nightmare out of control

To Schuld, Anmer, and all my former partners and friends who have spent time with me and given me a smile.Unic hereby sends best wishes——

If there are no accidents, this letter will probably be my last pen, now I only hope that Black Hawk can bring it to my partners, and I, in this letter, will also hide my secret for more than [-] years Published to the public...

First of all, I want to say sorry to Anmo and Xiu.I'm sorry, I was too weak to cause my body to fall into Xiao Hei's hands, and then I did things that hurt the villagers of Kagta and you.I'm sorry I kept it from you for so long, not even from my friends who grew up with me.

Because I thought I could suppress him, control him, I thought I wouldn't cause trouble for you, but now it seems that I still overestimate myself...

I am Yonik, the Yonik you have always known. Even though I have great power, I am the Yonik who loves peace and smiles by nature.

Before I was six years old, I always thought that my life would be the same as other people in the village, spending an ordinary life peacefully in the small village of Cagueta, living comfortably in an inconspicuous corner of the planet, without contending with the world, There are no lofty ideals and ambitions.

Just looking for a comfortable life.

However, as time went by and I grew older, I found that something was wrong with my body. At first, I just noticed it, until one day I finally discovered where the strangeness was-that is, in a period of time every day. In a short time, my body didn't belong to me!

Being manipulated by another person, even for a few short 10 minutes or even a few minutes at night.Of course I was a little scared at first, but after getting used to it for a long time, I actually had an idea to communicate with it, so I started to try to communicate with another person in my body.

Leave him a paragraph of text on paper or write down to ask him questions every day, and continue to leave him a message after seeing his reply.

Since he appeared for a very short time and didn't have too much influence on me, I didn't intend to let anyone know about it.

Villagers, mothers, friends, Anmo... I didn't tell anyone, that I shared a body with another person.

With more and more conversations in the notebook, I have a certain relative understanding of the other person in my body.

He said his name is Xiao Hei, which is a very simple name, just like my name is Yunik, he also has his own name.He is fond of fighting, and every time he appears, he will practice his abilities in the open space behind the village, as if only in this way can he feel that he is alive on this planet, and he still has great ambitions, he is not satisfied with only being in a small Living in the village, he wants to go to further cities.

From the sentences he wrote, I seem to be able to hear his haughty tone, and I can see that he is a rebellious and arrogant guy, completely opposite to my weak personality, and his temper is very violent.

So in the days that followed, I tried my best to coexist peacefully with Xiao Hei, and everything went according to his wishes. After all, I don't want to have any more wars with him in the same body, and...

It seems that I will never meet him.

But fortunately, the brief moment of his appearance will not cause me much trouble, so I tacitly accepted his existence.

The days of sharing the same body with Xiao Hei continued like this for several years, until later I started to get in touch with life outside the village, so I casually took this opportunity to understand what my body was like.

Probably this is the symptom of split personality. Two opposite personalities live in the same body. They didn't know each other's existence at first, until one day the main personality noticed that his private items had moved, and found all kinds of intruding things. phenomenon, and at this time, the secondary personality appeared...

As he grew up, Xiao Hei's temper became worse and worse, and he even almost fought with the villagers several times, and his rebellious heart became stronger and stronger, and he left Kageta more often.Several times when I returned to my body, I found myself on the way to the city...

Since then, I have understood that the personality of Xiao Hei is already a threat to me.I am the master personality, and my body belongs to me much more than him, but just because of this, I don't want him to stay by my side anymore, and I don't want to continue to share the same body with such a bad personality.

I was afraid that Xiao Hei would hurt the villagers, and I was also afraid that I would not be able to hide it from my mother, so I lied that I wanted to leave the village and go to the city to find a job that would make enough money.In fact, during the time I stayed in the city, I was running around. I was looking for a way to kill Xiao Hei, and I wanted to destroy him.

The body belongs to me, and I think it is only right and proper to get rid of an inexplicable sub-personality.

But even though Xiao Hei is a secondary personality, he still occupies a part of his body. He realized that I was going to kick him out of his body, so his attitude towards me became worse and worse.The time of his forced appearance became more and more frequent, from the first few minutes to two hours, three hours, and finally he could even occupy my body all day long.

For Yunick, who is cowardly and timid, there is nothing he can do to forcefully occupy his body, and it is even easier for Xiao Hei to become the main character and squeeze him into the secondary personality.

I know that if the final winner of the body is really Xiao Hei, with his killing personality, it will definitely set off a bloodbath and cause disasters on the planet...

I tried my best to suppress the restless Xiao Hei and returned to Cageta. Should I tell my family about my illness, or should I bear it alone?

I couldn't sleep at night after tossing and turning, but I chose the latter after careful consideration. Xiaohei is too powerful, and Cagerta are ordinary people who lead a comfortable life and are peaceful in nature. I think even if they know about my situation, But after Xiao Hei appeared, they still had nothing to do with him.

The only thing I can do now is to defeat him with my own strength and suppress him in my body to minimize the time for him to appear.Because I was afraid that he would harm the villagers by doing all kinds of evil, so I had to leave this village, my mother and the villagers, and everything that belonged to me.

To control evil with evil, to stop violence with violence, and to suppress Xiao Hei's vile nature with the power of redemption. This is my initial plan.It just so happened that Mr. Murray was also planning to kick An Mo out of the house at that time, so I also had a little selfishness. After all, I was still a little weak in my mind at that time, of course I also wanted someone to take care of me on the way, so I simply took An Mo over with me Together.

