woman who was talking softly with his wife not far away.That woman is not considered young anymore. The age of Westerners is not easy to be judged by appearance for Easterners.Cen Zishi guessed that based on her experience, she should not be younger than 35 or six years old.

The sun is slanting to the west inch by inch, and this day is about to pass. Time is always rational and ruthless. It is still the same as it is, and it will not stop flowing because of anyone or anything.Even in this foreign country, with different climates and different environments, the sun still rises in the east and sets in the west, just as life comes in one's own cry and passes away in the cry of others.

Feeling desolate in his heart, Cen Zi really felt that the afternoon sun was not so warm, so he tightened the collar of his shirt, and walked towards his wife and the blond woman.

"Thank you, Judy! Bring us here." Cen Zishi was grateful from the bottom of his heart.

The blond woman named "Judy" had a solemn face and spoke blunt Chinese. She seemed to think that the expression was not accurate enough, so she couldn't help but added gestures.

"You are Cen's family. In your Chinese words, we met by fate."

Cen Zishi smiled lightly, it was indeed fate.After he got off the plane with Ms. Ji, he went straight to the cafe where he and Cen Zihua had coffee, hoping to find clues here.Unexpectedly, as soon as the two of them sat down, this blond woman came over, claiming to be the boss here, and asked them enthusiastically if they came from China.

Cen Zishi knew that his face was five points like Cen Zihua's, but he never thought that things would be so easy.The woman knew that they were looking for someone, especially when she found out that his surname was Cen, she was overjoyed.

"That's great!" she said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time!"

It turned out that the owner of this cafe was actually Cen Zihua. When she was dying, she gave the shop to Zhu Di to manage, and asked her to do something for herself.

Knowing this, Cen Zi really couldn't help frowning. When he came here, his sister didn't reveal a little about her life to him, and she didn't even tell him that she was the owner of this cafe.Cen Zi really doesn't know how many things she still keeps from herself, and will all these things disappear with the passing of this person, or will they become a time bomb that hurts them to some extent?

Judy buys them coffee.Her Chinese is not fluent, but fortunately, it does not affect communication.

She said, "Let's go see Cen later? She sleeps in the nearest cemetery. She is fine. I often visit her..."

Cen Zishi said: "Thank you! Take care of her like this."

Judy waved her hand: "No! No! She has always taken care of me. When I was young, I came here to study abroad. Once I came here for coffee and chatted with her. She said that it is not easy for me to be a girl in a foreign country by myself. , takes good care of me..." Her eyes dimmed, and she continued: "She is very lonely, I don't know why she is always so... oh, you call it in Chinese... oh, yes, it is called lonely. She is always She is so lonely, although she looks beautiful, but I will feel very sad for her..."

Cen Zi really felt uncomfortable hearing that, his sister felt so uncomfortable only because of Sister Zhiyan.

"It was only later that I found out that she had lost her lover...a beautiful and gentle Chinese woman..." After Zhu Di finished speaking, she looked up at the couple sitting across from her, "A woman likes another woman, Do you find it strange?"

Cen Zi is silent.It's not that he has never seen men and women before, but once this kind of emotion involves family affection, it becomes not so simple.

Ms. Ji couldn't help but spit in her heart: What's so strange?In our family, the older generation and the younger generation learn from each other, and there is still a couple who are not worried!Qi Luo didn't live up to expectations, and she still expected her to seduce Tao Jiaran, it's a shit, it's nothing!There are also little bastards, if my mother is not at home, she will act like a demon to me. It is really the rhythm of "not fighting for three days, going to the house to expose the tiles"!At this moment, they may all be eaten up and wiped out, and they will be counted for money!Ms. Ji's heart aches even more when she thinks of this.A worthless brat, she'd rather be the one who eats up other people.Thinking about her dignified young lady of the Ji family, why did she raise a guy who is used to stuff people's teeth?What a family misfortune!

Leaving aside Ms. Ji's inner drama, just talking about Zhu Di, seeing that the couple were noncommittal about their problems, she shrugged and said, "Maybe you guys think their love is... very rebellious, yes, in Chinese it's So to speak. However, I think they are great, their love is great and beautiful, and I am very moved..."

Cen Zishi and his wife looked at each other when they heard the words, but they didn't know how to answer the words.Does this foreign woman really know what Cen Zihua did to her relatives and daughter in China?Does this woman really know that Cen Zihua has messed up the family in China?

Seeing the expressions of the two, Zhu Di raised his eyebrows, and thought: Is this what the Chinese say "talking is not speculative"?Spread your hands.

She didn't forget Cen Zihua's last request, and asked again: "Cen's daughter, didn't you come with you?"

Cen Zishi was taken aback, this foreign woman knew about Jiaran?He didn't know how much this strange woman knew, and he didn't want to reveal too much, so he simply replied: "She didn't come."