The days in the company are very boring. The training of ordinary soldiers is undoubtedly the same. Frequent battles make my strength constantly stronger, and the number of appearances of Xiao Hei is indeed plummeting. The weakness in my heart also follows these The boring battle is hidden in the passage of time bit by bit...

I thought redemption's exhausting training would suppress Xiao Hei, gradually eliminate his fighting and killing spirit, and gradually eliminate him...

However, I didn't expect that I was still too naive.

It's like throwing a seed in a forest full of trees. The seed keeps growing roots and goes deep into the ground until the root end is too stubborn to be easily pulled out - the shoots that haven't grown for several years break through the soil overnight A few meters high.

In fact, Xiao Hei is much better than me in the training of special forces. With a personality that loves fighting and killing like him, redemption is simply heaven for him, but when I realized this, it was too late.

He is very smart and knows how to hide his strength. How to knock down the poisonous snake hidden in the grass?Of course, it is not to shoot grass, but to find the seven inches of the snake and kill it directly.

In an experiment in the company, Xiao Hei released all the grievances that had been suppressed for many years with the help of skill enhancers, and my main personality has been suppressed by him since then, and only briefly appeared at night time.

He ruined Cagerta and hurt Xiu, but obviously during this period of time in the company, this guy's sense of honor has improved a lot, at least much better than mine.He stayed in redemption to die, intending to be loyal to it, to obey any order of it, and to carry out all killings for it.

Rather than saying that he ruined Cagerta, it is better to say that it was caused by my incompetence at the beginning...

If I'm not so weak, if I can be more fierce, if I'm stronger...

The situation would not have developed to this point.

An Mo, Xiu, Kers, and a large number of special forces all escaped redemption one by one. I want to leave too. I also want to make up for the damage Xiao Hei caused to you. I also want to help you!

But ah...

I am still weak after all.

The redemption was destroyed, and the frustrated Xiao Hei was obviously much more absent-minded than before, so I took the opportunity to release all my strength, and forcibly suppressed Xiao Hei's personality gradually.The whole process was very painful, and Xiao Hei who resisted made me almost think that I was going to hell to report.I know that if I let him turn into a personality in the future, then with his prudence and my remaining strength, it is absolutely impossible to snatch my body back.

So I wrote this letter.

After this, I'm going to help you, An Mo, Xiu, and my best friends in this life.

Cagerta is ruined, my family is ruined and everything I have is you.

So I have to do something for you.

Redemption is destroyed, but Yate's power is still a danger to you, especially their leader.

So I decided to look for them after I finished writing this letter, even if it cost me Yonik's life, I would bring down these damn backs like Art.

I ruined everything about me, I lied to An Mo for decades, I almost killed Xiu.

So I want to make up for my mistakes, which can be regarded as making up for all the damage caused by Xiao Hei, and it can be regarded as my only remaining weakness, and I also hope that my partners are safe as before.

I am going to attack the leader of Yate, and I am going to help you, even if there is only a [-]% chance of winning...

Well, the story is over.I'm about to set sail...

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The black eagle uttered a long cry in the sky like dripping blood, and then the sound stopped abruptly, as if someone had strangled the neck, a black shadow descended from the sky and hit heavily on the stone ground in front of us.Its eagle eyes were wide open, as if it was about to stare out, it stared straight at the north direction of the sky, and then flapped its wings.

It went to accompany its master.

"Younick will indeed become very unreasonable for a while, as if he is going to make trouble on purpose." An Mo gently closed the envelope and handed it to the supervisor, then knelt down and silently watched the dead Black Hawk. "But I never thought that he is..."

His eyes suddenly became gentle in an instant, as if he was looking at an old friend whom he hadn't seen for a long time. "Why are you so stupid, I'm your friend, why don't you believe me? Why don't you tell me, why do you have to bear it yourself..."

"Younick..."

We returned to the beer village and buried the black eagle and the envelope in the backyard of the room we rented. An Mo squatted in front of the small grave and remained silent for nearly half a day.I originally wanted to be with him, but he said he wanted to catch up with old friends by himself.

The indifferent tone seemed to be treating a stranger, which made my heart twitch. Although An Mo's character probably won't be sad for a long time, even if I'm worried about him...

But he can only give up.

I can only try to be as calm as possible about Yonik's death.After all, life goes on.

What, I'm not so sad even if the good old man Younik ascended to heaven, but why do I feel a tight pain in my chest when I see An Mo's absent-minded appearance?

I shook my head, rubbed my temples and walked back to the room with a sigh. I'm bewitched after staying on this planet for a long time.

Fortunately, there are enough things to make people feel comfortable.

The thing that caught my eye when I returned to Beer Village was the house I rented before I left. It still looks a bit shabby, but at least this is our own residence.

It can also be regarded as a warm home. After coming here for so long, I finally have a nest of my own.

Sitkaya is still in the territory occupied by Yate, but now the leader and the others are trapped in the extreme north of the snow. It is absolutely impossible for them to leave that snowfield within three days without my leadership.

And I heard that there will be a rare blizzard that happens once in ten years in the Snow Extreme North...

It seems that we have to find a chance to rescue Sitkaya.

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