Judy shrugged again, "howpity!"

Cen Zishi raised his eyebrows, is this a pity?Is there anything else about Jiaran here?This realization made Cen Zishi even more nervous, and he regretted telling Tao Jiaran that her mother was resting here.

The three fell silent.

It was Judy who finally broke the silence. She looked at the clock on the wall, "Let's set off to see Cen and her lover in a while!"

her lover?Cen Zi really lost his mind for a moment, his sister is really... together with sister Zhiyan?

"However," Judy clasped her hands together after taking the last sip of coffee, "before that, we have to prepare two bouquets."

"flower?"

"Yes, Cen's favorite lily, and our charming Lu Binghua."

cemetery.Quiet and solemn.

Above the head are white pigeons flying by in groups from time to time, and the scent of unknown flowers wafts from the nose from time to time.This is a cemetery.There are no lingering fireworks and incense candles, and there is no fruit water and wine commonly seen in cemeteries. In the distance are marble and plaster sculptures of angels and goddesses, and nearby are tombstones of various shapes.There is no crying, no sadness, like a peaceful and pure heaven, which is the destination that every soul yearns for.

Two marble tombstones standing side by side, two women in love, lie here side by side.They are all young in the photo, they are the ones Cen Zishi is most familiar with, they are their youngest and most beautiful age.

These days, ever since he heard the sad news about Cen Zihua, Cen Zishi had imagined the scene of facing his sister countless times.He thought he might scold her for abandoning her infant flesh and blood and leaving her old parents indifferent; he thought he might blame her for not telling him how hard life was for so many years, not giving herself this her in the most painful time The only real brother in the world had the opportunity to take care of her; he thought he might look at her tombstone coldly and tell her that her daughter was very good, very promising, more bloody than her, and more responsible than her...

However, all kinds of imaginations are not as urgent as the most real emotions at the moment.The moment he saw her photo, he knelt down weakly and brushed over Cen Zihua's young photo with trembling hands, just like she touched his head when he was young: "Little Shitou, if you are naughty again, be careful I will beat you!" you!"

"Sister!" Cen Zishi yelled heart-piercingly, the seven-foot man burst into tears.

Ms. Ji also felt bad.She and Cen Zihua were not at odds back then, Cen Zihua was arrogant, and Miss Ji was not a light-hearted lamp. When the two were young, Cen Zi was often splinted.However, now that he is gone, the discord in his youth makes people miss it even more. No matter what kind of quarrels and fights there were, the person at that time was still alive in the world, unlike today, who is left in vain. The next photo is memorable.What's more, Ms. Ji knew that Cen Zi really couldn't take it anymore. Ever since he found out about Cen Zihua, he was in a bad state. He seemed to have aged a lot in a blink of an eye, and he was no longer as vigorous as before.Ms. Ji was a little scared. She was really afraid that if Cen Zishi fell down, she would not know what to do.Because of this, she dared not tell Cen Zishi about Cen Meng and Tao Jiaran.A family, two generations, have gone this way.Can Cen Zishi, the person involved, be able to resist?On the contrary, she herself has a big heart and can think freely. Miss Ji was not afraid of the sky when she was young, and she stood up tall when the sky fell. Anyway, with Cen Shishi to shield him from the wind and rain, she can show her teeth and claws as much as she wants.

To some extent, Cen Meng's character is more like her mother.

Ms. Ji stood behind, pinching Cen Zishi's shoulders, she wanted to say "Don't be sad, this man is gone", but this kind of comfort was too pale, it would be better to let Cen Shishi cry happily.It's better to vent all the sadness than to be sick in your heart.

At this moment, Judy walked over with her lips pursed, and put the two big bouquets of flowers in her arms in front of the two tombstones.There used to be a bouquet of flowers there, obviously she had put them here when she came here before, and they had slowly withered.

Zhu Di put down the flowers, wiped the tears from her face, and said to the heartbroken Cen Zishi, "Brother Cen, don't be too sad. They will be together happily in heaven, and they won't want you to be sad. "

Cen Zishi's eyes were red, looking at the tombstone of two people side by side, like two people holding hands.Sister, is this what you want?Live, or... die, to be with her?Now that you finally got your wish, are you happy?If there is a heaven, there is an afterlife

In this world, will you really be with Sister Zhiyan?Now, brother Fayan is dying, if there is a day when you meet again, what will happen?Love in this world, love, who owes whom?

The most realistic question that Cen Zishi is currently facing is, how should he face Tao Jiaran?What would he do if she really wanted to visit her mother?If the child knew that he had lied to her, that her mother had no husband at all, and that she was buried with the woman she loved deeply, would the child hate herself?Will he look down on her mother because of this?Will it make you doubt your life?

What to do?Cen Zi was deeply confused.